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rayray

:: 2007 3 February :: 5.09pm

I hate it when the weather is shitty out because then I don't feel like going anywhere.
Then I get really irritated from being sick of sitting home..
The madness!
Snow = Shitty.

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rayray

:: 2007 2 February :: 1.00am

Today we spent opening up to each other.
And I felt awful because he didn't go to sleep until 6:30 this evening after working all night long.
I feel like a load has been lifted.
When he was in showering, I went out and started the car for him, and in 2 inches of snow on the windshield, I wrote "I LOVE YOU"..
It's hard to believe that yesterday marked 15 months.
The more time I spend with him, the more I love him.

I haven't cried in awhile.
And it feels great.
I'm constantly smiling.
It's a wonderful feeling.
And it's not drug alcohol or pill induced either.

Anyway I need to get some rest. I believe Rachel is stopping by on her way home from CMU.
I haven't seen her in FOREVER!
Oh, and I saw Tara yesterday.
I miss her dearly.
She'll always be my best friend.
And so will Justy, and of course my sister who I love more than anything.

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skife

:: 2007 1 February :: 6.57pm

so yeah, the wine is definatally alcoholic heh heh heh.

thirsty thursday as aj says.

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skife

:: 2007 1 February :: 12.28pm

Brandon already pissed dustin off....
Buahaha.

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skife

:: 2007 1 February :: 11.04am

tomorrow i turn 20.5
HAHAHA!

6 months

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skife

:: 2007 1 February :: 1.33am

no home this weekend, at least i dont think.
which is okay, cause i have a roomate that is cool finally. (AJ) hA!
going to be weird having to share my room again. but oh well.
you guys taker easy.
good night.

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skife

:: 2007 31 January :: 9.55pm

just a quick note,

my keyboard > yours.

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kate

:: 2007 31 January :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Eska Rock

http://www.woohu.com/~serenity
Quotes are back.

CLICK HERE and add the journal.

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skife

:: 2007 31 January :: 2.00am
:: Music: sublime - 40 oz to freedom.

well, i'm going to take the advice of lindsey bigney and get some good sleep.

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rayray

:: 2007 30 January :: 1.56pm

I'm come to terms with my insecurities.
Which in turn has made me become rather bitter.
My sarcasm has spiked to its all time high.
I've pushed my mother away, because I don't believe anything she says anymore.
I think we've only argued once since we moved.
He's becoming more serious about our relationship.
We are working on communicating more.
I am very happy.
Our financial troubles are working themselves out.
But I have to go clean and do laundry!

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skife

:: 2007 29 January :: 12.38pm

i'm definatally ready to get the fuck out of ohio.
and i've only been here for a few hours


thinking about taking all my general auto courses at CC and then coming back to this hell for hipo

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rayray

:: 2007 29 January :: 12.17am

So AJ and Justy came over tonight before they headed home.
AJ broke my chair.
Fucker.
And now Im off to bed! haha

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rayray

:: 2007 25 January :: 10.17pm

If I didnt treasure my internet dearly, I'd tell Charter to lick my anal region.
First my VOD doesn't work.
So they had to reset.
Then my movie channels wont work.
So they had to reset.
Now nothing works.
Fucking dumb asses

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skife

:: 2007 25 January :: 9.43am
:: Music: The bloody irish boys - drunk tonight.

AJ found these guys on myspace, definatally fucking rock.

http://www.thebloodyirishboys.com

Take me back to that open road
Where it leads ill never know
Take me back to that place ive been
Where I said id never be again

So raise your glasses to thee
Celebrate another drunken year for me

Everybodys gonna get drunk tonight
Were gonna drink and fight Hey Hey Hey
Everybodys gonna get drunk tonight
Everything will be alright

Play me a jig sing me a tune
My dear friend this shots for you
Feel it burn as it goes down
But watch out here comes another round

Drink until you cant see
Celebrate another drunken year for me

The place youve been is the place youll be
The questions come but no one answers thee
Why we drink when were told not to
I guess thats just what were born to do

So raise your glasses to thee
Celebrate another drunken year for me

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rayray

:: 2007 24 January :: 1.25pm

I just typed out a long entry on how I feel about marriage and pregnancy and all that.
Then I decided to erase it and not post it because my opinions on said subjects aren't what anyone wants to hear.
However, I will say this, I am so sick of hearing about people from belding getting pregnant.
There's better things to do.

Carley, I barely have service at my apartment, so if I call you from my house don't ignore it.. It'll be a 989 number.. I'll call either tonight or tomorrow. I love you.

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skife

:: 2007 24 January :: 10.58am

happy birthday brianna.

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rayray

:: 2007 23 January :: 6.57pm

Hey, I'm still alive. Imagine that.
I don't update much anymore because I keep my mushy details of my life inside.
But I miss Carley.
And I really miss my sister.
I really don't know what else to say.
Other than Brianna hasn't updated in awhile, and I want to see new pictures of her baby.

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skife

:: 2007 23 January :: 12.30pm

i dont want to go to class today... damn.

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skife

:: 2007 23 January :: 12.28am

so yeah, i get back from AJ's dorm, and plug the computer in going to watch interstate 60 again, i love that movie, and for shits and grins i decide to turn the wireless card on and throw up net stumbler, bam 65% signal unencrypted...

FREE INTERNET AGAIN!

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skife

:: 2007 22 January :: 11.24pm

so yeah, skank gets online today and starts talking to me
first thing she asks me

"so you get any pussy lately?"

and then she gets pissed at me later and calls me immature.

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skife

:: 2007 22 January :: 6.29pm

quote of the day

"definatally can't block hippies, there's no hippy filter"
-Aj

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skife

:: 2007 22 January :: 3.48am

i've decided that i'm bpreddt gahaha i'mff, hood at beer p[ong anddniht ah
if i eve xalled you guys toyou guys are the greatest friends ai've evrry caFF use i was pfretty a i'm soer had and stuff... yei'm definatally good heheheh i'm sorty that i cAlled y mightuou aND STUFUFF CAUSE I WAS i am the drunkest i have vever beneeeen. he dherah
I cal;led like t3 people tnoight
like mindy
and rache
and amy
man i think i eve called jayh, somone calle me at like noon tomorrow to wake me iup cause i got classs at 1 tghanjks man i appericate it .
rawer heh he h

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skife

:: 2007 21 January :: 6.11pm

Justice?
By Barton Deiters
The Grand Rapids Press

CEDAR SPRINGS -- Ryan Gorter thought he had put the whole incident behind him when he agreed to pay $2,000 in restitution for the large-scale cleanup that ensued after he brought mercury into Cedar Springs High School.

Then he got a certified letter saying he owed another $47,000.

"I'd just like to see this all go away," the 19-year-old said Friday. Gorter made news in May 2005 after he brought a vial of the heavy metal to school to show some friends. Some spilled on the ledge of a whiteboard and onto the carpeting. A handful of students reportedly touched it.


Coming into contact with small doses of mercury can cause breathing difficulty, chest pain and headaches. Large concentrations can damage the brain, kidneys and lungs.

When school officials found out, the building was shut down for two days. Students had to be decontaminated, and Young's Environmental Cleanup spent a weekend using tracking devices to see where the mercury had been.

Within a few days, the carpeting was replaced and walls were scrubbed down.

Expenses totaling $47,045.89 were sent to the school's Indian Insurance Co.

A short time later, Gorter was charged with malicious destruction of property and unlawful possession of a harmful device, but those felony charges were dropped when he agreed to pay the district's $2,000 insurance deductible -- something that took the teen a year and a half to do.

"They told us it was all over when we paid that deductible," said Gorter, who works as a CAD operator for a monument company and has a 5-month-old daughter to support. He still lives at his parents' home and has been recovering from surgery following a work injury.

Gorter, who plans to fight the demand for payment, is not getting a lot of sympathy from Cedar Springs Superintendent Andrew Booth.

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"It doesn't include any of the pain and agony of all the families that had to find care for their children when the schools were closed," Booth said. "It's thousands and thousands of families that are affected."

Booth said Gorter has shown little remorse and was slow to pay the $2,000. He claims Gorter has changed his story about the mercury numerous times.

Gorter's attorney, Edward McNeely, said his client found the mercury while he was a lab assistant for a middle school teacher who was moving into the high school. While disposing of items from the teacher's old desk, he found a jar with the mercury in it, and was unaware of its toxicity.






"Ryan was doing what the teacher told him to do," McNeely said. "Where else would he have gotten the mercury?"

The attorney said it was up to the district to know about the mercury and its potential for leaking. He said if the case goes to court, the district will be brought into the proceedings to defend its actions.

Booth said he has no idea where Gorter could have found the mercury but says it was not from one of his schools. He said years ago the district did a sweep of all buildings and eliminated hazardous chemicals.

He said the cleanup investigation found mercury at Gorter's house and the high school, but none at the middle school.

McNeely said he has written the Chicago law firm representing the insurance company, saying the school district, not Gorter, "bears responsibility for the event in question."

Chicago-based Meachum and Spahr Attorneys at Law did not respond to calls seeking comment.


http://www.mlive.com/search/index.ssf?/base/news-34/116927748990860.xml?grpress?NEG&coll=6&thispage=2

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skife

:: 2007 21 January :: 4.00pm

here is a picture of Dormbrew.

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skife

:: 2007 21 January :: 3.42am

a quick update.

Dormbrew Red is starting to produce CO2 and its starting to look promising...
another 9 and a half days or so and we'll be pretty drunk

we've got 3 gallons fermenting in AJ's closet right now.

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