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2004 27 January :: 4.01am
:: Mood: what?
:: Music: tic toc tic toc
hey
finally it is back on it was frozed all afernoon! i got really yelled at for having ma report card with a c on it. i am really sicky feelin and my legs are given out they feel like they are made of jello ( damn miss Borges) she made us do lunges and well we did a lot of them!!!! i have to go becuase my shoulder!
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2004 25 January :: 9.58am
:: Mood: snor!
:: Music: tic toc
hey
talkin to britt on im fun but she talks a lot! to much! oh well just sayin hi and i hope sara is home because i want to call her nd see if i can talk to her in private! gotta go talkin to britt and a million otha people that just imed me so bye!!!
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2004 23 January :: 3.37am
:: Mood: head ache tummy ache!
:: Music: tic toc tic toc!
he he he
Movie was fun we laughed and stuff and i lost all my munny for like three min. then i found it in my purse/ tin box, sory sara i did not want you to get mad so i told you it was on the ground He he he he! I am really bored. I had a caramel Mochiato at starbucts, i love those things. I also got bit by a spider like last nite, it was on my chin. I am really alergice to spider bites so i hope it goes away because i cant go to tha doctor. I need to talk to sara like privately this weekend so sara call me and maybe you can come over! or the other way around, who cares. well gotta im Britt, Carol, Ariel, Angelica, and Azziza all at the same time Multitask! he he he he mmmm cheese!
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2004 22 January :: 2.46am
:: Music: tic toc tic toc
sigh
I was trying to talk to some people today but i guess i am just shy about that sometimes, i dont want sar and ronnie to say i am complaining. So instead of makin then bich i am just keepin quite. I have not had a private meetin with MB in two weeks and i need one badly becuase a lot of stuff has happened in two weeks., i wont say those thins here. My dad the other nite said some things that i overheard and to my face that will probably scar me for life, so last nite i went to bed and cried for like two hours with my door shut, it was dark, then all the sudden i saw feet under the door and i thought my dad was going to come in and yell at me again, but he walked into his room and both my parents went to bed, so i sat there awake with a teary wet pillow, i hate that, i was cold because the heat does not work in my room but i would not dare ask for anyone to fix it. I feel really scared around people right now, i dont know why i am all fidgity. Hey guys if you read this today sara Ronnie, i would appreciate ya talkin to me tomora, gotta go promised britt i would would im her about ten min ago!
Bye............
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2004 20 January :: 11.40am
:: Mood: stoned
:: Music: bartch talkin
hey
hey i still really fuckin stoned. i mean i feel like a bunch of shit! my head hurts and ya so i am doin this in bartches classroom and he is over ther and stuff and Gooser was gorgeous! gotta go my gramma is waitin fo me
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2004 18 January :: 4.13am
:: Mood: so tired hurt all over
:: Music: Football!!!!!
ouch
Last night was soooooooo fun they were soooooo hot! i got the broken drumstik my cd signed ma poster signed and all sorts of bruises from moshing! When i was gettin in ma Pj's last nite at like twelve when we ggot back i had like blue and purple marks on ma shoulders and legs from jumpin and angela got a little bloody, oh yeah it was great. unfortunately i dont that well i dont know, people did not really wanna talk to me much except my nineth grade friends and Ariel&Monica. I was so tired i woke up this morning and i fell back to sleep i felt a sick and shit. oh well i really dont know why but last nite i tried really hard but i did not feel happy, or maybe i just dont remember what that feels like. I know i should be because f all the hella nice gifts i got but i dont knwo it is difficult Tell ya bout it later gotta go!
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2004 17 January :: 5.59am
:: Music: tic toc ahhhhhhh What the fuck shut up!
guess what
I know you guys dont care about my Guini pigs but i cant go to my ACBA show wich is like the biggest show of the year next to the state fai and there is only one a year! Because All my long haired breeds dont start showing until 3:00pm then they end at four then two hours back in the rain from Santa Rosa. My dad is a bastard and canceled my hair thing last night. My Gramy and Grampy are so stupid and they are here i swear you have to say somehting five times for them to understand except my grampy becasue he is a Genius really he is and ne thing you say to him must have proof and technical crap and blah blah blah like i said "can i have a cookie" he said something about chemicals i dont know! Well G2g parentals gettin up see ya'll at ma party Whoooooooooohhhhhhaaa!
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2004 15 January :: 12.51pm
:: Mood: man i have got a headache!
:: Music: classroom noise!
Hey
Happy birthday to me happy birthday to me.... okay i will cut the crap, but it is ma reall birthday today and ma party is on saturday. I am gonna play a trick on Bartsch because he does not knwo it is ma birthday so when i am in his class after school i will say right before i leave "Hey MB bye it was ma birthday today!" then i will run and laugh to maself. I have a 4h meeting tonight and they do birthdays of the month, but i think they will have forgotten mine i will tell you tomorrwo if they did or not Bye g2g check sumthin out!
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2004 14 January :: 3.09pm
:: Mood: oh yeah
oh yeah
I also like took out the safety pin in ma belly button because it was made of nickle and i am alergic to nickel or sumtin because it fgot all red and stuff so i still have a hole but i will redo it i gues when i get sumthin beter to do it with!
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2004 14 January :: 12.06pm
:: Mood: really sad and depressig like
:: Music: the lovely noise of the keys
hey
Hey guys i like always go on here during our computer class but this time it said it was restricted to go to my woohu Billyfan, so i just went to Woohu.com instead, oh and i got a really bad grade on ma math test, so even though right now my life at home is Hell it will be even more hell and i am really scared of what might happen i really ami am just well i dont want to say anythin because if MB reads it he will do sumthin but ya guys keep me in your thoughts because you are always in mine!
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