My Rambles

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:: 2007 5 August :: 10.36pm

i cannot stand my hair right now. i wish i never had cut it all off. i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it is like a tiny bit longer than shoulder length and all the same length, no layers.... it is my normal color which is like dark underneath and then it gets highlights in the front from the sun or whatever and i just can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tomorrow i am making an appointment. i mean i haven't even gotten it cut since like march or something so it needs it anyway and i haven't got it dyed or anything since last year. and i dyed it myself in probably like december or something.

so i am gonna get it cut and layered but only cut a little bit because i want it to grow out so badly. and then i am dying it all the same color - a dark brown with a little bit of a copper tint and then getting coppery or carmely highlights and blonde highlights.

yes sir. can't wait. because i fricken hate my hair.

and then i am not cutting it (as in majorly cuttting it- anything besdies a trim) until my wedding. which is a long way away so my hair will be super super long. i want it to be down to the middle of my back so that i can have huge curls and big beautiful hair for my wedding.

yup sothats my plan

just had to let you all know lol.

and yeah jess i still work at the daycare and i loved it when i first started but now i can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh

:: 2007 3 August :: 11.15pm

retarded.

ugh.

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:: 2007 2 August :: 8.51pm

my banana bread i just made is in the oven baking. mmmm it smells so good.

I really have no idea what to do. Move or don't move? I dont know. we could save a lot of money but is it worth the hassle? and there is the possibility that we wont save much money if any.

i duno
gosh i have lots to say but i have no time.

i HATE my job though. seriously HATE my job

does anyone have any jobs they can offer me? i really hate my job. seriously.

gahhhhh

:: 2007 1 August :: 12.12pm

posting this for box since he's got no internet.

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:: 2007 31 July :: 10.48pm

what the f is wrong with woohu. it like never works for me anymore. i can't get to my friends page. gughghgh

:: 2007 31 July :: 10.45pm

Everything is going wrong for me right now. and i seriously can't take it right now.

i got my hopes up. i jumped the gun and i didn't even do anything to deserve that.

:: 2007 26 July :: 8.12pm

i am stressed. there are too many things going on . too many things changing. too many things "up in the air". too many things to do and too many things unsolved.

i am stressed.

oh, and my job sucks too.

moomoo

:: 2007 26 July :: 2.05am

So today was a lot of fun, well I guess yesterday now. Being on 3rd shift sure messes up my days. So today I looked at more apartments. God am I sick of the apartment search. I wish those fuckers from the town house wouldn't of been asssholes. Oh well I guess, I will figure it out soon. So today I went disc golfing, I still suck at it lol. Then we went bowling, which am still bomb at lol. Today is 4 months for me and Kyle. Woohu we made it lol. Well vacation has been fun so far, too bad I eventually have go back to work. Well time to watch some more dirty dancing.

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chelthesmell

:: 2007 25 July :: 1.12pm

Some things just make you realize who your real friends are I guess...

:: 2007 24 July :: 9.37pm

i feel like i have to update.

overall my life is good. the things that matter to me most are good. for the most part.

i just feel like there are too many things that are still not totally right.

ughhh. i don't get it, i never have and i never will. it sucks.

i keep watching this show about fat kids. i dont get it because they aren't doing well and yet the show is still on and what i am i talking about. i have no idea.

i can't wait to move into our new apartment.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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:: 2007 23 July :: 3.03pm

random stuff i've found in my room so far.

3x hungry howies hats
1x Beth's AC/DC shirt.... tried it on, tight in my arms loose the rest of places, doesn't fit right.

more to come

cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2007 22 July :: 10.12am

So, I'm not dead... yet, if any of you care.

But I have noticed that people that completely ignored me in school, or looked down on me, or were "too cool" to associate with me during school now all of a sudden want to be buddy-buddy now that I'm in the Air Force. What the hell is up with that shit? Anyone with any ideas, I'd love to hear why.

Other than that every thing's okay, so I'm gonna go now... you all have fun

-me

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:: 2007 20 July :: 7.23am

i hate this job, i wake up every morning and dread going to work. It really makes it hard to get up in the morning.

i'm going to quit...