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SILVERCHAIR

"Ana's Song"

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you
Open fire on the needs designed
Open fire on my knees desires
On my knees for you

Manda, im so sry u ahd to go though this today... and i wish i knew how u felt soo i could help u... i know it has to b hard, and horrable painfull...but i want u to know idk how much of a help i can b cuz i don't know how u fell but im ALWAYS here for u!!! i love u soo much!! and i hate to see in in soo much pain:-( i wish i knew y u had to go though this, but i don't... all i kanow is some how one day it will b ok... idk how and idk y but it will, and iv u ever need ANYTHIGN ill always b here for u because ur my bestfriend and theres nothign more painful them to watch u soo sad and not know how u fell or how to help... su just tell me ok? im here whenever u need me!!! I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!

Poof!!
EVANESCENCE


"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

i really love this song.... amy is an awesome singer!!! the whole band is awesome!!! this song is really meainnfull, yes i know i sound liek a dork but w/e... the song fits perfictly.... :-/ :-(

:-/
i really don't knwo what to write excpt... Kelsey im sry if i made u feel like i was trying to take ur place... i never was.. all i ever wanted was to b ur friend, both u and manda... i really do love u!! and i loved it when it was the 3 of us... all 3 of us....if u really want to go to keefe have fun, ill miss u!! and if that makes u happy then go, but please don't go cuz u feel as if im kickin u out... i never wated u to fell like that!! i love both u and amanda to death!!!!i thougth we always did things the 3 of us..... and i knew that u and manda were coser... or i felt u were... cuz u would tell stories of u and her and joe and i loved to listen cuz i can remember little things like that of me and holly... who i don't even really talk to ne more which not only makes me sad but angry tooo.... i mean we were best friend for like 2 years now we don't even speek to eachother.. thats fucked... and i don't know how or y it happend it jsut did...and i don't want that to happen to u and i... i thought that were were all best friends the 3 of us!! i love u!! i really do and im sry if i every made u think other wise, because i really thought u were my best friend 2... like the 3 of us never just 2.... i love u both the same... and i know manda feels the same about us... mayb even more towards u but thats ok... u 2 have been friends longer......and i feel liek an asshole.... if i made u fell liek i was tryign to kick u out:-(..... i guess all im tryign to say is i don't want to lose u as a friend and im really sry :-(... i love u soo much!!!!

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http://www.2nd-infantry.com/yabbattach/HC.mp3

LOl Darien sent me that its sooo funny!! lol listen to it!!

now im going to bed!!!! nite nite

helloo
YAY!!!!!!! ITS SNOWING!!! I HOPE WE DON'T HAVE SCHOOL TOMORRW!!!!! its really icy so we migth not have school.... if we do ill b soo mad cuz i have to fuckin walk to school and they don't shovle the sidewalks so i have to walk with cars drivin slow and rigth up my ass the whole way and it sucks lol... also i hope we don't ahve school tomorrw cuz i have hw to do and i don't want to do it...... and today was kinda boring and havin no school tomorrow would b an extra weekend day lol


GOOD SONG!!
LIL' WYTE

"My Smokin' Song"

This is my smokin' song
It ain't very long, but guaranteed to get the job done
Smoke one, what the fuck you waitin' on
Get high, I'd love to blaze you high as the sky
But it hot, Wyte how hot, So hot ya brain about to fry

Check it out I roll with Swisher Sweets
And all day long I'm down to smoke
When it comes to chiefin' dope
Its got to be dro to make me choke
What's the word up on the low
I'm a let you know soon as I hear
That dro gone take a few hours
But I got hook ups on that pure
What you want player What you need
Comes to you no stems or seeds
Twist it up just as quickly as you get it and you will see
Swisher Sweets and greenary
Gone leave you floatin' like the sea
Carribean Islands where I find them dope dealers supplin' me
I got no time for yo bullshit
When you say you ain't got my goods
Check yo references and find out I'm reliable in the hood
Give me bab I wish you would
You'll see just how Lil' Wyte work
Say you pushin thunder chicken
Bag it up let's watch it twurk
If it's some dirt, then you'll get no cheese in return when I come back
The only reason I do that
Is to get a refund on my stack
But if its fire I'm comin' back
To get some mo and that's a fact
Bet's the believe it's got to be goody goody green
That's where it's at

This is my smokin' song
It ain't very long, but guaranteed to get the job done
Smoke one, what the fuck you waitin' on
Get high, I'd love to blaze you high as the sky
But it hot, Wyte how hot, So hot ya brain about to fry

So you got a quarter key of some that California chronic
If its fire I'm jumpin' on it
And if it ain't I'm bouncin' off it
It ain't no profit comin' back
A big ole bag of Bobby Brown
Soon as get that shit I'm Frayser bound
And down to smoke a pound
I never frown as long as that Mary Jane is all up in my system
Too bad you miss them What
Them six blunt that we turned to victims
Its on again
Like you got a two liter coke and a fifth of Hen
Steppin' in everywhere you go fallin' down
Cause you ten seats in the wind
Throwin' up nothin' but liquer and bud
Slow ya roll dog you to fuck up
You gone end up like the rest of them fools
Face down in the flo' cause you got to buck
I got some problems just like you do too
But there's always tommorrow
Will mo solve em'
Pass me the blunt I'm gettin tired of hittin on this bottle
It's almost over for me and you
My ass about to pass out
One mo thing before I go
Never mind just put that fuckin' dope out
I'm smoked out
And there ain't no way I'm gone keep on a going
I should of been in bed a long time ago
I know it

This is my smokin' song
It ain't very long, but guaranteed to get the job done
Smoke one, what the fuck you waitin' on
Get high, I'd love to blaze you high as the sky
But it hot, Wyte how hot, So hot ya brain about to fry

off to do homework in case ther is school :-/

Hehe its soo cute


haha isin't it cute

radom quizzes

schizotypal


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You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!


What kind of kiss are you?
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Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!


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I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!


Bondage Bear


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BONDAGE!!!!!!LOL!


Pirates of the Caribbean!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Very GOOD movie!!

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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BOO!
Im getting ready for my party tonight!!! its gonna b ok i guess...... only good part is im gonna b drinkin!!



Awesome song!!!!

GARBAGE

"Only Happy When It Rains"

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains

You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down

You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)

I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me).

EW!!
Yea i know this is naty and radom but i have to say it...... Candice and i where havin a conversation about who was hot in are school... and somehow me got into tlaking about who would have a big dick... or a nice dick .. then we went down hill to small nasty dicks and the subject of curcumsision(i can't spell) came up.... yea yea i know its nasty.. but i think u will agree with me and Candice it should b a law that every guy has to b!! lol yes yes yes i know im radom but i had to say it!CCD773: it should be like a law

now on a better note........
Christmass is in 15 days!!!!! im soo excited!!!!! DO U KNWO WHAT THIS MEANS!!!??? NOT ONLY PRESENTS BUT NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't think im doing nething speical over vacation excpt sittin on my ass with Manda and Kelsey!!!
I LOVE THIS SONG 2!!!!! ITS SOO SEXUAL!!lol Kelsey told me to download it and now i love it!!

Joe Lyrics
"More And More "

Na na na Baby
Na na na You got that look on your face
Na na na Like you wanna go all night
Na Na And I like that
Ooh na na na I just want you to know that uh
Na na na I aint got no problem with that
Na na na just as long as we go to the next level
Na na na Na Na You know what im saying

For as long as your willing girl, want you to know that im willing to
And where you want me to go girl, I'll be willing to go there for you
If you want me to take my time, then I will be willing to spend the night
All you gotta say is please stay Joe and I will be stayin as long as you sayin

More and More, and then after that you want it
More and More, and then after that
More and More, and then after that
More More, I hear you sayin
More and More, and then after that you want it
More and More, and then after that
More and More, and then after that
More More

Now if you want me to make your love come, I will be willing to do anything
Even if you want me to kiss places, then I will be willing to make you scream
Said im down for whatever you say, all you gotta do is speak your mind
Want me here Monday to Monday, then baby girl its fine as long as you screamin


More and More, more more
More and More, and then after that
More and More, and then after that
More More, I wanna hear you say
More and More, and then after that you want it
More and More, and then after that
More and More, and then after that
More More

Girl we'll be going from the bed to the floor babe
Then we'll be going from the bedroom to the kitchen babe
Then we'll be going from the kitchen to the dinning room
Then straight to, straight to the living room
I'll be taking you up, take you up the stairs babe
I guarantee, I guarantee im bout to drive you crazy
We'll be all over the house; we'll be all over the house babe
As long as your screaming for me, sayin give me more

More and More
More and More, and then after that you want it
More and More, Ooh baby
More More, I gotta hear you say
More and More, more
More and More, its about time that I show
More and More, that im not your average Joe
More More

All the ladies sing with me
Na na na, na na na na na
Na na na, na na na na na na
Na na na, na na na na ooh
Na Na, all the ladies sing with me
Na na na, na na na na na
Na na na, na na na na na na
Na na na, na na na na ooh
Na na

wow this was my most radom enrty ever!!! lol i love it!!

And shes off *whoosh*

BlAh!
I can make it through the rain...

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!:-D

Billie Myers - Kiss The Rain
Hello...
Can you hear me
Am I getting through to you

Hello...
Is it late there
Is there laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone
Cuz I'm
trying to explain
something's wrong
You just don't sound the same

Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside

Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the night's
As empty for me as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain

Hello...
Do you miss me
I hear you say you do
but not the way I'm missing you

What's new
How's the weather
Is it stormy where you are
You sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
My mind
Would you go
Would you go

Kiss the rain

As you fall
Over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel hungry and tempted
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the night's
As empty for me as for you
If you feel you can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain

(Kiss the rain)
(Kiss the rain)
(Kiss the rain)

Hello...
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Can you hear me


HAHA well if u havent noticed from my journal that ur looking at that I have an obsession with rain u have a eye problem... don't ask y I love rain soo much... cuz i really don't know its just soo pretty.... almost as if everythin could b washed away just from running in the rain.....I know it don't work but it would b cool if it did lol.... my fav part of the rain is jumping in the puddles!!!! YEA HOLLY AND BRITTANY PUDDLE HOPPING!!!!Lol well now there will b no puddle hopping... its more like SNOW hopping!! which isn't bad its just cold!!!! lol well thats the end to my radomness for the day!! I hope u liked it!! I sure did!!!! I migth write back later but who really cares!!??:-)

:-D

You've Got A Friend

When you're down and troubled
and you need a helping hand
and nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
and soon I will be there
to brighten up even your darkest nights.

You just call out my name,
and you know whereever I am
I'll come running, oh yeah baby
to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
all you have to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend.

If the sky above you
should turn dark and full of clouds
and that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
and soon I will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer or fall
all you got to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but don't you let them.

You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Oh babe, don't you know that,
Winter spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all you've got to do is call.
Lord, I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

I just have to say i love my frineds all my true frineds to death!!!! Thank u for always being there for me when i needed u!!!!!! Manda never stop writing and being u!!!! Kelsey never stop being funny... and just never change!!!!!! I love u both sooo much just the way u are!!!! Holly u 2!!!! OLD SCHOOL SHIT ALL THE WAY!!!!!I love u guys sooo much!!!!! and I ALWAYS will!!!!! i love u all to death:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What It's Like

We've all seen a man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange
He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes
"Get a job you ****ing slob," is all he replies
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues

Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love
He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll
I'm the man you've been dreaming of."
But 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls
And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls."
And then she heads for the clinic and
she gets some static walking through the door
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner
and they call her a whore
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose

Chorus

I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the downside of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
And smoked the finest green
I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times
before I broke their heart
You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start

I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late
he liked to get shit-faced and keep the pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight and Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45, talked some shit, and wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
You know it crumbles that way
at least that's what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose

Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...to have to lose

This is a really good song cuz its rite..... don't go sayign shit when u don't knwo what ur talkin about... im not even gonna get into it but people who run there mouth and then cant admit who they are are just gay and shoudl die. Don't go saying shit when obv ur a pussy for not saying who u r or a dumb nasty cunt that i could make fun of to. ill show u howmuch of a "slut" i really am just tell me who u are..... oh yea and if just to let u know a kiss that ment nothin is nothin and u need to get out more often if u think im a slut and a horrble person for kissing him when plenty of wore things have happen with other people... so just fuck off ur gay u can't even say who u are so ur not worth my time faggot ass bitches!

on another note...
today was fun!! Manda Kelsey Candice and I went sledding at Walnut hill lol it was fun!!.. then we took are fat asses ofer to McDonalds:-):-DYUMMY! lol i havent been there is sooo long... then afterwe went back to my house ate and watched a video of me Candice and Emily in liek 4ht grade!!! It was soooo funny!! then after theat Candice went home and Manda Kelsey and i met up with Jimmy Robbie and Mike.. and we jsut kinda sat around and did ntohgin but it was fun...... now im off to go do homework:-(

~Toodles
*Lizzy Lizzy Coco Puff*


Haha i love being a dork!!!