I broke up with Jon this evening... I felt bad afterwords..I told him the feelings i had for him when we first started goin out fadded.. and i didnt wanna be with him while i didnt have those feelings anymore..I still wanna hang out with him but i think hes mad..But I am singel now and i feels good but i still feel like im gonna be sick or something...replay and tell me what you think..Please..why do i feel this way?

I like Jon... Hes hot.. I love my Cousin Katie.. shes da best nigga! The Camel toe is sooo Hurliours..yeah..You guys to to replay more damn it! Jon shoulod get Wooohu.. and Connie if you read this..IF you ever EVER Hurt James again.. YOur mine.. I will hurt you! James.. I love james.. hes the best i dotn know how you could hurt him like you did...But yeah i hope you read it.. Hes a wonderful person thats any girl would be lucky to have.. so dont take him fro granted..
Rember these words Connie.

Ya know, i dont think anyone relizes how good they have it. Good friends, dinner almost everynight...school. Our parents let us do alot of things we want to do... I just relized how good my life was saturday night when i was driving in my moms car with Jenny.. I have great boyfriend that would never hurt me and never take advantage of me.. Great friends.. couldnt ask for better and a family better than anyother! almost anytime i want to go shopping i go.. or when i want a couple dollars my mom gives it to me..So next time you thing you have it rough.. think of the kids on the other side of the world that cant go to school or have nice clothes or a car to drive.

yeah, me and jenny went to a party with all my friends from tri-county and i got drunk and Jenny and my friend Chad were sittin in a chair and i charged at them and we all fell over and i broke a leg on the chiar..Then my friend Seths mom came over to the party and a hle buncha drunk wiggars were startin shit with her and her boyfriend and some guy punched her in the face and then a she got 2 of the wiggars in head locks and punched them in there faces and all this.. the cops were called so me and this girl angie ran back to seths house.. and then after that angie drove us to Jons house and then at 6 in the morning Larry, who also had a hangover, drove us home..WHAT A NIGHT!
Go ahead people who are against drinking. bitch at me..whatever..the people who bitch are the ones who never done it b 4 and had the feeling.. not a great feelin in the morning but its still fun, and you KNOW what your doing!
well byes byes.. Ilove YOU neilee!

hey, im at jenny pennys house..yeah someone likes jenny alota and i guess im jealous so im just gonna leave this someone alone and let him like jenny..im not gonan try anymore..Have fun, the one who likes jenny, who has a nicer butt than me..byes

SHIT.
I love you.
You've been there day and night..
good or bad, right or wrong..
Your by my side holding my hand..
Give me advice and cheer me up..
I'll love you until my life has come to an end..
You have my heart forever, that will never change..
You hold the key to my heart..
Know, no matter what we go thourgh, Im yours..
I'll alwayz me you neenee

tehe.. my first Happy love poem..hehe

i wish i was skinny.. everyone likes skinny.. no one likes fat. To the people who are skinny and weigh like 100 pounds and are like 14/15 be happy you bastards! Dont EVER say your over wieght...ill find you and beat the FUCK outta you!..be happy... :(

Suicide surounds me
A death shower I take
The pain that you caused, I will no longer suffer.
Say your goodbyes..
for today will be my last.


The moral of this poem is..Know them b4 you judge them, you never know when they will be gone. Please listen to me.

yeah.. sittin around and tellin my friend how DUMB she is for doin what she did and if she does it again shes mine! : ) But yeah..i have another poem to put in my journal..

Hanging from my celing
Know body knows, as the blood dripps from my toes.
Everything goes quite and my eyes close.
The only I can hear is your vioce and the only thing I can see is your face.
I died for love and know you know, you should thoguht twice before you let me go.
"Love me now for someday I shall be gone."

You own me..
You own my mind and soul..
And my heart..especailly my heart..
You broke my heart and kept the peices..
you know the way to my heart like no other..
My heart beats just of the thought of you..
How will i go on knowing you will never love me again..
I wont, I cant, for you own my heart and I shall never get it back.

i dont really like this one but..oh well..tel me what ya think.

The pain burns within me..
The pain i never show..
Show, to anyone..
No one knows who I really am..
They never will, they dont understand..
They kill me inside..
With their knifes of judgment..
Im stabbed all over..
The blood drips from my eyes and into my hands..
The cuts hurt me deeply..
No one helps me heal..
I will feel the pain forever..

comment and tell me if i sux.. i know im not as good as Kate or Neilee but tell me what ya think

jon
This is my frist time writing in woohu, im so exited. I got into a fight with Jon today..and this weekend i thoght about breakin up with him becuase hes gets mad extremly easy and over somwhat dumb reasons, doesnt trust me alone with guys other than him. i dont know what i should do.I also have a crush on 2 ppl and i feel un-loyal having a crush on someone while dating someone... Im sure everyone has had this problem b 4 but meh.. oh well..well im gona go like eat some food or something..