My hair is so thick. It takes forever to wash.

So...yesterday I went to the movies with Isabel and Zach which was tres fun. Chris couldn't come, he was up at lake anna in his "other house". psh.

Sigh...I don't want to go to school tomorrow....

lists.
went to the mall then christinas house

it was really fun! except for the end that was confusing

what i bought:
2 tops from Aeropostle:
I blue one and 1 pink one

2 skirts:
1 dark blue "tennis-y" skirt from Aeropostle
1 denim skirt from pacsun
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and here is a list of books that i would like to read, hopefully, before 2006.
Pure Sunshine
Whores on the Hill
My ántonia
The Good Earth
He's Just Not That Into You
Crank
Lolita
Flowers in the Attic

And here is a list of my top 10 favorite books:

1) I Know This Much is True by Wally Lamb
2) She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb
3) You Remind me of You by Eireann Corrigan
4) Born Confused by Tanuja Dasai Hidier
5) Prep by Curtis Sillenfeld
6) The Woman Warrior by Maxine Hong Kingston
7) Homecoming by Cynthia Voigt
8) Cut by Partiric McCormick
9) Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
10) Protecting the Gift by Gavin de Becker

and there you have it. now you know how i see things.

Mall
Going to the mall tomorrow with Christinas and friends....maybe zach if he can come. im so excited! i cant remember the last time i went to the mall with friends...sad, huh? i hate groundings. well, actually, i CAN remember, now. its was an...interesting experience.

I love pepperoni. Im eating it right now, and it's goodness makes me happy.

I can be pleased very easily.

It's a Tell-All
Today's a tell all, people. (yay? I don't care.)

I just watched the Guys and Dolls tape, and, like the cool person I am, fast-fowarded to all of my scenes only..haha i'm so nice. Its strange to watch yourself on the T.V. I notice all of these new things about myself. I tried to look for Zach on tech in-between scences, but that proved to be rather difficult. There's no light and the techies were wearing black, anyway.

I love saying techies. Techie and FOB have to be my two favorite words...ever. That crazy FOB is such a techie! ahahah im a loser.

Is it just me, or do people like to gush out their whole life storie in xanga's? I don't even know why I read some people's anymore. Yes, yes, I'm a hypocrite.

I'm really happy for Will.

My weekend.
I'm not grounded anymore!!

today was fun. I tried this awsome Asian drink that Annie had...it was really sweet and tasted like orange creamsavers or something. Christina and I have decided that we're going to go to an Asian specialty store and buy a box of a million.

Today everyone was walking around with pencils in their skin and bullets through their neck because in Theatre arts, apparently, they did a make-up class. the first person's i saw was Zach's, and i was like "oh my god what happened to your arm????" but then i realized...you don't just walk aroung with a pencil halfway in your arm. it was fake. and it was.

Tonight: babysitting these two really really cute girls, which should be supereasy because they go to bed at eight and i stay until 10. two whole hours of watching t.v and eating someone else's food. yes! and getting paid for it. it really doesn't get any better.

Tomorrow: Rounding up whoever and going to the mall, hopefully. Christina's gonna be in PA all weekend so i'll probably go with Christina C and Will or something. violin recital at 7, but i have to be there at 545, but it's excellent anyway because i always get ice-cream later

Sunday-sleeping. homework

A longlonglong entry...
Ok...so! today zach asked me out, which it totally awsome, and within about 2 hours just about the whole school knew. david, michael, cristina, jasmine, taylor e. ...all were like "your going out with Zach!!!!" and so i said "yeah i know!!!" And i was stupidly excited for the rest of the day...i was like smiling the whole time from 5-8 period. i havent talked to him after he asked me out, however, but that doesnt really matter i will tomorrow or possibly today if i choose to take down my away messege.

ok noone reads this so ill just post everything so i can look back on it later and remember. it all started going to lunch...
will comes up to my locker and says "RObert's telling him to ask you out now!" and i'm like...now???? and got all excited.

so the fab four and i were walking when zach comes up to me and is like "hey" and i siad "hey" and then zach started smiling and was like "Do you want to go out with me?" and i start blushing like crazy, (well i couldnt really tell because a mirror wasn't handy, but i could feel my face getting hot) and im smiling soo much (wow that would suck if i didn't brush my teeth or something...but i did.) and i go
Really?? ok!!" and then we do this handshake thing.

(i'm superhorrible at handshakes. earlier that day, i tried with zach but his hand was in a fist and mine was palm-out, so then we both switched and then we both switched again....im just horrible at them.)

so then we leave and im really happy for the rest of the day. he's superhot, you know. rachel thinks so too.

and now annie and i are in the Going-Out-With-An-Eigth-Grade-Guy-Club. which is very exclusive.

come to think of it, i think we're the only one's in the school in it. haha!

when i think about how im going out with him i get all nervous, because i've never been out with an eigth grader before, what if i look stupid or immature? and then i think about how much taller zach is then i am. i'm 5'0'', and Zach's either 5'8'' or 5'9'', i forget which one.

(this is so cool. i've liked him for just about ever, but i never thought he would ask me out an account of me being younger and more tinier, but he did. and it's awsome)

But i promise you, my 3 avid readers, that i will not become one of those girls who becomes obsessed with her boyfriend and post pictures of him and talks about him non-stop and says "Steven happy 7 months I adore you!!!" (cough...amy n.)

I feel like he's my first boyfriend or something...im so happy.

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on another note...

yesterday i read all the way back a year in this online jhournal thing and...wow. i am such a dork. i type about the stupidist things!

whoa
zach. had. short. hair.

http://image36.webshots.com/36/6/24/81/307962481oFoqbG_fs.jpg

whooooa.
(To see the difference, heres a picture of zach with long hair.)

http://photobucket.com/albums/v642/ponantolope/?action=view¤t=IMG_8124.jpg

mall
went to the mall with my siter and mom, found her a prom dress and high heels and polo. didnt go to any stores i wanted, but im gong again this afternoon to shop for madre's day.

so...now im off to take inventory of my summer wardrobe.

Organizing
I love cleaning and organizing the upstairs bathroom that I share with my sister, in between the office and my room. I love the feeling of accomplishment as I organize.

Today was a superorganizing day, after I watched Oprah. The show was about hoarders and I suddenly felt like cleaning, so I went upstairs and started. I know, I know. Im the biggest dork in the world but I like it so shut up and maybe ill organize your bathroom.

I got a cup and put all make-up brushes in it, seperated make-up, hair, and skin products into three baskets, wiped down the sink counter and bathtub with clorox, and then sprayed it with some air-freshener Lysol stuff. I like the sound it made...chhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

And then I looked at it, and everything was in place, and it made me happy.

Sooo...today I was wearing Will's sweater the second half of the day because I was cold. And Hanna goes "ooooh is that wills sweater?" and I go "yeah" and she says "I smell a relationship coming on!"

And that pissed me off so much. Because shes always doing that, always commenting about Will and myself's friendship. And her outfits always match perfectly.

what in the world?
TOday i heard mambo no.5 on the radio.
and i sang and danced...good song.

I just washed my face and now it feels all dry. i should use mousturizer...exept then i dont want it to get greasy.

and there you have it, my biggest problems!

just complaints.
went to the mall today with my mom and sister. i got...
*a dark blue shirt from aeropostale
*a light orange shirt from macys
*pink shorts from hechts

it wasnt all that great, my sister was being a bitch the whole time. she was complaining and freaking out about not being able to find a prom dress and i wanted to shoot her.

but then, once we got home she went to her friends house. now shes back and as happy as ever! can comeone say PMS?

It was a little frusterating for me, too, because i was looking for capri pants and they didn't have ANY in my size, i swear. there was about a million size 7 and 9's, and a couple 1's, but no 0's. and i really dont want to be one of those bitchy girls who goes "oh my god, like, everything in the store is just too big for me, im just so thin and poor me!", but it was very frusterating. and all of the capri pants, even if they WERE my size, were too long on me. they made me look as if my pants were too short, not that my capri's were too long. does that even make any sence? well it does to me. and then my mom was like
"well, we can alwas hem them", but, im sick of having everything be hemmed, you know? of course you dont. im the shortest girl in the school, probably. (well, the shortest white girl. there are some pretty short asians.) ANYWAY. i wish that i could find a perfect pair of capri pants, in my size, and have them fit perfectly. any type of pants, for that matter. it would be nice.

even all of my regular pants have about 5 extra inches of leg that just sort of fall down past my shoe and im always stepping on them, because i dont like to admit that i need to have things hemmed.

ok. so. i wear a little conceler everyday for my horrible undereye circles, and it makes a little bit of a difference. but today, i was looking at myself in the mirror and got really mad. i mean, no one else has these. so i took my conceler and put the hugest drop under my eye, blended for like 10 minutes...and stepped back.

oh my fucking god! they were gone! they're gone gone gone!!!!!!

gone!

now only if there was amagic pill that made me grow about a million inches...

(wow. i just re-read this and i sound so superficial.)

gounded
Sooo...im grounded until may 20, but i really doubt its gonna be that long because already my dad let me get online, and its only been, 1 or 2 days!

ahaha.