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2005 6 January :: 4.29pm
havent updated in awhile...haven't felt the need to. comment if you want, about anything...anything at all. yea. ask me a question, keep it anonymous. i feel like a secret agent.
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2005 1 January :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: relaxed/hyper/selfish
hey sexy lovers how are things?
im okay.
happy new year!
hmmm...done with my autobiography! a huge weight just lifted off of my shoulders. now all i have to do is get working on two science projects. umm...2005!
its gonna be one hell of a year!
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2004 30 December :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: needy
DAMN>< i had a great entry but deleted it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
new years resoulutions
1. practice violin more
2. eat healthier
3. get better grades
4. be a better girlfriend
5. be a better friend
6. dont delete entries...shit. fucked that one up.
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2004 30 December :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: secretive
shhh...i shouldnt even be online right now. i was in trouble since the minute i got home on wednesday last week because inm my introom i have a d+ in english...right now i'm on my sister's sn so my parents won't know im updateing or anything. so...i wont be online until the end of the quarter, maybe sooner. see you in late january.
-Courtney
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2004 20 December :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: secritive and annoyed and stressed
I don't like it when everything isn't okay.
But, of course, it is. Everything is, well, perfect. Exept I feel like there is something missing. I just can't put my finger on it...
wait.
yeah, yeah i can. Shit.
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2004 19 December :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: tired and confused...oh. dazed and confused.ha.
:: Music: Daughters- John Mayer
ummm...what?
So tired. Went to Christina Chung's party Saturday at 2:30. It some how turned into an all-night gabfest of a sleepover about boys, boys, boys, clothes, looks, and religion. Caitlin and I tried on her 1000 tops and pants. I'm not even kidding, this girl had a truckload of clothing. Make-up, too. It was very fun.
Unfourtunatly, all of that not-going-to-sleep-until-4:30-in-the-a.m made me very tired. So today i slept from 3-7 p.m. and i got up and now wow here i am. what the story.
cant wait until tomorrow...
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2004 17 December :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: realistic.
:: Music: Ricky Park's Xanga music. Some Korean band his brother's in?
Funny.
It's quite funny, how people say that they don't care what other's think, but secretly they do. And everyone else does as well. So this is why we should all just say it out loud. I am superficial. easy as pie.
This week took, forever, but it was totally worth it. I mean, Steve and I talked, (gasp sounds retarted but it isnt.) and..and...
I GOT THE LEAD PART FOR ADELAIDE! WOHOO! that was my secret news.
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2004 16 December :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: exited/nervous
:: Music: 1985-Bowling for Soup
Play and Day
YAY!!!!
Umm...I can't tell yet. But I have some VERY good news, with the Guys and Dolls audition thing. Infact, I cannot tell until Monday. But...umm...YAY!
Today was fun. We didn't have 2nd period, when Steve and I usually talk a lot, but we still talked in the hall we said hi and in history...yep.
Cool. During an Assebley today I thought this guy named Alec was sitting behind me (you know the weird kid) and i was like ewww so i tried to bend my back as foward as i could without falling. But turns out it was mike doherty. wow mike-ie has skinny legs. So that was a relief. I thought the assembly was okay, hey, what's not to like about watching a movie for 45 minutes? even if it is about drugs and saying no and takeing responsibility...oh well.
Then, last period, we had health. the schedule was all screwed up today. First day of FLE, eww. Sex ed. HGD. anyway, we watched a movie that was made in the '80's. it was really crappy.
yeah, that was my day. hopefully tomorrow...umm..well i can't tell you again but hopefully tomorrow something happens that i have been hopeing to happen.
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2004 15 December :: 7.33pm
:: Mood: guilty, still.
:: Music: Marry the Man Today- Guys and Dolls
Goals.
I need something better to do with my time then to post on something that noone ever reads, because frankly, noone even seems to care if i do or not.
I have decided that when I get married, I want it to be an Indian wedding. which means bollywood, marigolds, bindi, the whole thing. it would be so much more gorgeous than a plain old traditional white wedding. wow, im such an Asain-wannabe. Indian or Japanese would be best. possibly half of both?
Ok. It's goal time. I need to get some good, strong, people skills and stick to them. THey are as follows:
1)don't be so nervous around Steve and talk to him. for god's sake, he's my boyfriend-I-think.
2)Stop being shy for my tryouts in the play, and work fairly hard to get Adelaide.
3)this whole shyness thing in general. get over it.
and that concludes today's post.
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2004 15 December :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: guilty
:: Music: 1895-Bowling for Soup.
Guys and Dolls
Umm....Guys and Dolls! had practice today, and im in the final 3 for Adalaide. Played next to Chris a lot and then some 8th grader. i was pretty nervous and you know me. i dont get nervous.
today, in school, it was ok. didn't do much. peace out
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2004 13 December :: 4.51pm
:: Music: Drug dealing just to get byyy-Kanye West
awwwwww.
im feeling so sappy.
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2004 11 December :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: depressed...ish.
:: Music: None
Mall and Models.
So much to say...alright. lets start off with what i did today.
Christina Anthoney and I went to the mall, and then we figured out that he invited Amy Amy Annie and Steven Cho when we were having our starbucks. so us 7 shopped for awhile, i got a top that says "everyone loves an Italian girl!", jeans, a present for Steve (not cho, albirgo.), lipgloss, and gum. it was fun. then christina left at three and us 6 hung out until anthoney and i left at 5. we ate there but i didnt have any pizza because i had hot chocolote and anthoney's starbucks drink that he didnt want to finish earlier. too bad steve couldnt come, that would have been so nice. because amy and steven were all touchy feelie and i was like awww...even though they wern't all that much. it was nice to talk to the girls again because the last time that us 5 went to the mall together was...wow...about a year ago.
anyway, went home and watched America's Next Top Model marathon. i think it would be fun to be a model. you could be so pretty and everyone would love you... yeah, i know, im being very superficial but i dont care. it would still be nice to be one.
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2004 10 December :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: Change Clothes-Jay-Z
Hell Yeah
Mrs. Karasek said i'd get a callback for my charector in Guys and Dolls! I tried out today and kicked some serious butt, people. After that, my cousins came over and we all went to my sister's singing concert. It was pretty fun. Then went out for ice cream and now im here.
Callbackcallbackcallback!
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2004 9 December :: 4.24pm
:: Mood: determind/dissapointed
:: Music: Vanessa Carlton-White Houses
Today
Today I wore my new button-up shirt and my hair down. It was a pretty day. Mrs. Karasek wants me to try out for Adaline for Guy's and Dolls, so try out i will. wow..need to practice the song, whats it called? A person can develop a cough?
Um...tomorrow. Should be veery eventful. oh my gawd! its gonna be a...a..friday! THANK JESUS WHOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2004 8 December :: 6.12pm
:: Music: Marry the Man Today- Guys and DOlls
Names.
When I grow up, I want to name my kids:
Jack
Leslie
Anaïs
Cassie
yep.. 2 boys and 2 girls. the first 2 boys are twins. and then Anaïs will be three years later, and Cassie will be born 4 years later. I have it all planned out! um. i posted twice today.
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