its a perfect day.

its a perfect day.

:: 2004 20 October :: 11.55 am
:: Mood: tired

so i had classes till 12. then i went to the michael moore speech. it was really good, he is really funny. the crowd was really good which was surprising because michael coming to uvsc was a big deal and tons of people didnt want him to come. roseanne also came and gave a quick speech.

after the speech i went and gave plasma with sheena and crystal. then i went over to danny's, devon and kevins apartment to have pizza and watch the baseball game. there were tons of kids there. it was alot of fun.

then dylan and i went to the meeting on teaching english in russia or china. he has decided he wants to go to china this winter. so he has to talk to his parents and get everything worked out. i am really thinking about going next winter because then i'll be done with my associates and im going to england this spring.

after the meeting i went over to remingtons to watch a movie, we watched space balls. we kissed....

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:: 2004 20 October :: 3.30 am
:: Mood: excited

so i fell asleep right after i made an entry and then dylan came over and woke me up because he had to do something on my computer...

i talked to ryan today, and he got a job at american eagle! oooh i am so jealous of him!! oh well, i dont think i could handle a job where i dont get tips. im going to have to go in and buy some clothes when he's working.

tara and i had our weekly ritual of watching sex and the city today. we love that show. you just cant get enough of it.

kyle and i walked to walmart so i could get a couple of things. then remington(one of the guys that picked me up last week on the side of the rode..) called me. so he came over and picked me up and we went to his place and watched the best movie ever....the goonies!! gosh i love tha movie so much. so remington and i were talking about different bands and i told him how my roommate and i saw the drummer of The Used in walmart awhile back and he goes "was your roommate basically hyperventalating when you guys walked out of the store bc she was so starstruck?" and i was like yeah why? and he goes "i was there with my friends and i talked to you and told your roommate to calm down" i couldnt believe it, small world. i remember him now when he told me. he said he was surprised that michelle was so excited because remington knows the kids in The Used and used to hang out with them before they became famous, since the band is from good old orem/provo.

Ian called me today! he might be flying out on thursday to indiana to see his mom, it depends on the availability of seats on the flight. but if he stays he said he would come down and see me! i told him we would have to go to a play that my english teacher is directing bc if i go i get extra credit!! woo wee

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:: 2004 19 October :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: tired

yesterday i went over to ken's to do math. then we watched a movie with all of his roommates and some other kids. we watched "the best two years" it was a really good movie.

i have decided never to use tanning beds again. i found some lotion that works really good so im just going to use that from now on.

its a really crappy day today. i havnt seen the sun at all and its been raining on and off all day. i was soaked by the time i walked from my apartment to school. it looked like i had just stepped out of the shower. its also really cold....

one week till im home!! i cant believe how fast the time is going here. woo wee :-D

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:: 2004 18 October :: 6.11 pm

i woke up today to snow on the mountains!! it is so pretty. its the second time i've seen it happen. the first time was in september. its so strange to see snow on the mountains bc its 50 degrees out, it just doesnt feel right....oh well, its so pretty!!

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:: 2004 16 October :: 2.34 am
:: Mood: happy

yesterday in math there was like no one in my class. maybe about 10 kids or so. it was strange. i went to the devotional at 12. it was pretty good. then i went and helped out the service project that institute was doing. they were sending relief kits to the places hit really hard by the hurricanes. then i came home and took a nap bc i was so tired.

jake took me to the movies. we went and saw ladder 49, it was a good movie but sad at the end. clay and his friend austin stopped by when i got home. so we hung out. they like how my apartment has a balcony so they want to have a barbeque on it sometime since they dont have one.

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:: 2004 14 October :: 11.01 am
:: Mood: tired

so i talked to the family today...especially the birthday boy. im so excited to come home. woo wee

i went to sally's beauty supply to buy some shampoo and some hair styling products. as i was walking on the sidewalk to the bus stop these two boys pull over and ask if i want a ride. so i said yes and they gave me a ride home. they seemed pretty cool. they were from cali and canada. one of the guys name was remington. i forgot the other name.

jake came over today so we hung out. i made chocolate chip cookies and we ate half of the cookie dough. i think im sick cuz of it....then ryan and his friend stopped by to see if we wanted to go to a movie but i didnt feel like it.

tom. is friday!! woo wee :-D

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:: 2004 14 October :: 1.46 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

yesterday i went and gave plasma. then i went to the mall to get my hair retouched. everyone has been noticing today! i bought a hoodie from american eagle. its orange. way cute. then jake and i were going to go to this meeting but we couldnt find it so we ended up coming back to my place. then i went hot tubbing at parkway crossing with kevin and danny. the hot tub was so nice. i have decided to go live in parkway crossing in june when my contract runs up at my place.

today colton is 6! he is getting so old. i miss that little boy.

ian comes home today! its so strange to know hes coming home after he has been gone for so long.

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:: 2004 12 October :: 11.53 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

yesterday for fhe we went ice blocking! it is the coolest thing. i never knew what it was intill i came out. anyways you buy a block of ice from the store. then you put a towel on it. sit on the ice and go down the hill. it is so much fun. and you go pretty fast too. dylan called me to go to the movies with him and some kids. so i said ok. then ken called me to do math. so i told trask that i couldnt go to the movies bc i wouldnt pass up the chance of helping ken bc of his cute roommate. what great timing though. dylan calls and asks to do something then i get invited to go do homework with ken. what goes around comes around...bc when we went and played pool that one night he told me he would go running with me afterwards and ended up going and hanging out with someone else, who had called him while we were going to play pool. anyways ken and i did our homework. and then watched a movie. i think it was called "the rundown". it was kind of stupid.

today i got my math test back...a freaking 95%! i was so surprised when he handed it to me that i said "holy crap" out loud and all the kids look at me and were like "was that a good sign or a bad sign" i was like..thats a very good sign. so i was all happy today. i had a test in my computer class. it was pretty easy. when i got home i went to the mall to make an appointment to get my roots touched up. bc the under neath has about 2 inches of not brown. then i went to oldnavy and bought a shirt.

on thursday ian comes home from russia. i can not believe it. its been more then two years since i've seen him. i cant believe he's going to be home.

i talked with my brother yesterday and we decided to go in on a love sac for my mom and dad. they cost 300. but they are so worth it. they were made in utah and so far i've only seen them in utah. they are kind of like a bean bag but really big. a couple of people could fit on it. and they are the most comfortable thing ever. but we have to figure out a way to get it home....we are thinking that we can just check it because it will be in a box...

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:: 2004 9 October :: 6.19 pm
:: Mood: tired

so yesterday i was in one of those moods where i just wanted to go home. i missed the comfort of it. its so strange to be so far away and not be able to go home when i feel like it. if i want to come home it has to be planned way ahead of time.

yesterday i saw rob in the hallway and he told me that i have to go to his lacrosse game. then i went to the devotional with julianna. it was really good. then came home. took a nap, which felt greeeaaat! at 9 julianna and i went to lindsey's apartment and hung out with her and her roommates. then we went to the dance. it was a lot of fun. after the dance i went to danny's apartment with ashley. we just talked about a bunch of stuff. i left around 3ish.

today i went to the lacrosse game with danny and devon. they have a friend on the team. i saw rob playing. :-D....danny and devon had to leave to go to slc so i was all by myself, intill carol anne saw me! so i sat with her for the rest of the game. she's way cool. i guess she knows someone on the team too. it seems like everyone and their grandma plays lacrosse. now i gotta go get ready for work. it sucks bc im so tired. i think im getting sick. i feel like crap. my head hurts and i have no energy.

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:: 2004 8 October :: 10.24 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful

where is my life going?

what do i want to do with my life?

i hate how i have to make all these important decisions. why cant everything just be easier. why cant i know what i want to do.

life is way too confusing.

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:: 2004 8 October :: 1.35 am
:: Mood: confused

tuesday me and kyle hung out for the first time in a while. we had some cousin bonding time. i also went to andy's so he could help me write a good essay for english.

yesterday i went to this presentation on working for disney. it looks like a ton of fun. im thinking about doing it, but it wouldnt be till a couple of years. since this spring im planning on england. then next winter/spring im thinking about living in russia. i gave plasma, then went to the orem mall. i bought this really cute shirt from express for 10 bucks!! nate and ken came over to study for our math test. there roommate rob came with them. i dont know why hes not even in our math. its cool though. i didnt mind at all!!

since i dont have math on wed. i set my alarm an hour later. well today i woke up and got ready for school. i went to math class. i didnt recognize anyone in the room taking a test. i didnt think anything of it. so i take the test hand it to my teacher. he looks at me funny but doesnt say anything. so i go to my next class and everyone is leaving bc they are all done. turns out.....i forgot to change my clock and was an hour off. so now i have to talk to my math teacher to let him know that my test is in the wrong pile...and i missed my raquetball class, but thats not that big of a deal. on another note, i got so many compliments on my shirt today that i bought yesterday. i couldnt believe it. i think its my new favorite shirt.

after school i went to the provo mall with julianna and kyle. i bought pants and a shirt from hollister and american eagle.

so im stupid today...i wanted to go running so i called dylan, dont know why, to see if he wanted to go with me bc its been like 2 months since we went running together. anyways he was at trasks and told me to go over. so i did. everything seemed fine, like it was over the summer. anyways we ended up going to go play pool. for some reason as soon as i get in his car all those things that happened the last time came flooding back in. it made me all upset and he could tell but i just kept telling him i was fine. i dont know why i put myself through this. i really liked that kid, and everyone told me he felt the same way. then when i spill my feelings to him he says he never liked me that way and a couple of other things.....it hurt so much, and i had finally gotten over that and i didnt even think about it intill now. i even told my self i wouldnt hang out with him bc i knew this would happen.

why am i so fucking stupid.....

im coming home oct. 28/29...so let me know if you'll be home. i wanna see everyone! i miss you all so much.

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:: 2004 5 October :: 12.20 am
:: Mood: content

yesterday i worked. i didnt get out till 10. we had so much to do for closing because it was pretty busy. dylan stayed an extra 40 minutes to wait for me. he helped out, he put my chairs up for me. which was alot since i had to close two sections instead of one. after work he stopped by to print something then we went to taco bell. things were pretty good, it was just like old times. but im not going to let myself fall for him. never.

today i went to walmart to buy ink and paper for my printer. then took a nap because i was so tired from this weekend and then i went to bed late last night. i went to the clubhouse for fhe at 730. we split up in two teams of 20 kids each and played family feud. it was actually really fun. i didnt think it would be. after fhe i talked with brett and jake. brett served a mission in ukraine and he was telling me all about it. not this winter but the next im thinking about living in russia or possibly ukraine for 6 months. i want to live in another country and learn a new culture. plus it will be nice to have a break from school since im doing it year round.

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:: 2004 3 October :: 4.20 pm
:: Mood: tired

friday night i went to a dance about a half hour away. it was pretty big. they had a rock climbing wall and mechanical bull riding. it was fun. afterwards i went to a party that tanner invited me to. it was all the wrestlers from school. lets just say wrestlers + alcohol=the funniest thing ever. at one point we got two of these guys to wrestle each other and it was hilarious. they ran each other into the walls.

went to bed at 4 and woke up at 7 for work. i thought i was going to die. i had no energy at all. i ended up making $140. so i was happy about that. when i came home i took a quick 1/2 hour nap. then got ready with tara and michelle for the pimps n' hoes fraternity party up in salt lake. it was the best party ever. the house was huge, there were lots of people there. i love the way people drink out here. if they ask you to drink and you say no they dont think anything of it. they dont even ask you twice.

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:: 2004 30 September :: 1.30 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

im finding it harder and harder to find time to update this thing....

monday night i played capture the flag with about 40 kids from my apartment complex. it was so much fun. we went to this park that had a playground and tons of trees. my team dominated!

yesterday i played raquetball with jake. he won 2 games. i won 1. but the games were all close. we both lost by one point. after raquetball i went and gave plasma with ryan. nate came over to do hw with tara and me. then we went to his place to watch a movie. he's got a cute roommate from long island. his name is rob.

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