well its official..
i turned my life into a pile of sadness... 8th grade dance was yesterday...i barely held back the tears in class, i felt i was going to burst...so i came home i cried...and than that night my sisters friends came over... and now i come back to check my mail and i get an e-mail from my boyfriend...an email that made me cry when i read it.. one that is expected after what i've done....

Frans....i need to talk to you....it is about why i havent talked to you in weeks...get online tommorow please...i need to get this out so that i dont hurt you or me anymore than i have done already.....im almost in tears as im writing this entry...

it seems that everything thats been going on lately has been leading to sadness...and it seems that i cant do anything right and i always hurt someone...

im gonna stop writing now, before i get into this too much...

im out for now..

-Joe

im happy-ish!
well today was great! it was crazy hait day at school ^^ and i spiked my hair in bright purple spikes, it was soo kewl^_^ and tommorow its clash day! im gonna wear my ghetto guard uniform with other thingys that make it clash, its gonna be sooo much fun!

the spring concert went well, i didnt mess up toooo much.....i can to 5's now on meh rifle!!! w00t! *cheers to himself*

*cough*

well anywhos, me and mojo exchanged html codes to fix up our journals, i can finally make it so that my backround doesnt move ^____^ thankies sooo much mojo!!!! *hugs*


schools coming to an end next week >.< it makes meh sad...because im gonna be seperated from all meh bestest friends..im gonna miss everyone sooo much.



well im off to bed, g-nite journal, and whoevers reading this ^^ bai bai

~joe