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hey. today wasnt such a bad day. school went okay...ish. it was kinda awkward because i broke up with my boyfriend but ya know...i lived. i feel kinda bad for doing it, but its a lot better now. im not as depressed and stuff. my life can still suck at times but ya know. n e ways you all have to read this. my friend wrote it.

>>looking out at the fog and rain,
re-living the horror again and again,
the sounds and screams of what was lost,
that night, filled with the moonlit frost.
and many people who didnt care,
cried as they saw her lying there,
wiped that tear off of their cheek,
for all the times they called her a freak,
a moron, a useless being, a bitch,
sad and alone, a grumpy witch.
a razor blade had been secretly hid,
so no one would know the things that she did.
secrets are told on the sides of her arms,
as she told everyone that it did no harm.
full of depression, anger, and hate,
nobody realized til it was too late,
too bad sewacide was her fate.
i just wish that some one knew,
maybe this nightmare wouldnt come true.


---isnt that awesome. i love it. anyways i better go. i have stuff to do. ttyl.

-ME

good morning!
good morning! im bored. im getting ready for another stressful day. joy! anyways maybe, hopefully, this day will go okay. i hope you all had/have a good day. i dont have much more to say so i guess i will go now. so ttfn.

-me

confoozled
hey. i am so confused. okay im have a boyfriend and he thinks i like his best friend. well i dont like him, we are just SUPER close friends. everyone (including my boyfriend) say that my face "lights up" whenever he comes around. i dont get that. i was talking to blondie and she said that he is being jealous. and im starting to believe it. i mean he freaked out when i walked to my class alone. i HATE not being able to ever be alone in my free time at school. i need alone time too, i give him loads of alone time to run around with his friends and stuff but he flips out if i leave for a couple of minutes. jeez, i hate overprotective boyfriends. im not trying to sound like i hate him or anything but im just frustrated and in a bad mood. well before i say stuff i regret im gonna go now. so i guess i will ttyl. ttfn.

-me

p.s. if u have any comments and/or advice PLEASE feel free to leave a comment.

boredom
hey. okay i have more time to write now. i was in a hurry last time cuz i had to leave for school or i would have been late. couldnt do that now could we. im so bored. i have nothing to do. my sisters are watching the fairly odd parents so i cant watch TV and i dont want to sit in my room all alone cuz i will go insane if i do that too much. anyways my day wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. besides the fact that my friend Abby is mad at me. i will explain why she is mad at me later. i dont feel like doing it now. n e ways im gonna go now. im gonna instant message blondie. TTFN.

much love,
me

hiya!!!
hiya ppl. i just started this and my friend Blondie is gonna be very happy that i did. well i would write more but i dont have time. i haveta go to school. (yuck!!!) lets pray today doesnt totally SUCK!!!

more later

-me