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moana

:: 2005 9 June :: 8.43pm

Joey?

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moana

:: 2005 8 June :: 10.25am
:: Music: The Shinns - Caring is Creepy

It's a luscious mix of words and tricks.

At the ballroom, right before the ceremony, I made a nasty little discovery.

I forgot to wear underwear.

Back home, after the debauchary, I made another nasty little discovery.

The price tag was still on my skirt.

Thank God for gowns.

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moana

:: 2005 7 June :: 10.30pm
:: Music: Beatles - Twist and Shout

Cheers.

Here's to the end of International Baccalaureate.

Here's to the end of Conway (chuchumha) and choir class (make fire, run around).

Here's to the end of long hours in Mr. Ray's office and even longer hours in Mr. Stitt's office.

Here's to the end of computer science class ("We're going to make bouncing balls today. Fajer, you can go ahead and laugh.").

Here's to the end of IB Math HL.

Here's to the end of life as we know it.

Cheers.

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nugenta3

:: 2005 7 June :: 3.51pm

The Complete Bushisms
http://slate.msn.com/id/76886/

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moana

:: 2005 3 June :: 6.45pm
:: Music: The Killers - Mr.Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can't look it's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr.Brightside

I never...


moana

:: 2005 2 June :: 5.51pm

Ever listened to something that depressed you because of the simple idea that you could never create something so wondrous?

Ever had a dream that left you cold because of the irreversible truth that the real world could never generate something so sweet?

Ever read a story that made you miserable because of the indisputable fact that it could never happen to you?

Wake up and smell the white tea, my love, because it already has happened to most of you. What's more, ideas, truths and facts were all proven false.

Smile. It's wonderful to be cynical and wrong.

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moana

:: 2005 1 June :: 4.16pm

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moana

:: 2005 31 May :: 10.51am
:: Music: The Shins - We Will Become Silhouettes

I started downloading random songs by these guys when I realized Andy was becoming obsessive about them. Or something.

I had a dentist appointment this morning. To start off with, I had the most random dream, and when my alarm woke me up I switched it off, just to see how it would end. Of course the driver called a half hour later to tell me he was downstairs, and I was still in bed. I got dressed in record time, threw on my favourite black flipflops (the thong ones, damn I love those!) a pair of overalls and a bright red t-shirt. I flew down the stairs, not wanting to miss my appointment for the millionth time, and just as I leapt into the car... my slippers broke.

Well, one of them did. The right one.

There wasn't time to go back up and change my shoes. So I told the driver to just go. And he went. And I tried to fix them but they're really really broken. So I tried to manage dragging them into the dentist's office, then decided "To Satan with it" and picked it up. I limped, one-shoed, in front of aghast Kuwaiti mothers and their daughters. One woman was openly staring and I stopped right in front of her until she noticed I was looking down at her before walking away. Funny.

What a way to start the morning.

Anyhow, there's better news.

My next appointment is August 9th at 8am, and the doctor said that if I wanted to at the time, I'd be able to have the braces removed! He said he'd like it if I kept them on until October, just to be sure, but at that point it would be up to me, especially since I was leaving for college at around that time and I'd have to be in Dubai by late August. He said if I came back a couple of months later, he'd remove them then, but still, I'm hyped!

See, most people don't get a straight answer, they ask, "How long will I need braces for?" and the doctors smile and say, "Two years." And then the kid's got braces for four years. Me I asked, "How long will I need braces for?" and he said, "A year and a half," and May 21st was a year. Kick butt.

So hopefully, by the time I get to university, my teeth will be free and happy to flash and please!

3ajeeb!

For those of you who haven't noticed, I don't smile in pictures because I hate the look of my braces. They're a giant downer on my self-esteem and I'll be much happier when they're gone. I'll be much more confident, too. And you thought that was impossible, pfft. Wait 'til I get my canine capped.

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moana

:: 2005 26 May :: 11.36pm

Now we're even.

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nugenta3

:: 2005 25 May :: 3.56pm

from cnn.com, 5-25-05
LONDON, May 25 (Reuters) -- Four years after the September 11 attacks on New York and Washington, human rights are in retreat worldwide and the United States bears most responsibility, rights watchdog Amnesty International said on Wednesday.

From Afghanistan to Zimbabwe the picture is bleak. Governments are increasingly rolling back the rule of law, taking their cue from the U.S.-led war on terror, it said.

"The USA as the unrivalled political, military and economic hyper-power sets the tone for governmental behavior worldwide," Secretary General Irene Khan said in the foreword to Amnesty International's 2005 annual report.

"When the most powerful country in the world thumbs its nose at the rule of law and human rights, it grants a licence to others to commit abuse with impunity," she said.

London-based Amnesty cited the pictures last year of abuse of detainees at Iraq's U.S.-run Abu Ghraib prison, which it said were never adequately investigated, and the detention without trial of "enemy combatants" at the U.S. naval base in Cuba.

"The detention facility at Guantanamo Bay has become the gulag of our times, entrenching the practice of arbitrary and indefinite detention in violation of international law," Khan said.

She also noted Washington's attempts to circumvent its own ban on the use of torture.

"The U.S. government has gone to great lengths to restrict the application of the Geneva Convention and to 're-define' torture," she said, citing the secret detention of suspects and the practice of handing some over to countries where torture was not outlawed.

U.S. President George W. Bush often said his country was founded on and dedicated to the cause of human dignity -- but there was a gulf between rhetoric and reality, Amnesty found.

"During his first term in office, the USA proved to be far from the global human rights champion it proclaimed itself to be," the report said, citing Abu Ghraib and Guantanamo Bay.

'Blurred distinction'
But the United States was by no means the sole or even the worst offender as murder, mayhem and abuse of women and children spread to the four corners of the globe, Amnesty said.

"The human rights abuses in Iraq and Afghanistan were far from being the only negative repercussions of the response to the terrible events of Sept. 11, 2001.

"Since that day, the framework of international human rights standards has been attacked and undermined by both governments and armed groups," Amnesty said.

The increasingly blurred distinction between the war on terror and the war on drugs prompted governments across Latin America to use troops to tackle crimes traditionally handled by police, the report said.

In Asia too, the war on terror was blamed for increasing state repression, adding to the woes of societies already worn down by poverty, discrimination against minorities, a string of low-intensity conflicts and politicization of aid, it added.

Africa too remained riven by regional wars and political repression, and the abject failure of the international community to take concerted action to end the slaughter in Sudan's vast Darfur region was a cause of shame.

Khan also condemned the United Nations Commission on Human Rights for failing to stand up for those supposedly in its care.

"The U.N. Commission of Human Rights has become a forum for horse-trading on human rights," she said. "Last year the Commission dropped Iraq from scrutiny, could not agree on action on Chechnya, Nepal or Zimbabwe and was silent on Guantanamo Bay."

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nerdalert

:: 2005 25 May :: 1.32pm

well i go to camp tomorrow (well i leave scs tomorrow...im staying at caras house in g.r. so i dont have to wake my ass up at 7am to get to camp friday by noon)

so send me a letter or something so that i can write one back to you, im not taking my adress book thing, so unless you send me something i cannot send you something back.

my toe is still throbing from croquet..gotta love when you smash the toe between the ball and the mallet.

my car was aparently in need of some hard core repairs...my mom took it today to get it checked to make sure it is safe to drive long distances...and i need new tie rods, new brakes and new tires. so my car will be like new....HAHAHAHA

today:playing hockey at 3, lax game at 5 (maybe), dropping off laurens hockey gear at her house so my mom doesnt kill me (i hid it in the garage when she told me to take it back last time..oops), youth group for a while, alias season finale, hanging out with mel.

tomorrow: finishing packing, eating dinner, picking up my cd's from girlzilla, driving to caras.

i got my hair cut and once again look like a little boy. ha. gotta love going back to like 1-5th grade (just short, not a mushroom haha).

so hilary told me something that made me realize another good reason for me working at stony and not mlc. since like EVERYONE i know that is working at camp works at mlc, and hilary knows like all the people from stony, so that might help to break down some of the tension/meanness/etc. between camps. that would be awesome

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moana

:: 2005 24 May :: 8.10pm
:: Music: L'arc en Ciel - New World

I'm so exhausted. Wake me up in June, when the sun is hot and the girls are sweaty.

*curls up and dies*

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nerdalert

:: 2005 19 May :: 11.23pm

saw star wars today! fucking awesome, unless you watch it because "anakin is hot" (danielle) then you might not want to see this one because he gets all burned up in it.

went with my brother, rachelle, ryan and adam. me and ryan dressed up, he was darth vader and i was jango fett. it was sweet

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moana

:: 2005 18 May :: 11.21pm
:: Music: Deftones - Back to School

Countdown

5 exams left.

4 days of school.

This is the beginning of my last weekend of high school.

After this week, I will never have to put up with being sent to Stitt's office for misconduct, violating dress code, back-talk...

Yeah, it's not hitting me yet.

*turns on the tv*

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moana

:: 2005 16 May :: 6.59pm

It's official.

Women have been granted voting rights in Kuwait.

PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY!

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