well, jinri, i was wrong. very very wrong
hm. today i learned that penguins, can, infact, be gay. they are also prostitutes.
i shit you not.

http://www.amonline.net.au/archive.cfm?id=575

AND

http://www.jrn.columbia.edu/studentwork/cns/2002-06-10/591.asp

so, now do you understand why gay people think that it's no big deal if your gay? Penguins are, for god sakes!

also, my friend Jinri thought prostitution was legal. it is not, at least, for humans.
but it definatly is for penguins

confusion
im so.....
confused?
see? i dont even KNOW if im confused. thats how confused i am.

Pin!!
hm. interesting week. i got a huge pink that says "I Love Math" on it. hehehe. Seehoon gave it to me, isn't that cool of him?
yes, yes, i know it is, too.

i need some new t-shirts.
who wants to go to the mall with me saturday?
e-mail if u do!

~Courtney~

You Are My Drug
youaremydrug
there when i need a fix
of hope,
laughter.

and
g o n e
are my worries.
all worries.
no more pain.

right
left
about an hour ago
now wrong
has
taken over
the aberdextrious

i am trying to make a new journal, but all of the other sites really suck. i feel like just paying th $2. maybe i actually will! yes, yes, i think i wil. i simply cannot part with this journal..too many memories.

a long survay
{[Beginning]}
1-What time is it?: 4:10 pm
2-What is the date?:April 21st, 2004
3-Why are you filling this out?: bored

{[ Me You ]}
1-Name:Courtney
2-Do you like it?: I guess
3-Nicknames: Court, C
4-If you could change your first name, what would it be?: theres soo many names...i have no clue
5-DOB:
6-Height:no clue
7-Hair color: Brown/blond
8-Eye color: blue
9-Where do you live?: not tellin
11-Do you like it? Why/Why not: its so BORING!!
12-Where were you born?: a hospital, duh
13-Astrological sign: Scorpio....rawr
14-Shoe Size: 7
15-School: not telling

{[ Family ]}
1-Parents' names: Mom and Dad
2-Do you have any siblings?: yes
3-If so, what are their names and ages?: Colleen 15
4-Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: nope
5-Pets (names and what they are): A cat named Monty
6-Do you like your family: Depends on what day it is.
7-Favorite relative: My cousins and sister

{[ Favorites ]}
1-Number: 7
2-Color: orange
3-Car: none
4-Season: summer
5-Holiday: Valentines day
6-Month: July
7-Day of the week: Saturday
8-Grade so far: 1st! so simple...
9-Sport: gymnastics...is that a real sport? if not, baseball
10-Class: writing
11-Teacher so far: Mr. Nocco
12-Drink: Vinella Coke
13-Candy: anything chocolote
14-Food: conolli's
15-Fruit: apples, i guess
16-Veggie: none, im not a vegetable person..
17-Dessert: conollis
18-TV show: Real World, Simpsons, Cribs, stufff like that
19-Radio station: 99.5, 101.1
20-CD: Parachutes
21-Movie: Titanic
22-Songs: Yellow by Coldplay
23-Word: dont have one...
24-Phrase: "be happy! hahahahaha..."
25-Animal: Cows, Flamingos
26-Flower: red roses, gardenias, Lillies
27-Clothing store: Macy's i guess

{[ this or that ]}
1-Me/You: you
2-AOL/AIM : aol
3-CD/Cassette: CD
4-DVD/VCR: VCR
5-Radio/CD: CD
6-Jeans/Khakis: jeans
7-Car/Truck: car
8-Corvette/Camero:Corvette
9-Strong/Weak: strong
10-Upset/Pissed: pissed
11-Tall/Short: medium!
12-Lunch/Dinner: lunch
13-Abercrombie/Hollister: Abercrombie
14-Gap/Old Navy: Gap
15-Nsync/BSB:they both suck
16-Britney/Christina:Christina
17-Love/Lust: love
18-Rocky Horror Picture Show/ Grease:Grease
19-Inside/Outside: both
20-Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipstick
21-Silver/Gold: silver
22-Piercings/Tattoos: Piercings.
23-Football/Basketball:basketball
24-Thunder/Lightning: lightning.
25-This/That: this

{[ Friends ]}
1-Who is your best guy friend?: Will, jinri, and james
2-Do you get along with people easily?: yea
3-Why/Why not:b/c im friendly! hi!
4-Who have you known the longest?: Christina
5-Who do you dislike the most?: Olivia!!!gr!
6-Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?:a friend, but not like, my best
7-Craziest: Will
8-Loudest: Will
10-Quietest: Annie and Weily
11-Sweetest: Annie
12-Most caring: Christina
13-Most understanding: Christina
14-Best dressed: Jasmine
15-Biggest flirt: Brian
16-Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: Amy and Chris
17-Cutest couple: Me and James, duh
18-Most loyal: um, all of us i guess
19-Most athletic: wow. a lot.
20-If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: My sister, b/c shes awsome, and James, because hes my b/f!
21-If you could date ONE guy friend, who would you date and why?: someone that im not dateing now? um....maybe....yea i would be single
22-If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?: I'd be gay.
23-Most likely to be on a Most Wanted show: Joshua
24-Most likely to be a stripper: Jinri!!
25-Doctor: Christina
26-Teacher: um..me?
27-Stay at home Mom: Weily
28-One you'd travel across the world with: Lilly
29-If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take?: Christina, James, Amy W, Amy N, and Will, because james doesnt want to be the only boy, and he makes me laugh a lot
31-Who would do anything for a thousand credits?: in school?...Amy W
32-Who has the nicest parents?: Amy N
33-Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: Christina
34-Who is the most like you?: me

{[ Love + Relationships ]}
1-Do you have a bf/gf?: yup
2-If not, do you have a crush?: no
3-If so, who?:
4-What about them do you like so much?:hes nice and funny and cute and cool
5-How long have you known them?: about 3 years i think
6.-What are they like?: Funny and nice and sweet
7.-Made you cry?:no way man
8-If you're single, why do you think you are?:
9-Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: Mark Adams, he was in my pre-school class before we moved. Oh, Mark...lol
10-Do you miss them (if you're not still together)?: nope
11-Who is one person you've liked but NEVER said a thing?: well that would be breaking the "NEVER said a thing" thing, now wouldnt it?
12-Who is the most beautiful person you know?: Lilly

{[ Past ]}
1-If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: i dont have any regrets.
2-Do you have any regrets?: no mam
3-Last thing you said: i forget...
4-Last song you heard: i forget...
5-Last person you talked to: My mom

{[ Present ]}
1-What are you doing right now?: Takin this damn quiz
2-What CD is in your CD player?:coldplay...yey!
3-Are you cold?: nope..haha..thats ironic.
4-How are you sitting?:legs on the desk
5-Is there music on?: no
6-What time is it?: 4:29
7-Where are your parents?: work, and my moms here

{[ Future ]}
1-How old will you be when you graduate high school?:19
2-Are you going to get married?: hopefully
3-Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?:idk
4-Are you going to have children?: i want to
5-If yes, how many?: 4
6-What will you name them?: Anntonetta, Valentina,Those would be twins) Celeste, and Jack
7-Do you want to go to University?: idk
8-Which college: idk
9-What kind of job will you have: a writer or artist or lawyer
10-What's your expectations for when your 25?: almost married, a second hold in my ear, and a belly button ring

{[ Have you ever ]}
1-Drank: yes
2-Smoked: no
3-Skinny Dipped: no
4-Prank called the police: no
5-Been followed, etc. by the police:no
6-Been high: no
7-Met someone off the net: yes
8-Been in a fist fight: yes
9-Punched your sibling/parent: yes (sibling)
10-Wished you'd die: no
11-Tried to commit suicide:no
.12-Broken a bone: no
13-Driven illegally: no
14-Thrown things at your parents: no
15-Had parents throw things at you: no
16-Runaway: no
17-Filled out a survey this long?:no

{[ Others ]}
1-Do you write in cursive or print?: cursive mostly
2-Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrous: Lefty
3-Do you believe in Gods?: no
4-What do you think of rainbows?: the gays stole the rainbow! i mean, im all for gay rights and stuff, but every once in awhile i would like to wear something rainbow and not have people think that im gay!
5-Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: yes
6-If not, do you want any, where?: belly button and more on my ear..weve been through this!
7-What do you think of Eminem?: he is a troubled little fellow, but talented.
8-Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: um, yea!
9-What do you think of Britney and Justin?:I dont really care
10-If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: Italy or N.Y
1-Do you drive? no
12-Do you have braces or glasses?: no
13-Like milk and cookies?: i guess
14-Ever worn black nail polish?: yes
15-What color nail polish do you have on?: none
16-Do you do things even when your parents say no?: yea sometimes
17-What is your favorite song to "rock out" to?: "i wont be ignored by that group
18-Ever taken anything from a hotel?: yes. hehehe....
19-Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: yup
20-If so, for how long?:i dont know, i dont have a stopwatch handy at all times
21-If not, why not?: because i dont have one! im so pressured into getting a stopwatch, god dammit!
22-Do you think this is stupidly long?: nah
23-Did you like it?: not really
24-Why/Why not: idk

{[ Finish ]}
1-What time is it?: 4:35
2-What is the date?: i already said!
3-Why did you just do this?: jesus...