My Rambles

:: 2007 23 May :: 9.56pm

seriously, i dont even like american idol that much. i just have a strange curiousity about who is going to win. i just have to know. and god i swear these random songs and random performers are getting so damn annoying i cna't watch for much longer.

they ARE deciding tonight, aren't they?

god they better be.

5 more minutes and this show is ending.

they're deciding tonight right. please dont tell me i watched this whole thing for no reason. just tell me who fricken won.

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lots of crap going on in my life i just dont feel like typing. i hate children.

that's totally not true but i just kinda feel like that.

and yet again i am getting sick. why? becausei work around snot nosed kids all day. and i swear to god i got sick from the one kid i cannot STAND because i had to keep wiping the oozing green snot from his fat little nose.

fucker.

g'night.

:: 2007 23 May :: 7.48pm

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way

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:: 2007 23 May :: 12.07pm

bored.
HAHA.

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:: 2007 22 May :: 10.33am

tournament sunday.
feeling good about it.

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:: 2007 22 May :: 1.32am

i want to see europe, not sure why.

:: 2007 21 May :: 7.02pm

oh my god i am in tears and seriously i'm going to kill myself. today and ysterday i have had the worst headache in the worldmaking mesick to my stomach with pain and omg so apparantely i get migraines now. i am seriously gonna drill a hole in my brain . this hasn't happened since i worked at beaners so it has been quite a while but then last night it happened and then today at work. right before i get the headache i can't see out of one of my eyes. it is all blurry as if i had been looking at the sun or had a flash from a camera in my eye. but it's not just in one spot it is over most of the eye. it makes me have blurry and double vision. seriously everytime i looked at a kid they had two faces. omg and then i had to wrok in the baby room so that was a little better. a little quieter except when they were crying.
and then itgot really realy bad and i was crying but at least i was in the baby room so no one could see it. omg i was gonna ask to go home but of course i am too scared to so i didn't. and i felt so sick i thought i was going to throw up all over the infants. lol. but seriously i elt so nausous . BLEH andthen i have to spend the rest of the day dealing with annoying kids and having a stupid boy spit/pretend sneeze in my face a million times. and screaming stupid kids omg i swear it was a bad day.

yeah so that was my day.

even now when my head isn't like it was it's like a dull annoying headache and if i bend down or anything it all feels like it is scoming back at aonce. if i sneeze or cough or anything that puts pressure on my head it's just like UGHGHGHG. omg i want it to go waway.

sorry for the complianing but i couldn't complain about it all day and it was so horrible.

OMG.

kill me.

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:: 2007 20 May :: 10.41pm

so, i decided to get in shape for paintball, i went for a run tonight, maybe 8 blocks at the most i ran, a 4 minute run at a decent pace, i'm so tired right now haha. my legs are burning already. but i feel really good about myself

anachronism

:: 2007 20 May :: 7.59pm

READ THIS.
Ok, so I lost all of my photos. Everything. Prom, graduation, parties, my first trip out of state, artsy shots, hanging out, my first photos with my new camera.. basically every photo in the past two years.

What happened is I deleted my account, because I couldn't remember my password for the life of me. I was asked if I'd like my files moved, so I said yes. Then I was asked if I'd like to delete my account even though my files would be deleted, I then chose no. After I chose that my account was deleted anyway.

I did searches in all drives and found nothing. And yes, I did check the recycle bin and nothing was there either. It's like they were just gone after the account thing.

If anyone has any way of getting something like this back please help me.

Basically I have lost all hope and am sure that everything is gone.

So, I am asking anyone who has any photos from an event I attended, or when friends hung out, Graduation, dances, prom.. please send them to me. Burn them to a CD or something.

Please take the time to help me out. I am completely crushed to have lost all of these photos.

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:: 2007 19 May :: 10.59pm

kinda not understanding the grey's finale... hmm

:: 2007 19 May :: 9.50am

today is going to be crazy...

was up at 11 yesterday, played 9 holes at north kent, worked from 5-7, worked from 11-11, going to what was formally mayhem and is now magnum sports (ghey name) filling my tank, get to daryl's about 2ish maybe, rock the field for a few hours, go pass out. wake up and do it again!

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:: 2007 18 May :: 11.17pm

i made macaroni and cheese for you and now it's getting all nasty and soggy.

great.

cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2007 13 May :: 10.41pm

New car.... Yay

1989 Isuzu Trooper

That is all

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:: 2007 13 May :: 7.28am

another kill for the tempo.

was coming back from IHOP turning left onto patter son and was in the left side of the left lane and there was this guy in the right in a blue chrysler 300, probably a V6. But anyways he got on it and so did i, but he had the run on me from the corner, anyways we make it down to 40th street light its red and i look over at the guy and he's smileing. light turns green, i was asleep at the light :( he had about a 1/4 car on me, started going through the gears and a bout half way through second i started to pull in front of him, by the time we both shut them down i had like a 1/2 car on him i think.

it was fun haha. The guy got beat by a ratty old tempo :D

moomoo

:: 2007 12 May :: 6.56pm

Well things have been going awesome. My new job is turning out really well, I like it a lot. Its been a while since I could say that. I cant wait for tonight. Things are going great. I am so happy right now.