I'm feeling horribly jelous of the people on the hallmark cards.

And I really need to start my homework...

Babysat today...got $10. Hey, better than nothing. The kids were kind of annoying, though. The girl kept on wanting to play house and pretend she was pregnate.

What in the world do you get a boy for valentines day?

update
I feel bad I haven't posted in awhile...but in a way, it actually means I'm doing stuff...stuff other than sitting at home reading other people's xangas.

Right now, im a book whore. Ive been reading this book, I Know This Much is True, by Wally Lamb. Its tres good

well..thats about it! ill update later, i guess

Mall!
Christina, Will, Jinri and I went to the mall yesterday!

It was fantastic to have us 4 together again, just like last year. We had lunch, went shopping, and talked about sixth grade. After Christina left at 2:30, Will, Jinri and I went to Brookstone and looked at all of the pointless stuff there for about a half-hour. Then we wandered around some more, went to Burger King, and waited outside for our parents to pick us up at 4. Jinri left first, then Will and I waited for about 15 minutes until I realized I was at the wrong enterence. Then I went home.

What We Bought:
Christina bought a pair of jeans, hoop earings and candy
I bought A DKNY Jeans top and hoop earings, only mine were a little bigger than Christina's. I got eyeliner too

What We Ate:
Pizza
christina and me got Ice cream
will and irnij got a smoothie
I got coke
will got a burger
jinri kept on giving packs of gum to us, so now eatch of us have several packs

We've decided to get together like this once a month.

This weekend I also went babysitting, once with my sister last night and today by myself. wohoo, earned a whole 17 dollers!

One more thing: I think Toby from Degrassi is the sexiest boy ever!
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just me ranting.
I need to stop looking at other people's xangas and complaining to myself about how everyone else is actually out and doing stuff while i am here at home looking at other people's xangas.

Talked to Jinri yeaterday! It was cool. He says he's doing okay, but I can't help to notice that, from the sound of him, he majorly hates his new school and wants to come back with Will Christina and I. we could be like the Fab 5, only theres only four of us, were not gay, Christina and I are girls, and Will is hopelessly republican.

I had a weird dream last night. I was in this big lecture hall and Luna (A French girl i know who speaks no english) was the only girl i know. she wouldnt even consider me her friend, though. and then, we had to find an old book, and dust came on us, and we had to do these weird challenges and i kept on hanging on to this beam. then all these jocks got mad at me and said "get down!" so i jumped down and it didnt hurt.

I have...the most active imagination and am terribly bored. please, if you dont want to hear any more bitching and or complaining...exit now.

well maybe will has the most active imagination. he wants to have 6 arms.

ok, ok, im done. time to write a report.

what's going on?
Went shopping with my sister today...it was fun. got jeans and some other stuff.

trying to organize the mall extravaganza....

*I changed the layout again. the i-con is of Audrey Tautou, the woman who plays Amelie and Mathilde in A Very Long Engagement*

Joel and Weily, together forever!

we should go double dating. lol, weily's just the cutest thing, and with joel, they'll be happy as clams.


umm...other news! weekend plans:
saturday: mall with sister
sunday: mall with friends
monday: play practice
tuesday: homework

New Layout
*New Layout...the i-con is Am'elie and the title says "All I can Manage for Now, I'm Afraid." I got it from another journal and thought the comment was intelligent and true. French.*

I had play rehersal today, and yesterday, and monday. wow, it just never ends. I like it, though. I like how i can say a new york accent and not look stupid. worked on a song, adelaides lament, and got a 15 minute talking from mrs. karasek about how i should squeeze my butt together when i hit the high note.

"are you squeezing??? squeeze, Courtney, squeeze!"

names
theres a two-hour delay tomorrow!

ok, French names are officially the best names for girls in the entire world. I have decided to change my future slightly. I will now have 1 boy and only 2 girls. these will be their names and in order of oldest to youngest.

1) Nathan Mathéo Depp

2) Amélie Camille Depp

3) Mathilde Amandine Depp

All of these names are on the "Behind the Name: Most Popular Names for Births in France 2001" I will give you the link:

http://www.behindthename.com/top/100fr2001.html

Francefrancefrance!

??
I'm hopeing soo much that maybe...just maybe... i can go to the mall saturday or sunday.

thats about the only news i have.

an entry from christina's xanga:

>>>>well Bush is offically our president for 4 more years. wat fun. did u notice that when Bush became president everything bad started happening? First the year after he was elected president September 11 then he started the war in Iraq and all that Al Queda terrisorst camp thing. Then anthrax scare. What else oh yea the price of gas like shot sky high but thank god it went down. then what was that big big diesease that like killed alot of people in China? i forgot but watever i think it was in his presidency i dont remember. then that president in Urkarnian or however u spell it like got posioned. and the RED SOX WON THE WORLD SERIES!!! WHOA! that is all during the summer before his reelction we had like 50 hurricanies hitting poor Florida in a row. Then right after his cloes win against Kerry the tsnuamia hit. then the mud slide in California. wow after you get through alll this u gotta say this beats Clitons' affair with that other lady by a landslide!!!

Christina, I couldn't have said it better myself. nature is obviously trying to tell us that we have made a trely horrible desision. which get's me wondering...4 more years? Will Bush really still be alive in four more years? I have a really big feeling that something will happen to him.
and all i have to say is that...
REPUBLICANS! I TOLD YOU SO.

just a little democratic
An update! only took me....1.2.3.4 days!

hm. well. ive recoverd for the emotional catharsis (sp) of last entry, no need to worry.

i think, however, tomorrow im going to absoulutly die. because tomorrow is inaguration day, and i dont know if i can handle Bush for FOUR MORE YEARS! HOLY SHIT AMERICA! WERE FCUKED! AND ITS ALL OUR FAULT!

just a bad day
oh boy...

im so cool. i wont be posting or going online for a long while.

everyone has a social life exept me, because of stupid grades. i have no life. and then i feel guilty when i read people's away messeges about how they are places where i'm not...because i feel like steve and i should be out, be doing something. but i feel like it's all my fault. steve is so great and im with him and were together and its nice but...but...it's like everything is just out of arm's length for me. just my luck.

i spent last night babysitting. i spend today reading. tomorrow homework, monday taking a million baths.

i need to stop venting here because i dont know who is reading this. i can only think of 5 people who do, anyway.

an update
My confermation name is going to be Daria.

Tomorrow I am going to talk to Steve, and consult with Joel.

I need some long-sleeved teeshirts.

I need to get off of the computer and do my god damned homework.

Tell me a secret and I'll tell you one of my poems. there actually wuite good. but since there so fantastic, they are only worth a secret of yours. that, or something well known that i do not happen to know about you yet.... *coughbeckkycough*