schedules!
Got my scheduleee. As far as I know, I have 6 classes with Will (one less than last year.), 5 with Chris, and 5 with Amy N. Tomorrow I shall call up Joely and find out what team he's on, Christina and leave her a long detailed messege about my team and how she better get back from vaca soon, and Melanie because she called me today and I was away.

How exciting.

The Future
So some people are bitches.

My legs are so smooth...it took me like 30 minutes to shave them correctly and use this lotion that coost a rediculous $7 I bought randomley in SC. But it was worth it. The lotion works pretty damn well.

Last night was good. Talked to Zach and Chris. Chris is cool. But, of course, I bet everyone already knew that. And Zach is..well...Zach. Which is always fantastic.

Shit, next year's gonna be hard. Zach and I are going to try to stay together, but, you know. Seperate schools. I have a pretty good feeling that a lot of girls are gonna be all over him that will actually be his type and taller and thinner with better teeth and darker hair. Sometimes, in the words of What My Mother Doesn't Know, I just know things. Like last night. And I'm being as logical and rational and practical as possible as I can right now. Even though, being naïve is so fun.

I am roughly thirty pages away from finishing Lolita, and the past week I finished reading Whores on the Hill and To Kill a Mockingbird. Both of those books were really well written.

I'm a dork.

Vaca
Got back from vacation yesterday night! it was fun. missed zach. talked to will a couple times, everyone, he gets back the 30th.

i got a huge ass packet of chamber orchestra music that i have to be able to somewhat play by the 2nd and i dont evern have my violin right now. its at the shop getting re-strung and new bow hair.

umm...maybe i should be productive today. but maybe not.

because these are my last two weeks of freedom and damnit it they're not enjoyable.

Great Start!
Someone shoot me now. My family's driving me crazy and the vacation hasn't even begun.

Oh, heavens...

walk and beach
Took a walk today with Zach. Had no make-up on. He was filthy from laying down in the street. And we must have looked strange, but, whatever. We walked and finally settled on a bench there were all these people there...hahah. Staring at us. Because in the words of the Flock of Four, we were "macking like crazy!" lol. I love Zach, so much. The day really couldn't have been better. I'll miss him when I'm on vacation...and next year when we're in seperate schools...hmm i guess ill be missing him all the time from now on.

speaking of which, i will be in south carolina the 11th-20th. So no posts then, because of no computer. Beach! yay!

Today I messed around with make-up for a solid hour, and it was really fun. I made myself have fantastically red lips and "luminous, pearly skin" and have the biggest eyelashes, ever. Then my mom said she got this free bag of all this Estee' Lauder stuff and i could pick whatever i wanted out of that...got eye make-up remover, lip gloss, and mascara.

whee!

Photos!
Today, my sister took her senior class pictures. I was so emotional when I saw them, she looks so pretty and grown-up! Then I started to cry a lot because I realized that this will be her last year in high school...after that, Colleen's going to be in college! I will miss her so much.

Today I'm an emotional wreck...lol can anyone guess why?

boring stuff..
Today I babysat 2 families and made $17! Not bad, Courtney! Not bad at all.

I love America's Next Top Model. There has been a marathon on VH1 of it all weekend...good stuff. It would be so neat, to be a model. See the world and wear designer clothes and have everyone love you? Who wouldn't take that oppurtunity? But, I could never be a model. Just a wish.

Today I watched harry potter 2, and am increasingly glad that i had no interest in that shit. harry potter sucks, i dont care what anyone says! I felt like shooting myself in the head. hah.

New Layout
New layout! The i-con is charactor Gareth from a British sitcom The Office, a flipping awsome show. Love.

Got $25 today, from babysitting my cousinsss! I like my outfit i'm wearing.

Will called today from Utah, yaay! We caught up on our lives and hes not coming back until the 30th! how depressing...i miss him.

Yesterday + Today
Yesterday
At 4:00, went on a walk with Zach. It was tres hot outside but no matter, because we were mostly in woods and things like heat become irrelivent when you're around someone you love so much. So we walked and we talked about nothing really important, and we sat. We sat down pretty long, hahah. Then we both went home.

Today
At 9, woke up. Packed my stuff and went to Christina's house, where Lam, Mihn, their CUTE baby cousin (I'm not even gonna try to spell our her name because I know I;ll get it wrong,) and Erin. Christina's brother and 3 boy cousins were also over. It was fun, we watched last years' 6th grade play, sang kareoke, ate pizza, and played fooseball. I was so happy, the aforementioned baby cousin let me hold her! She's so cute. Too bad she didn't know what I was saying, though. If only I spoke Viet...

Even though it would of been awesome if Joel, Will, and Jinri could have come, it was nice to hang out with just girls. I can't really remember the last time that I did! Everything now includes boys, boyfriends, and crushes, it seems. Since I have a fair amount of guy friends, probably more than girls, I sort of forgot how great it is just to talk about girl stuff and sing girl songs.

Right now I'm pretty tired. My sister's supposed to bring me home some Starbucks once she returns from her friend Irma's house. Tomorrow, after I get paid the $50 bucks that people owe me, (lazy people think I'd forget lol) I'm going to try and round up some people to go shoppinggg!!! I haven't had a good shop in awhile...lol...Time to get some nice jeans and tops. All of my tops are getting too tight around a certain area and my jeans..well, I actually only have one pair of jeans that I wear! I do, though, have 2 capri pants, shorts, and many many skirts, so, we'll see how it goes.


Update! I finished reading Pure Sunshine...what a shitty book.
My List of Books I Want to Read This Summer
Whores on the Hill
He's Just Not That Into You
Crank
Lolita
The Secret Life of Bees

It's getting shorter and shorter...

Wow, long entry! Sorry bout that.

Last Night and Jinri and Zach and Fullness and Productivity.
So I got online this morning after the worst night of my life. seriously, i couldn't get to sleep! I kept on waking up every hour and had one horrible dream and one good dream.

So I was online. and JINRI WAS ONLINE TOO!!!!! christina and I talked to him for about an hour. such a great guy. we miss him... too bad will is in utah or we could have had an origional Fab Four chat! he saw pictures of us from the last day of school, said he was doing great, made some new friends, going to a camp...im glad that he's happy. we talked on the phone for a whole minute...nice to hear his voice.

um. today Zach and I might go on a walk! lol that should be fun. we were gonna go on one last night but my parents were out and i would have to ask them being how theyre overprotective and such...

i feel so full right now! bleh.

alright, time to get offline. today, i'm going to be productive if it kills me!

s*****
no, it is not august. i refuse to beleive that. Because august is close to september, and that means back to ...

i wont say it.

Today was ok but sort of sucky. Will's heading out to Utah tomorrow...not gonna see or hear from him...sigh. I'll miss him. My stomach hurts because I've been eating way too much lately. I feel fat.

my life the past couple of days.
Yesterday was awsome. Zach and I went to see Charlie and the Chocolote Factory, it was sooooo nice to see him after almost a month! I missed him so much. Zach got tanner and his hair grew back to normal. It was so much better to hear him talking, opposed to just reading his words on a screen...feeling that he was right there and not 2 blocks away! I didn't really pay attention to the movie though. haha.

Next year's gonna be tough...

I saw 2 great movies! 1) Happenstance, a French movie in English subtitles starring Audrey Tatou, and 2) Sypersize Me. Im not gonna have fast food for like...a year lol.

I also saw a 2-hour stand up called Bill Maher: I'm Swiss. I heart Bill Maher. He says what needs to be said and opens up even the most educated of eyes.

Bill Maher's intelligence + Johnny Depp's looks = a cournocopia of wonderful.

EDIT
yeah...the whole woohu break thing? so far, not happening.

Religion.
It would be nice to be able to beleive in something, but when I was forced to take ccd, (a catholic version of sunday school) I couldnt help but wonder why no one else is questioning all of this blind faith except me. Is the world really that naïve, or do I just think too hard?

on a lighter note..
What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?: being/appearing shallow
Is not Jon Stewart great?: heck yea he is
What song are you listening to?: a dog barking outside
Best face wash/acne fighting product?: noxzema
How loud do you sneeze?: medium
Do you like your handwriting?: yes, but no one else does
Ugliest color you've ever seen?: blue...medium, regular, blue.
Does having matching socks matter to you?: kind of, yeah
If you were in band, what would you call it?: Asphalt
Last time you were on a plane?: wow...about a year ago
Have a digital camera?: no
How big is your TV?: no clue. big but not too big
Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?: no
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 1
sXe.. good or bad?: good?
Most annoying commercail ever?: all of them.
Lamest pick-up line ever?: "are your feet tired? because youve been running thorugh my mind all day!"
Dumbest song ever?: Grind Wit Me
Worst way to die?: gun
Who's the funniest comedian?: wow there's a lot...Lewis Black, Bill Maher, Ellen DeGeneres...
Ever been in a car accident?: nope
Ever had braces?: no
Do you know HTML?: some
What's the most useless class in school?: science
Best Jones Soda flavor?: I don't know
Something you collect?: i sub-conciously collect make-up brushes and empty shampoo bottles in my bathroom.
Something you're allergic to?: sulphasalizine!
Something you wish would die?: the republican party.