Today
Today I spent mostly with my sister, although I was depressed because all of my friends were busy. Tear. I wish that everyone was just more available, but that's sort of selfish.

I just feel like complaining.

never a dull moment!
my mouth is so itchy right now. which is really strage, because, how can you scratch your mouth? you cannot.

ok maybe ill just brush my teeth for the 50th time today and then continue chewing gum, as i always do.

I always chew gum. before school, during if i don't get caught, and immediatly after school until i go to sleep.

oh yeah, my ever-exciting life. nope, never a dull moment with courtney!

drama!
Broke up with Robert on Monday. Updatesd a new picture. Guess who it is??

I'm like...really itchy. bc my shoulders and ears got sunburned from..well, idk. Maybe being outside for more than 2 seconds. I burn so easily. I'm so pale.

Mall
Mannn i want to go to the mall but noooone can go. and i just imed jasmine asking her but her mom wont let her...

depression!

Baseball
today my family and i went to an orioles and Yankeees game. It was fun, but long. I was so mad. the yankees, sadly, lost. but, hey, at least i got to see Dereck!!! that was niiice. he's so hot.

Now i have all of these MSI songs stuck in my head, becasue i was listining to their c.d all the way through to the game and halfway back. which is about 3 hours of MSI, and all of the "ive got the balls with the sack fuck it, fuck it, son of a bitch! bite the past why am i so misunderstood?" lyrics.

I was thinking a lot on the ride there, and I came to an interesting conclusion on a certain issue.

What I did today
New layout and picture of, who else, Audrey Tautou

Today was fun. Joel came over at about 10:30 to work on our project, then we called will who said he couldnt come! annyway we continued working then Christina d came over. went to target, came back and we all went upstairs to the office to type and draw. Then will and elliot came over for about an hour after all. they went home, joel christina and i read cosmogirl, and then they went home.

eventful day!

tomorrow im gonna go see a yankees @oriels game! wohoo!

Oh heavens! i didnt even mention the play!

we did GREAT! everyone was really fantastic
and the cast party was really fun!

Ow.
My stomach hurts. And gay Mr. Coffeey from gym made me walk the mile. and i ate cotten candy when i got home, even though thats really not the best thing to do when you already have cramps.

today, i feel asleep in science. almost twice. anthoney woke me up the first time and the second time the bell rang.

i know, i know, im bitching. bad.

skirts summer and Oprah
I am so tempted to wear a skirt tomorrow, exept, in the morning I always feel horrible and am too lazy to try and look half-decent. Every night I think "Courtney, tomorrow you will wake up and ba actually happy!" And every morning I wake up, hating the world.

Play practice all day today, it was alright. I know what I'll do once the play is over, though! I am going to watch Oprah.

I miss Oprah. I miss skirts. I miss summer.

practice
Oh heavens! play practice today and tomorrow
which is good and bad.

movies tonight

pope died.

just boring stuff
Today was...interesting. Play practice was eventful, and not. I basically sat around the whole time waiting for my part, and then when it came all I did was stand there because they were working on lighting and crap.

I'm so tired, and I have so much homework to do. I think I have a C in science and I don't even want to THINK about that history project....what the hell...im screwed.

Easter
Happy Easter!

Today I woke up and the easter bunny gave my sister and i some tres good chocolote. Oh, how i feel bad for people who are allergic to chocolote. Its just so good!

My mom's not feeling well today, so thats not very good. but my grandma is over so she's cooking the ham. for my family, especially my dad's side, holiday's always focus around the food. whens the ham gonna be ready? where is it from? how long should we cook it? what time will we be able to eat and still go to mass? my Grandma brought over shrimp, too, which is kind of a lot of food. but whatdo i care i dont eat fish annyway.

today at mass i am going to wear my red dress from Deisel or however you spell it that i wore in 6th grade graduation, remember? my pretty cancun dress.

im so hyper.

i havent done any of my homework.
i think ill have some chocolote.

nothing much...
Something is definatly wrong with my cat. He's sleeping more than average.

Yeah. ummm..
Happy early Easter!

Because I have nothing better to do...copied from Amy N's xanga
FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: Kindergarden, Lauren Worly
2. First kiss: going into 3rd grade, on the cheeck, Kyle Holmes
3. First screen name: was...Monkeymoonface. im so cool.
4. First pet: a hamster named Rocky
5. First car: not sure yet

LASTS:
1. Last real kiss: like, on the cheek? Friday
2. Last good cry: umm...last month?
3. Last beverage drank: water
4. Last food consumed: cereal
5. Last phone call: for me? yesterday

RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: christina and will
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: haha yesss! Robert

FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: forever 21, macys, pacsun
2. Favorite item of clothing: halter top im too afraid to wear outside

SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: nope
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: garnier frutice (sp??)
3. What are you most scared of: i know its horribly shallow, but being fat
4. What would you change about yourself: stop complaining so much and think about what i say before i say it

FAVORITES:
1. Colors: purple
2: TV show: America's Next Top Model!!
3. Subject in school: haha Orchestra
4. Animals: you gotta love the Walrus.
5. Sports: baseball
6. Movies: Napoleon Dynamite, Titanic, Amelie

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Lied to your best friend: yes
2. Smoked: nope
3. Made yourself throw-up: no
4. Skinny dipped: no
5. Been in love: yes

CURRENT:
1. Clothes: jeans and crappy sweatshirt
2. Music: Mindless Self Indulgence.
3. Make-up: conceler

LAST PERSON:
1. Talked to on the phone: Christina C.
2. Hugged: my sister
3. IMed: Lilly
4. Last person who slept at your house: uhhm..i forget
5. Last persons house you slept at: Christina C...haha, in December

RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: tired and cold
2. Love is: awsome
3. I always think about: what i should be doing...like homework

PAST/FUTURE:
1. 7 years ago: I was in Kindergarden and liked to make books
2. 5 years ago: i was in 3rd grade, best friends being Shavanti and Joyce
3. 3 years ago: I was in fifth grade and best friends were Amy N and Christina
4. 1 hour ago: I was laughing
5. Tomorrow: Robert gets back from his trip, i think. I dont listen very well...so...not positive

10 things that scare me
1. The Ring
2. when i'm taking a shower and my sister comes into the bathroom to fix her hair or something and doesnt tell me
3. scary dreams
4. being lost
5. not knowing what's going to happen next
6. someone kidnapping me
7. being alone
8. that guy at the library...Christina Will Jinri you know who.
9. getting cancer
10. that someday ill get fat hahah

9 random facts about me
1. i hate pasta
2. i wish i wasn't so nervous sometimes
3. i love subtitles
4. i love reading
5. i impulse buy too much
6. i cant dance
7. i wish i knew how to sew or knit
8. i love to write
9. I wish i had a gay best friend

8 things I love
1. writing
2. my family and friends
3. Robert! (awww so sappy)
4. laughing so hard i cant breathe (Will)
5. My cat
6. love stories and movies
7. gum
8. Democrats

7 things I hate
1. Bush
2. Republicans
3. when my dad makes me mad
4. when i wake up and my hairtie from my wrist makes this huge indentation
5. bad teeth
6. How I know i should eat more healthy, but I don't
7. how my family (Dad's side) says "Ohh, have some more! Why don't you like my food come on eat some more food it's your favorite!"

6 things that attract me to the opposite sex
1. hands
2. laugh
3. eyes
4. hair
5. personality
6. sence of humor

5 things I plan to do before I die
1. get married and have kids
2. speak fluent french
3. go to france
4. write something that gets published, possibly a best seller?
5. go on that roadtrip with Will, Christina and Jinri.

4 things I want to do right now
1. see Robert
2. see Lilly
3. shop
4. crack my knuckles...exept i just did so now i dont want to anymore

3 things that annoy me
1. people say picher instead of picture
2. when i know i should practice the violin more and then i don't
3. when i eat too much chocolote

2 things I can do
1. help people with romantic issues (christina haha)
2. not get nervous infront of big crowds

1 thing I cant do
1. eat with chopsticks

I really need to stop complaining.
Today, it hit me. It is Thursday and Spring Break is almost over.
I miss Robert I miss Jinri I miss Lilly I miss summertime.

Ok. Noone likes a whining girl. So from now on, I'm focusing on the positives.

I've said that so many times before...haha. Maybe complaining is a part of who I am. Without my sarcatic remarks on everyday life, what would Will and I laugh at in math class? wait, no. Scratch that. THere's never a dul moment with Will. We would be laughing at HIS sarcastic remarks on life.

I know. Without my complaining, my sister and I would be bored.
There.
There is the reason.

Today my grandpa and grama are over to eat dinner. My grandma will say "Oh, Courtney! Look at you! You're taller than me!"
and my Grandpa will say "So how old are you now, Courtney? Let me tell you my whole life story."

well, not exatly that. but close.