uh oh!
uh oh!
here we go!
ooooOOOOoooOOo- sorry. i had a christina moment.

ANYway...akward. i think that a..ahem...boy, is a little obsessed with me.

drama!

Here we go.
Today was ok, it just felt kind of empty in english class without Urnij. I hope he's ok in that new school.

Ahg! Someone is annoying me terribly right now. And i'm afraid they wont stop until...oh, December i guess.

10 more days until my birthday!!

Family Photo Day
Family photo day! Joy! And it started of terribly.

After takeing a shower (GET OUT OF THE SHOWER YOUR SISTER NEEDS HOT WATER TOO! my mom yelled) I tried on my gray sweater. But it just looked so incredibly terrible on me, and was very upset and was crying. Yes, I cry over stupid gray sweaters that i used to think looked great on me but now suddenly look horrible.
Thank god my sister found a nice black shirt for me to wear.

Went to the photo place, and there was about a half hour wait even though we had an appointment. there were so many babies! I felt akward, because i am not good around children. So i was still sulking until finally the lady called us. Most of the shots were rediculous, but we found one we liked.

anyway, went out to lunch and now im home. at 5:30 my uncle is gonna pick Colleen and I up to babysit our cousins, we'll be back around 11 tomorrow.

But I digress. my point is, i need clothing. clothing! I NEED CLOTHING, PEOPLE!

Bye Jinri! You are a great person and all of us will miss you very much. But it's ok, because were going to see you. We always knew the day would come, but never this soon! Urnij, everyone will like you at Luther Jackson i dont know what there talking about. How can they not?

Jinri's last day, lots of goodbyes and lots of "we'll miss you's!" Will, Christina, Jirni and I took a picture with Mrs. Slevin's camera phone, i hope she gives it to us. We were all talking about memories of him in English while eating cookies Matt made, yumm they were good.

Tomorrow I have to babysit my cousins, i'll be staying there overnight. whooaa...thats gonna be the 3rd time i've seen them in 2 months. a new record, maybe?

hmm
hmm...
i was happy before when i heard the song, and i was happy almost all day, but then i keep on thinking about jinri.

highlight of the day
Going on feild trip, missing 6 classes. talking to cary. hearing song.

lowlight of the day
jirni's last day being tomorrow, haveing to much homework, letting go of...soething. shh, i can't tell. its a secret.

Livestrong.
I, Courtney, officially Livestrong. Christina gave me the braclet in 2nd period and I gave her $3...in quarters. but $3 none the less. It has been...an interesting experience. Today, for example, all day I was looking at people's wrists and seeing if they Livestrong. Many do. Even at the shoestore and Starbucks. Then, I make a mental note who does and who doesn't. In school, mostly people who want to fit in, think they are cool or are actually so cool they barley even show the bracelet off.

Then, in public, mostly people 30 or younger tend to wear them. There was one lady in the shoe store who did. She was buying average stlye shoes, neither in or out of fashion. She must be in the "trying to fit in category, like I. In Starbucks, there was a preppy cashier who Livedstong. She was "im so cool i dont even show it of."

I think way too much.

Highlights of the day.
I Livestrong. Will thinks that the guy that sits next to me in orchestra, Soonho, likes me. I belive this to be untrue. Brittney, a real bitch of a girl, started yelling at me in math because I thought that it wasn't too late to change your schedule. She is officially my arch enemy.

Highlights of yesterday
I talked to my friend Lilly's friend, Cary. He seems like a nice guy. two people think that Garrett and I should go out.

Livestrong
Oh, journal. I'm so sorry for neglecting you...I don't mean to, I swear. Tear. Will you ever forgive me?

Christina (I) is going to give me a Livestroung braclet tommorow....YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL FINALLY LIVE SRTONG!!!!!

and I only have to pay her $3.

in english 2 days ago, we had to write about what our dreams are for the future. and you know what? I couldn't really think of one. I finally decided I want to be happy.

But... I still feel like i should rewrite it or something. because i want to be more than happy.

Well, Jirnri's last day here is Friday. Oh my god. i will miss him so much...god. hes so cool!

What would it be like?
Recap of oc. 16th
Yesterday was fun if you didnt notice my friend alison and i updated at her house. then when i got home my parents went out to dinner so it was just my sister and i until about 11. fell asleep about 1.

ahhh. i was reading a sappy book before i went to sleep and it was so pretty! i almost cried. but in actuallity i have only cried, really cried, from one book, Ghost Boy, from where someone dies all the way to the very last page. sob.

i guess i'm telling you all more then you want to know.

so today...today i might go to the mall or something. dunno yet.
until next time.

alisons house
helllo!!!!!!! this is alison typin for courtney!!!!!!!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHH!!!!!!! courtneys birthday is comin sooon!!!![11.5] dont forget her present!!! or else.... =X heheheh..... welll as a matter of fact my birthday is comin up too!!!!!! [10.29] we ran in the rain, danced, and drank =D heehe...

peace out, homies. =D

none?
so...my birthday is comeing up in only (onetwothree...) 20 days!

maybe someday ill write a post that actually is meaningful...but until then, no.
tomorrow?

so...alison's supposed to call me today. she's probably still sleeping. HAHA i actually woke up earlyyy!

oh my. the one who birthed me is talking to our cat. god, she must be really bored.

Ms. Pryde-Haskins
my back hurts and I cannot wait for the weekend. Today was pretty fun, went by quickly. The only part of the day i didn't like was history. Kyle and Robert were laughing the ENTIRE TIME we were watching a video. and before that they were like "SHHHH!SHHHH!!!!" i wanted to strangle them be like "WTF? be quietttttt I can't hear myself think! SHHHH!!!"

of course i didnt. i just tried to ignore them, which really can be quite the chore.

ms. pryde haskins, my science teacher, is so pitiful. I feel like takeing the college ring off off her marrige ring finger, sending her to extreme makeover then what not to wear the british version, then the bachlor and after they break up the bachlorette. then amish in the city, just for the hell of it.
she'll be known as the most-appered on reality t.v show lady ever. and she will no longer be my science teacher.

sigh. i need to stop thinking about her life and more of what needs to be donein mine.

my head hurts.

democrat. i am a democrat.
marrige is love.
furthermore,

i am going to eat mcdonalds today. so i am happy happy. wohoo! or shall i say woohu? tushea, courtney!

shit!
shit! i accidentaly deleted my previous entry. that makes 2 mistaked entries.

so for this week in our english notebooks, we have free choice. i'm going to put in my short story Always. but im going to have to change a name...whoops.

I love the name Ophelia. I think it is beautiful and refined and daring and expressive and GORGEOUS! i really should change my screen name to something with ophelia in it. hmmm...
more later.