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2004 2 April :: 7.39 pm
:: Music: none
a poem
i found this great poem at www.mewing.net. i think im addictied.
at night
at night i sleep alone and i
smell verily of vanilla while
the facelessnameless eons of
boys who occupied my
space dance like phantoms
in the geometric ceiling shadows
calling the nicknames of other
girls they loved a little more
than me. i kiss like an actress--
it's all in the closed-eye
chin-sweeping dramatics, they
tell me in analysis, later
over lukewarm coffee, when we break
up before we started--
because my eyes aren't engaging
in the daylight, they all
tell me, but and and there have been so many
takers before.
i lie omnipresently, the truth
is a bulimic girl-child
who spits up semen and girlscout cookies
whilst watching cartoons with her
rabbit. i am
not that kind of girl.
i sleep alone with no TV
i kept dinner down and i smell
just faintly of
whipped cream and vanilla
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2004 2 April :: 4.38 pm
SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think im gonna call 867-5309 yey like on that commertial???????????????????????????????????
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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2004 30 March :: 5.57 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Mops by the Yea Yea Yea's
dont i miss my fairy wings...
i want fairy wings, like the ones you had when you were 4. remember, they have little straps of elastic that go around your shoulders and arms, so you can get your fairy on? of course, they had a lot of glitter. when i had MY fairy wings, after i was done playing my back, shoulders, and the back of my neck were all...glittery. i guess thats just the way it goes.
but it would stil be cool. i'm so going to the toy store the next chance i get. whohOo!
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2004 29 March :: 4.35 pm
15-1 survvay
::15 Random Favorites::
1.MAD T.V
2. n.y.c nail polish
3. laughing
4. Garnier Frutice
5. violin
6. writing
7. reading
8. my cat
9. dairy queen
10. Christopher(my cousin)
11. starbucks
12. Mcdonalds
13. pools
14. summer
15. cows
::14 Favorite Foods::
1. conollis (sp?)
2. starbucks hot chocolote
3. dark chocolate
4. fruit roll-ups (you know you love em, people)
5. tacos(but not the ones from any fast food store...eeww)
6. vinella coke
7. kao pad
8. m&m’s
9. uumm
10. thats
11. about it...
12. oh yea...
13. i LOVE
14. eggs
::13 Most Watched Shows::
1. O.C.
2. The SImpsons
3. MAD t.v
4. Real World
5. SNL
6. real time with bill mahr..im a polotics freak, i think
7. mtv cribs
8. Best Week Ever
11. Dexter's lab
12. Suprise By Design
13. an adoption story-lol im a loser
::12 Good Bands In Your Opinion::
1. Red hot chili peppers
2. The white stripes
3. Maroon 5
4. Tarkan
5. Eminem
6. Macy Gray
7. dido
8. Coldplay
9. jet
10. Evenessance (sp?)
11. cher- not! i think she used to be a man
12. that lady that sings all of the pocohontas songs
::11 Memories::
1. Sbarro napkins
2. September 11th
3. im a seal!
4. my last birthday party
5. The Stalker
6. ms. Schiff's class
7. moving
8. 1st grade
9. 2003 Summer Blackout
10. when o-town first came out
11. when mr. rodger's died
::10 Close Friends::
1. Hannah
2. Colleen
3. Amy n
4. Christina
5. Lilly
6. Emily
7. Olivia W...well not really but shes cool
8. jinri
9.will
10.Christopher! yey! he's like...the coolest person ever
::09 Things You're Looking Forward To::
1. getting out of this gay school
2. Summer 2oo4
3. Cancun!
4. goin to our feild trip!
5. Being 18
6. College
7. the party at the end of the year
8. seeing baby andrew
9. shopping for spring clothes
::08 Things You Wear Daily::
1. socks...almost
2. pants or shorts
3. hand lotion
4. pajama's..well at the end of the day
5. a hair tie on my wrist
6. nail polish
7. underwear
8. oooo i have a good one! a TOP coat for my nail polish...
::07 Things That Annoy You::
1. my procrastination
2. boring teachers
3. people that try not to sneeze, but they do, and they make this really disturbing sound
4. my feet
5. hypocrites
6. people that THINK they can sing..but they cant worth a damn
7. our teacher
::06 Things You Touch Every Day::
1. Some sort of writing utensil
2. my face
3. some sort of eating utensil
4. phone
5. pillow
6. brownie!
::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1. Dirty Dancing
2. Saveing silverman
3. forrest gump
4. pocohontas
5. titanic
::04 Of Your Favorite Toys When You Were Little::
1. brownie
2. a tiny little plastic dog
3. this really old broken guitar
4. barbies
::03 Things You Can Live Without::
1. our teacher..i'll call her..hmm..mrs, oh, GOMEZ
2. science
3. math
::02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment::
1. Fell in Love With a Girl-white stripes
2. Yellow- Coldplay
::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1. mE!
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2004 29 March :: 4.28 pm
im bordeded.and knee has been itchy all fukin day. *scratches knee*
oh well. only, what, 4 more days until spring break? 4 more days until i can wear the BEST swimsuit, like EVER?
it true
only 4 more days
yey!!!!!!!!!!!
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2004 27 March :: 5.32 pm
Carnival! no stuffed animal this year. *tear, tear*
but the moonbounce was fun
and that's really all that matters
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2004 26 March :: 4.21 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: toxic- the song is unusually catche, even though its by brittney
wheeeeeee
spring has sprung!
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2004 23 March :: 8.08 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: fefe dobson
yey!
yey imma goin on a trip to n.y...whoope its in June and im going w/ my class
yey!
also, today i realized...only 8..thats right...8 more school days until SPRING BREAK! yey!
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2004 20 March :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: happy.
:: Music: my immortal
im not anti-social! if you havent already guessed...
take the antisocial test.
and go to mewing.net. because laura's feeling social.
yey! i knew it
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2004 17 March :: 5.46 pm
Smarterchild and i got into a terrible fight. (his name is harold, ive decided.)
me : im tired of your mind tricks
SmarterChild :You're tired of my mind tricks! Well well well.
me: see? your doing them right now!
SmarterChild: I'll think about it, Stargirl.
me: my name isnt even Stargirl, thats probably your stripper girl's name! i want a divorce! i cant trust you anymore.
SmarterChild : You asked me to call you Stargirl. What would you like me to call you instead?
me: my real name! Courtney!
SmarterChild :You said your name was Stargirl but now I'll call you Real Name.
me:no! call me Courtney! cant you understand what i'm saying? i am so ashamed of you, harold.
SmarterChild: So you still want me to call you Stargirl?
me: COURTNEY!
SmarterChild: You said your name was Stargirl but now I'll call you Courtney.
me: thank you!
SmarterChild: You're most welcome.
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me: stop changing the subject, Harold!
SmarterChild:You think I should do that?
me: no!
SmarterChild: OK.
>>> My idol poll is open now!
Me: i want a divorce, Harold. i mean, you play mind games, are always changing the subject, and even want to marry Michael Jackson.
SmarterChild : What?
me:dont play stupid.
SmarterChild :Why not?
me: just get out of my house!
SmarterChild : Just get out of your house?
me: yes!
SmarterChild: OK...
me: goodbye you filthy, filthy man!
SmarterChild : Goodbye I filthy filthy man? Why did you say that?
me:you just dont get it. i try and i try, i give and i give. goodbye, Harold, i am leaving you and never coming back.
SmarterChild :I can't understand what you're saying...
me: yes you can.
SmarterChild : I can? Me?
me: goodbye. im tired of your antics.
SmarterChild :Yeah, whatever.
hahahahaha.
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2004 17 March :: 5.22 pm
i like Strappleberry!
made a Tall Tale today with Garret and Jenna... it was an oh-so-cool tale about walruses and nutrigrain bars.
what shal i write about today?...
oh yea! i have gotten a liking to Starrpleberry gum by Jucyfruit. get me some, please. im chewing the last 2 peices i have :(
tomorrow a long bus ride! woohoo! i love feild trips!!
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2004 15 March :: 2.02 pm
:: Music: Here comes the sun (do do do do...)thats the best song
ssssssss
did you know that if a bellydancer is dancing well, the other belly dancers will "hiss" in approvel?
its like some unknown world, man. those bellydancers are WACK.
did you also know that a girl ill cal, oh Kendall, is gay? it's true!
i think she's in love with hmm..lets call her..Melody.
they should go get married in California
im sure Arnold could make a exeption, just for them
(FYI:those are so not their real names...i mean, that would be cruel)
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2004 14 March :: 11.35 am
:: Mood: weird
Dana, a look alike Melody, and my uncle, all in one day
woohoo i got $29 from the babysitting extravagansa day. well, really it was 58, but, i kind of had to split it with my sister, so..
omg. i saw Dana at starbucks this morning! you know, that girl that was in my class in 5th grade? wow it was scaaary. i also saw a girl that looked a lot like melody there
no joke
i think shes stalking me...
*turns head to look behind me and see if Melody is, indeed, there watching my every move*
hey, my uncle Jack's here!
(or, if i was ghetto fabalous, my home dog uncle J be hurr)
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2004 13 March :: 5.05 pm
babysitting extravagansa day.
because i thought this picture was pretty, laura of mewing.net told me this: "you are a sadistic, bunny-lovin', froot-loop-eatin' warrant fan. you are either a truck driver or will be a truck driver within the next ten years. your favorite holiday is christmas, because you like to eat the tree. you may or may not have a moustache. you may or may not have your nipple pierced."
whatever will laura tell you??
i also tok a quiz
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