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2004 16 February :: 5.07pm
:: Music: the white stripes
5 things i should do one day when i go to the supermarket:
1)pick up 10 packages of condoms and laxitives. find an abandoned cart. stick them into cart. run away.
2)pick up 10 issues of redbook and 10 of cosmopolitin. drop into random cart. stalk them for about 5 minutes. walk by them, while passing look into their face and say:"hi. i am new in town, and it looks to me that you know where the better sex books are? my husband and i are trying new things now." (do this when i am at a resinable age to look married.)
3) dress in the most gothic outfit possible. walk around the store saying loudly to myself : "SQUIRLLS!! THEY WILL OVERCOME US PUNY HUMANS!!" reapet again and agin. leave store.
4) go up to a person that works there and say:
" Hi, my name is Sue. latly, my shoulder has been very itchy and red. i try not to scratch it too often, or it will turn red and i will look like i have a hicky. Do you know where the soup is?"
5) get a cart. run with it then lift up feet and yell "WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM FLYING!" as loud as desired.
i need a hobby.
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2004 15 February :: 12.12pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: tarkan-he sings Turkish Tekno songs...way cool
random thoughts for the random mind
i miss playing the sims. ever since i accidently un-installed it, i miss making them gay and burning them(not on purpose...ofcourse....)
well, the fateful day of St. Valentine has come and gone, without leaving a trace. i wonder what net year's February 14th has to offer us...
i dont like my feet. they are undermousturized and too..weird. they dont smell, though. i am a clean person. bounus points for me!
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2004 13 February :: 4.34pm
:: Mood: Creative
:: Music: Dido
this didnt happen to me, just an idea that popped into my mind.
He fell to the ground as if in slow motion. as i watched him dying there, watched him bleeding there, i did not pick him up. when i was down, he did not pick me up. when i was alone, he did not pick me up. when i was trying to belive all broken promises that remain so, he did not pick me up. why should i? what is so diferent now, then in the past? maybe it was that this time, i was strong. i was stronger and smarter. smart enough to know that if someone has fallen, and that person is not one you admire, do not pick him up. strong enough to feel the pain he was going through, but not shed a tear.
but maybe i was not strong enough
because i picked him up
and he did not as even smile at me.
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2004 13 February :: 4.25pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Dido
Valentines day
Havent updaed in awhile. my computer was all messedup. nothing much has happened, exept these 2 4th graders have very big crushes on me and gave me both valentines, handwritten with my named spelled way wrong. oh well, the thought that counts, right? i also got a shitload of candy. yum.
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2004 2 February :: 2.11pm
:: Mood: im ok. could be better, could be worse.
:: Music: oukast AGIN i love that song!!!!!
1.2.3
Three things that scare me:
1: the dark
2: kidnappers
3: The Ring
Three people who make me laugh:
1: Will
2: Jinri
3: Colleen
Three Things I love:
1: My bed
2: my crush
3: my Family
Three Things I hate:
1: OLIVIA ggrr
2:my feet
3: my teeth
Three things I don't understand:
1: Why i cant seem to fully memorize my multiplication tables
2: Life
3: my Purpose
Three things on the desk:
1: hole puncher
2: tissue box
3: lotion
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: reading
2: typing
3: looking at the computer
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: go to the oprah show
2: Live in n.y
3: Go To Africa
Three things I can do:
1: Read
2: Write
3: paint my nails
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: Funny (somtimes)
2: Talkitive
3: Loud
Three things I can't do:
1: Backflip
2: Split
3: Dye my hair
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2004 1 February :: 12.13pm
:: Mood: happy =D
:: Music: Hey Ya...im like always listinin to that song online i LOVE it
Cancun!
IM GOIN TO CANCUN MEXICO FOR SPRING BREAK YEY!!!!!!! and my bestest friend amy goes every year and we might see each other b/c, i mean,how big can the city be? well it's gonna be fun and i will get a kickass swimsuit for this monumental event.
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2004 31 January :: 1.24pm
110 questions that i KNOW you are just dying to find out about me ...dont worry i didnt make up these questions i got it from some person online
1.) Name: Courtney
2.) Age: not tellin
3.) Birthdate:not tellin
4.) Hometown: not tellin haha
5.) Sign: scorpio
6.) Occupation: Student
7.) Pet Peeve: gross teeth
8) Fave foods: italian
9.) Fave color: pink and green and black and yellow..well i have a lot lol
10.) Fave movies: The emporers new groove lol and chicago and moulan rouge and saving silverman and.....well thats it lol
11.) Fave day: Friday
12.) Fave Animals: cows!
13.) Fave Holidays: My b-day
14.) Fave T.V. Shows: SIMPSONS and mtv cribs
15.) Fave Actor: jack black
16.) Fave Actress: hhmm no clue
17.) Hottest Guy:
18.) What You've Been Listening to Lately:coldplay and the white stripes
19.) Friends: amys christina annie lilly...exetra....
20.) Fave Hangout: none they all suck haha jk
21.) Fave sport(s): gymnastics and baseball
22.) Fave Thing to do: ew
23.) How far have you gone?:ew
24.) My most embarassing moment was: dont know i have alot!
25.)The wackiest thing I did as a kid: do i dare tell? dundundun...
26.)Biggest rumor about me that wasn't true: that i liked will and he liked me..i mean cummon people were just friends
27.) Have you ever had your heart broken?: uuhh i dont think so
28.)What are you wearing right now?:my sisters sweater and pj bottems
29.) What is the meanest thing you have ever said to anyone?hhmm...lol
30.) Are you in a relationship right now?: good question
31.) Pepsi or Coke?: coke VINILLA!
32.) Beach or Snow?: beach
33.) Rainy or Sunny?: sunny
34.) Square or Circle?: circle
35.) Dark or Bright?: bright im afraid of the dark!
36.) Left or Right?: left
DO YOU...
37.) have a best friend: yea, like 5
38.) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
40.) speak another language: only a little bit
41.) drive: not yet
42.) have a car: no
ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS...
43.)Who was the last person you talked to online?: amy and christina
44.)Who have you known the longest?: christina
45.)Who do you talk to online the most?: christina and amy
46.)Who do you talk to on the phone most?: amy
47.)Who do you trust the most?: wow tough one
48.)Who listens to your problems?: amy and christina but im not THAT much of a whiner...am i?
49.)Who do you fight with the most?: dont know?¿?
50.)Who do you fight with the least?: i dont really fight with my friends that often lol
51.)Who is the nicest?: theyre all nice
52.)Who is the sweetest?: Lilly of course
53.) Who is the funniest?: will!
54.)Who is the most outgoing?: christina
55.Who is the smartest?: dont know
56.)Who is the ditziest?: Amy n sorry!
57.)Who is the best singer?: wow we all suck...but since will is in all county chorus will
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU.....
58.)...answered a serious question?: i dont know
59.)...had a serious conversation?: not lately
61.)...went to the movies?: uuhhh....
62.)...smoked weed?: neverrrrr...
63.)...did illegal drugs?: ????
64.)...had sex?: never
PRESENTLY...
65.)Are you talking to anyone online?: nope away messege up
66.)What are you doing?: this survey
67.)Are you lonely or content?: content
68.) Are you listening to music?: no
69.) Who is your worst enemy?: i dunno
70.)Who do you cry to most often?: colleen
71.)What is your favourite perfume scent?: happy
72.)Favourite school subject?: writing
73)Least favourite school subject?: math ew
74.)Who will understand you the most?:colleen amy christina
75.)Who was the last person that broke your heart?: no one i think
76.)Who is the love of your life?: .......
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
77.)...to dissapoint you?: dont know
78.)...to ask you out?: no one
79.)...to make you cry?:um cant think
80.)...brighten up your day?:colleen
81.)...that you thought about?: i dont know
82.)...you went to the movies with?: colleen 83.)...you went out on a date with?: i never went out on a date...lol
84.)...you talked to on the phone?:amy
85.)...you talked to on AOL?: amy and christina
86.)...you saw?: my sister
HAVE YOU EVER...
87.)...ever slept outdoors?:nope
88.)...cussed someone out?: nope
89.)...thought about suicide?: noooo
90.)...stayed up for 24 hours?: yep pretty sure
91.)...swam in the rain or snow?: noo
92.)...gotten drunk?: no
93.)...gone a day w/out eating?: yea
94.)...talked on the phone all night?:no
95.)...been in a bed w/the opposite sex?: no
96.)...smoked?: ciggerettes never!
97.)...made prank calls?: omg yeah
98.)...been in love?: idn
99.)...slept all day?: yaaaa
100.)...killed someone?: ha oh yes all the time
101.)...been out of the country?: no
102.)...told a guy you loved them?: nope
103.)...if yes, did you mean it?: ?
104.)...gone skinny dipping?: no
105.)...kissed someone you didn't know?: nope
106.)...thought you were going crazy?: yes
107.)...threatened someone?: nope
108.)...done anything sexual with a member of the same sex?: no i haven't...dont plan on it either
109.)...asked out a member of the opposite sex?: nope
110.)...finished one of these surveys?: yeah i just finished this one lol
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2004 31 January :: 1.12pm
:: Mood: awake and content
:: Music: none
a poem that i wrote about 1 week ago:
You are the smell before the rain falls,
The voices of all the children laughing.
You are the ground beneath my own two feet,
All of my beauty in this life.
You are the tempo that keeps my heart beating,
And the reason I wake up in the morning.
Yet,
You do not realize this.
You do not look into my blue round eyes,
And see how much you mean to me.
So I continue to hope
You will come up to me,
And we will smile.
But another day goes by without you smiling back.
And I wonder if that moment will ever come.
The moment where,
As I look into your green green eyes
You look back
And we will laugh.
We will smile and be filled with hope.
Being not two,
But one.
Alas,
The day does not come.
So I wait patiently
Listening to children's laughter
Walk painfully,
Feeling the moist ground beneath my own two feet.
And I think of you.
I think about that day,
When I will look at you
And you will look back
And smile at me.
yup yup pretty good huh?
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2004 30 January :: 7.20pm
:: Music: Hey Ya
Talent?
getting ready to go to the talent show..well, i mean, you dont really have to get ready at all. its not like im gonna be seeing someone "speical" there. it's just another meaningless fundraiser and scam. to think, these kids actually belive that they have talent. HA! all they do is parade around the stage, doing pointless dance moves. i am only going because, you see, james owes me $2. and he will be at the show. with $2.
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2004 28 January :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: o.k i guess
:: Music: linkin park-numb
update
welp, havent written in awhile. i've been way too busy with my 5 DAY WEEKEND! well origionally it was a 4 day one (teacher workdays YEY), but they canclled school because of the visious snow. (haha hardly) not much has happened been pretty bored, stuck in the house playing Racco with my sister. (a WAY FUN game that i win every time lol) see? you havent missed out on all that much =D
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2004 24 January :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: sick..i think that i am allergic to strawberries
:: Music: Gwen Stefani
a VERY long survay that i got off of someones website
Who was the last person...
{x} You touched? my mom
{x} You talked to?amy a few minutes ago online
{x} You hugged that hugged you back? my mom
{x} You instant messaged? amy
{x} You kissed? on the cheek? my mommy
{x} You yelled at? my dad as usual haha
{x} You laughed with? Amy
Currents
{x} Current Clothes: sweatpants ansd a sweater
{x} Current Mood:sick...look at my mood above
{x} Current Taste: um...my mouth?
{x} Current Hair: just down
{x} Current Annoyance: my tummy
{x} Current Smell: uh..i duno
{x} Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
{x} Current Desktop Picture:nothing
{x} Current Favorite Group: Coldplay
{x} Current Book: Don't Look Behind You
{x} Current DVD In Player: Saving Silverman
{x} Current Refreshment:none
{x} Current Worry:if a certain someone will ask me out...
{x} Current Crush: Nick
{x} Current Favorite Celebrity: uh...i dont care
Favorite...
{x} Food: Canolli
{x} Drink: Vinella Coke
{x} Color/shade: Purple and pink and black and green....pretty much every single color exept pumpkin orange
{x} Shoes: none
{x} Candy: reeses or those mints you get at the chinese food place
{x} Movie: The Ring but it's scary as hell
{x} Dance: th fish!
{x} Vegetable: none
{x} Fruit: grapes!!!!
On preferences...
{x} Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? chocolote milk
{x} Marry the perfect love or the perfect friend? both
{x} Sweet or sour? sweet
{x} Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? both
{x} Sappy/action/comedy/horror? all of the above
{x} Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? Cool Ranch!
{x} Mud or Jell-O wrestling? Jello is tastes better so if you happen to get some in your mouth...
{x} With or without ice-cubes? without
{x} Shine or rain? rain..it feeds plants
{x} Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? summer and fall
{x} Vanilla or Chocolate? Chocolote
{x} Eyes open or closed?closed
{x} Fly or breathe under water? breath under water
{x} Bunk-bed or waterbed? waterbed
{x} Chewing gum or hard candy?chewing gum
{x} Motor boat or sailboat? neither
{x} Lights on or off? on
{x} Chicken or fish? chicken
What's your favorite:
{x} Number? 7
{x} Holiday? my birthday
{x} Place? the beach
{x} Flower?red roses
{x} Scent? tangerine bubble bath by Origins
{x} If you could be anywhere, where would you be? hhmm..good question
{x} What would you be doing? i dont know{x} What are you listening to? nothing now
{x} Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can do a split...and a mean tripod =D{x} Do you have a favorite animal? i like Cows!
Have you/are you/do you....
{x} Considered a life of crime? no
{x} Considered being a hooker? no
{x} Considered being a pimp? no
{x} Are you psycho? naw, im pretty sane
{x} Split personalities? not really...well yes...but no...
{x} Schizophrenic? nope
{x} Obsessive? naw..
{x} Obsessive compulsive? no! no! no! no!
{x} Panic? no
{x} Anxiety? not really
{x} Depressed? not really
{x} Suicidal? nope
{x} Obsessed with hate? nope
{x} Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? no..
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no oh my god what kind of survay is this?!
{x} Understanding: yes
{x} Open-minded: yeah
{x} Arrogant: maybe soemtimes
{x} Insecure: eh, i dont think so
{x} Interesting: yeah!
{x} Hungry: not now
{x} Friendly: yeah
{x} Smart: when i wanna be
{x} Moody: slightly
{x} Childish: sometimes
{x} Independent: yes
{x} Hard working: sometimes
{x} Organized: kinda
{x} Healthy: kinda
{x} Emotionally Stable: i guess
{x} Shy: no
{x} Difficult: haha yea...
{x} Attractive: of course! hehehe
{x} Bored Easily: with some things
{x} Thirsty: yes
{x} Talkative: yeah
{x} Different: i guess..
{x} Unique: of course !
{x} Lonely: no
{x} Color your hair? i want to!
{x} Have tattoos? no
{x} piercings? ears..
{x} Have a boyfriend? almost...
{x} Floss daily? no
{x} Own a webcam? no
{x} Ever get off the damn computer? yeah
{x} Habla espanol? nope
MUSIC: favorite?
{x} band: Coldplay, the White stripes
{x} song: Yellow -Coldplay
{x} seen anyone in concert? the final 10 american idols at the patriots center last summer
{x} type of music: rock
Would you consider...
{x} tattoos? yes
{x} peircings? yes
{x} being in a garage band? if i could play anything..
{x} crowd surfing/moshing? sure
{x} dying hair color not found in nature? sure y not
{x} suicide? no
{x} murdering someone: no
{x} being in a school band:naw
{x} doing dumb stunts for a camera? hell yeah
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: only this now..
x. you like to cook: nopethough
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yea
x. you're in love: hhmm not sure but i really like him :)
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no i dont wear a watch
x. you bite your fingernails: no
x. you believe in love: yes
Who is...?
the prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: take a guess
The weirdest person you know:Will
the Loudest Person you Know:Will and Olivia W.
Your close friends:Christina, the Amy's, annie, Lillt, Lauren, Will, Jinri....
the Person that Knows the Most about you: Amy n and my sister
Most Boring Teacher: Ms. Schiff
What is...
your most overused phrase on IM: lol
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: well i wouldnt remember now would i?
your best feature: eyes
Inside joke: it jiggles!
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: soometimes but it's not like im a slob or anythng
have a(any) crush(es):only one
think you know you've been in love: huh that question doesnt make sence
want to get married: yes
have any tattoos/where?: nope
piercings/where?: ears
get motion sickness: yes
think you're a health freak: no!
get along with your parents: not my dad most of the time but my mom pretty much yea
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?didnt i already say that one?
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? hhmm...
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolote
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? yep
HELPED SOMEONE? i dont think so haha im so evil
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GOTTEN SICK? yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this one
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? not really
HUGGED SOMEONE? yep
KISSED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? kinda
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
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2004 24 January :: 9.23pm
MY FAVORITE QUOTES FROM SONGS AND CRAP
" i try to say good be and i choke"
"honey, you are my shining star"
"save me from the nothing i've become"
" i dont care about anyone but you"
"and she will be loved"
"i think about you baby and i dream about you all the time"
"...wait to live, wait to die, wait for an absolution that would never come"
"You are the smell befpre the rain falls"(I WROTE THAT ONE =D)
"kiss me, underneith the milky twilight"
sigh...i wish someone would use these lines on ME *coughnickcough*
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2004 23 January :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: mournful over a fish that never was
:: Music: the organ
mr. fishies- the fish that did not exist
oh, mr. fishes
why did you treat me so bad?
never coming up to the glass
and never even looking at me
oh, mr. fishies,
why did you not like
all of the other
fish in your tank?
Mr. fishies,
mr fishies
we may never know
we may never know
the answers to our questions.
we may never know,
why you did the things you did
you were an odd one,
it was no doubt
but it is a fact
that i loved you
and when you died,
i did not flush you down into
the cold cold deps of the sewege
like Fred.
insted,
i gace you a proper burial
and stayed with you
through all of the bad weather
but you still did not answer
my many questions
in
life.
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2004 22 January :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: hyper baby YEA!
:: Music: LALALA...my own! *laughs evily*
WOW im hyper on juice.white crandberry, to be exact.
*nick is going to ask me out valentines day! nick is going to ask me out valentines daY! Nick is going to ask me out VALENTINES DAY! =D yey! but, if he doesn't i think i will still be able to move on and survive.
you know what?
what?
CHICKEN BUTT!
HAHAHA that joke never gets old.
www.walruses.com is the BEST SITE EVER!!!!!!GO TO IT!!!!!
LOL today whenever brian jumped at recess his boxers were showing! Haha my friends are so evil they didnt want to telll him but i did, because i am just the coolest person ever *hears laughs and caughs from behind me*
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2004 21 January :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: linkin park
NEW
well...my new journal! the one before was alright, but since i changed my sn (ispeaksquirl115) i had no clue how to transfer it.... so here i am.
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