???? Where Am I ????

all right, i'll give you all an update, i know it's long overdue!

Spring Break- Hasnt been to bad... havent really done much. On Friday i went to grand rapids to pick up some books, and then on Saturday i went to the club with Mike, Amanda, Zac, Kelly, and Autumn , and we might go again tonight. I dunno if im gonna go though. It wasnt worth 10 dollars.
Um.. other than that, break has been pretty uneventful.

-me

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:: 2005 4 April :: 9.42 pm

wow, havent posted here in awhile......um.. break is okay. im here and everything's on track. yeah, thats about it.

-me

directions anyone?

:: 2005 19 March :: 11.57 am
:: Mood: i dont know how to feel right now

i just hit the lowest point i've been in in awhile. and usually, when i hit a low, i just go and hang out with a few friends and not care. but i care about her!!! i dont want to accept the fact that she doesnt care about me! i CANT accept it. but the thing is, i dont know how she feels. i dont see her at all, and when i do, i feel great! but it seems like she avoids me at all costs. im just a backup, if that. just the guy that treats her right and buys her stuff. usually, i wouldnt mind, but usually i dont care. i care this time and i HATE IT!!!!

directions anyone?

:: 2005 25 February :: 11.24 pm

wow i havent updated in a while.....ummm... alot has been going on, but its all good.

band concert went okay, pretty bad compared to what it should have been, but oh well, shit happens.

um.... anything else you wanna know ask

chao,
-me

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:: 2005 8 February :: 3.19 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: thin lizzy "jailbreak"

okay, well this weekend at spring hill has been one of the most amazing experiences ever. the band was amazing....not at all like i thought. i thought they would be some "churchy" band, but they werent. they sang about God, but they were rockin. it was awesome. and the speaker was amazing.

i got to hang out with people i usually dont, which was the BEST part.

well other than that everything's been the same. still working on my gay english, but oh well.

chao,
-me

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:: 2005 3 February :: 10.52 pm

okay, well not much going on. huge ass term paper in brit. lit. and reading and analyzing a novel in lit.

have a pretty easy project in history too

going to spring hill this weekend, wish me luck, im gonna try snowboarding. i actually plan on breaking something, but if i dont by some chance that would be great, so yeah, like i said, wish me luck.

well, thats about it

chao,
-me

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:: 2005 30 January :: 9.06 pm

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:: 2005 26 January :: 8.57 pm

okay, so i now have crutches........for a little

i sprained or strained a tendon in my knee, so the doctor gave me crutches and prescription MOTRIN and told me to use as needed. my knee is already moving a bit more, almost enough to walk on, but i cant stand the pressure yet. so, i dont think its too bad. at least i hope its not to bad. it still hurts, but even thats gone down. so yeah, it sucks.

so, the music for the musical is really freakin high. not all that hard, but way freakin high. i really dont want to drop it down an octave, but i think im gonna have to. which really pisses me off more than anything else, because if im gonna do something, i want it done right.

but yeah, whatever.

saturday is solo ensemble at mona shores.im scared in a way, but not like freaking out scared. i just dont want anyone in the trio to embarrass themselves. i dont mean that to sound really mean, but i know it happens, and i really dont want it to. oh well, shit happens

so other than that, i dont think i have anything else to say.

im gone,
-me

directions anyone?