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2005 23 April :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: worried/sort of mad
:: Music: Stellastarr*
Today
Today I spent mostly with my sister, although I was depressed because all of my friends were busy. Tear. I wish that everyone was just more available, but that's sort of selfish.
I just feel like complaining.
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2005 20 April :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: unconfertable
:: Music: none
never a dull moment!
my mouth is so itchy right now. which is really strage, because, how can you scratch your mouth? you cannot.
ok maybe ill just brush my teeth for the 50th time today and then continue chewing gum, as i always do.
I always chew gum. before school, during if i don't get caught, and immediatly after school until i go to sleep.
oh yeah, my ever-exciting life. nope, never a dull moment with courtney!
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2005 19 April :: 8.43pm
:: Mood: lazy/confused
:: Music: O.C soundtrack, idk which one the 1st or 2nd
drama!
Broke up with Robert on Monday. Updatesd a new picture. Guess who it is??
I'm like...really itchy. bc my shoulders and ears got sunburned from..well, idk. Maybe being outside for more than 2 seconds. I burn so easily. I'm so pale.
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2005 17 April :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: something from Omarion, idk the name
Mall
Mannn i want to go to the mall but noooone can go. and i just imed jasmine asking her but her mom wont let her...
depression!
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2005 16 April :: 10.49pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Clarissa- MSI
Baseball
today my family and i went to an orioles and Yankeees game. It was fun, but long. I was so mad. the yankees, sadly, lost. but, hey, at least i got to see Dereck!!! that was niiice. he's so hot.
Now i have all of these MSI songs stuck in my head, becasue i was listining to their c.d all the way through to the game and halfway back. which is about 3 hours of MSI, and all of the "ive got the balls with the sack fuck it, fuck it, son of a bitch! bite the past why am i so misunderstood?" lyrics.
I was thinking a lot on the ride there, and I came to an interesting conclusion on a certain issue.
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2005 15 April :: 5.37pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Akon
What I did today
New layout and picture of, who else, Audrey Tautou
Today was fun. Joel came over at about 10:30 to work on our project, then we called will who said he couldnt come! annyway we continued working then Christina d came over. went to target, came back and we all went upstairs to the office to type and draw. Then will and elliot came over for about an hour after all. they went home, joel christina and i read cosmogirl, and then they went home.
eventful day!
tomorrow im gonna go see a yankees @oriels game! wohoo!
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2005 12 April :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: Royally fucked- MI
Oh heavens! i didnt even mention the play!
we did GREAT! everyone was really fantastic
and the cast party was really fun!
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2005 11 April :: 4.31pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Ironic- that annoying girl...that Alanis Morisette
Ow.
My stomach hurts. And gay Mr. Coffeey from gym made me walk the mile. and i ate cotten candy when i got home, even though thats really not the best thing to do when you already have cramps.
today, i feel asleep in science. almost twice. anthoney woke me up the first time and the second time the bell rang.
i know, i know, im bitching. bad.
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2005 4 April :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Masturbates- MSI
skirts summer and Oprah
I am so tempted to wear a skirt tomorrow, exept, in the morning I always feel horrible and am too lazy to try and look half-decent. Every night I think "Courtney, tomorrow you will wake up and ba actually happy!" And every morning I wake up, hating the world.
Play practice all day today, it was alright. I know what I'll do once the play is over, though! I am going to watch Oprah.
I miss Oprah. I miss skirts. I miss summer.
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2005 2 April :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: hot hot heat
practice
Oh heavens! play practice today and tomorrow
which is good and bad.
movies tonight
pope died.
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2005 30 March :: 7.49pm
:: Mood: not good
:: Music: that orchestra song...whats the name?with 11 variations?
just boring stuff
Today was...interesting. Play practice was eventful, and not. I basically sat around the whole time waiting for my part, and then when it came all I did was stand there because they were working on lighting and crap.
I'm so tired, and I have so much homework to do. I think I have a C in science and I don't even want to THINK about that history project....what the hell...im screwed.
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2005 27 March :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: sad but happy
:: Music: Royally Fucked-MSI
Easter
Happy Easter!
Today I woke up and the easter bunny gave my sister and i some tres good chocolote. Oh, how i feel bad for people who are allergic to chocolote. Its just so good!
My mom's not feeling well today, so thats not very good. but my grandma is over so she's cooking the ham. for my family, especially my dad's side, holiday's always focus around the food. whens the ham gonna be ready? where is it from? how long should we cook it? what time will we be able to eat and still go to mass? my Grandma brought over shrimp, too, which is kind of a lot of food. but whatdo i care i dont eat fish annyway.
today at mass i am going to wear my red dress from Deisel or however you spell it that i wore in 6th grade graduation, remember? my pretty cancun dress.
im so hyper.
i havent done any of my homework.
i think ill have some chocolote.
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2005 26 March :: 5.08pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: You're a Star(I think thats the name)- The Killers
nothing much...
Something is definatly wrong with my cat. He's sleeping more than average.
Yeah. ummm..
Happy early Easter!
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2005 24 March :: 5.07pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: same as before
Because I have nothing better to do...copied from Amy N's xanga
FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: Kindergarden, Lauren Worly
2. First kiss: going into 3rd grade, on the cheeck, Kyle Holmes
3. First screen name: was...Monkeymoonface. im so cool.
4. First pet: a hamster named Rocky
5. First car: not sure yet
LASTS:
1. Last real kiss: like, on the cheek? Friday
2. Last good cry: umm...last month?
3. Last beverage drank: water
4. Last food consumed: cereal
5. Last phone call: for me? yesterday
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: christina and will
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: haha yesss! Robert
FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: forever 21, macys, pacsun
2. Favorite item of clothing: halter top im too afraid to wear outside
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: nope
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: garnier frutice (sp??)
3. What are you most scared of: i know its horribly shallow, but being fat
4. What would you change about yourself: stop complaining so much and think about what i say before i say it
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: purple
2: TV show: America's Next Top Model!!
3. Subject in school: haha Orchestra
4. Animals: you gotta love the Walrus.
5. Sports: baseball
6. Movies: Napoleon Dynamite, Titanic, Amelie
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Lied to your best friend: yes
2. Smoked: nope
3. Made yourself throw-up: no
4. Skinny dipped: no
5. Been in love: yes
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: jeans and crappy sweatshirt
2. Music: Mindless Self Indulgence.
3. Make-up: conceler
LAST PERSON:
1. Talked to on the phone: Christina C.
2. Hugged: my sister
3. IMed: Lilly
4. Last person who slept at your house: uhhm..i forget
5. Last persons house you slept at: Christina C...haha, in December
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: tired and cold
2. Love is: awsome
3. I always think about: what i should be doing...like homework
PAST/FUTURE:
1. 7 years ago: I was in Kindergarden and liked to make books
2. 5 years ago: i was in 3rd grade, best friends being Shavanti and Joyce
3. 3 years ago: I was in fifth grade and best friends were Amy N and Christina
4. 1 hour ago: I was laughing
5. Tomorrow: Robert gets back from his trip, i think. I dont listen very well...so...not positive
10 things that scare me
1. The Ring
2. when i'm taking a shower and my sister comes into the bathroom to fix her hair or something and doesnt tell me
3. scary dreams
4. being lost
5. not knowing what's going to happen next
6. someone kidnapping me
7. being alone
8. that guy at the library...Christina Will Jinri you know who.
9. getting cancer
10. that someday ill get fat hahah
9 random facts about me
1. i hate pasta
2. i wish i wasn't so nervous sometimes
3. i love subtitles
4. i love reading
5. i impulse buy too much
6. i cant dance
7. i wish i knew how to sew or knit
8. i love to write
9. I wish i had a gay best friend
8 things I love
1. writing
2. my family and friends
3. Robert! (awww so sappy)
4. laughing so hard i cant breathe (Will)
5. My cat
6. love stories and movies
7. gum
8. Democrats
7 things I hate
1. Bush
2. Republicans
3. when my dad makes me mad
4. when i wake up and my hairtie from my wrist makes this huge indentation
5. bad teeth
6. How I know i should eat more healthy, but I don't
7. how my family (Dad's side) says "Ohh, have some more! Why don't you like my food come on eat some more food it's your favorite!"
6 things that attract me to the opposite sex
1. hands
2. laugh
3. eyes
4. hair
5. personality
6. sence of humor
5 things I plan to do before I die
1. get married and have kids
2. speak fluent french
3. go to france
4. write something that gets published, possibly a best seller?
5. go on that roadtrip with Will, Christina and Jinri.
4 things I want to do right now
1. see Robert
2. see Lilly
3. shop
4. crack my knuckles...exept i just did so now i dont want to anymore
3 things that annoy me
1. people say picher instead of picture
2. when i know i should practice the violin more and then i don't
3. when i eat too much chocolote
2 things I can do
1. help people with romantic issues (christina haha)
2. not get nervous infront of big crowds
1 thing I cant do
1. eat with chopsticks
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2005 24 March :: 4.42pm
:: Music: Always and Forever- Kip on Napolean Dynamite.
I really need to stop complaining.
Today, it hit me. It is Thursday and Spring Break is almost over.
I miss Robert I miss Jinri I miss Lilly I miss summertime.
Ok. Noone likes a whining girl. So from now on, I'm focusing on the positives.
I've said that so many times before...haha. Maybe complaining is a part of who I am. Without my sarcatic remarks on everyday life, what would Will and I laugh at in math class? wait, no. Scratch that. THere's never a dul moment with Will. We would be laughing at HIS sarcastic remarks on life.
I know. Without my complaining, my sister and I would be bored.
There.
There is the reason.
Today my grandpa and grama are over to eat dinner. My grandma will say "Oh, Courtney! Look at you! You're taller than me!"
and my Grandpa will say "So how old are you now, Courtney? Let me tell you my whole life story."
well, not exatly that. but close.
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