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2005 3 March :: 8.18 pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Ben Harper- "Walk Away"
Yea well i was jsut lookign at my journal... i jsut redid it yesterday and there is still somehtin wrong wiht it.. and u know what that is???... there is still to much shit from a long time ago on here... the background is new then this page needs to b mainly new.. so im going to try and write the longest journal entry of my life to get rid of as much of that shit that i can...
this is going to b hard seeing that im a boring person and i have nothign to write about but im gonna try neway...
hm... oh im failing all my classes.. haha as if u cant tell not like i can spell (sry for all the spelling mistakes)... but school sux becasue i do all my class work and i knwo the shit... i just dont do my homework.. becasue i have no time lol unless i want to come home after school on the few times a week i dont have to work... i think i need to quit my job becasue it really fucks up things.. but i need the money soo w/e
MANDAS GOING TO LAS VEGAS SOON!!!! Hell yeah Manda!! i know ull do great!! u have and amazing voice... and dont worrie about the ppl because all u have to do is sing and tell love u!! lol i love u Manda!!/
... and these are 2 my favorite sublime songs ever :-D...
"Garden Grove"
We took this trip to Garden Grove
It smelled like Lou-dog inside the van, oh yeah
This ain't no funky reggae party, $5 at the door
It gets so real sometimes, who wrote my rhyme
I got the microwave, got the VCR
I got the deuce-deuce in the trunk of my car, oh yeah
If you only knew all the love that I found
It's hard to keep my soul on the ground
You're a fool, don't fuck around with my dog
All that I can see I steal, I fill up my garage
Cause in my mind
Music from Jamaica, all the love that I found
Pull over there's a reason why my soul's unsound
It's you
It's that shit stuck under my shoe
It's that smell inside the van
It's my bed sheet covered with sand
Sitting through a shitty band
Getting dog shit on my hands
Getting hassled by the man
Waking up to an alarm
Sticking needles in your arm
Picking up trash on a freeway
Feeling depressed everyday
Leaving without making a sound
Picking my dog up at the pound
Living in a tweaker pad
Getting yelled at by my dad
Saying I'm happy when I'm not
Finding roaches in the pot
All these things I do
They're waiting for you.
and the other...
"D.J.s"
All of the d.j.s surely have taken a lesson
Start talkin trash and we'll come with my smith & wesson
A little competition comes my way but it always winds up the same,
"the stone that the builder refuse shall be the head cornerstone"
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
All of the d.j.s surely have taken a lesson
Try talkin trash and we'll come with a smith & wesson
Enough d.j.s come with enough style
but when I bus my lyrics we all Know it's wicked-wily.
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
You better strap with the gat
If you wanna walk with me, bound to come down
With the new stylee, rockin rubadub know as reggae music
Gotta come down with some new lyrics
It just ain't nothing, it's been a real long time
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
Rubadub blender a new mixer
I am the one with d.j. with enough flavor
Hear the dub and say lord have his grilled cheese.
I ain't Jamaican, but I ain't no freak
Caught the man eno with the one pound bag o' tweak
And called him ghost rider everytime you see him he fulfill the danger
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
Dred gotta a job to do and he might fulfill his mission
To see his pain would be his greatest ambition
We will survive in this world of competition
To make sure that till the ..is done
I won't wait so long
For you
Stop your messin around,
Better think of your future
Time to straighten right out or you'll wind up in jail
Yes Sublime is my favorite band ever and that is becasue they are the best band ever jsut to let all u ppl know... and if u dont agree with me kiss my ass :-)
random shit...
http://virtual.bonghit.net/
dont ask...
Dude Amanda got me hocked on Ben Harper and Jack Johnson... lol all i listen to is there songs all the time... the song i was listin to this when i stared to write this Walk Away by Ben Harper is my favorite... its an amazing song...and here i go with lyrics again...i need this to b long right...
Oh no
Here comes that sun again
That means another day
Without you my friend
And it hurts me
To look into the mirror at myself
And it hurts even more
To have to be with somebody else
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
With so many people
To love in my life
Why do I worry
About one
But you put the happy
In my ness
You put the good times
Into my fun
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door
We've tried the goodbye
So many days
We walk in the same direction
So that we could never stray
They say if you love somebody
Than you have got to set them free
But I would rather be locked to you
Than live in this pain and misery
They say time will
Make all this go away
But it's time that has taken my tomorrows
And turned them into yesterdays
And once again that rising sun
Is droppin' on down
And once again you my friend
Are nowhere to be found
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door
You just walk away
Walk away
lol and i have notrhign more to write about.. and im sure u ppl are bored with my randomness and are jsut bored becasue im boring but its ok.. i think im goign to stop this now.. i neeed foood:-)
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2005 2 March :: 10.43 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Jack Johnson-
NEW
YAY!! i finaly redid my journal! i loved the one i had before but i love this one more.. lol i made this one.. as if it was hard.. its nothin complex like the ones manda makes but w.e i like it!.. but manda usually makes all my backgrounds cuz shes good at it... but today i jsut flet like haveing a new background and i could fined ne that i thought fit me so i made my own:-D.... how do u like it!!???
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2005 28 February :: 10.25 pm
Your Boobies' Names Are: Cheech and Chong
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2005 13 February :: 7.53 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Sublime- "Trenchtown Rock"
Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man
Night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older and
You have grown colder and
Nothing is very much fun any more.
havent written in here in a long time but tomorrow is valentines day and i decited it take out some of my anger as to how stupid it is here...
yes valintines or however u spell it is stupid.. dont agree thats ur problem.. the only reason there is valientines day is so that halmark can make more money for no reason, if u really love someone u dont need at random ass day to reminde u to get them flowers and thank them for loving u too.. after working today and seeing howmany ppl were buyin roses and chocolate it made me think i wouldnt even want that.. everyone gets that.. how does that make it a special day with the person u "love", if its special then how come there is no thought as to what ur gonna get the other person? there is no thought or love built into valientines day its jsut do what everyoen else does so that we can give halmark and other card stors money becasue there is no toher holiday in febuary.yea i guess u can say im a bitter bitch cuz i dont like valientines day..but its not made to spred love or make a happy random day in febuary its to spend money on flowers that will b dead in 2 days and chocolate that will b gone in 2 days just so u can join in on the stupid holiday of love.. if u really love someone everyday with them should b a holiday of love... and sure say valientines day has a point but all valientines day is really for is to make the lonley ppl feel even more alone then they are...
yea... now im gonna go eat food
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2005 25 January :: 10.09 pm
:: Music: Sublime- "Garden Grove"
hello...
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2005 18 January :: 7.27 pm
random lyrics from third eye blind
i love third eye blind... theses are some of the quotes that i love the most... lol random but hey i like them...
And there's a memory of a window, Looking through I see you.
Searching for something, I could never give you,
There's someone who understands you more than I do.
A sadness I can't erase. All alone on your face.
... my favorite
When I came to visit you,
That's when I knew, That I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still I'm the one who's stupid,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive
The surface is everything, but I could never do that,
Someone would see through that.
And this is the last time, We'll be friends again.
I'll get over you, you'll wonder, who I am.
And there's this burning, Just like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, I've never been so alive...
Hey, will you stay a while.
My smile will not mislead you,
Cause I've been alone, my faith turned to stone,
Still there's something in you, that I believe in,
Close to your pierce,
I go wild and fierce,
Still I let you be,
I feel you next to me,
'Cause outside I feel,
A wind it starts to blow,
I'm taken in your undertow.
Everything is fine I'm lonely all the time,
Cause All I want to do is be there for the things that you're going through,
Well is it good for you,
Is it good for you.
Cause you haunt my nights when I don't know where my life should go,
Well is it good for you,
Is it good for you.
Hey, child please stay awhile.
My smile will not mislead you.
Cause I've been without.
I go wild with doubt,
I grab at you,
I can't stop grabbing at you,
Cause I feel you cross my mind in disarray, intoxicated ricochet,
There's nothing wrong,
just don't take too long,....
When you left, I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you, and I know I'm not your friend
How we living, young American
I guess I've always known
I'd be on my own, I'd be on my own
And I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why...
yea...
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2005 12 January :: 8.42 pm
No sleep last night,
too busy thinkin of you.
I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things,
but I can't.
You wouldn't want me to anyway,
so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow.
And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared.
It hurt bad.
I shouldn't waste my tears, I know.
It's kind of too late to say that.
I've already unleashed thousands,
cuz every thought I ever had
was about you.
And every dream I ever wished
came true -
when you entered my life.
And now you're slowly disappearing,
so I didn't sleep last night....
yea thats how i feel right about now.. seems like once again everything is changing.. and i dont know why, mayb its for the better this time...but w/e idk... i dont know nethign nemore... and im gettign to the point where i really dont care about nethign nemore....
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2004 26 December :: 10.24 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Matchbox 20- "3 am"
Merry Christmas
Wow!! Christmas has already come and gone... its weird becasue it doent even feel like december.. this year has flown by, but so much has changed...
i didnt get much for christmas under the tree but thats cuz i got my class ring and i went to St Martin with Manda.. but i got a few things.. including 300$ on scratch tickets and a 500$ pack of corvett stuff...
yea so its the day after christmas.. and what are manda and i goann do... duhh stuff are faces go get high and stuff are faces again... so bubye
~Lizzy
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2004 18 December :: 2.13 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson-" Since u been gone"
long timeee
wow its benn soooo long since i have written in here... well umm what have i missed... ohhh umm 11-10 which is a day i cant forget... and i went to St Martin with Manda which was funnnnn...i wish i was still there... other then that i havent really left neone who really reads this out on nethin special... all i do is work...then go to johns and go to school... i have no life lol wich is y i stopped writing in this thing... but i guess ill try and star writein in here again....
Lizzy
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2004 3 November :: 9.10 pm
 See what Care Bear you are.
yea so i got thsi the other day from jess journal... i think it chose the right one.. seeing as how i love to wish things.. not liek they come true but hey i still do...
today sucked ass for one reason and one reason only... my Goncha is leaving tomorrow!!!!! :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(... she came to school today and we had a huge cry fest.. but the teachers are soo fuckin retarted and try and like they care but it was obv today that they dont... but w/e fuck them.... I LOVE U GONCHA AND IM GONNA MISS U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKIGN MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(
other then that nothign else is really important.. so im off to do something...
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2004 1 November :: 8.29 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Tech N9ne-"Imma Tell"
FUCKIN AMAZING!!
LAST NIGHT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS THE BEST SHOW I HAVE EVEN SEEN, AND IM SURE I WILL EVER SEE!!!! FRIGHT FEST BABY!!!.. i had soo much fun last night haha... i love halloween.. i fetl bacd cuz i didn't carve my pumpkin this year... and i didnt get to go trick or treat..but the show made up for it...
yea well today was a shitty day... i felt liek shit after lunch cuz of the god damn nasty food at are school... then my mom made me go to work even tho i flet liek shit... sucked but i was doign work on the computer liek the whole time soo it wasent that bad.. tomorrow i have work again.. thursday too... sux but w/e...
well my tummy still hurst... lol i jsuted wanted to let all u ppl who didn go to the show that it was fucking amazing!!!
<3 Lizzy
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2004 27 October :: 8.05 pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Melissa Manchester-"Don't Cry Out Loud"
randommmm...
I love to look into your big brown eyes
They talk to me and seem to hypnotize
They say the things nobody dares to say
And I'm not about to let you fly away
My lover with no jet lag
We're staying up all night in my sleeping bag
You got a heart beatin' rhythm from the subterranean
I really love you little girl
I don't need to explain
[Chorus]
I love you 'cause your deuces are wild, girl
Like a double shot of love is so fine
I been lovin' you since you was a child, girl
'Cause you and me is two of a kind
Ah, like deja vu I feel like I've been here
Or somewhere else but you've been always near
It's you that's in my dreams I'm begging for
But I woke up when someone slammed the door
So hard I fell outta bed
Screamin' mama's little baby loves shortnin' bread
And the moral of the story I can testify
I get stoned on you girl
That's the best reason why
yea well today wasent much of an evenful day.. did the usual.. sept my poor Johnny Mo mess up his knee downtown today.. speeking of which if the bum didn't lie too me he shoudl b at the hospital getting x-rays lol....
oh joy i have to work again tomorrow.. i worked one day and i already hate it... bahhhh
im off ot watch the sox win the world series!!!!!!!!
<3Lizzy
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2004 25 October :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Akon- "Lonley"
well today was liek every monday.. pretty shitty and exctramly boring... i had myfirst day of work today... it wasent that bad but i can tell im prob gonna hate it after 3 days... but idk... atlest il finally have some money... and mayb my fuckign parents will get off my back...
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
good song... random but good lol...
yea well i have a shitty fuckin dtention tomorrow.. then back to the normalness of Johnny mos prob... fun fun...
yea well i ahve nothgin else to write... GOOD BYE!
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2004 23 October :: 2.38 pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: Keane-"Bend and Break"
lol well im trying to get back in th swing of writing in this again... not doign very good but hey im trying lol...
well this week has been pretty good... nothin exciting has happend.. jsut same old going out with madna after school to johns normally and then dt... fun but nothing new lol
oh and i got a job! lol everyone wroks at Stop and Shop so i decided i would b the origional one and get a job at Roch Bros... lol i start monday, joy joy lol... atlest now i will have some money so i can eat lunch and have money for other things...
tonight is nikkies party! should b funnn!! :-)
and on a sad note.. my Goncha is leavein :-(... shes going back to turkey on november 3ed... sux cuz before i had a problem with her and now that i know her and love her she leaves.... but i guess im happy that i got to b frineds with her even tho shes leaving... still EL7 BIIIITCH!!! aww im gonna miss u Goncha!!
well im off to try and find johnny mo!! cuz i was sopsot to chill wiht him but i took to long in the shower that he went out... lol imm write back sometime...
~lizzy
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2004 19 October :: 7.24 pm
:: Mood: burnt out
:: Music: Seether-" Broken"
been a while
lol now thats its been forever sinc iv written in here...
lol nikkie yelled at me today and told em to write in ehre again.. and im bored and have nothign to do so i figured i would..
well ICP was fuckin awesome...12 DAYS TILL FRIGHT FEST!!! i cant wait!!!
this weekend is Nikkies birthday!! that should b alotta fun tooo!!
hmm what else is new... oh yea! lol i got a job at roche bros.. working after school a couple days a week, not bad.. id rather have my weekends free... lol and yes roche bros not stop and shop.. everyoen works there... but yea i went and did all the paper work for that today.. madna went home sick so i went with nikkie and traci to have fun then we went to go get food.. fun funnn lol
oh yea and GO SOX!!! have faith lol we can do it this year... i hope :-/ ...
but now i rememberd y i dont write in this much... lol cuz im boring... lol so i will stop borin you people...
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<3 Lizzy
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