Lies.
Ok, these are the lies i want to confess to that i've posted on this journal. Yeah, im a sinner. bad.

1) On one of my Music's I pout "Classical, my favorite!" well, classical is not my favorite. Rock is. i feel better already.

2) With the whole Carolyn letter that mrs. Bush thought i wrote, which i didnt, and then i said i wasn't crying when kendall told everyone i was. Actually, i was just a little because i was afraid. I didn't write it of course, but i was afraid i would get suspended of something. I was in 6th grade and wasn't thinking properly.

3) I don't need clothing, i would just like more. so for all of those entries complaining about clothing, well...i was feeling bitchie.


thats all! im so sin-free now. yay! i need to think of a confermation name, i take nameing very seriously. And in the case i actually do get confirmed, I want to have a memorabloe, beautiful name that i 100% love. so, im out.

Saturday
Hey! Saturday mall adventure planning is officially in progress. Now, the only people that we need to inform are Haley, Annie, and Mike D. This is going to be loads of fun if it ever gets off the ground...which it will! Um.yeah. It will.

English was fun. Joel, Will, Chrisitna, Steve, Bella and I just talked because there was a subsitute. I wish every day English was like that. Mrs. Slevin can get sort of pissy.

speaking of pissy...Mrs. Pryde-Haskins. Wow. She was sooo pissy today.

This is about as exiting as its going to get. peace out.

My Conclusion
I've come to the conclusion that i'm probably the only person in the entire 7th grade without a xanga. there. i said it. furthermore, i am most definatly positive that i am the only person that has a woohu journal, as well. so...should i switch to a xanga?

oh, no. no. that would be weird.

umm...new layout! took my about 20 minutes to perfect, but, whatever. oh, i have homework to do now. peace out.

=D steve a. just told me he liked me and he want to go to the movies with me some time!

of course i said yes!

more later.

EDIT

alright! so he asked me out online, really nicely and everything. Stevestevesteve. and, ironically, i have jasmine to thank! i thought that telling her i like steve (well, half trelling her), would be a bad move. but shes really quite good at doing this stuff and such..thanks jasmine!

shit.

ive got to fucking stop this..this...shit. thats going on. with sean. because he just keeps coming back, and i just keep saying no.

it's like lying face down in a ditch and knowing you might as well stay there, because if you look up all you'll see is a big black sky. damned if you do, damned if you dont.

I'm damned if I tell him to shut the hell up and never talk to him again, becuase he is in three of my classes and we are always seeing eatch other in the hallways. And I'm damned if i dont do anything. because then i will still be stuck in this situation, only hopeing that he gets a girlfriend sometime soon and forgets about me. Even though i know that hopeing will get you absoulutly nowhere.

ok. im officially done with complaining about this. no more. its wasteing my time.

A Letter to Oprah
Dear Oprah,

I love you. And, well, I know it's a little early, but I'll ask anyway- Will you be my Valentine? I hope you will take this into consideration and throughly evaluate my proposal. Maybe even dump Stedman for me. I hear you are quite the catch in Canada. Keep me posted, you world-changer, you! Hope to hear from you soon. In the next couple of years would be nice.

-Yours affectionatly,
Courtney

Resolutions
finally! I have decided on my thanksgiving resoloution. To stay positive.

Yes, yes that will go fairly well. Exept..ok. one last rant.

today during social studies, sean sat behind me. and when i handed him a paper i quickly turned around. not bad. then hes like "geez thanks for being so nice about it way to stay positive." or some shit like that. listin, buddy. let me hand out papers the way i want to hand out papers.

Oh! and Hanna stole my Kerry/Edwards bumper sticker magnited to my locker door. i finally caught her, though. and put it back up, just to piss her off.

damn. i need a new resoulution. this positive thing isnt working out. ok, ok. i know. i'll...have fun this year. as much fun as i humanly can. now there's something i can do.

Change Clothes!
SO! Did all of you see Oprah today? Seinfeld reunion! if you didnt...well, too bad. it was a once in a lifetime experience. you know, i always liked Elaine the best.

I just realized a wonderful insight. I tend to camplain a lot. Oh well. its not like theres anything better to do.

oops. I didnt just say that, ok?

umm, i've been thingking, adn have decided to make a thanksgiving resolution. I just don't know what that might be yet...

UPDATE
ALlpoetry is up and running, but Blackboard still isn't. it never liked me anyway.

a bad mood.
Holy crap, nothing is working out for me today. online. not allpoetry, not blackboard, not anything! and i'm really afraid that i lost all of my work. i had some 30 poems, 25 short stories on there, damnit! but no. loging in just doesnt work.

and for blackboard, i need to download and learn a song from theatre arts and THERE wont et me sign in! damnit! god damn everything today.

i'm just sort of in...a bad mood.

break-up!
hmnm...broke up with sean today. over aim. yes, i know that it's low but i didnt want to in person because then i would pass out from fright. umm...he said i could keep the earings he gave me and that he still likes me. damn.

funny, how you suddenly dont want something after longing for it for so long.

Thanksgiving
Happy Thanksgiving!

You know, I think this is going to be a very good thanksgiving. Food-wise and family-wise. no tension or anything! wow.

Highlights of the day
Eating, takeing a walk, discovering Chocolote Nog.

Lowlights of the day
so far, none! oh, exept one.

Fateful Monday...

Dance next thursday. man, i need to take lessons or something because i'm just going to be standing there, talking.

in other news, i think...i think it's time for a new layout.

EDIT
don't you love it?

Lolita-Doll
So, tomorrow I'll be coming in late because I have to have some bloodwork done. HAHA, you suckers got served! Mathmathmath....Hope I miss math.

Oh, my god. Dear, I am quite ready to make a confession. I changed my username at the poetry site to Lolita-Doll. So much better then that Broken-Dolly nonsence.

Ever since I have figured ot who Lolita is (A 12 year old prostitute that lived in eastern Europe who had a love affair with a 45 year old man), I have loved her. Shes so...Lolita! Even if she is fictional. Psh, those authors will try to tell you anything.

Instead of saying "You got it right on the nose!" just point to your nose. It's the cool thing to do.

um. yeah.
Oh, Gavotte, where have you been all of my life?

I have my violin recital Saturday, joy. Hmm...I should get practicing. But I will stay and talk to you, dear, because I have not uppdated in quite some time!

What had been going on lately. Hmmmm....
uh oh. nothing.

I need some drama.