listin to me brag
oMg...PeOpLe WhO TyPe LiKe DiS ShOuLd Be ShOt!!!!1!


I wonder...what will i be like in 3 years...a freshman! i hope to be exatly like i am now. that really wouldn't be bad at all.

right now, i am hapy with everything.

shopping
Today I went to the mall with my mom and...total shopping spree. sort of.
i bought...

New Shoes
Oneill hoodie
Lilu hoodie
long sleeve button-up shirt
short sleeve Vulcom and Stone shit

yay! this might sound shallow, but i feel fabulous.

the movies
Went to the movies with Sean and IRNIJ!!! saw the grudge...veeeery scary i was covering my eyes half the time. but it was really fun. i feel bad, i didn't eat any popcorn and he paid for it. Oh well i drank the soda but then i had to pee really bad for like half the movie.

jinri is doing okay, but he really hates his new school. poor irnij he needs to come back.

sean looked like he really wanted to hold hands or kiss me or something, but i was too freaked out by the movie to really pay attention. at least i know my hair looked nice, i washed and conditioned and blowdried it...very poofy and pretty

so that was my day. and tomorrow...work on the science backboard. EW!

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my absolute favorite song is "white houses" by vanessa carlton.

You know what? for now, everything is going pretty well. Yep, pretty damn awsome!

"It's alright
And it's nice not to be so alone"

another survay
I know, I know. I posted 2ce in one day. Bad.


an X if its true, an _ if its false. add one of your own at the end.

(x) I have never been drunk
(x) I never have smoked pot
(x) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) I never have kissed a member of the same sex
(x) I never crashed a friend's car
(x) I have never been to Japan
(_) I never ridden in a taxi
(_) I never have been in love
(x) I never have had sex
(x) I never have been dumped
(_) I never shoplifted
(x) I never have been fired
(x) I have never cut myself on purpose
(_) I never have been in a fist fight
(_) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(x) I never have been arrested
(x) I never made out with a stranger
(x) I never stole anything from my job
(x) I never celebrated New Year's in Time Square
(x) I never went on a blind date
(_) I never lied to a friend
(x) I never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(x) I never have been to Europe
(x) I never skipped school
(x) I never slept with a co-worker
(x) I never have thrown up in a bar
(x) I never have eaten sushi
(x) I never have been snowboarding
(_) I never have been happy with myself
(_) I never have met a movie star
(x) I never went to a prom
(x) I never bungee jumped
(_) I never have been to a pop concert
(x) I never have dated someone for over a year
(x) I never ate a mango
(x) I never killed anyone before
(x) I never went sailing
(x) I have never had a job
(_) I have never told someone how much they meant to me.
(x) I never have gone sky diving
(x) I never ran outside and danced in the street naked.
(x) I have never had a lesbian/gay close friend.
(x) I have never watched C-SPAN for over an hour.
(_) I have never been out of the country
(x) I have never made out in a carwash
(x) I have never gone night swimming with a hot person of the opposite sex
(_) I have never eaten peanut butter.
(x) I have never seen Citizen Kane all the way through.
(x) I have never broken a bone.
(_) I have never been able to think of original "I have nevers"
(x) I have never enjoyed eating veal
(x) I have never been whale watching
(x) I have never stayed up until 10 AM listening to music
(_) I have never seen real boobies
(x) I have never watched the original Star Wars Trilogy in order without stopping.
(_) I have never gotten my hair cornrowed

stuff...
Today....a lot of running around. Went to breakfast with my mom then got a scale that measured in grams for my science experiment. I should be working on homework.

Highlights of the day
My mom said that she'll buy me one of those pink breast cancer bracelets. All I need to do is find out where to buy it!

lowlights of the day
Dad being annoying.

accomplishment of the day
ooo, new one! I got Carey hooked on the o.c!

yay!
Today's my birthday!!!! Im officially 13! I got nice things. Sean gave me these GORGEOUS j.lo earings....soo pretty! Then Will and Sean sat with me at lunch....


great day!

WHAT THE HELL?
Okay. I am not angary that Bush won. I am disgusted. Just so...amazed! This is the worst leader of all time, folks, and what do you do? Vote for him AGAIN! Because America is ignorant. We never learn anything from our mistakes. So, happy trails! You voted for him, you pay for him. I don't wanna see anyone that voted for this disgusting man complaining about him 2 years later when he calls for a draft and your brother is going to Iraq! Oh, no.

Don't ask for what you want, people. Because you just might get it.

I am disgusted.
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Highlights of the day
Sean asked me for my locker #. He told me he got me earings. Seeing a Kerry bumper sticker. Knowing that my birthday is Friday.

Lowlights of the day
Bush winning. Knowing that hope is not on the way. Knowing that I have 4 more years of this bullshit to go through. Not knowing Jinri's phone number. Knowing that I need to start on my science project tomorrow or I will not be able to get it done.

Anyone want to do my homework?
I just saw Oprah. And...Johnny Depp! Sigh. I almost fell off of the couch from leaning in so far to the t.v. Is it humanly possible for someone to be that hot? I guess so.

Procrastinating on my homework... The 4-day weekend is almost to an end. Tear. SHIT WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?? I CANNOT POSSIBLY WORK ON HOMEWORK. IT IS THE WORST THING...EVER!!

umm...i have to go. Johnny Depp overload.

I Could be a Writer...
Best not be forgetting my birthday is Friday, fools!

Yout know what? I should be wearing more jewlrey. Everyone wears jewlry exept me. But I always feel akward with it on, because I know that I bought that for myself. And in all the movies, the guys always buy the girl jewlry. Sigh. Oh well. For right now, Courtney Shall remain only with a Livestrong braclet, which is hardly even counted as a bracelet at all.

I could be a writer. I could sit at home all day and write write write, without ever going outside and only watching t.v when Real Time with Bill Mahr is on. I would't be lonley, because I like being be myself. I like listining to my brain and typing my thoughts onto a keypad, and having everyone go "wow, that's really good!"

Until next time.

What I did today
So! Today was a fabulous day, darlings. I watched t.v, went online, watched t.v, went online, then went outside and tried to skateboard with Sean.

I say try because I failed. miserably. but it was still very fun. We went (by went i mean he skated, I walked,) to his house and then tried to skate some more. Met the parents, met the brother who was singing "Courtney and Sean, sitting in a tree!" his name is Matt and he's 9. then walked back to my house.

It was really nice, we were talking a lot. and there wern't any uncomfertable scilences! I have officially overcome my worst fear! (besides the dark, of course. I am still slightly afraid of the dark.) We talked about everything, including Jinri.
Jinri we all miss you!

So I had a fantastic day, yep! happy holloween!

New Layout!
It's just ever so pretty!

syndicated columnists
I could be a syndicated columnist. I could write about how cool you are if you have a livestrong bracelet, how to talk to a guy that lives in PA named Cary, how to write awsome stuff, what to do when everyone starts cursing, and the rules of living nearly next to will.

1)He knows where you live, so you should look at least halfway decent if you go outside

2)for gods sake, dont sing in the car because he can see you

3)dont put your finger in your mouth and put in in and out while near stoplights because he can see you doing that, too

(:= haha, guess, fool!

Today was pretty interesting. But i've noticed something parculier over thepast couple months. oh-so-good born again christinans, mormans, straight-a students...you name it, there cursing. I started this trend, people. I pulled the mothers out of this mouth looong before Jeramy! (Sorry Jeramy. Nothing personal.)

ANYway... I have a throte (sp???) thing going on. It's sore and it hurts.

this 4 day weekend better be one hell of a great time! AHHH! ONE WEEK TILL MY BIRTHDAY!! Today was Alisons and Weilys...happy 13!

nerves.
Yesterday night, Sean told me he liked me and invited me to the dance at the end of the quarter. I said yes, but i had no idea that there even was a dance! Now my new delemma is what i am going to wear to this thing. I might have to beg my mom to give me an early birthday present and buy me a new outfit.

so...interesting day. during first period i felt really nervous, and during 2nd i did too. i kept on thinking about the dance. what if i fall? What if there are akward scilences? And most importantly, WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO?? I AM THE WORST DANCer in THE WORLD!!!
seriously! I took a dance class in camp last year...hahaha NO! i didnt understand one move, which just happened to be half of the dance, and...torture. terrible.

i have no rythem.

so...a bit of a delemma to say the least. i just hope amy is there with steven or christina with some friends so if i fall or something i can be like "Ill be right back!" and grab christina and get the f out of there.

This is so pathetic. I am supposed to know what to do if something like this happens. I am supposed to just know.

anyway, the rest of the day i just kind of went through the motions. felt retarted in history but thats another story.

just wish me luck!