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:: 2004 2 February :: 7.35 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: none for now

Blehh Monday
Heyy..it's monday and I hate it! Mondays really suck cause bleh it's just the start of a new week and back to school and all that crap. Well today was a pretty good day. I woke up late today though for school..I saw the time and it said 6:08 a.m. and my bus comes at 6:35! I usually wake up at 5:30 cause I really do need an hour to get ready. So I was pissed off about that..so my mom and me wait for the bus to come and it never comes..so my mom had to take me to school which I was still late anyway..I had to get a tardy pass..my first tardy this year! I had like 5 last year almost close to getting suspended! That would have sucked. Well I tottally forgot I had homework last night so I did it at around 11 oclock p.m. I was so pissed Miyagi reminded me and I was like Oh shiit! I had a map and vocab words to do, did the map, didn't do the vocab..I could copy off someone ..which I did! Thank god. So 1st pd. went by then went on 2nd..3rd- - Cristian was mad at me today..at the time I didn't know why..he didn't even talk to me so later I asked what was wrong and he just walked away but we're good now..4th came..boring..5th - Nicole had a spot on her white shirt and she put water on it and it was so funny she just had this one blob on her shirt..but it dried...6th came..kind of fun..ASL class..we sat in groups and played some weird game...with signing..so um yeah and 7th was boring usual taking notes and stuff..so yeah that was my day..oh and Ashley wrote this poem for me and Ryan and ahh I loved it! Thank you Ashley! Well 4 more days until my birthday and Kenny wants 'us' to hang out..we'll see well g2g xox byee

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:: 2004 1 February :: 7.36 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Blink 182 - I miss you

Long time...
Hi, I finally have decided to update this journal..I've had it for long time.. but I derno I get kind ehh to update it. Well let me tell you about my weekend..

Friday: Went to school ..thanking god it was the weekend. Then I was waiting for Amanda to call me to see if we were going to go out...but um.. she didn't so I called her. Turns out she was sleeping..so I bet u if i didn't call her she'd be sleeping the night away! So we decided to go to the movies with Shai to see "The Perfect Score". Before we were just about to leave.. Mike Demma and Jerry show up at Amanda's house. Jerry used to be my boyfriend but he broke up with me for his reasons. It sucked but hey I got over it right. What MIke said was that he didn't want to see me because he would get mad that he'd still be going out with Chanti..cause I looked hot or whatever. So they wanted me and Amanda to go over this kid Chris' house. But we were like we can't ditch Shai so we went to the movies. We saw Wesley there, haven't seen him in awhile, and I saw Matthew Storch ! I haven't seen him in about 3 years..it was weird..and we saw Dustin but he was with his girlfriend. So we went in saw the movie, it was pretty dumb but I liked it a little..some parts weren't really that funny..the stoner guy was funny always tho. Oh yeah and we decided we'd go to that kid Chris' house after the movies so we did. Shai took us there and I could tell Amanda didn't really wanna go because she'd be like " I don't want to go yet" so I'm like whatever forget it..but she saw that I was mad and so we went lol. So we went there...they were playing pool and some other people were playing poker ..i think. Then it wasn't really that fun so we wanted to leave but I kind of didnt cause I hadn't seen Jerry in so long and there he was. So, Mike took me, Amanda, this girl Cybrina and Jerry to Mcdonalds and we were just chilling there for awhile. Then finally Mike took us back to Amanda's house and I asked my mom if I could sleep over..first she was like No and then she let me..um yeah!

That was my friday...there was a lot of fighting going on..with Amanda's ex Ryan...she finally told him the truth that she likes Shai and Phil...and I was trying to make him understand but he had to curse me out and be like seann and say "fuck you"...puhlease I don't deal with that shit. So whatever!

Saturday: I was at Amanda's and my god was I tearing when I woke up...I think it was because I slept in with my contacts. We didn't do anything so I went home later and that was basically it..

Sunday: Woke up at 10:24 a.m. geez that number is everywhere but that was cause my eyes were tearing again...you think I'd be smart and take out my contacts lol so I took them out and went back to sleep..today is the Super Bowl but I'm not really watching it. I'm kind of pissed off right now but not really just not content...cause things just blah with him. His name is Ryan and he lives in South Carolina and its such a disadvantage because there's not always going to be something to talk about..but hey shit happens...well I think I'm done updating hopefully I will keep on..xox byee

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:: 2004 31 January :: 11.52 pm

Updating this..
I will soon be writing again in this when im not lazy to do it....tomorrow I will! xox

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:: 2004 1 January :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Brave New Girl

Happy New Year
It's finally 2oo4. I just remembering it turning 2ooo and everyone thought the world was going to end! But yeah in two years I'll finally be graduating from High School ! And this year is when Spider-Man 2 comes out so I wanna see that ...well i gotta go eat xox

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:: 2003 25 December :: 5.15 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Suga Suga - Baby Bash

Merry Christmas !
Heyy Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it ! I opened my presents last night at midnight cause that's just what us colombian's do. I got cool stuff. I got an electric toothbrush, Raplh Lauren Romance perfume that I've been wanting for a long time, 250 dollars, slippers, the Barbershop DVD, make-up, more perfume, and yeah I think thats it. Good presents for this year ! Well im gonna eat xox byee

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:: 2003 12 December :: 11.41 pm
:: Mood: depressed

Could it get more worse?
It's 11:41 and my day is still going bad. Could it get more worse? This is offically one of the worse days of my life. My mom and I are in a fight again and everything is just going bad today. Never expected it to be.. well i can't even think so im going to stop byee

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:: 2003 30 November :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: no

Blah it's Sunday
Hi, haven't updated because of my hectic life. But blah it's Sunday [gotta say the subject]. School's tomorrow, and I really don't want to go...do I ever? I think I might be getting sick but on the other hand I might not be. My stomach was hurting before but then I ate and it went away so I guess that's why it was. Wow some people have no lives. I'm being terrorized by one of Alex's friends. *Sigh* When will this end? Anyways! Well I'm done cause I'm too tired to type x0ox buhbye =]

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:: 2003 18 November :: 4.07 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: none

Denial, denial, denial, and much more crap to it! =]
Heyy! today was a pretty funny day and interesting. Last night I was really upset because of something that Seann did [my boyfriend if you don't already know]..but that's over with the whole upset thing. We're really good now and I <3 him! But anyways today was quite interesting, this kid Alex Fonte , man what an asshole this kid is. I bitched him out today and all he could say is "Fuck you" omg I'm going to cry now that hurt me sooo bad, yeah right. But anyways the reason why I just had to say something to that lying little bastard was because he literraly is a pathelogical lier. To prove that, one day Alex called my house phone, telling me all this crap saying that he's going to put Seann and his friend Dustin [who by the way is big and strong] in the hostpital, man if you wanna say that crap go ahead and prove yourself that you can. So yeah he hung up on me and I told my friend Amanda and Seann what had happened. So Amanda confronts him and asks if all that he said was really true...I should have known he would have done this, he denied everything. Denied calling me and everything that he said. Once Dustin went up, he seemed to be a little scared, I could tell in his eyes. This happened at least a month or two ago, I don't really remember. So yeah right from that he's a lier. Now Alex is jealous and you can tell he is because of this kid Brian <-him and my friend Yelitza started going out. Alex and Brian used to be friends, now he wont even talk to him or look at him , oh wait yeah he does when he's flicking him off, which in my opinion is kind of um gay. So he's mad at Yelitza too saying "You could have gone out with me, someone better, Brian's ugly" could this kid be more egotistical? don't know if I spelled that right! But yeah and he also said to Yelitza about me..."You're going to be just like Andrea, ever since she started to go out with Seann she became more ugly and thats how you're gonna become" -don't know if those are exact words but it sums it up. Okkie I'm getting more uglier, right. To add to that, this other kid FRIENDS with Alex Fonte, named Alex Mattlin says that too, good for them I dont really care what they think about my appearance, maybe they should try and look at themselves for once. So yeah now Alex Mattlin isn't talking to me because I suposebly gave him an attitude and I pissed him off EVERY DAY......wow that's funny. He even told Yelitza that even looking at my face pisses him off, too bad hun, I'll do my very best to have my face facing you just to make *ME*happy! =]. Don't you just love all this middle school drama? These kids need to grow up and learn some respect. If they dont like the way people act or how they come out of themselves then drop out nobody said we need you. All I have to say, I've vented to much anyway.....xoxo!

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:: 2003 11 November :: 9.31 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: none

Update
Hey I needed to so update this thing. Well Halloween Horror nights was awesome. I haven't screamed so much in my whore life. I got pictures over there so whenever Amanda develops them I will put it on my homepage or whatever, I think I'm just going to make a page about HHN all about itself. Well on that day was me and Seann's 6 month anniversary. It was soo much fun, and while we were there the Marlins and Yankees were playing and some people in front of us had a portable T.V. and they were watching the game. I tried to sneak a peak but it was kind of hard to see. And finally when we were in line for a haunted house some one yelled "WE WON!" and I was like yay!. I'm happy Marlins won. They haven't been my fav. team to watch, but ya know since I'm living in Florida why not cheer for them. But anyways, since I haven't written so long , I don't know what to write. Um.. Nov. 9 was my mom's birthday and she turned 40! She's an old liddle lady. Today we had no school because it was Veteran's day..so that was kinda cool, I had to do a lot of crap around the house again, so thank god for those war fighting men. We shouldn't have just not had school on Monday, it was useless, and plus it was Senior Skip day so it was kind of empty too. Well I have to go call my love, hopefully I'm not too lazy to get my ass up and update this x0ox!

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:: 2003 23 October :: 7.10 pm
:: Music: Chingy - Holidae In

Only 2 more days!
Hola..guess what? only 2 more days until Halloween horror nights! Tomorrow me,amanda,seann and ryan are going to see "Scary Movie 3" . . . ughh i'll write again later I gotta go eat . .

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