:: 2004 19 July :: 11.53 am
:: Mood: content

yesterday i woke up with my side of my leg killing me and i look down and i have this big bruise...i have no idea how i got it. we had a big rain storm yesterday. it was raining and hailing. the power went out around 8 and came on again at 11. a bunch of us went to taco bell and while we were in the drivethru there was an accident and one of the cars involved went into the drivethru and almost hit us. it was so close. we almost died. we had to slowly back up out of the drive thru to leave. i swear, utah people drive with their eyes closed or something because they can not drive at all.

i talked to my mom today. she told me about the plans for december. brando and i fly home for a couple of days. then we all drive up to maine to have early christmas. then fly out of new hampshire to orlando. go to universal then rent a car and drive down to pine island for christmas. then brando and i just fly straight to utah and the rest of the family flies back to new hampshire and drives home.

well gotta get going to fitness for life.

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:: 2004 17 July :: 4.17 am
:: Mood: tired

went to the mountains for a bonfire, it was near sundance. we roasted starburst, which actually tasted really good. you should try it. after that dylan, trask and i went to dennys.

today i worked from 11-5. it was ok. then i went bowling with my roommates and some guys from different apartments. i really suck at bowling. im not telling what my score was. then we came back and watched a movie. carrie called me! she's def. coming out in august!! im so excited. i cant wait. around 11 i went to salt lake with dylan, megan, julie and shantel. we went to this pool party. the house was huge. i've never been in such a big house. they also had this huge screen outside with a movie playing on it. there were about 150 kids. it was crazy, you could hardly move. i got a bunch of phone numbers...woo wee :-) i also made out with this kid named andrew, hes 23...he was just a ncmo(non committal make out) too old. lets just say it was a fun party.

its 4am and im going to bed. it would be so cool if i could go to bed before 1. that would be a nice change.

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:: 2004 15 July :: 8.18 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

got a b-day card from a special friend....jesslin! :-D it made my day

yesterday i went clubbing with dylan, victoria, tim and his girlfriend. we went to club area 51. all they played was techno music which gets boring after awhile. there were so many punk kids. your typical slc punk. it was great. guys with mohawks are so HOT! omg. this one kid last night...woo wee. came home around 3 and then worked on my take home midterm. this semester is half way through! i cant believe it.

today i went to work from 12-5. then went to public speaking at 6. we graded the midterm. i did pretty good on it. i got a 90. then at 10 im going up to a bonfire in the mountains. should be pretty fun.

brando sent me his bike that he was using but doesnt need since he'll be home in 11 days! i cant believe hes going to be home. i havnt seen him in 2 whole years. i def. have changed alot. i've grown up a ton. if you look at a photo when i was 16 and what i look like now, i have def. changed. i really miss him. but he'll be out in utah with me!! and he's thinking about going to uvsc so he'll live really close to me. omg i cant wait...

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:: 2004 13 July :: 3.11 am
:: Mood: thoughtful

today i slept in. then had fitness for life. then came home and did some studying for american civilization. then went to that class. i think if i had to choose i would rather have a 2 1/2 hour class two days a week then a 40 minute class 5 days a week. its so nice bc you dont get sick of it.

after class i got my present that kyle was holding on to from my parents that i was supposed to get yesterday but kyle was never home. then i went running with dylan around 10. well we only ran half way. we ended up just talking for 2 hours. we talked about alot of things. mainly it was about how we both just need to stay friends. and nothing else. because at this point in my life i dont want a relationship. i want to be able to date lots of guys while im here. theres so many that i just dont want to be with one. it was really hard to talk to him because i do like him alot but it just doesnt feel right and if i am going to get into a relationship i want it to feel right. i think its mainly that inside im waiting for ian to come home. and see how that goes. i dont want to be in a relationship and miss out on seeing him.

i dont know....im just way to confused right now.

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:: 2004 11 July :: 2.37 pm
:: Mood: tired

I AM 18! woo wee....:-D

I am officially an adult. my family better call me today or im going to disown them! j/k. i talked to sky for the first time yesterday since i moved out. he was on aol. it was cool to talk to him. he told me he made a goal with his head in soccer.

yesterday i went to desert industries, which is like the salvation army, with kyle and becca, i got a bunch of cool shirts. then we went out to eat at village inn. then i had to work from 5-11. its going pretty good. its just like ponderosa which is really good because i was really sad that i had to leave work. dylan worked at the same time as i did. after work a bunch of us went clubbing in salt lake city. it was so much fun....wow i still cant believe im 18, where has the time gone?

i lost my social security card. so i have to go get a new one. mom and dad are kinda mad cuz if someone got a hold of it they could do a lot of damage. uh-oh

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:: 2004 8 July :: 11.21 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

this past week has gone by so fast. i dont remember what ive been doing for most of the time. i have been going to taco bell alot. its so close and cheap!

i was upset a couple of days ago because i really missed my family and all my friends. i especially missed poker nights.

yesterday i had classes for most of the day and went to golden corral for orientation with dylan. then went to the movies with dylan, victoria, chad, mike, and julia. we saw The Alamo. which was the longest movie ever. especially when your watching it at 10pm. and the theater was so cold. after the movies went to taco bell with dylan. gotta love .95cent burritos!

today my mom called me at 7. i was kind of mad especially when i only got 5 hours of sleep. i couldnt fall back asleep so i worked on my demonstration speech. then went to work. from 11-2 i had to watch the most corny movies ever made. then i began waitressing and did that till 5. then i went to my public speaking class and did my demonstration on cpr. right now im going to watch a movie. everyone is over at our apartment. i think we're watching the secret window

*mimi*<---i love grandmas, they are the best

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:: 2004 4 July :: 2.37 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

yesterday i went to look for a job with dylan. we stopped at golden corral to see if they needed help. filled out applications and gave them to the manager and he said he needed help. so he gave us a quick interview. i have to go back on tuesday. i'll be waitressing again! golden corral is just like ponderosa. i was going to go to the pool with chelsea but it had a leak in it. so we couldnt go swimming. so i went up to dylans apartment and we watched tv then i went to taco bell with him and chad. then my roomates and a bunch of other people went to see fireworks in provo. they were really cool.

i love utah. i love how i dont have to explain why i dont do certain things to people. i dont get asked to go get drunk or do drugs. people do it out here like home but they dont ask you to do it, inless you want to. and i love how theres so many people just like me. back home i always felt alone and i never had anyone to talk to besides alicia.

7 days i'll finally be 18!! :-D

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:: 2004 3 July :: 1.44 pm
:: Mood: happy

yesterday i went to go give plasma and filled out all the paper work and you have to be 18 to do it! so i have to wait 8 days till i can do it. but each time i go i get 25 bucks and i can go twice a week. its also just like donating blood. except i get paid for it.

after that i came back to my place and did laundry and cleaned my room. then this guy named clint took me to wal mart so i could buy stuff. it was so cool because he pushed my cart and i just had to find the stuff. my own personal assistant! i bought stuff for a chocolate pie because i have to make desert for sunday lunch with the roomates. then i got home i painted my toenails with laura. and dylan and clint stopped by so we went to wendy's to get some food. and put a stalker note on chelsea's car while she was at work. when she got home we had the lights off and when she walked in we all jumped out. i have never seen someone jump so high! we ended up going to dylan and clint's apartment to watch "the mask".

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:: 2004 1 July :: 8.00 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

yesterday i studied alot. went to my history class. we were supposed to have two quizzes at the end of class but our teacher got off topic and ended up taking the whole time. so he gave us free 100's. which is nice. after class i went running with dylan for about an hour. it was cool cause it was at 1030 so it was dark and there were sprinklers going off. so if we got too hot we would run into the sprinklers. after running i came back and watched 50 first dates with my roomates. then went to bed.

today i woke up with my legs killing me. then i had a manicure done by chelsea because she needed a "model" for her class because she's doing cosmetology. so i had her do pink nailpolish. after that i layed out by the pool with dylan and a couple of his friends. then i had public speaking. i had to give a speach on pet peeves so i gave mine on flying. after class this kid named shawn offered me a ride to my place, so of course i said yes. he's got a red jeep! im probably going running again with dylan.

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:: 2004 29 June :: 1.03 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

yesterday becca, kyle and i went to carls jr, which is an upscale mcdonalds. then i went to my history class. when i got home chels, trask, dylan and i went out to eat at chilis. then we all came back to chel's and my arpartment. we watched sixth sense. dylan and i cuddled. went to sleep around 3. today i dont have puplic speaking because my public teacher is going golfing up in salt lake city. woo wee! im also going to look for a job. check out the mall see if any one needs help.

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:: 2004 28 June :: 12.51 pm
:: Mood: content

thursday i had a red eye flight all the way home. got in at 830 and drove straight to graduation rehersal. then came home and hung out at the house with all my maine relatives. graduation was that night. they played alicia's graduation song during the senior video which was pretty neat. then came home and celebrated with my parents and grandparents, alicia and her family. then i went to bed bc i was really tired. and i didnt think tim's would be that much fun bc in the past when i went it wasnt.

saturday i slept in late. and people came over around noon for my graduation party. it was pretty good. people didnt leave till 6. then a couple of people came over around 9. and left around 12. which was good cuz i was tired. this whole weekend i was really tired.

got in to utah at midnight last night. kyle picked me up. he had becca with him!! i havnt seen becca in a year. becca lives about 5-10 minutes away.

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:: 2004 23 June :: 12.55 pm
:: Mood: happy

I LOVE UTAH!!!
:-)

wow...i dont want to go back for graduation i should of chose not to go back. oh well guess i have to.

lets see monday woke up at 3 to go to the airport. had a long flight to vegas then utah. my mom played the slot machines in vegas and won 40 bucks. got in to utah around 6ish. boy do i love looking at all the mountains its so pretty. checked out the mall which is really nice. they have so many better clothing stores then back home.

tuesday woke up went to uvsc and got my i.d. looked at all my classes, opened up a bank account then went and switched my drivers liscence to utah. after that i went in and checked in to my place. which is really cool. i overlook the college. and my roomates are soo nice. and there are so many HOT guys...everywhere you look theres hot guys...its crazy cuz what i thought was hot back home isnt. then again there wasnt that much of a selection in honeoye. went out to dinner with mom, kyle and chase grant. came home was locked out of my room cuz i couldnt find my keys. ended up meeting these two guys, dillon and trask from colorado and oregon.

today went to my first class! i had math. my teacher is so funny, he was making jokes throughout the whole class. met this kid named mike from springville in that class. right now i have a break then i'll go to fitness for life.

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:: 2004 20 June :: 4.05 pm
:: Mood: excited

yesterday alicia came over at 9. we decided not to go bowling and just went to tim's. she had her convertible :-D so we rode to his house with the topdown. lots of fun. tim's was pretty good. its a little strange that his older brother was playing poker with us...hes like 23....then we came back and watched a movie.

today i got sick and threw up 3 times. i dont get how people can make them selves throw up, i hated throwing up today. its so disgusting how could you do that to yourself? anyways i think its because im getting nervous about moving. even though im not. one day and i'll be in utah! crazy crazy stuff. all of my stuff is packed except for some of my summer clothes that i have been wearing.

my grandparents are here from maine. she brought my cousin and he brougth a friend.

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:: 2004 19 June :: 10.32 am
:: Mood: tired

yesterday i babysat colton. then went down and got a fish fry.

people came around 9ish. kristy and i sent up a tent. i never knew setting up a tent could be so sexual especially with andrew and tim there. lol...good times. we had a bonfire. played some poker. then around midnight we went swimming, then went pondhopping to my aunts house who has a trampoline in her pond and on the way back i fell! then we played some more poker sat around the fire then around 2 we all went in and watched "the core" some people left halfway through. i ended up falling asleep during it.

today sky is having a paint ball party. so a million little tweens will be running around trying to kill eachother with colored bullets....not good

alicias coming over tonight. then we might go bowling then to tims.

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:: 2004 18 June :: 9.32 am
:: Mood: mellow

yesterday i went down to the school to give dave a graduation song that alicia made to see if he wanted to use it for the slideshow. he liked it a lot. then i went and got my hair done. this gay guy did it. it was so funny. he was your typical gay hairdresser. he was also really hot. it sucks when gay guys are really hot. and he was only 21. so the whole time he's doing my hair hes like "oh i just love your hair, and your going to look like a supermodel when im done with you...blah blah blah" i couldnt stop smiling and laughing through out the whole thing. then every 10 minutes someone would call him and it was usually a girl asking for his advice. hes moving down to naples florida which is the town next to where i live so he gave me his phone number and told me to call him when i go down and he can do my hair again and we'll go out with all his friends, who arent gay. lol

after i got my hair done i went to the mall with anne. got this cute lounge pants and a shirt from aero. ate some chinese food.

then came home for a bit. then went to tim's for poker. i did not do good at all. i lost 3 bucks! oh well.

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