speeches!
recived play pictures...all of us look fantastic. the cast was like my second family, and I have met so many new and wonderful people through it. the memories will always be with me long after we finished...

in other news...
Happy one month, Zach! I thought that I would be the one to point that out, but, it compleatly slipped my mind! how romantic. I feel so lucky to be with you, and you always make me smile when we are together. I cant beleive it's been a month already...

Im feeling so sappy...two speeches in one entry!

Homework.
I am all caught up in my history homework, hopefully this will get me a B
I need to ace the English Test tomorrow in order to pull out a B
Mr. Mathers always gives me an A, so I think I'm good in math...but I was guessing on the final today
Science, I compleated my wrap-up, so I should get a b.

Predicted grades...
*history-b
*english-b
*math-a
*science-b
*art-b
*orchestra-a
*gym-a or b...not sure.

lalalaaaa
Hapy father's day!

the movies was very very very fun...went with zach, chuck, sam, ben, mike, in, and...maybe some more people idk.

annnywayy...
I know a guy named chuck! how cool is that!?

one more week of school!!!

currently reading: my Antonia. a book on my list! so proud of myself...

movies
I feel pretty bad today...but...i might go to the movies with zach and this girl named In, Anne, and maybe CHuck. Yeah...dont know any of them, but hey, why not?

another survay thingie
Name 20 people:

1)will
2)Joel
3)christina d
4) christina c
5)anthony p
6) ricky E
7) ricky p
8)Zach
9)Jeramy
10) Matt p
11) david c
12) taylor e.
13) joanna
14) bella
15) annie
16) robert
17)Jasmine
18)Cammy
19)melanie
20) bob

NOW,

Who is #8 going out with?: haha! me!

Is #9 a boy or a girl?: boy


Would #11 and #2 make a good couple?: david and joel...most definatly! guy on guy action =SEXY


How about #18 and #4?: nahh


What grade is #17 in?: 7th


When was the last time you talked to #12?: before 5th period


What is #6's favorite band?: probably his brothers'


Does #1 have any siblings?: yes, 4. Hanna, Jeff, Jordan, and Lindsay.


Would you ever date #3?: haha noo


Would you ever date #5?: anthony...haha maybe!

Is #16 single?: heck yes he is


What's #15's last name?: wong


What's #5's middle name?: no idea


What's #10's fantasy?: to have sex with joel

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?: balla and melanie...hmm..because theyre both superreligious, i dont think the lesbaian life is the life for them.


What school does #20 go to?: mine!


And #1: same
Tell me a random fact about #11: he made a list of all the places he would want to have sex in/on...i saw it its pretty hilarious.


And #3: was an ant with me in first grade!

Have you ever had a crush on #16?: haha yes, we went out for like, over a month!


What's #4's favorite color?: pink?


Would you makeout with #14?: ill have to pass on that one


Are #5 & #6 best friends?: they dont even talk


Does #7 like #20?: he SHOULD they would be fantastic together


Does #8 like #19?:he better not! haha


How did you meet #15?: second grade class

Does #10 have any pets?: maybe?



Is #12 older than you?: yeah..a year older..tear.


Have you ever given #13 a hug?: of course!



Is #17 the sexiest person alive?: oh baby yes!

Zach cut his hair...

different ways to type my name. copied from caitlin's xanga.

Regular: courtney
Nose: fourtney
Forehead: ,u85rt6ujh4578
Chin: cxiouyrftndgh
Ear: yhkhjgdfgvb gvcrfnbjh
Eyes Closed: courtney
Hands Behind Your Back: what?
One Finger with Your Eyes closed: courtney
Big Toe: courtney
Wrist: cvourtnmey
Back of Hand: courtney
Heel: couirtnmjey
Elbow: courtney
Shoulder: vc/. rvf bv n ced n
Knee: cv xlopopui rtfty6 nmeryuh

that is all.

boring stuff....
im depressed...the whol worlds going to shit! michael jackson... the war...
heavens...

went to christina's house with joel and will after school to finish up the project (its sooo kickass!!!) and had 2 pepsi's, so i was flying.

went up to christina's room and played a little truth or dare and talked... ahaha the door was locked and there were boys and her mom didnt even care...and we were all on the bed too

SOOO....then i got home went out to dinner with my sister and her journalism friends :/ will wwas supposed to go with his sister but couldnt at the last minute. i ate sooo much haha now im super-full..oh yeah had a coke there!

im so not gonna sleep tonight...

Random stuff.
Am I the only person who thinks that it's not fair how boys can take a shower in 5 minutes but it takes 6 times as long for girls?

I swear...

So...my mom's on a business trip and my dad just got back from New Jersey from picking up my grandma. I call her Nanna...haha.

Oh my GOd!!!!!! Saw the Garden State...and it's the most awsome movie in the entire world. I was crying and it was so cute, even though it had a predictable ending and i want the main character to wind up with me, not Natalie. sigh.

I am so gonna see Johnny Depp's new movie when it comes out. This guy is so hot...he's even hot while being willy wonka in a tophat and stupid cane. i mean, who else can pull that off?

No one, I say.

mall
Went to the mall today at 4-7 with Zach and Chris...really fun! we sat in burger king for like an hour...then chris was leaving a trail of pennys...and once zach left at 530ish we started acting all bad and stalking people. hahah.

Once i got back my mom was mad, but, whatever.

I had fun.

Shit I've been thinking about
Well...I dont know what to think. Today was alright, I guess. But I only saw Zach like twice and we couldn't even talk. Then there was gym, and I have finally found myself a skating partner, and she is Rachel. We skated in our hot kneepads and such discussing who we think is hot. (Zach, this 8th grade kid, Joel...)

Then, of course, school ended. And let the weekend begin.

I've been online pretty much ever since...got on at 6. Of course I couldn't miss Dr. Phil and Oprah. Although I'm pretty dissappointed in Dr. Phil. I hate his show now it sort of...as Will says, suckeths the balls of monkeys.

Talked to Chris about what we wanted to be when we grow up, and he said an actor. I think he would be a good actor. And then I said I wanted to be a writer, and he's like , "common common let's hear some!!!!" and I really didn't want to share anything...because I usually don't. But for Chris I did while he had up his away message. I send him 2 peices and havent heard back since. I'm embarrased. What is he doesn't like them...? One was about someone. I hope he doesnt tell that someone that I wrote about him...hah. THat would be sort of horrible.

So this weeked I'm planning on going to the mall with Zach, Chris, and maybe Isabel although we haven't asked her yet. It should be a party, I'll tell you what.

Ok. So...I was conversing with Nick today and hes like "I htought we went out in 5h grade?" and Im like "we did? as in girlriend-boyfriend?" and he goes "yeah!" and I just about...ugh I was so frusterated.

Because I had the biggest crush on him in the entire world and he just...ASUMMED we were going out because we went to the mall and movies with a group of friends! And I...I didn't even know, you know? That weekend when we did those two things...Was the most nerve-wraking weekend ever. Because he was SUPPOSED to ask me out then and he was SUPPOSED to hold my hand at the movies and ask me then..but he never did.

I hate asumption, because I actually had him without realizing, according to him. I mean, on that night I told him I liked him, I was so horribly nervous. And then he goes and says "well I liked you at the end of 4th grade, but, not really now." and I died. Ugh...

Oh well. I moved on and now it's all coming back. What goes around comes around, though. Because Nick and Sophie recently broke up. Ha! Nicks nice, though, I'm not mad at him. Juat aort of at myself. ANd I dont even know why im overreacting to all of this because it's just so long ago. And it sort of hit me when I was iming him..that...when we were talking, he was going to ask me out. Because he asked if i was going out with Will, and he talked about how he just broke up with Sophie, and when I mentioned Zach he was like "I didnt know you had a boyfriend." then the conversation lulled and died. Sometimes, I just know things.

Ive spilled my guts and now I hope nooone reads this. Tomorrow I really want to go to the mall...and hang out with people becuase...I just want to get away from my house. My dad is being absoulutly intollerable. I got punished and have to clean my room because I broke a rule I didn't even know excisted.

God. I went off topic and I'm still focused on Nick. How...did this even happen? and now I'm laughing, because, if we WERE going out, than, I was going out with James that same time!

I was two-timing!

SO now I'm a player and a whore, according to Christina CHung. I hate her. I can't beleive she called me a whore, she can go fuck herself, in the words of chris.

And now I must go becuase Of yet another rule I didn't know ecxsisted until today.

goodbye.

hot
It's really hot outside.

So tomorrow is like...play day all over again. In the morning Rajni and I preform the Marry the Man Today scene and song for some principal people and then in the afternoon it's the cast party! wohoo!

None of my cloths are washed...they're all still in my bag which i have yet to unpack. What in the world I shall wear tomorrow is yet to be determined.

I like typing all..fancy.

I think I should be in a band. Yeah, my will christina joel and jinri. We would be like...the fab five. And have a bitching cool name, like...The Fab Five.

NY
Just got back from NY!! It was soo fun!

Thursday night: Drove up there, checked into the hotel at about 2:30 AM

Friday: Ate breakfast, went to my (great) uncle Bob's, and stayed there until around 9 catching up with everyone. My mom and dad went to a friend's barbeq (sp) while Colleena and I spent the night at our second cousins' house, Maureen, Briget, and Sean. Sean is my age.

Saturday: Party!! Got ready and went to the party where I met a whole bunch of family for the first time and cought up with others. Mostly my sister and I hung around our cousins Celeste, Petie, and Andew who we havent seen since last summer. After the party ended around 5, we went back to our cousin's house for an after-party where we sat and talked to every one some more.

Today: Woke up, ate breakfast, drove back!

my wonderful weekend.

I wish.
I wish...
I were taller
I could speak a different launguage
I had different feet
I was athletic
My throate didn't hurt
I had drive to do my homework
People didn't spill their guts out on their xangas
I wasn't a hypocrite
I would stop reading other people's guts on their xangas
Make-up stayed on
More people were Democrat
The Asian Posse would have more whites in it besides Anthony
I were Asian
people would stop being so damn patriotic...our country isn't that great. at all.
I wasn't so nervous sometimes
I wasnt so shy sometimes
Jack would stop acting weird around me
My locker was around cooler people
I wasn't so judgemental
I didnt say "so" and "like" so much
I had cowboy boots
I wasn't so selfish

I have a lot of wishes.

In other news, I read What My Mother Doesn't Know...great book.