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2003 14 September :: 1.21 pm
grabbed from stephanie's journal
In a comment sum up your thoughts about me in one word. Then put this in your own journal to see what everyone thinks of you.
no, no, no. i have a better idea. give a word that doesn't describe me. that'll be more fun.
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2003 12 September :: 4.06 pm
this girl thinks like me
"It's not that I'm not happy. I am happy. I just want everything to mean something, and I am surprised and secretly disappointed and pissed off by people who don't want that or to whom nothing seems to mean anything."
- paige, from nashville
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2003 11 September :: 4.30 pm
09.11.01
and you say you want to change our minds
i've paid for your belief with mine
of all the greatest stands in time
you've stooped so low you'll never rise
- bush, "bomb"
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2003 10 September :: 6.36 pm
i love seinfeld
"you can't gain anything from touching peoples' materials! it's insanity!!" - estelle costanza
i don't know if that's right or not, but it was funny as hell on TV the other night.
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2003 8 September :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: radiohead
it means as much as you think it means
"death is not the greatest loss in life. the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."
- norman cousins
"death ends a life, but not a relationship."
- jack lemmon
"if my hands are fully occupied in holding on to something, i can neither give nor receive."
- dorothee solle
"God's gifts put man's best dreams to shame."
- elizabeth barrett browning
"a life of frustration is inevitable for any coach whose main enjoyment is winning."
- chuck noll
"if you want others to be happy, practice compassion. if you want to be happy, practice compassion."
- dalai lama
"until he extends his circle of compassion to include all living things, man will not himself find peace."
- albert schweitzer
"the value of compassion cannot be over-emphasized. anyone can criticize. it takes a true believer to be compassionate. no greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no one cares or understands."
- arthur h. stainback
"writing about music is like dancing about architecture; it's a really stupid thing to want to do."
- elvis costello
"any reviewer who expresses rage and loathing for a novel is preposterous. he or she is like a person who has put on full armor and attacked a hot fudge sundae."
- kurt vonnegut
"chaos in the midst of chaos isn't funny, but chaos in the midst of order is."
- steve martin
"eros is the god of love in all its manifestations, whether love ascendant or love in decline. according to greek mythology, eros emerged from chaos yet personified harmony."
- timothy white
"never apologize for showing feeling. when you do so, you apologize for truth."
- benjamin disraeli
"the young man who has not wept is a savage, and the old man who will not laugh is a fool."
- george santayana
"don't be afraid to feel as angry or as loving as you can, because when you feel nothing, it's just death."
- lena horne
"feelings, too, are facts. emotion is a fact. human experience is a fact. it is often possible to gain more real insight into human beings and their motivation by reading great fiction than by personal acquaintance."
- eleanor roosevelt
"you should always be ready to be angry at injustice and cruelty."
- maya angelou
"i always was a rebel... but on the other hand, i wanted to be loved and accepted... and not just be a loudmouth, lunatic, poet musician. but i cannot be what i am not."
- john lennon
"make yourself an honest man, and then you may be sure that there is one less scoundrel in the world."
- thomas carlyle
"forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it."
- mark twain
"in our society, forgiveness is often seen as weakness. people who forgive those who have hurt them or their family are made to look as if they really don't care about their loved ones. but forgiveness is tremendous strength."
- helen prejean
"the person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. his heart withers if it does not answer another heart. his mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration."
- pearl s. buck
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2003 8 September :: 11.14 am
apathy's last kiss
what's the matter?
what's the difference?
you'll feel better if you lie
with the stars in your eyes
honey, honey
where's my baby?
she knows better than to cry
with the stars in her eyes
there is
no safe place to go
i should know
the lame
and the droll have needs
to let their feelings show
what's the matter?
what's the difference?
what's the question?
you'll feel better
if you lie
with the stars in your eyes
there is
no safe place to go
i should know
the lame
and the droll have needs
to let their feelings show
bury your heart in a hole
bury your heart in a
bury your heart in a
bury your heart in a hole
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2003 7 September :: 9.12 pm
all at once
they're all liars in the back room
watch them all go down
they can tell you what you want to hear
but they will never stick around
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2003 7 September :: 1.33 pm
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welcome to planet earth.
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2003 1 September :: 8.23 pm
:: Mood: empathetic
this is for you
spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty and weightless
and maybe
i'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness,
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
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2003 1 September :: 12.30 am
deja vu
"work and money; money and work - strange but true. fifty years of this stuff ahead of me - it's a wonder i don't just hurl myself off the bridge in the center of town right away. how did we let the world arrive at this state? i mean, is this it? and where, exactly, is the relief from this creepy cycle supposed to be? has nobody thought of this? am i mad?"
- douglas coupland
if you go through my past entries, you'll find a rant where i said the exact same thing... so i guess he's not mad. and neither am i.
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2003 28 August :: 1.56 am
:: Mood: baffled at stupidity
:: Music: smashing pumpkins, duh
am i taking crazy pills?!
Researchers say people spend too much time worrying about achieving professional and monetary goals that may never bring them true happiness. But by devoting more time to personal health and family life, people will find lasting happiness.
durh! no shit! have i not been saying this my whole life?? will someone please throw a pie at my face?! you shouldn't have to do research on something like that to understand or believe it.
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2003 27 August :: 7.02 pm
so, if people use the letter x in the place of "chris," - for example, "x-mas" and "x-tina" - then should "thanx" be "than chris"?
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2003 21 August :: 2.00 am
massive overload of lyrics
sorry about it. my brain feels like it's just been thawed after 5 years of frozen imprisonment, so i'm going mad with thoughts... and every time i hear a song, i'm like, "hey, good lyrics. i feel like that." and sometimes i just like the weirdness and ambiguity of certain lyrics. see how they pertain to your life. go jump around, run, scream your heart out in the shower. go do something that reminds you that you're alive. the feeling of heat in your body can disappear beneath bad emotions sometimes.
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2003 20 August :: 6.02 pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: pearl jam
shucks
i wish was a neutron bomb, for once i could go off
i wish i was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on
i wish i was a sentimental ornament you hung on
the christmas tree, i wish i was the star that went on top
i wish i was the evidence
i wish i was the grounds for fifty million hands up, raised and opened toward the sky
i wish i was a sailor with someone who waited for me
i wish i was as fortunate, as fortunate as me
i wish i was a messenger and all the news was good
i wish i was the full moon shining off a camaro's hood
i wish i was an alien at home behind the sun
i wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on
i wish i was the pedal break that you depended on
i wish i was the verb to trust, and never let you down
i wish i was the radio song, the one that you turned up
i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish
i guess it never stops
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2003 20 August :: 2.26 am
:: Music: radiohead
your time is up. the sky is falling in.
block video gasoline perfect danger grand test check radio retirement yourself no screen enforced patrol anytime copies end autos collision lube God TV trust nothing ballistic donut call meat delicious oil photo players sale haunted enforced beepers luxuries sunset vcr color armed AIDS pool enter hair karaoke teens loss soon coin theft ultra away 100% drugs extra depot coiffure popcorn advisor $ media spiritual remembering bacon sale bangbang fine ultra zone exit liquor recovery prosecuted 99¢ tanning trouble hamburger cocktails closed will tow private internet used xing 25¢ aid be only anti security
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