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2007 6 March :: 4.11pm
It's so cold in here.
I started my application for GRCC. Need to pay yet though.
Probably going to look for some grants in a couple of days so that's cool.
Cold, bored, and hungry. Yup. That's about it.
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2007 5 March :: 11.10pm
What a crazy fun night.
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m&ms487
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2007 4 March :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: blah
I went and saw Beauty and the Beast last night at the high school. It was really great except for the little kid who would not shut up. We know that it looks like a lion, and no, after the twentieth time, we don't think your kid is as cute and precocious as you think he is.
I'm observing at the middle school tomorrow and the high school on Tuesday. I also work both of those days. It reminds me of high school. Leaving at seven in the morning, working until ten or eleven at night, going home, doing homework, and then doing the same exact thing the next day.
yep. I really have the need to let loose sometime this week. Any takers?
I'm reading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand. It's really quite good, but it's a bitch to read. I have a bad habit of skim reading, but with good pieces of literature, I can't do that. I can only read three or four pages at time, and then think about them, and then read three more pages...
I think I might start making an outline of a course paper for my literary criticism class. I'm writing on "Lust" by Susan Minot, a short story. She's modern, and it's well written, but devices and forms and their relationship to themes are a bit harder to pick out in modern works. I still have to figure out why she lists all of the guys she slept with. How does that contribute to the theme? That's what I'll be mulling over during spring break.
Almost done with laundry. Prepared for tomorrow. Hopefully going to bed a ten. Listening to the Counting Crows. So nineties.
"she's looking at you? I don't think so; she's lookin' at me"
Michelle
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chelthesmell
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2007 2 March :: 4.16pm
:: Mood: Tired, lonely, and annoyed.
7th Snowdays so far this year.
Kinda badass I guess.
I get some awesome bank on snowdays with these kids.
Granted one of them is a total brat sometimes.
The other one is pretty cute though so that's a plus.
AJ's mom is probably bringing me a car today so that rocks.
I think I'll do my taxes tomorrow and get my hair cut probably.
I'll probably go spend the night at my sister Janis' tonight.
She misses me I'll bet.
But thank goodness graduation is set in stone, or else I'd have to be making up these snowdays later on. haha! suckers!
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m&ms487
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2007 1 March :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: chipper
Weather sucked today. They closed campus at one because of the "inclement weather." Even the weather channel was bold enough to use an adjective such as "treacherous." It was exciting.
I went to the Cabin with Steve and a few other people and ended up getting my interviews with Steve and Joel done. I only need one more for the next check point, and I'm interviewing with Amanda tomorrow afternoon.
I have mixed feelings about spring break. It's going to be great to have a break from classes and the like, but I have a lot to do. Everyday on my calender has something going on, and, I haven't even gotten my work schedule yet.
I'm observing at the middle school on Monday, and the high school on Tuesday. So I might be seeing some of you guys (Jenny!).
I talked with one of the professors for education today about getting a middle level education minor. I think I'm going to do it, but it's an add-on minor, so I'm going to be double minoring, which is fine if it'll help me get a job. It's only an extra 18 credit hours because most of the classes double count toward my education degree requirements.
It was thundering and lightening out earlier. It was really pretty. Our electricity kept flickering and my computer wasn't too happy about it, since it got restart four times before I realized what was going on.
Working on scholarship stuff is draining, but if I don't get some new scholarships for next year, I'm going to have a big problem. Rueben and I are looking at moving ten miles outside of town to a trailer park on M-20. I called last weekend and the rent is only 300.00 a month, so, between the two of us and utilities, it's like 200.00 a month per person. Much, much better than the almost 900.00 a month between housing and a meal plan here on campus. Even the apartments around are crazy, the lowest we've found is 235.00 PER person, and that's with having like eight roommates. It should all work out. There are tons of scholarships that I'm eligible for because my gpa is a 3.93 and I'm going into teaching. I just hope that my credit standing isn't going to affect me much, since they give preference to upperclassmen (but only after financial and academic merit). We'll have to see.
For now, I'm content to sit back and read the millions of pages of literature a night that I have assigned and being involved with Kappa Kappa Psi. I have to keep reminding myself that next year, and five years, is a long way away. I always have good insight and planning skills, but sometimes I get a little nutty with worrying about what's going to happen.
I'll be home tomorrow, until the eleventh, if anyone would like to hang out. Call me, or leave a comment.
Michelle
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2007 1 March :: 9.42am
So I just cleaned up shit.
Not just any ol' dog shit or anything, kid shit.
And not out of a diaper or anything normal like you'd be thinking, but off of the floor.
Just some random ass diariah that couldn't make it to the toilet I guess.
He's only three and still potty training and I'm pretty sure he's sick, so I wont rub his nose in it like AJ and Justin advised.
I just threw the rub that it was on outside to freeze and his parents can clean it up. I guess it's easier to clean that way, atleast that's what my mom said.
Well that's the highlight of my snow/ice day so far, and it's not even 11 am yet.
Man it's going to be some day...
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m&ms487
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2007 27 February :: 10.38pm
Thursday March 1, 2007 is National Self-Injury Awareness Day (SIAD). If you would like to participate in promoting awareness about self-injury, simply wear orange. Wearing an orange ribbon on the left breast is the formal symbol, but any orange piece of clothing or jewelry will work, too!
Please join me in this event!
Michelle
p.s. If you have any questions or comments, feel free to comment or to contact me!
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2007 27 February :: 12.30am
New Movies That Are Coming
Okay, well some of these movies probably will suck and some might be good.... here is a list so far of what I've found out
Hostel Part II
The Hills Have Eyes II
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Hellyboy 2
Sin City 2
Jurassic Park 4
Indiana Jones 4
Rush Hour 3
Are We Done Yet?
Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie For Theaters
The Condemned (Stone Cold Steve Austin Movie)
28 Weeks Later (Sequel To 28 Days Later)
For Eddy: Pirates of The Carribean: At Worlds End (May 25th, 2007)
Oceans 13
Evan Almighty (Sequel To Bruce Almighty)
The Bourne Ultimatum
AVP:2 (EWWWWWW)
Saw 4
Duke Nukem:The Movie
Toy Story 3
Terminator 4
Some Seem Good And Some Seem Like They Will Suck
LOL T4 (I'll be back.........with my wife Maria and The Californians)
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m&ms487
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2007 26 February :: 10.09pm
I've decided that winter isn't that bad. I like snow when I don't have to drive in it. It's not that cold if it's not windy. Big fat snowflakes falling in the light of a street lamp are eloquent. And seeing delicate snowflakes on my multicolored scarf makes me feel like I'm in a movie.
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chelthesmell
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2007 26 February :: 4.19pm
quiz
[my name is]: Chelsea
[in the morning i was]: pissed because I had to babysit
[all i need now is]: to go home and rest
[love is]: an awesome feeling
[i'm afraid of]: heights
[i dream about]: crazy things. one time i had a dream that our school counsoler killed my parents it was scary
You:
-- Middle name: Chelsea Louise
-- Birth time: 11 something I believe
-- Birthplace : Big Rapids Hospital
-- Last place traveled: like a trip? I think probably when mindy and jessica and I went camping in Cadilac
-- Eye Color: poopy brown
-- Nail Color: natural
-- Height: 5'3"ish i think
-- Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Describe:
-- Your heritage: Irish, Scottish, English
-- The shoes you wore today: My comfy shoes that everyone thinks are ugly but I think they're fucking sweet.
-- Your hair: too long, red
-- Your weakness: money
-- Your perfect pizza: extra, extra cheese with sausage, and pepperoni
What is:
-- Your most overused phrase: your face and i'm not going to lie
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i hate mornings
-- Your current worry: if i'm ever going to have a car again
-- Your plans tomorrow: go to school, come home and babysit for alittle bit, then go to the game.
-- Your best physical feature: i dont know, i'm told i have big boobs and a nice butt i guess lol
-- Your bedtime: between 10:30 and one in the morning
You prefer:
-- sunrise or sunset: Sunrise
-- gore or horror: horror
-- eastside or westside: uhh north side?
-- stripes or polka dots: polka dots
-- Planes or trains: trains
-- metal or hardcore: Metal
-- Pools or hot tubs: pools
Do You:
-- Do you think you've been in love: I know I have
-- Want to get married: Never really wanted to but I could change my mind someday.
-- Type w/ your fingers: ??
-- Like to take baths: yup
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes
-- Like talking on the phone: eh, depends
-- Like thunderstorms: yes
-- Play an instrument: yup
-- Workout: used to, need to
-- Like reading: yes
Favorite:
-- Body part: uhh...elbow
-- Kind of fruit: strawberries
--Music to fall asleep to: John Meyer or Dashboard Confessionals
-- Car: Camaro
-- Thing to do: hang out with cool people
-- Horror movie: probably the exorsist to be honest
-- Color: pink and green
-- Food: italian
The Future:
-- Age you hope to be married: I dont want to get married by a certain age, just when I'm good and ready to
-- Numbers and Names of Children: I hate kids
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Elvis style Vegas wedding
-- How do you want to die: I'll never die, I'm invinsible
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a psychologist/writter
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland
Opposite Sex:
-- Best eye color: Blue
-- Best hair color: Brownish blonde
-- Best personality trait: sense of humor and honesty
-- Best height: taller than me
-- Best articles of clothing: Whatever suits them best
-- Best first date location: something simple
-- Best first kiss location: uhh on the lips lol
Finish:
-- I eat: food
-- I think: you're gay
-- I am: awesome
-- I adore: AJ
-- I suck at: life. lol the board game!
-- I am obsessed with: myself
-- I can: eat almost a whole junior whopper with cheese
-- I can't wait: till graduation and my birthday
-- I am annoyed with: imature people
So bored. Now I'm done
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2007 25 February :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: blah
I am crawling out of my skin. I'm trying. I really am.
I can't find anything to DO. I've been sitting here on my computer for two hours. Facebook. Woohu. Facebook. Email (Central). Woohu. Facebook. Email(Hotmail). Facebook. Woohu.
AHHH!
I searched "random journal" for a while hoping to stumble across something that would spark a creative run, but alas, I found nothing.
Thirteen year olds writing "ToDAy My dAD waS sUCH a DICk, UGHG!!" doesn't do much for my writing.
And I can't go to bed because the roommates are still up, and it's hard to sleep with keyboard typing sounds and random stupid laughs at online quiz results going on.
Maybe I should just take a double dose of Nyquil and get on with my life.
I am just having trouble being content. I just am. And I hate it. I hate feeling like I should be doing something else. It ruins all the moments for me. Every moment isn't good enough. It just makes me so tired.
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2007 25 February :: 4.45pm
So i go to the library to sit for two hours for what? I schedule some block time for my kkpsi interviews and NO ONE SHOWED UP!!
So I just wasted two hours of my life where I could have been sleeping instead of sitting in the coffee shop bored as hell and feeling like shit. I don't even know. My body is DYING. I'm jittery from the coffee I just drank, but I feel like I'm going to throw up and i'm pissed and i feel like crying because i still have to go take my car to the SAC to park it and then i have to walk back to the freaking dorm in a fucking snow storm and i'm sick and i could barely walk from my car to the library, and ITS SNOWING and I HATE DRIVING IN THE SNOW and no one showed up for my fucking block time and what the hell.
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this is the worst day ever. i wish i had never gotten out of bed.
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2007 24 February :: 5.53pm
I don't know how it happened, but I'm more sick. I was sick, raspy voice and all, and then BAM! full blown cold and all. It really sucks. Cold drugs aren't doing much, either.
Oh well.
At least it's the weekend and it's not like I have a midterm and twelve interviews to set up and complete for next week.....
Stupid cold.
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