The Only Broken-Hearted Loser You'll Ever Need

The Only Broken-Hearted Loser You'll Ever Need

:: 2004 1 February :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: cheers and announcers voice form the superbowl

UHH
i High... i havent been for a while soo im happy!! lol the only bad thig is i have fuckign homework and in no way to i feel leik doing it lol w/e .... lol well im just gonna go now and eat some good food and whats the Pats win!!

.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.Go Pats!!!.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.

<3Lizzy

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 1 February :: 9.47 am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Saliva-"Always"

"I love u..... I hate u..."
Ug.... i hate being sick!! it sucks i fell liek shit!!! :-( lol btu i had a fun weekend soo far! i got to sit on my ass al weekend at eat and watch movies.... i much have watched like 7 movies soo far... and they were all very good! hahaha and liek all of them had very very very very very very sexy JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!! O-M-G!!! LOL hes soo fuckign sexy!!!!!! yea well so other then being sick i had fun!

Woohu!! Super Bowl!! Yea Pats!!! were gonna win!! yea baby!!

2 song u HAVE To dl!!!:
1. Miss you- Blink 182!!!! such a good song!!!
BLINK 182
"I Miss You"

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

and # 2 Always by Saliva!
SALIVA
"Always"

I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"
it's telling me all these thing
that you would probably hide
am I... your one and only desire
am I the reason you breath
or am I the reason you cry

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always
I just can't live without you

I love you... I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you... I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I guess that i'm out the door
and now i'm done with you

I feel... like you don't want me around
I guess i'll pack all my things
I guess i'll see you around
Inside... it bottles up until now
as I walk out your door
all I hear is the sound

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always
I just can't live without you

I love you... I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you... I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I guess that i'm out the door
and now i'm done with you

I love you... I hate you
I can't live without you

I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart
Always... always... always... always...

I see... the blood all over your hands
does it make you feel... more like a man
was it all... just a part of your plan
this pistol's shakin' in my hands
and all I hear is the sound

I love you... I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you... I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I guess that i'm out the door
and now i'm done with you

I love you... I hate you
I can't live without you
I love you... I hate you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I pick myself off the floor
and now i'm done with you
Always...Always... Always...

hahaha yes very good songs!! now download them bitch!!!

<3Lizzy

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 29 January :: 3.47 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Luiacris-

AHH!!
ok today is jsut one of thoes days... one of thoes days when everyone pisses u off for like no reason at all and there is no reson for u to b mad but ur mad... yea one of thoes!!

X.o.X.o.People making fun of me, for no reason but jealousy....O.x.O.x

Yea soo ppl are really makign me mad... in like the littlest things make me want to punch ppl in the face.... for example... im talkign to somone else don't try to talk to me till im fuckin done.... or how about when i say no i fuckin mean no.... or how about don't go rambling out abotu ur gay life as tho it intrest me it donen't so shut up!!!!!!!! ahhhhh!!

ok im kinda better... lol this will all b ok when i eat a big bowl or ice cream... im off

peace(HA!)

<3Lizzy

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 28 January :: 9.12 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: T.I-"Lets Get Away"

la de da!
lolw ell i gyuess u can saytoday was a good day... lol me and Manda and Kelsey were outside for liek 4 hours in the fuckin snow... lol it was soooo cold!!

lol but toher then that today was ok!.... lol nothing new or exciting... lol cuz im a boring person... lolt ghats why im going to go do my homework... lol

<3Lizzy

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 27 January :: 6.17 pm
:: Mood: bored

see what happens when ur bored
x. Name :Elizabeth
x. Do you like it : not really
x. Nicknames : Lizzy, Liz
x. Screen name : Cocopuff0210
x. Age : 14.
x. Birthday : 6-26-89
x. Sign : Cancer
x. Location : Natick
x. School : NHS
x. Status : ??
x. Crush : none
x. Natural hair color : brown
x. Current hair color : brown
x. Eye color : hazel
x. Height : 5'4"
x. Birthplace : Worchester
x. Shoe size : 9
[ Family ]
x. Parents : mommy and daddy
x. Siblings : older sister younger brother
x. Live with : mom n dad
x. Favorite relative : uncle Doug!
[ Favorites ]
x. Number: 26, 12
x. Color : green
x. Day : friday
x. Month : october
x. Song : can�t pick I like soo many
x. Movie : Young Frankenstein!
x. Food : Cheeseburger!! and Fries!!
x. Band : Aerosmith
x. Season : fall
x. Sport : football
x. Teacher : Mrs. Conaway
x. Drink : water
x. Veggie : carrots
x. TV Show : Jerry Springer
x. Radio Station : WAAF
x. Store : doesn�t matter
x. Word (s) : fuck, SEX
x. Animal : Ferret
x. Flower : Snap Dragons
x. State : idk
[ This or That ]
x. Me/You : u
x. Coke/pepsi : coke
x. Day/night : Night
x. Aol/aim : Aim
x. Cd/cassette : cd
x. Dvd/vhs : dvd
x. Jeans/khakis : jeans
x. Car/truck : car
x. Tall/short : tall
x. Lunch/dinner: dinner
x. NSYNC/BSB : both suck
x. Lipstick/Lipgloss : lipgloss
x. Silver/Gold : silver
x. Alcohol/Weed : Both are very good!
[ Love and Relationships ]
x. Do you have a bf/gf : not at the moment
x. Do you have a crush : nope
x. If you're single, why are you single: cuz I don�t fell like dealing with it
x. How long was your longest relationship: 5 or 6 months
x. How long was your shortest relationship: a day
x. Who was your first love: :-[
[when was the last time you..]
x. Smiled : 5 min ago�
x. Laughed : about 5 min ago
x. Cried : Saturday cuz Brittany turned all the lights out on meL
x. Bought something : lunch today
x. Danced : hahah all the time.. I like looking like and idiot
x. Were sarcastic: i am 24/7
x. Kissed someone : Today� I love Jimmy!!
x. Talked to an ex : last night
x. Watched your favorite movie : last night before bed
x. Had a nightmare : while ago.
x. Last book you read : One Fish Two Fish Red Fish Blue Fish
x. Last movie you saw : Young Frankenstein!!! The best movie ever!
x. Last song you heard: Kiss the Rain- Billie Myers
x. Last thing you had to drink : water
x. Last time you showered : this morning
x. Last thing you ate : vanilla ice cream! yummy
[ Body ]
x. What do you most like about your body : my lips i guess.
x. And least : eyes
x. How many fillings do you have : none
x. Do you think you're good looking : no not really
x. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking: sometimes
x. Do you look like any celebrities : HAHA! Manda says I look and talk like Fran Dresser(?) sometimes lol!
[Fashion ]
x. Do you wear a watch : no
x. How many coats and jackets do you own : 1 and its broken lol
x. Do you wear makeup : yep
x. Most expensive item of clothing : umm 50$ boots..?
x. What kind of shoes do you wear : DC�s
x. Describe your style in one word : random
[ Friends ]
x. Do your friends 'know' you : my true friends yes
x. What do they tend to be like : crazy!! And soo funny!
x. How many people do you tell everything to: 3...I think..?
[ Other ]
x. Favorite band ever: Aerosmith
x. Most listened to bands : so many different ones
x. Can you play an instrument : haha yea my ASS
x. Type never listened to : country or classical (lol they both cal lick my ass)
x. Favorite book : To Kill a Mockingbird
[ Religion ]
x. Do you detest religion : no I don�t detest it lol� but its alson not my favorit thing to talk about
x. How do you think this universe was formed : by God� I don�t understand scientist
x. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant: No
x. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose: idk prob die� lol or kill them
[ General Questions ]
x. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment: ha men can die!
x. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day : RAINY!!! I love rain!
x. Do you consider yourself lucky : nope� lol I never win nething
x. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide : not at all suicide is selfish and I don�t like people who have done it(not like im gonna see them again but still) they make me mad because they do nothing but hurt others
x. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: confused
[ Stuff ]
x. Do you own any plaid clothing : hell no
x. Do you own Converse shoes : no but I want a pair
x. Do you own Saucony shoes : whats that??
x. Do you own old school Nikes : no
x. Do you wear tight pants : yes!!
x. Is there more than one zipper in your pants : no lol
x. Do you know what a squatter flap is : no clue
x. Do you own a messenger bag : umm no� a pocket-book tho
x. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest :no
x. Do you own braces : nope
x. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth : wtf?
x. Do you have short, shaggy hair : nope
x. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches : yep
x. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon : no.. it sucks but not that bad I don�t think
x. Do you think mohawks are "neat" : not really
x. Is your hair black or red : neither
x. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye : um, no.
x. Do you own a bandana : somewhere
x. Do you wear plugs in your ears : no
x. Are you amused by safety pins : no
x. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute : umm not at all
x. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them : no
x. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London : no
x. Do you enjoy leopard print : hell no.
[ Habits/Beliefs ]
x. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything) : mostly
x. Are you an anarchist : no
x. Does the American flag anger you : no.. I love it
x. Do you dislike "preps" : I don�t hate ppl because of what they where just how they act soo if their stuck up snobby bitches yes
x. Do you dislike Hot Topic : no
x. Do you smoke cigarettes : nope
x. Are you vegan/vegetarian: deff not
x. Do you think meat is murder : moo!! Lol if soo murder taste awesome
x. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting : lol not normally but it has happened
x. Have you ever slept in an alley or park : haha no
x. Do you wash your hair less than once a week : that�s gross� no
x. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor : ha. no
x. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is : no
x. Do you like Mr. Kerouac : who is he?
x. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison : only to b shot in the head
x. Do you say "rad" : lol no

hahaha only one not 6 but thats ok... lol

<3Lizzy

1 ::More::Secret::Lovers::That::I::Shot::Dead:: | ::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 27 January :: 3.31 pm
:: Mood: BlAh!!
:: Music: AC/DC-"Shook Me All Night Long"

the walls were shaking the earth was quaking my mind was aching and we were making it....
yay! its a new term! lol i get to start over and fail all over again :-/!!

Ahh im soo bored!! lol i need to get ut of my house it is makign me crazy!! its making me mad over the littlest things!!! lol i need to do something fun and there are alot of things in my house to do but none of them are newhere near fun!! im just gonna do what i always do... and that is sit on my ass and eat ang et even fatter then i am! lol or mayb sit and do some more of those random surverys... lol so if i have liek 6 by the end of the day im sry its because im bored outta my mind!!

Off to eat ice cream!!

<3Lizzy

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 26 January :: 8.54 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Bush-

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 25 January :: 9.58 pm

YAY!!!
I FIXED IT!!!! lol i don't think its ugly ne more... lol i lied it before but i like it better now!!! tell me if u like it!!!

1 ::More::Secret::Lovers::That::I::Shot::Dead:: | ::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 25 January :: 2.12 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: none-Watching a Movie

La De Da
Well i havent written in this in a while lol but theres nothin new... lol i neeed to redo this thing its so ugly... lol i got a new icon tho!!! lol well im gonna go finish watchin my movie

<3 Lizzy

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 21 January :: 9.01 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Alanis Morissette-

lalalala
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [because of course u�ll tell me in a survey, right? lol]
16. Do you think I could kill someone? [Hehe]
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
21. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
22. What song reminds you of me?
23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
24. Do you consider me a good friend?
25. What makes me, me?
26. Would you make a move on me?[;-)]

Once agian ppl make me soo mad... this time it amkes me soo mad im jsut not gonna exspand on there rudeness and stupidy.....

well tomorrw are my 2 hardest midterms :-(.. i ahev french first... which i know im gonna fail cuz i suck at that gay ass language... and then history... i hope i do good in history... and i think i might... *knock* *knock* knock on wood lol wish me luck!!

and fill out that thingy!! NOW!!

<3Lizzy<3

4 ::More::Secret::Lovers::That::I::Shot::Dead:: | ::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 20 January :: 3.00 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: The Who-"Baba O'Riley

Hello
Well i havent written in this for a few days... benn kinda busy... there was no school friday or monday soo i was gona all weekend... i went to brits and then around... lol we had fun!! well tday was a full day at school but the rest of the week is mid terms so we onlu have to go to school till 11!!!! lol i get to leave at 9:30 tomorrow tho!!! and i don't have to go to school at all on friday!! then next monday is a half a day 2... then after that the new terms starts.....

yea sooo today was boring so far.. and i9t can only get worse... lol im very bored... lol but its ok.....

lol if u dl music or w/e dl this soo the who is soo good

THE WHO

"Baba O'Riley"

Out here in the fields
I fight for my meals
I get my back into my living
I don't need to fight
To prove I'm right
I don't need to be forgiven

Don't cry
Don't raise your eye
It's only teenage wasteland

Sally ,take my hand
Travel south crossland
Put out the fire
Don't look past my shoulder
The exodus is here
The happy ones are near
Let's get together
Before we get much older

Teenage wasteland
It's only teenage wasteland
Teenage wasteland
Oh, oh
Teenage wasteland
They're all wasted!

<3Hoe
*lol if one more person tells me im livin up to my name im gona smack them becasue obv. i don't care that u think im a hoe thats y i call myself one!!stupid ppl*

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 20 January :: 3.00 pm
:: Music: The Who-"Baba O'Riley

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 16 January :: 12.33 pm

cho
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

Which kind of candy are you?
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Yummy!!!!!

well theres no school today!!!! im excited!! lol i want to go to Fridays!!! they have realyl good food!!! im about to call brittany... i know shell go wiht me cuz she loves to go out to eat 2!! lol well thats about it....

<3HOE!

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Funny how when u do the right thing, everyoen makes it out to seem ur wrong....
:-P so lick my bum!!

::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 15 January :: 10.41 pm
:: Music: *cry of a dead parrot*

...
hey, that isnt minem but darien found it and thought it was hilarious.

Forward

What's your sexual appeal?
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::I::Saw::Red::

:: 2004 15 January :: 10.32 pm

vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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