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moana

:: 2005 30 March :: 8.21am

Insane and tormented

And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor

Shall be lifted nevermore.


amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 28 March :: 5.31pm

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Youssef with his 1 month old niece Aya laying on his chest

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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 28 March :: 3.14pm

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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 28 March :: 12.49pm

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I'm engaged! You'll have to wait for more pictures...

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moana

:: 2005 26 March :: 11.12pm
:: Music: Cardigans - Paralyzed

The sweetest way to die

Part-time pilot school has now become full-time pilot school. I can't be a full time pilot student and a full time AUD student at the same time. There go my plans.

On a happier note, I love this song and if you don't know it, listen to it.

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moana

:: 2005 25 March :: 7.29pm
:: Music: Deftones - Engine No. 9

And Mother she won't drain herself

Where did all the innocence go?

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moana

:: 2005 24 March :: 8.16pm

HASH(0x8e25330)
You are 'Out from Under'! PLEASE don't piss in the
wind...


Which Incubus song are you? (Make Yourself)
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moana

:: 2005 23 March :: 2.00pm
:: Music: Godsmack - Forgive Me

There's nothing to me now. An empty shell unfolded.
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing
How long will this go on? Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?

I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?

For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me,
And though we've changed our ways,
still all our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on? Aren't we a bit much stronger?
I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay.

I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love. Will you forgive me?
No I can't live this way!
I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love.

Past lives I've lived. Uncontrolled but sacred.
You've finally seen all that's left of me.
So hard to feel. So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me? Will you forgive me?

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moana

:: 2005 22 March :: 8.00am

I got accepted into NYU Freshmen in Florence program, one year in the Italy campus, one year in the NYC campus, then guaranteed junior acceptance into the College of Arts and Sciences.

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nerdalert

:: 2005 20 March :: 11.49pm

weekend update...
friday: had lax practice, then rachelle got here at like 10 for "little sibs weekend". we hung out, went to the kc and did kareoke (no clue how to spell that one)....ice ice baby...what else. then came back and hacked it up with my ra for like 2 hours. went to bed.

saturday: ate some breakfast, went down to the dow but it was all being used up so we hung out in my room till her parents got here at like 130...she was supposed to have a soccer game, but it got cancelled. which sucks bc it would have been cool to hang out. so i did some reading, did some naping and some tv watching....and heres the best part....went to bed at 930...ahhaa..

sunday: ate some food, did some studying, went to a study session, ate some more food, went to u of m and got masacred 15-0 and they werent trying and stopped scoring with 15 minutes left in the 2nd half and basically practiced their plays on our defence. tons of fun. now its 1149 and i have to do some studying and go to bed.

oh yeah....woo hoo for state bball... boo for uconn and boo for syracuse and boo for gonzaga.

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moana

:: 2005 19 March :: 12.12pm

Please save me from myself, I need you to save me from myself, please save me from myself so I can heal...


nugenta3

:: 2005 17 March :: 5.01pm

i actually found this sentence published in a scientific journal:
In such cases, natural selection has produced an adaptation that uses natural selection to achieve its effect.

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nerdalert

:: 2005 16 March :: 12.55pm

i just wanted to say sorry in advance....bc i suck this semester more than normal, so i will be hibernating in my room studying my life away so that i can get a 3.0 in my major and remain in the education department. other wise im going to be here at albion for like ever...like 5 years. I LOVE SCHOOL!! (i hope you can feel the sarcasm oozing from that one)

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moana

:: 2005 16 March :: 9.14am
:: Music: Driving Rain - Vanilla Sky


"And the day I became young again, I felt the empty place that threatened to engulf me fill with possibility, and I called it 'My Neverland', and it kept me alive, so filled as it was, when I swore the world was not worth living for... ...And the ghost of my past died away with my memories... ...and the ghost of my future is at sixes and sevens... ...and the ghost of my present frolics in Neverland, points me towards the oceans... ...I do not live for this world, I live for its possibilities; and you are one of them."

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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 14 March :: 12.42pm

I feel like I have been AWOL for a long time now, but I am back. Not that anyone missed my rambling. Well, the past two weeks I have been busy with driving and driving and driving. My grandpa passed away early last week and so I was there all weekend. And the week before my sister and I drove home to see him. He wasn't suppose to live more than a few days from the first time we went (two weeks ago) but he survived a week in more or less a coma. The funeral was this weekend and it was sad but I am glad that he isn't suffering anymore.

On a happier note, tomorrow is Mikhail's first birthday!! It is hard to believe that he is already a year old - I really can't remember everything that has happened in the past year but he's still as cute as ever and growing everyday.

I have so much to finish in the second half of this semester. On Wednesday I have to have a literacy game finished for my class (that is also my job - it's confusing). I did my poli. sci midterm today, and so that took a lot of pressure off. I have to make a complete lesson plan and curriculm thing for my English methods class. I need to start soon because it's huge. I feel like I have been slacking off this whole semester - I just need to sit down and get my shit together. Wednesday my grandparents are taking Mikhail because he is staying with them while I am in Morocco, so hopefully Wednesday and Thursday I can get some stuff done before I leave. It is hard to believe that in four days I will be in Africa!!! And I can hug and kiss Youssef whenever I want (well almost whenever I guess). We are having our engagement party and I couldn't be more excited. I'll admit it's a bit nerve-wracking but it's what I want and I'm so happy. I put some new Mikhail pics on here too :)

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Mikhail and Mom - doesn't he look like the man you always wanted?? Hell if I can't find him - I'll make him!!

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