love me or hate me its all the same

:: 2007 11 February :: 12.02pm

mmmm yota

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

rayray

:: 2007 10 February :: 10.31pm

I'm a jack ass.
And damn proud of it.
I wish I had a theme song.
Perhaps I will right one later on tonight.

Anyway, I went back to work friday.
For how long, no one knows.
I go back monday to finish doing what I was doing friday.
Gauging hooks on springs is fun!
NOT!
I did well over 5,000 on friday.
I sat alone in a corner for 8 hours.

Booze cruisin' was in store for this evening.
But our parade got rained on.
More like stormed actually.
His daughter came over for a few hours, and by the time her mother picked her up, he was dead asleep.
And dead asleep is where he stays.
I'm not surprised though.

Tomorrow we have wrestling.
Yay! Not. I get to sit on hard bleachers for about 5 hours, trying to look interested in little boys touching each other.

Anyway, it's time to go see if maybe he'll wake up.

eddy

:: 2007 10 February :: 4.10am

I miss my family. =(

For some of them, it's been many years since I've seen them. It makes me sad. I'm thinking when this semester is over, I'm going to spend much of my summer going to visit the ones I can. And going on the big camping trip we always have.

9 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 9 February :: 10.15am

wooo.
I'm RICH!

the US GOVT dropped a large sum of money into my checking account this morning :D

:: 2007 8 February :: 7.23am

man, getting dressed before i went to bed was such a good idea.
I just woke up, took a whore bath.

put some deo-for the beo on.
put my boots on and now i'm ready for class.
thanks courtany for waking my ass up this morning.

rayray

:: 2007 7 February :: 10.53pm

Today I got 2 kind of good phone calls.
The first one was from my mom.
Calls from her usually don't result in anything that makes me happy.
But I get to go work with her tomorrow and make money.
Kind of exciting. I get to answer phones.
It was more exciting to want to do, but now that i get to, im not so excited. haha
And I got a call from Vicki at Peoplelink and I go back to work on Friday!
So I'll hardly be online anymore, and very rarely will I be up past 9 haha.
Things are still good with Mike and I, even though we have had a couple of arguments this week.
He needs to learn to sleep.
And I need to leave him alone when he's trying to sleep. haha
Yeah buddy.

:: 2007 7 February :: 9.08pm

this is turning into a pic post now.

anyone know who's cat this is?

i took a picture of it along time ago and posted it in my woohu.

andy, this one's for you, definatally a good pic i think.

half of this thread got erased :( i'm a sad panda

here we go again

RUNAWAY RALPH!

Rache took the best pic of jay ever

its still in the basement

the last pic of my tasha dog... she's drinking kool-aid, it makes me sad i miss her. (she was actually my uncles, but she was great)

this entry is hilarious
" :: 2004 24 November :: 7.17 am

quote of the night

"at least let me put it in my mouth"

~mindy"

from my first trip ever to lima

when someone photoshopped the cutlass and nate thought it was real paint

DUREX!

andy's doba

I wish it still looked this good.

always a good day when you get 2 boxes from jegs

okay thats all for now.

:: 2007 7 February :: 6.25pm

i hate banks.

Fuck them all.

:: 2007 6 February :: 8.30pm

FIRE GOOOD!

7 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 6 February :: 2.00am

i'd just like to make a note that you guys all suck at staying up and being online.

espically rache, i was just talkin to you then your like "i'm tired going to bed night" and bam your out.

i'm not tired, i'm just bored. somone get online and entertain me, some of you dont even have school tomorrow. gah!

/rant

i leave here thursday at like... 8:30 in the morning.

:: 2007 5 February :: 10.28pm

i'm running out of moniter space, i want another one....
its awsome to have so many windows open at once.

:: 2007 5 February :: 8.37pm

i have rediscovered the fun in playdough.
rock on.

:: 2007 5 February :: 11.47am

i'm thinking baja truck....

:: 2007 5 February :: 2.10am
:: Music: MC pee pants (MC chris) - i want candy

so cold, i hate ohio so much, i'm definatally hoping school is cancelled tomorrow.

in other news, things are looking up in life for me.
I'm hopefully getting a truck this weekend.
I've got some hours at howies
going to hang out with some friends.
probably some sledding saturday night after i work.

but like AJ said earlier "What the fuck happened to global warming?"
its like 0 we dont have a tempature in lima i threw some water out on the side walk, come back like 30 seconds later and its ice
i'm betting my car wont start tomorrow to drive to class, and i definataly dont want to walk the 1/4 mile with no temprature. 1320 feet is way way to far in this weather.

anyways, i go to bed happy tonight.

eddy	:: 2007 4 February :: 7.26pm My kitty doesn't like it when I kiss her face. ^^ And she loves Silkroad. (Kind of) 11 will hate me \| will you love or hate

rayray

:: 2007 4 February :: 5.27pm

So I am long overdue for a good rant.
I knew it was too good to be true that I was truly happy.
That all I did was smile.
And that we were getting along so good.
We aren't arguing.
Just creating a huge space.

I hate how when I leave for a few hours when him and his daughter are here, I come back to this place absolutly trashed.
It's fucking ridiculous how little control he has over her.
He doesn't pay any fucking attention to her and just lets her do whatever.
The last time I tried to say anything about it, I got my head bit off.
Not only is it that, she goes through ALL of my stuff.
When she takes a shower, she uses MY towel.
Hello, haven't you ever heard of getting one from the shelf with a TON of towels?
It's actually quite simple. I do it rather often.
I know she's 8 and I shouldn't be so pissed but for Christ Sakes.
When I was 8 years old, I was using my own towel.
Everytime she gets a glass of WATER, she gets different glass.
She attempted to make mac & cheese.
Eats ALL of our food.
It's insane.

What hurts most of all, is that he's not happy.
I try my hardest to make him happy.
I give him everything I can..
I'm not Paula, and I'm not Lori.
Nor will I ever be, and nor do I want to be even close.
For some god forsaken reason, he holds Paula on this pedistal above everyone else.
She cheated on her HUSBAND with Mike, and they had a kid together.

I'm not sure if its the PMS peaking through but I'm in such a terrible mood.
I cried the whole way home from my moms.
And I'm fighting back the tears right now.
Everything is going to fall to shit again.

5 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 4 February :: 10.24am

Action shot!

Didn't get any of AJ though, but this one is real good.

eddy

:: 2007 4 February :: 1.47am

Haunt You Every Day

I don't feel the joy
I don't feel the pain
You were just a toy
I am just insane

Walking on my own
Leaving you behind
You were crying out
That you need to speak your mind

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday

I am gonna kill
When I need a thrill
Eating at the heart
until I've had my fill
When will stupid learn?
Fires gonna burn
Think of consequence
Then you move when it your turn

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday

Walking on my own
Leaving you behind
You were crying out
That you need to speak your mind

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday
haunt you everyday

eddy	:: 2007 4 February :: 1.14am :: Mood: apathetic You're full of shit. You stupid hypocritical moron. Let it go. The damage in your heart. 10 will hate me \| will you love or hate

:: 2007 4 February :: 12.21am
:: Music: clutch - the incompariable mr ripley

bed...

sorry for the drunk dials.
you guys rock.

:: 2007 4 February :: 12.07am

i can't belive i wrote any of that...

i feel dumber now.

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 3 February :: 10.54pm

lizzy sorry i drunk dialed you, i really am, i hate when people do it ot me.

this stuff rocks though. rock on dormbrew!@ i musta drank alto of it or asomthign

lizzzty, i really am sorry.

and if i called anybody else i'm sorry.
you guys are my favroite peoople

whoah man.

thuis post comeas from the cl.oset, cause we made it htere.

i just left a voicemail for mindy telling her she suckjs hahaha.

mindy, you suck haha!

cl;oset wine is great.

:: 2007 3 February :: 10.50pm

if i drunk dialed anytone, i'm sorty man.

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 3 February :: 10.34pm

my camera, it wont take man.... it wont take.

haha, durnken update again
i aqwna one scotcatch and one beer.

man i'm drunck.

man where am i, i'm definatally not home.

this is crazy

allright ledzepplin.

i can'tspell, wine pong = bad idea. d

why do i always update this when i'm drunk. haha

this hobo wine is alot more than i expected
AJ wants antoher book, he's not gonna lie, haha

man, i dont know how many games of wine pong ilost haha
i'd like to thanks all my friend, like nate, and jimi, and phil and chelsea and courtany, and AJ and all the cool people out there.

andy, you rock man, man, i dont know even where i am.
youj ,knjow what i hate, skanks.... i really do, i wenout with one for like 2 years and it was a waste of my time and day.

holy shit it was 3-1 tonight in wiune pong, i totally got my ass whipped i think, haha

time for some drunk dialing and sutff. rock on

lizzy your first.
and then who knows who?

:: 2007 3 February :: 7.18pm

so bored.... but it was fun.
BeaVer says:
wft dude ?
Mindy says:
what
BeaVer says:
nothing
BeaVer says:
geeze
Mindy says:
okay
BeaVer says:
don't flip out on me
Mindy says:
what are you talking about
BeaVer says:
you just snapped at me
BeaVer says:
what'd you snap at me for?
BeaVer says:
gah...
Mindy says:
i'm not mad
BeaVer says:
your sure acting like it
Mindy says:
no, i'm just doing other things
BeaVer says:
yeah, okay... i see how it is