ENLIGHTENMENT
today has been a day of elightenment.... indeed i have realized people who you thought were friends, who you could count on, that were there through out your life can come and go so quickly. and obviously not in just my own life. its wierd how you graduate high school and try to make something of yourself, while the entire time a person you thought was there for you isnt really, they have a whole group of new friends, they dont even talk to you anymore its sad. i really liked him as a friend but now i realize how much of a p.o.s. friend he really was... god i hate it. i hate writing things that are bad especially now but going over random things in others' life made me realize things in my own and this person let me down as a friend and i hope he can life with it....JERK!

but to all of you who have been good to me, and who are there no matter how bad i get ( and yes i know i can be a bitch, and sometimes mean) i truly thank you for everything...

now that the bitching is out i sent out the wedding invites today... took me a combined total of 5 and a half hours to put them all together. who knew it would take so long? the shower is in a week and a half. im really excited. the girls are coming down and i just want to have a good time....

ALSO I NEED A PIANO PLAYER FOR MY WEDDING THE GIRL I HAD BAILED ON ME SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO PLAY... AND YES I WILL PAY YOU. ITS JUST A FEW SIMPLE SONGS AND FREE FOOD!! OR IF ANYONE KNOWS OF SOMEONE.

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