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2008 9 March :: 10.41am
go watch Into the Wild. it will set you free.
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nugenta3
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2008 2 March :: 8.42pm
so i can watch movies/TV shows from netflix streaming online...
i got an error message:
your internet connection has slowed. your movie will continue when it starts again.
brilliant, thanks!
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nugenta3
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2008 19 February :: 3.21pm
make that 108
hooray for procrastination
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2008 19 February :: 11.59am
as a nerdy sidenote, i just scored 110 on expert level minesweeper, which would put me at #24 in the world in the last 30 days (they won't let you see the all-time records unless you pay)
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2008 17 February :: 5.13pm
Rothbury Music Festival
Looks like some good times and great music, I might be going to this with some friends from high school.
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2008 17 February :: 2.51pm
But look thou stay not till the watch be set,
For then thou canst not pass to Mantua;
Where thou shalt live, till we can find a time
To blaze your marriage, reconcile your friends,
Beg pardon of the prince, and call thee back
With twenty hundred thousand times more joy
Than thou went'st forth in lamentation.
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moana
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2008 24 January :: 12.22pm
Identity
Because Dani asked so nicely, it's my published work. If you can call it that. It's all of 150 words, and it's called Identity.
Read more..
This is copyrighted, all rights reserved, courtesy of Guildhall Press, etc etc, do not reuse without permission or you will be sued. ^-^
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moana
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2008 22 January :: 11.36am
:: Music: Interpol - Mammoth
I find that I have become accustomed lately to long games of "Being Paul Banks" in front of the mirror.
Since AUD does not in fact accept AUK credits, I'm going to be spending a lot of time at home by myself, especially since the mornings leave me home alone. These mornings are dedicated to reading, writing and listening to the few CDs in my posession. After I shower, do my hair and spen agonizing ages in front of the mirror wondering if those really ARE wrinkles, I play Interpol and sing and dance in what I feel is a rather impressive imitation of Monsieur Banks.
All in all, I suppose there are worse ways to spend one's mornings.
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moana
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2008 14 January :: 4.28pm
:: Music: Mongolian Chop Squad - Hit in America
I had a dream last night where I was leading a lot of scared people through something big and dangerous. I was younger than I am now, about 16 or 17 at most, and I was very skinny and scrawny. But people depended on me to get them through this thing.
Maybe it's supposed to prepare me for something great.
Maybe I've justb een playing too much Heavenly Sword.
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moana
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2008 10 January :: 9.31am
I feel better now. I've been discussing options with my Mom about what to do next, and it makes me feel better to have a plan. I'm going to be looking for a job as a priority if I find out that I can't transfer credits from AUK to AUD. Part of me dreads AUK because of who I know might be there. I can't help but feel like it would be just like high school. If anything, I just wanna put all that behind me.
Jay says he'll wait as long as he has to, just as long as we can stay in touch during the time we're apart. He's braver than I am, because having to be apart from him for that long is just way too hard on me.
But it makes me feel better. My brother got me a new phone, and it's awesome. I just love it. Also, I showed them the story I got published. My mum says it's worth something to keep writing and try to get published again. I think it's worth something too. It's nice to have my mum acknowledge that I have the ability to do something that well. Very very nice.
Smile now!
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moana
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2008 7 January :: 10.56pm
I feel depressed, and kinda miserable. I really thought going back home would be a good thing, and that it would help me get past the issues with my family, but I feel like I just fight everyone around me while I'm here, because they project this picture on me, and if I don't fit it then I must be a bad person.
It's also kind of depressing when your own mother thinks you've been subject to some witchcraft or something and is trying to break the curse through holy water and readings from the Quraan. I'm not a bad person just because I don't believe in the same things she does. I feel disappointed and tricked, because all they've been trying to do it seems is talk me out of being with Jay.
And I feel depressed be cause I can't talk to him, I can't call him or go see him and just tell him everything until he makes me feel better.
I also feel depressed because my brother thinks I came back for some personal gain instead of to have my mother back in my life again. I feel tricked because they're telling me all these scenarios about "what if your father does this and that and this and you never get to leave the country or see him again?"
And I feel depressed because I wasn't told about any of this before I came, and I was tricked instead, and now that I'm here, there's nothing I can really do to get out, because I've put all my trust and faith in my mother to help me. And she doesn't want to. I see her reluctance. I know why she's trying to convert me back, because she's HOPING this is the work of the devil, and once it's gone I'll be her daughter again.
But this being who I am, why am I made to feel like a bad person? I know I hurt them by running away, but I wish they saw that hurting them was not the REASON for my running away, nor was it an indication that I no longer loved them.
And I still think I'm a good person.
I'm just so so depressed.
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moana
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2007 10 October :: 6.37pm
this song just breaks my heart..
Amy Winehouse - Back To Black lyrics
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moana
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2007 8 October :: 8.21am
umm, guess who just signed a 3-year modeling contract?
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