♥ Tabitha + Bradley ♥

:: 2005 10 February :: 12.05am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Martina Mcbride - God's Will

Blah!
welps hum...... monday there was a game and i went to that boys won girls lost (jr high games that is) then tuesday was the All county Choir thing for the state board members which i think it sounded ok... and we looked good besides the fact one of the girls almost fell and i would have had to stop singing and laugh at her lol. welps after that we went to eat and i learned Patty talks more then anyone i know lol...;........ welps then today there was school once again like everyday... i swear it SUCKS.. i tryed to get Grace to take me at 3rd and i even offered to pay her and she still wouldnt do it oh well....... welps then i had to stay after school for band stuff like the pizza kits......... then i finally came home at like um...... 6:30 or so.... then i practiced my guitar and got mad at it again lol i always get mad at that thing... could be cause im not gonna at it yet and im used to being good at music stuff lol..... welps that was my oh soo interesting 3 days lol Much Love and like always God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 8 February :: 2.33pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [N o t h i n B u t C o w b o y B o o t s - Blue County]

Hey every1. I came home early today...i'll explain why later on in this entry lol.
Yeaaa so, The Patriots won the Superbowl! YAY! They are such an awesome team. I was so proud! Hmmm let's see...yesterday, school was boring but ya know, that's nothin new! When I got home me and mom went to town so I could get my hair cut. I told the guy I wanted it kinda like Ashlee Simpsons is now, I showed him a pic and all. Well my hair was about 5 in. past my shoulders and he cut off about 3 inches and he razored it so I could have layers but in NO way did he do my bangs right...he took off like an inch on my bangs (they were almost to my chin) and he had my hair all parted in the middle so me and mom had to trim them up...now they start under my eyes and get longer as they go down. Soooo...yeah. I guess it looks okay now. It don't really look like Ashlee's cause my hair is thick and hers isn't but I like it anyway...lol. We also decided to go over to the mall and I had some money so I wanted to go in JcPenney and get me a sweater. Well I found one...I felt all special cause it was like 24.99 with 50% off so I got it...and I got a tank top thingy to go under it well I check it out to make sure it's all good. Okay...i'm sittin in class today and Sarah is like OmG! Shama your sweater has a big hole in it! And yeah....that's why i'm home now. LoL. That sucks. It was right under my arm on the side. I duno if mom can sew it either cause it's a yarny material...so that's double suck! Oh well it's all good now I guess! Today was actually a good day other than that cept the fact that John busted me in the mouth with his arm on accident. I sooo thought he busted my lip...lol Get him Ben!...okay well 2nd period was great today...Mrs.Hagley wasn't there and we all got on the subject of the past, we were talkin bout memories and stuff from elementary, and up to where we are now. We had been talkin about it the whole class and we all got quiet for some reason and Luke was like "And look at us now, we're all grown up." Oh my gosh I thought I was gonna cry. It's just so depressing that all of us have something in our lives now that keeps us from all hangin out and havin fun like we used to. I dunno man, I just really miss the good ol days! =[ I hope I keep in touch with them after I graduate. Yep, we've had some good times. Only one more year! Okay, i'm gonna get off of that subject. It's too saddening! Hmmmmmm....We have a BV game tonight at Buffalo and i'm gonna go to it with Cody! I don't think he's gonna get outta class until 6:30 or later so we may be late, but it's only 15 minutes away, we may make it by 7:30. Who cares... I just hope we don't get stomped! Well i'm gonna hit the road and probably take a nap y'all. <3-Shamarie

sweetiepie2006

:: 2005 7 February :: 11.01pm
:: Music: Lifehouse- Breathing

Superbowl= New England....isnt that grand? yes it is! haha....yeah well, I ain't knowin what to say besides....I believe I'm going to an Ashlee Simpson concert next month...or a lil later...if we can go somewhere else besides Columbus and get better seats. I can not wait until April...I wish my bday would hurry up and get here...I wanna be 17. It's not like it matters tho...Mom n Dad prolly won't let me get my license....they need to tho cuz its depressing that people younger than me have theirs and drive to school...and yeah im not likin it. I can't wait til Summer....i hate school...i wish it was over...better yet...I wish this was my senior yr...and I would be going to Marshall next year...that would be great...i only wish...well i'ma go...bye bye!!!

~*-Jenn-*~

:: 2005 7 February :: 1.40am

welps i dont feel the need to write about last week... all there was to it was basketball games......... welps on to this weekend.... friday night the gang came over after the basketball game which i had fun at ........ oh Yea Melody and Keshia came over while i wasnt home and hung out with my mom and left b4 i even got back to the house... what Great friends... dont even want to be here for my 16th birthday party...... no big deal tho........ At the game there was point folks and yea well pretty much they made the game awesome ....... so yea anyways after the game Aunt Bre brought me Tabi and Tater tot over to the home for a night of retardation lol..... and Cody brought shama over So after we got here we ate then got online and talked to people.... Tabi took pictures of people and junk like that and we just goofed off.... then saturday everyone went home by like 1:30 shama was the last to leave.......... i just layed around till like 4:30 then i called Tabi and them took a shower and went to the basketball games they was pretty boring till 4th of the varsity gamethen it somewhat got fun....... then i came home and was here by myself till about 11 something when mom got home from Hershals......and the rest of that night wasnt to bad...... but then today was the WORST!!!! it was my 16th birthday and my whole life i have always thought that my 16th brithday was gonna be soo Great all my family would come down and both of them would get along and and they would be here all day and everything would be great............ but nooo none of my family cares but a very few there was 4 of my moms family (my grandma and grandpa and Hallie and Allen) and Tab Aunt bre bub and terry here for dads.... oh wow thats not even close to my whole family i have 8 Aunts and only 2 was here..... one told me she was gonna have ot take a nap...... thats why she didnt come over..... good reason eh?... none of the others even gave a reason........... my family was only for about 2 hours......i called my father after everyone left thinking Hey he would love to see me and plus i want to see him really bad cause i havent seen him since Christmas.... but yea when i called he wasnt there.... he went to work with Tracy so he could lose money playing Bingo........ dont you just love that?...... i sure do.......... i mean its pretty bad with your own dad dont even want to see you on your birthday but yea im guessing im not as cared about as i thought i was at one point........ today sure has proved that............i got a guitar by the way................. at like 5:30 i was talking to Kevin and he wanted to come over so i told him i had to go over to Tims house to learn a little something on the guitar but he could come over after that.... so he went and got tabi and at like 7 he was over here and then at 8 we went back to tabis cause my house is boring..... then at like um.... 9:30 or so he brought me home and he went back to his home..... and i went back to feeling sorry for myself once again......... i really think everyones lives would be alot better with out me in them.... yeps well im going to go cry myself to sleep cause thats what happens alot anymore..... im always so depressed....... i know people think im always happy and junk but im not......... i try my best to hold my feeling in and not let people see how i really feel..........plus i hate when people ask "Whats Wrong?" and if you say nothing they are like oh yes there is tell me....... if i wanted ot tell them i would have told them instead of saying NOTHING........... but yea mom just came in here bitching like she always does...... but im used to it by now.... Much love and like always God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

sweetiepie2006

:: 2005 3 February :: 4.42pm
:: Music: The Game and 50 Cent- How We Do

Hey! Yeah....pretty much in a bad mood.... I can not freakin stand this semester. Everything about this semester annoys me. I miss all of last semesters teachers....Even Dr. Roach who had major eye spasms :( But Yeah....all we do in 1st....2nd.....3rd...and omg....even 4th....is vocab. Isn't that amazing? Like everyday my hand feels like its gonna fall off or sumthin. Neways....2day in 4th period Mrs.Shaw was going on and on about stuff no1 cares about....seriously....no1 thinks nething she says is funny....all u hear is fake laughing every now and then. Well she was tellin another gay story about Marshall and WVU....and how she wore MU clothes at WVU...isnt that hilarious?? she thought it was...blah...but yeah...Bobbi handed me a piece of paper that was asking if one of the answers on the group worksheet was false.....ummmm lets see its not like we were cheating because Mrs.Shaw was giving us all the answers...we thought we would be nice and not interupt her....but yeah ok she went off on me Shama n Bobbi. She was screamin that she was born at night but not last night...ok c'mon how old is that...and she was like i may be blonde but im not blind or sumthin....she said we were talking about her....ummm yeah i believe we all have better things to talk about than her....i mean really. Oh...and shama like took a big breath...and she was like omg just keep holdin ur breath...yeah i guess she wants Shama to keep holdin her breath and die or sumthin....I'M SO THRILLED THAT I HAVE HER 1ST AND 4TH PERIOD! Life's so amazing...oh wait...no it isn't....Ok i'ma go now...just thought i'd share my really bad mood with u!!! bye bye!!

~*-Jenn-*~

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:: 2005 31 January :: 9.27pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: none

Soooo. Today was boring! Blah! I had to have somethin to do this evening so I went to the Jr.High games. Lukas kept us entertained lol...he is so dumb & funny. haha. I only stayed for the girls game...I got home around 7:30 and got on here about 8:30. Cody just got on a little bit ago and told me Jeanie had her baby today...it's a girl. They named it Leah Elizabeth...how cute? I wanna see it =] lol I can't wait. Babies rock! haha. Aww, now they have Luke & Leah....awwwwie! Hmmm, there's a varsity boys home game tommorow night against Gauley Bridge, so that should be fun...hmmm well I don't know what else to say. Basically just wanted to mention those few things. C-Y'ALL.
<3-Shamarie

:: 2005 24 January :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: in pain
:: Music: Twista -hope

my OH so interesting day lol

yeps well today was somewhat boring......... there was a 2 hour delay and yea well my grandma didnt call so i thought i would call her cause i figured there wasnt school or something but yea she had just slept in and forgot to call me that ruined my day lol cause i mean i didnt get to bed till like 7 cause i was upset with a someone and when im upset i clean so yea the spare bedroom is CLEAN now lol........ but yea then after i get to school i had to go to mama pyles room for homeroom which wasnt the funnest but its been worse..... then it was off to 1st.. which i have with Tabi and Jennay by the way lol..... the only thing wrong with the Class is its with Shaw AHH lol........ another plus is that Shaina is in there lol second is with Shaw too and Keshia P and Keshia T is in there but today they wasnt talking ot me much i dont know what i did to them tho.... Ziko Lukas and drew is in there too so yea that class will never be quiet lol..... some people in there STARE alot lol.. they need to stop it............ then in 3rd i have Grady which is fun cause i make fun of him..... it made me feel alot better....... he said that being mean to me made his day lol............ oh yes and 3rd i also have with TABI AND JENNAY! lol YAY..... then it was off to 4th... where i have who else but Mama Pyles lol........ she can get mean for a short woman haha.... oh well ya gotta love her lol ..... welps then after 4th was finally i walked with Jason to his buss cause he was helping me so i didnt fall on the ice lol.. God Bless his heart lol... he fell like 3 times today and one time he almost took me down with him..... thought i was gonna have to hurt the boy there for a bit lol.... but yea after i got away from the Gwood bus i seen Grace to pick me up... good thing mama Pyles didnt know Grace picked me up or i would have been in trouble for leaving on the first bell oh well lol....... then i went to the ciropractor (spelled wrong) and yea he worked on my back some more and it didnt take no time lol...... then we talked to him for a few mins and then left and went to eat and Burger King and yea it was GROSS but yea then i left with mom and Grace went home..... i went to Walmart and fell it was depressing lol...... then after we left walmart we was gonna go look for David something for his birthday seeing since its the 4th and all but yea we didnt go cause my back hurt way to bad........ so i drove home (YAY) and yea well there was some guy riding my ass from like almost to Hton home and yea well at about Gwood that buddy was getin to close... i was mad........ i have learned i have BAD road rage lol oppz....... but yea i was screaming at the guy even tho he couldnt hear me........ and i was like mom you know what.... they need to make horns to the sound of a gun shot not to the sound of a mad trumpet and she was like well ok......... and i was like yea cause i mean when im mad i dont want to go play a few notes for a guy i want to shoot him in the face haha and she was all like Kimberly Dawn how darn you think that lol and i was like well mom dont even tell me you dont think bout shooting people in the face and she was like well yea but thast different........ dont you hate it when someone says you souldnt do something but when they do it "its different"...... Ticks me off lol....... well that was my OH so interesting day..... i better get comments or i will CRY lol Much Love and Like always God Bless! *Kimberly Dawn*

DOTS ARE GREAT lol thought i would share that lol

:: 2005 24 January :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: none

It's Official - I have no life...
Sooo I went to Church tonight...dad was 5-10 mins. late to pick me up so I sat with Cody in his truck for awhile. He got me Blue County's CD. It's great...I really like it. Thanx Cody!! Hmmm...Kevin, Kim, Tabi & I had another chat tonight. I <3 chats...well my entries the last few days have been pretty boring but I shall have better ones once this week gets going. Yea i'm watchin Fresh Prince of Bel-Air...I love this show! =p Carleton's the bomb. lol. Anyway, there's an away game tommorow at St.Mary's I didn't kno anything about it til a little while ago...I dunno if Cody's goin. I wanna go if he is...haha but I doubt he is, prolly has class. Blah...we have a two hour delay tommorrow...i'm kinda excited about our new classes, well only the first week of them. Then they'll suck...haha. Well i'm gonna go now! Have fun with all these surveys & stuff. I really need to stop doing them!!!!!!!!!! <3-Shamarie

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would
die for you.
2. At least 10 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they
want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if
they don't like you.
5. Someone has thought about you at least one night (or maybe
every night) before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If it wasn't for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, likes/loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, 90% of the time
something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a
look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you
want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself,
you probably, sooner or later, will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget
about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will
feel much better when they know. (Remember, you may never
have that second chance!)
15. If you have great friends, take the time to let them know
that they are great.

** I have kissed someone...

**on the cheek.
**on the lips.
**on their hands or fingers.
**in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
**of the opposite sex.
related to me. (Well yeah i've kissed my mom n dad...goodbye, goodnight or whatever...)
younger than me.
**older than me.
**with black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with red hair.
with straight hair.
**smaller/shorter than me.
**bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk/had been drinking.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual. (hmmm...)
**who I didn't really want to kiss.
**on a holiday.
who was going out with someone somewhat close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
**who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
**at a show/concert.
**at the beach.
**in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
**who you legally can't have sex with. (haha that's funny)
**with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
**who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has a tattoo.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
**in another continent. (well, he is now...lol)
**with an accent. (from brazil)
with an std.
on a boat.
**in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
**at the circus/carnival/fair.
with a missing body part.
**in the movies.

Random Questions:
____YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: shama
[x] also: shama haha
[x] sex: female
[x] my first breath of air: aug 23
[x] age: 16
[x] status: i dunno single-ish but i still <3 him...
[x] occupation: student
[x] nationality: caucasian
[x] best homegirl[s]: jenn & tabi

____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: tabi's party when we thought we were gonna die!
[x] worst?: probably hangin out with lee...BLAH!
[x] first word uttered: mom? lol i dunno
[x] first best friend ever!?: sarah or jenn

____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: HBC or MU
[x] future resident of: wv? lol
[x] wedding: big and pretty
[x] children: 2 probably
[x] looking forward to: school tommoro kinda!
[x] NOT looking forward to: report cards

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: happy, bored
[x] Listening: blue county - hollywood, california <~good song!
[x] Talking: to ben, kevin, kim & tabi
[x] doing: this survey thing
[x] craving: a milkshake =) yum
[x] thinking of: someone
[x] hating: this cruel world...haha no i dunno

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: depressing
[x] first love: cody
[x] current love: still cody
[x] love or lust?: lust doesnt hurt as bad
[x] best love song: keith urban - your everything
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time: no, that's just retarded
[x] when love hurts, you: cry and pour out my heart to my wonderful friends who listen whether they want to or not lol
[x] true or false - all you need is love: true
[x] have you ever been in love?: i think so...
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: maybe?

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: cute, punkishly dressed, longer hair...chin length or higher, tan, nice body
[x] turn offs: ugly, fat, boring, self centered, bad attitude, wigger
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope!
[x] what kinda hair style?: keith urban/brad mates style...ryan cabrera style too!!
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: take you out to a fancy resturant then when u come back u find out he put rose petals all over the floor of ur room and give you a massage...i dunno lol
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: i dunno...haha
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: nope!

____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: longish
[x] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine
[x] moon or sun: sun
[x] basketball or football: basketball
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: both
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] bf/gf or best friend: ?
[x] tv or radio: tv
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: starbucks cause i dunno what the other is lol
[x] mcdonalds or burger king: mcdonalds
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written
[x] playstation or nintendo: old school nintendo
[x] disney or nickelodeon: i dunno?
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: sing
[x] freak or slow dance: i dunno?
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: google

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: yea
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: i dunno?
[x] what are you scared of?: spiders, bugs, death...all that skeery stuff haha
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: trying my hardest in schools
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: umm a house roof haha?
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[x] how many phones?: 6
[x] how many residents?: 3
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: me, myself...about 20 and mom and dad have about 20 too
[x] last dentist visit: about 3 months ago...i go every 6 mos.
[x] last doctor visit: gosh...last time i was sick about a year ago
[x] last phone call: tonight i called tabi

** the true statements

**01. I have a cell phone
**02. I'm obsessed with new things.
**03. I'm the youngest child.
**04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged ears.
**06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
07. I love Daquiris.
**08. I love the weekends.
**09. I can't live without lipgloss.
**10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
**12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
**14. I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
**15. I get annoyed easily.
**16. I eventually want kids.
**17. I like the Backsreet Boys.
**18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi
**20. I am a person.
**21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on August 10 or 11
**23. I love taking pictures.
**24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
**26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
**28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
**30. I dress how I feel that day.
**31. I love Charmed. (Power of 3...lmbo!)
**32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason. HAHA tabi!
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my least favorite season.
**36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
**37. I love to sleep.
**38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy
40. I have a lot of drama
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
**43. I always fight with my parents.
**44. I love the beach!!!
**45. I have had the chicken pox.
**46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
**48. I can't wait till Christmas.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
**50. I love my friends.
**51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
**52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
**53. I have had a broken bone.
**54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
**56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
**58. I'm a happy person, most of the time.
**59. I love to dance.
**60. I love to sing.
**61. I hate cleaning my room.
**62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
**63. I like to play video games.
**64. I love John Mayer
**65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused. --OMG IT'S TERRIBLE :(
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
**67. I don't like to study for tests.
**68. I love Play-Doh.
**69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
**71. I like high school, sometimes.
**72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
**75. I love the color blue
**76. I don't sew.
**77. I am not addicted to drugs.
**78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
**80. I become stressed easily.
**81. I hate liars.
**82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is AWESOME!!!!!!
**84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
**85. I love my family, most of them.
86. I don't mind getting shots. --I HATE SHOTS!!
**87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
**89. I hate the feeling of failure.
**90. I am still a virgin.
**91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
**92. I can be quite selfish.
**93. I still act like a little kid. (Sometimes)
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
**95. I can stay on the computer forever.
**96. I loVe music.
**97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
**98. I love getting stuff in the mail. (makes me feel important...lol)
99. I have problems letting go of people.
**100. I hate the feeling of being alone.

perfect guy:

1. hair color: Dark blonde
2. eye color: Blue or hazel
3. height: 6'0-6'3
4. six pack: Ehh I dunno...would be nice
5. long or short hair: In the middle (Keith Urban length)
6. glasses: Contacts...yeah
7. piercings: they're a nice addition but not necessary
8. scars: Umm...? lol
9. eyebrows: Not all beastly, not all girly, but well groomed
10. big butt or little: Medium
11. chest hair: Maybe a little but not A LOT
12. buff or skinny: In between
13. straight teeth, gap: Who wants a gap? lol...
14. funny or serious: Depends on the situation...he's gotta know when to use it
15. party or stay at home: Depends on the mood
16. should he cook or bake: Every now and then when he feels like bein sweet lol
17. should he have a best friend: Yea but not one he's obsessed with
18. should he have a lotta girlfriends: My gosh no!
19. outgoing or shy: Depends on the situation...both
20. sarcastic or sincere: Sincere, and jokingly sarcastic
21. should he love his mother: Ofcourse
22. should he watch chick flicks: All the time...lol
23. would he be a smoker: NoPE!
24. would he drink: Occcasionally...i'm talkin like once a month or less
25. would he swear: Every now and then
26. would he play with your hair: Oh yeah! =]
27. one or more girls at a time: OnLy Me!!!
28. would he pay for dates: He would always offer but I would insist on helpin out sometimes
29. does he kiss on the first date: If it feels right
30. where would you go to dinner: A nice restaurant but not too fancy
31. would he bring you flowers: Awww yeah
32. would he lay under the stars with you: Ofcourse
33. would he write poetry about you: Only on holidays lol
34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby: Yep!
35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: ehhh sometimes
36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends: yea
37. will he walk you to the door at the end: yep!!!
38. holding hands: OFCOURSE
39. soccer: No
40. baseball: No
41. basketball: Yeah
42. football: Yeah
43. water polo: No
44. surf: O yea!!!
45. skateboard: Yea
46. snowboard: It'd be okay
47. sing: Yes! =]
48. play guitar: Yea that's hot!
49. play piano: Every now n then
50. play drums: Maybe...
51. clean his room: All nice and tidy lol
52. paint, draw, sculpt: No
53. writes his own music: Occasionally
54. use the word dude: As long as he don't wear it out
55. use the word tight: Naw
56. would he watch the sun rise with you: Yeap!
57. what kind of car does he drive: A BiG! Chevy truck
58. how old is he: 2 years older than me
59. what would his name be: Brad, Ryan, Keith, Aaron...lol named after one of the hot singers that I just Looooove! Naw...I don't really care

Oh gee....the perfect man...haha

.-Random 16 Questions-.
1. Grab the book nearest to you. Turn to page 33, find line 4. Write down here what it says: He stopped playing polo, too. But I think that's because a horse stepped on him.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first?: My glass of pop
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?: This Stephen King movie...skurry
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 10:05
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 9:47
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: My Blue County CD
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?: Like an hour ago...comin back from church
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: Random journals
9. What are you wearing?: Pajama pants and green buddy league bball shirt
10. Did you dream last night? What about?: Yeah I dreamed that mom and dad made me drive home alone from Point and I only had my learners permit and it was expired and I got pulled over
11. When did you last laugh? Why?: At church 2nite...Cody was makin fun of me lol
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?: White paint and posters...pictures of hot guys and stuff with stuff sittin on it lol
13. Seen anything weird lately?: I see weired stuff everyday, I go to Hannan
15. What is the last film you saw?: That Stephen King movie, I think it was called Storm of the century
16. Millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: A new car for myself lol

kimmay2007

:: 2005 23 January :: 12.15am
:: Music: Taking back sunday - your so last summer

a song
i figured you guys needed a song

Jimmy Wayne- Are you Ever Gonna Love me

Tell me what else can I do
Tell me what else can I say
The closer that I get to you
The further you push me away
Till I don't know where to go
And I dont know why I stay
Do you even care
Or am I some little game you play?

Are you ever gonna need me baby
Like I need you?
Are you ever gonna want me baby
The way I want you to?
I know that you love me
Oh I know deep down you do
But are you ever gonna love me
The way I love you?

I never know how you feel
I can't read your mind
I just keep waiting
Am I just wasting time?

Are you ever gonna need me baby
Like I need you?
Are you ever gonna want me baby
The way I want you to?
I know that you love me
Oh I know deep down you do
But are you ever gonna love me
The way I love you?

:: 2005 23 January :: 12.01am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Metalica - Nothing Else Matters

welps thursday went to school and did finals in all 4 classes I did good on all of them besides Alg. 2 AHH that was sooo HARD!.... but yea anyways then i stayed after school like all of the Jr high girls/boys and Tabi did cause we thought we was going to the games but yea they cancelled them... so aunt brenda brought me home and i was here by myself for a while in pain i might add....so i layed on the coach and watched Tv and talked online for a while but not long....... then mom and Grace got home at like 8 and i ate and then went to bed at like 10 cuz i was in alot of pain and it was just easier to go to bed then to sit there and try to watch tv or talk online..... then on friday i got up at like um... 10 i think and got online at like 10:30 or so and talked to Chris and he was telling me he missed me and missed how we was when he was in virginia (lies)......... but yea i believed him and thought about him all day...... at like 2 i left the house and went to the Ciropracter (spelled wrong) and Dr. Knipp told me that my back is out of place in 4 different places it hurts REALLY bad we didnt get out of there till like 4:30 lol and we got there at 15 till 3............. then mom and Grace decided they wanted to go to the mall so there we went and my back was hurting REALLY REALLY bad but hey i went in anyways cause it was shopping lol............ then at like 6 we started home but first we had to bring mom to hershals home cause she was staying the night there so yea...... then we started home (YAY) and then we ended up stoping and getin a pizza...... then after we got here i got online and talked to Chris for a few mins and he got off line so i was like well bud il just call him so i did and he was telling me he was going out and partying which was fine i reckon...... then Grace left and i was here by myself YAY lol but yea i was pretty bored the whole time i was here tho and i got really REALLY upset at about 1am cause Chris told me something i really didnt like so then i was upset for the rest of the night i talked to him till like 4:30am then i finally went to the coach to sleep lol cause i had alot of stuff on my bed and didnt want to clean it off lol..... i didnt end up going to sleep till like 6 something cause i was thinking about EVERYTHING..... then today i got up at like um....... 2 maybe haha well that was the time i actually got off the coach lol so yea and i have moped (dont know if i spelled wrong or not) around all day feeling sorry for myself cause that is the 2nd guy that i have been talking to and then decided he was gonna go get a girlfriend and not bother to tell me ..... oh well i reckon im not aloud to be happy something bad always happens when i am.......... oh well....... but yea at like 5 mom finally decided to come home then i talked to Grace from like 8 till close to 9 then i watched the rundown (good movie).......... and now here i am talking to Kevin and Shama and Tabi ........... i was talking to Chris but yea i messed things up even worse now ......... Grace told me ealier and she was gonna find me someone at Marshall but yea i told her i didnt want anyone besides Chris and i was gonna wait for him so i reckon im gonna be waiting for a long time welps im gonna get a going and back to talking to all thems lol Much love and GOD BLESS *Kimberly*

OH yea i almost forgot at like 2am there was some man knocking on my front door i was skerd out of my mind cause i mean i was here by myself and yea i didnt know who the man was .... i didnt answer either lol i thought i would share my scariness from last night lol

:: 2005 21 January :: 12.05pm
:: Mood: naughty
:: Music: Butterfly Boucher- Changes

wrote this one Wednesday..... ill update from Wednsday till today later on tonight lol sorry
welps Tuesday went to school thats a Major pain im telling ya lol in Alg. 2 we started our final and i had no clue what we was doing in English we took notes for our Final and in 3rd we did the same in 4th i wasnt in there cuz i went to a H.A.T.S meeting but we also took notes in there for our final........... after that i stayed after school for the Girls away games but first aunt bre had to help out with uncle terrys basketball practice........ Tabi went to the game i was soo happy lol cuz i thought i would be there by myself cuz the Varsity boys had a game in wirt county Thank Gosh the Cheerleaders didnt have to go lol........ Aunt Brenda made cookies so me and tabi ate them and yea was goofing off and had a blast b4 we even left hannan lol Aint that Right TABI?!?! haha fun fun cant talk much bout that cuz we might get in trouble lol......... but then we played knock out or something like that where you try to make the basket b4 the person in front of you i was on the last 4 the first time and the second time i was the first one out it was ok at the games we lost both of them and during the girls Varsity game i fell asleep cuz my back was hurting soo bad..... it has been hurting since like uhh Friday mom told me its out of place today there wasnt any school which was fine with me cuz i couldnt walk much cuz my back hurts soo bad welps if anyone knows who this Diggsman is please tell me cuz its worrying me...... much love and God bless *Kimberly*

:: 2005 20 January :: 3.31pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: none

Hello! Oh...this week has been pretty cool. Well, blah...at school I retook my Ag final and got a 78 and took Mrs.Pyles final and got a 86 then I started on my final in Speech...it's like 60 questions or more and I only got about 20 of them done. That's cause she puts like 3 questions into one question....it sucks! I have to take my chemistry final tommorow...which really sucks. I'm gonna fail that test...and probably the whole class. You kno it's bad when you're prayin for a D. LoL. But people who have the class with me will understand.....Hmmm. When I got home yesterday mom said she needed to go to town so I went with her. We ate at Subway first then stopped at this big pet store to look around. Then we went to Wal-Mart and we dropped off some Christmas & Tennessee pics...well we saw Bill Murray (from ch.3 news) in there and we were all like OMG! and the people at the picture place were like oh my gosh I know him! haha...it was funny. I wish it was Adam Joseph instead though. He's great! LoL. Bill Murray looked like he just got done joggin...he was wearin sweatpants and skanky lookin shoes, lol. He's really tall too. He's got pretty eyes though...oh well he's just another person. That really sounds like I don't get out much. haha. Anyway! Mom woke me up this morning at 9 and I started to get up and she was like stay in bed just found out there's no school. So I went back to sleep for awhile an now i'm watchin Dr.Phil. I love this show....I can't wait for Oprah to come on...ofcourse, I love that too! haha, Well I guess i'm gonna get off here. Only 1 day of class left until next semester! YAY.
<33-Shamarie

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:: 2005 17 January :: 11.48pm
:: Music: Baha Men

feel this out please!!!!
Whats My Name?::
Whats My Middle Name?::
What Nicknames Do I have?::
Whens My Birthday?::
How Old am I?::
Whos My Best Friend(s)?::
Where do I go to School?::
What Grade am I in?::
What color is My Hair?::
What color Are My Eyes?::
How Long Have You Known Me For?::
Where Did We Meet?::
Tall or Short::
Smart or Dumb::
Weird or Normal::
Unique or Original::
Am I Athletic?::
Am I a Nerd?::
Am I a Good Friend?::
Am I Honest?::
Loud or Quiet?::
Shy or Outgoing?::
Am I Crazy?::
Am I Annoying? (Think about this one Jeff hahah)::
What Kind of Music do I Like?::
Am I Mature for My Age?::
What is my Favorite Song?::
Whos My Favorite Band?::
Whats My Favorite Color?::
Whats My Favorite Movie?::
When I get older will I get Married?::
If So, To Who?::
Do I have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?::
If So Whats Their Name?::
Do You Have a Crush on Me?::
Give Me ONE Word that Describes Me::

:: 2005 18 January :: 10.32pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: [L i v e T o L o v e A n o t h e r D a y - Keith Urban]

Hey everybody. Guess i'll tell ya all about my weekend! Well, Friday Cody came and got me from school at about 2 and we went to the game @ Gauley Bridge. We won which was awesome but Ryan got hurted a lil' in the process it was sad I thought he was badly hurt he like slammed into the bleachers and was layin on the floor for awhile...skerd me can't have my lil brother gettin hurt. haha. Cody yelled at some fat dude! Pretty funny...these chiks were like askin Dillon for his autograph and gettin pictures of him...haha it reminded me of Emerson Drive concerts, snappin pics of Brad and gettin autographs. Pretty funny =) Then Saturday I got up around 10 and we got ready and left to go to my brothers in Richmond (Kentucky) about 3 hours away. It was pretty boring but it was his birthday so I hadda go. When we got there we had to go to Wal-Mart and have his car checked up, so we looked around in there for about 45 mins. When we got back we went to The Outback to eat...I got this dessert that was sooooo good it was vanilla ice cream rolled in coconut shavings with whipped cream and it had strawberry slices all over it with chocolate all over it...OMG, fattening but AwEsOmE!!! When we got back we watched Mean Girls. Oh gosh I love that movie!!! That's so fetch, biotch! LoL. Anyway...then they turned on I, Robot but I fell asleep, around about 1ish. Then I got up at 11 this morning and we left around 12, stopped to eat and get gas then got back here around 4. I slept all the way home...it was great. I had the back seat all to myself lol. After I got home I called Cody and we decided to go to the girls game and we sat with Bobbi, Tabi, Celeste and Kim. That was quite entertaining, or not haha. Slim jims are great. Right Tabi? haha. Well the girls won...then I came home and watched TV for awhile then got on here and Tabi told me theres a 1 hour delay cause it's supposta be 5 degrees in the morning. That's pretty darn cold! Oh yea I watched this movie on ABC family the other night called 'She gets what she wants' it was really good, it had a Keith Urban song on it =] YAY! and it had Trent Ford in it...whom I had a picture of on my wall - shirtless, until Cody ripped it down. Grrrrr! haha. He looks a lot like Brad Mates, MaJoR pLuS!!! Well I guess i'm gonna get off here and go to bed pretty soon cause it's 11 now. O yea I got a new screen name... shamarie2006, yeah i'm plain I kno but i'm sick of all the preppy screen names like the old one I had lol, I just want a change. Maybe i'll keep this one. LoL. I'm gonna post a lil survey thing I did awhile ago! Talk to y'all later! =] -Shamarie

Put ** in front of things you've done.
1. Bought everyone in the pub a drink.
2. Swam with wild dolphins.
3. Climbed a mountain.
4. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive.
5. Been inside the Great Pyramid.
6. Held a tarantula.
7. Taken a candlelit bath with someone.
** 8. Said 'I love you' and meant it.
** 9. Hugged a tree.
10. Done a striptease.
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea.
** 14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise.
** 15. Seen the Northern Lights. (I think, not sure??)
** 16. Gone to a huge sports game.
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa.
** 18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables.
19. Touched an iceberg.
20. Slept under the stars
** 21. Changed a baby's diaper.
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon.
23. Watched a meteor shower.
24. Gotten drunk on champagne. (Almost there, on wine...lol)
25. Given more than you can afford to charity.
** 26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope.
** 27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment.
28. Had a food fight.
29. Bet on a winning horse.
** 30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill. (Many times)
31. Asked out a stranger.
** 32. Had a snowball fight.
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier.
** 34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can. (ED concerts! Yeah!!!)
** 35. Held a lamb.
** 36. Enacted a favorite fantasy. (Wink-wink!)
** 37. Taken a midnight skinny dip. (lmbo, Tabz!)
38. Taken an ice cold shower.
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar.
40. Seen a total eclipse.
** 41. Ridden a roller coaster.
42. Hit a home run.
** 43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days. (School reports! lol)
** 44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking.
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day.
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors.
** 47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment.
48. Had two hard drives for your computer.
49. Visited all 50 states.
50. Loved your job.
** 51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced. (My aunt)
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied.
** 53. Had amazing friends. <3
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country.
55. Watched wild whales.
56. Stolen a sign.
57. Backpacked in Europe.
** 58. Taken a road-trip.
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice.
** 61. Midnight walk on the beach. (Me and Amber & Me and Mander!)
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland.
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love.
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them.
66. Visited Japan.
67. Bench pressed your own weight.
** 68. Milked a cow. (Tried it!)
** 69. Alphabetized your records. (CDs)
** 70. Pretended to be a superhero.
** 71. Sung karaoke. (I love karaoke!!!)
** 72. Lounged around in bed all day.
73. Posed nude in front of strangers.
74. Scuba diving.
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye.
76. Kissed in the rain. <-- no, but that would be amazing!!!
** 77. Played in the mud.
** 78. Played in the rain.
** 79. Gone to a drive-in theatre.
** 80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it.
81. Visited the Great Wall of China.
** 82. Discovered that a loser is trying to be your friend.
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better. (Come again?)
84. Started a business.
** 85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken. (haha not yet...maybe i'm speakin too soon, eh, Cody?)
86. Toured ancient sites.
87. Taken a martial arts class.
88. Sword fought for the honor of a woman.
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight.
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie.
92. Crashed a party.
** 93. Loved someone you shouldn't have.
94. Kissed someone of the same sex.
95. Gotten divorced.
96. Had sex at the office.
97. Gone without food for 5 days.
** 98. Made cookies from scratch.
** 99. Won first prize in a costume contest. (Childhood dayz)
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice.
101. Gotten a tattoo.
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on.
103. Rafted the Snake River.
104. Been on television news programs.
105. Got flowers for no reason.
106. Masturbated in a public place.
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything. (Well...I remember some things)
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug.
** 109. Performed on stage. (lip-syncs at school & the fair & 2 school plays!)
110. Been to Las Vegas.
111. Recorded music.
112. Eaten shark.
113. Had a one-night stand.
114. Gone to Thailand.
115. Seen Siouxsie live.
116. Bought a house.
117. Been in a combat zone.
118. Buried one/both of your parents.
[what happened to 119???]
120. Been on a cruise ship.
121. Spoken more than one language fluently.
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone.
123. Bounced a check.
** 124. Seen Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report.
126. Raised children.
127. Recently played with a favourite childhood toy.
** 128. Followed one of your favorite band/singers on tour. =)
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars.
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country.
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did.
132. Called or written your Congress person.
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over.
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge.
** 136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking.
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did.
138. Had plastic surgery.
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication.
141. Lost over 100 pounds.
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback.
** 143. Had a flashback.
144. Piloted an airplane.
** 145. Petted a stingray. (Six flags!)
** 146. Broken someone's heart. (So, i've been told)
147. Helped an animal give birth.
148. Been fired or laid off from a job.
149. Won money on a T.V. game show.
** 150. Broken a bone.
151. Killed a human being.
** 152. Gone on an African photo safari. (Disney!)
153. Ridden a motorcycle.
154. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of 100mph or faster.
** 155. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced.
156. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol.
157. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild.
158. Ridden a horse.
159. Had major surgery.
160. Had sex on a moving train
161. Had a snake as a pet.
162. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon.
163. Slept through an entire flight.
** 164. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours.
165. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states.
166. Visited all 7 continents.
167. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days.
168. Eaten kangaroo meat.
169. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground.
170. Been a sperm or egg donor.
** 171. Eaten sushi. (NASTY!!)
**172. Had your picture in the newspaper. (Many times...)
173. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime.
**174. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about.
175. Gotten someone fired for their actions.
** 176. Gone back to school. (I guess???)
177. Parasailed.
178. Changed your name.
179. Petted a cockroach.
180. Eaten fried green tomatoes
181. Read The Iliad.
182. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read.
183. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them.
184. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.
185. Taught yourself an art from scratch.
*186. Killed and prepared an animal for eating. [fish]
** 187. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt. (Chad)
188. Skipped all your school reunions.
189. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language.
190. Been elected to public office.
191. Written your own computer language.
** 192. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream. (Ah, yes...when I hugged Brad Mates and had my picture with him for the first time. *sighs*)
193. Had to put someone you love into hospice care.
194. Built your own PC from parts.
195. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you.
196. Had a booth at a street fair.
** 197. Dyed your hair.
198. Been a DJ.
199. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal.
200. Written your own role playing game.
201. Been arrested

Summers come, and summers go
I'll keep walkin down this road
It's alright and it's okay
I'll live to love another day

:: 2005 17 January :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: theres alot of different ones
:: Music: Jive Jones- Me Myself & I

my weekend

yeps well thursday i went to school once again and was really bored then there was Jr. High boy's and girls games which if I remember right they both won not real sure tho lol..... i try my best to remmeber but sometimes it just dont work lol..... then i came home and worked on alot of stuff for Mrs Butcher and i mean ALOT of stuff lol then i talked to my huni Chris for a while then he just stopped talking to me and i thought we was having a serious talk but i reckon we wasnt.... cause either someone came in there and was talking to him and he forgot to tell me he wasnt gonna be talking to me no more or he fell asleep .................. then on friday there was me going to school AGAIN which sucks really bad i hate it lol cause usually i get to talk to Shaina but no shes in Iss now she better be out soon lol........ then well in most of our classes we took notes for the finals that is tomorrow and Wednesday................... welps then b4 i left to go home i seem Quentin (spelled wrong) but yea he didnt even speak to me we talked all the time last year oh well i guess seeing since he has been in Jail and all now hes to good to talk to me i dont know............. then there was the bus ride home which is always gay but there was little kids that kept on trying to talk to me and made me mad lol cuz i was trying to sleep for the 30 mins im on there lol..... then there was the long COLd walk to the house and right b4 i got there Grace yelled at me to hurry up that Aunt Brenda was on the phone for me and i yelled back " Fat kids like me dont run" and she yelled back once again "your not fat hurry up" and Aunt Brenda told Grace she wished she was as fat as me lol.... cause yea pretty much im not fat anymore YAY im soo proud of myself lol anyways back to my story of the day lol.... welps then i got in the house and Aunt Bre asked me to go to the Gullay Bridge so yea of course i went cuz i had nothing better to do but sleep plus I Love Varsity games they are sooo much fun the yelling and getin into the games is SOO Great lol anyways so then her uncle terry and bub came and got me and we went to the game which took 2 hours to get there lol Tabi Shama Cody and Crys was already there so i sat with them and then tabi had to leave us to Cheer (GO TABI! Best Cheerleader i know wel you and Tater Tot that is) and Jess came and sat with us after she got there.... it was REALLY fun besides the fact that 13 and 22 on the other team went in in like the last few mins to fail out and to hurt while they was doing it and one pushed Ryan into the bleachers i was ticked off cuz yea pretty much no one hurts our team and gets away with it....... Crys told Bo to fail hard if he was gonna fail at all...... we won the game anways YAY our Varsity is really good..... your JV aint very good tho..... or at least they wasnt at the game friday... so yea i got home from that game at like 12ish and got online to see if Chris was online cuz yea wanted to talk to him.... he wasnt online tho..... then i stayed up for a while but not long cuz i was tired...... then Saturday i was in bed all day cause to start with my head hurt REALLy bad then my back started hurting so mom had to call Mrs Schoon and tell her i couldnt go to Billy Bobs i was very depressed cause i wanted to go to Billy Bob's REALLY REALLY bad lol so what I'm a kid at heart lol ........... so yea i was in bed all day cuz of my back and plus it was REALLY cold in this dang on Home lol....... then Sunday Keshia came over and went to Allen's little Birthday party with me (thanks by the way) cuz i wasnt about ready to go to a 5 year olds birthday party by myself haha i mean of course Tom and Dave (my cousins) was there to talk to me but of coures i needed someone else too lol....welps then after the party we went to Walmart in Mason which was boring lol i had to get dress pants tho as we was leaving there Keshia was like "Kim look at that guy" and of coures she said it right as we was beside of him so when i looked he was looking right at me and Keshia and i was soo embarrassed he wasnt bad looking it was just the way things happend i reckon.... he was laughing but it but my face was like really red ... OH well lol........ then when we got home i went down to Keshia's and stayed the night which was fun we watched With out a Paddle it was really good then we talked and then took our showers while she was in the shower i got online to see if Chris was online Which he wasnt so i told Shaina to talk to him for me seeing since i wasnt online long........... then today i came home at like 1:30 then at like 3ish Tabi and aunt Brenda came and got me for the Girl's Jr. High game and for the Varsity girls game...........girls Jr. high lost (8-33) girls Varsty won (61-31 or something like that) the Varsity game was VERY VERY boring........ oh well... then i got home at like 8:30 and ate something then got online and have been talking to shaina almost the while time since lol welps that has been my weekend aint you proud haha welps Much Love and God Bless *Kimberly*

you know what i want to play guitar REALLY bad........ sure do hope i get one for my birthday (Feb 6th) i mean i only asked for that and one other thing i really dont think im gonna be getin the other thing tho oh yes for all of you guys that didnt know what it was... it was for Chris to come down..... I sure do hope he does too that would be GREAT

Taberly you better comment lol cause if you dont no one will lol Love ya!

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:: 2005 17 January :: 9.16pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Blaine Larson - How do you get that lonely

a song
yeps wel pretty much ill update bout my weekend and junk later i just wanted to put a song in here seeing since you guys love that and all lol Much Love and God Bless *Kimberly*

"I Pray"

[Talking:]
You know with every day that passes i pray to god I'll never forget who you are.
You mean everything to me.
I love you

Ooooh Ooooh
Ooh i pray

You were in my dream
Before i even knew there was a you and me,
Now i can't wait to see your smile,
When i wake up each day,
It makes it worth wild,
With the kinda love you plant inside,
Specially with a heart so empty as mine.
All your soft tenderness is the one thing that i don't wanna miss.

[Chorus:]
I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you stay by my side.
Oh i pray.

Everything that you give to me,
Only comes in a fantasy,
It seems like life goes by so fast,
But in this time i wanna make it last. (i pray)
I hate that we live to die,
But only God knows why (i pray)
We all have a purpose,
And to see you again it'll be worth it.

[Chorus]

[Slow rap:]
I wish that i could stop time,
I wish that i could rewind,
To the very begining of every second of my life.
To ask God on my hands and knees,
To never let me forget all my special memories.
See i'm only promised today,
And if it's my time to go,
I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,
So one last time
Let me open my eyes.
To see what my life used to be like.
Oh God.

:: 2005 13 January :: 1.37am
:: Mood: working
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson-since you've been gone

songs are always Great so here is one for your reading lol Love always *Kimberly*

Bridging The Gap

(Feat. Olu Dara (Father))

[Olu Dara]
see i come from Missisippi,
(Bam bam babam)
I was young and running wild,
(Bam bam babam)
in and out of New York City
(Bam bam babam)
where i had my first child
(Bam bam babam)
I named the boy Nasir,
(Bam bam babam)
all the boys running wild
(Bam bam babam)
I told him as a youngster,
(Bam bam babam)
he'll be the greatest man alive
(Bam bam babam)

[Nas]
Let's go.....
heh heh heh heh,
how dareo this rap gets,
sounds Amastic
many brothers smashed it up
'n tried to match it
but i'm still number one everyday real
speak what i want i don't care what they build
coz i'm my ownnn master
my pop told me be your own boss
keep integrity at every cost
and his home was Natches Missisippi,
get it like "Miles" and " izzy"
now we gettin' buzy - Bridging the gap
from the blues to Jazz to Rap
the history of music on this track
born in the game
discovered my father's music
like Prince searches thru Rock in the 'Purple Rain'
but Minneapolis was the bridge
home to the "Super Kid" some were well known
some doing things,
i might of ended up on the wrong side of the tracks
If pops wouldn't of pulled me back and said Yo!

(Praise my life..Praise my life...)

Blues came from Gospel, Gospel from Blues
playing and harmonising for them ah's and oo's
old skool new skool no skool rules
all these years i've been wasting my blues
I'm an artist from the start, Hiphop got in my heart,
Graffiti on the wall, coulda ended in (laughs)
Juvenile Delinquent
but pops gave me the right type of tools to dig with
books to read like 'S' n' stuff
coz the skool's said the kids had Dislexia
in our class i was a compulsive sketcher of.. teachers
in my own room i drew pictures to mess 'em up
coz none of them would like my style
read more books than a curriculum profile
saying "Mr Jones please pick up your child"
"Coz he's writing mad poems and his verses are wild"
(haha)

(Greatest man great great greatest man alive....)

Heh heh heh,
my papa was not a rolling stone
he'd been around the world blowing his horn
still he came home,
then he got grown chasers they all don't know
C'mon tell 'em 'bout all the places you gone to

[Olu Dara]
Saudi Arabia, Mozambeke, Madagascar, Paria's Reach,
(Uh huh)
Middle of Africa that's where we live
little known as "Queensbridge"

Nas, Nas, you don't stop
'Olu Dara' in the house, you don't stop,
'Muddy Waters,' 'Howlin' Wolf,' you don't stop,
from the Blues to street hop, you don't stop
Tell 'em Pa,

[Olu Dara]
see i come from Missisippi,
(Bam bam babam)
I was young and running wild,
(Running wild!)
(Bam bam babam)
in and out of New York City
(Bam bam babam)
where i had my first child
(Bam bam babam)
I named the boy Nasir,
(Bam bam babam)
all the boys running wild
(Bam bam babam)
I told him as a youngster,
(Bam bam babam)
he'll be the greatest man alive
(Bam bam babam)

(You're the greatest pop,)
Greatest man alive

(You're the greatest pop,)
Great great great great greatest man alive

(Rest In Peace 'Ray Charles')

you people should comment more..... it hurts when there is no comments lol

:: 2005 12 January :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb

the past 2 days of my life
yeps i didnt update yesterday cuz i didnt get home till like 8 something then i ate, showered and went straight to bed cuz i was dead tired......... but yea anyways bout my day yesterday...... well there was a hour delay at school but yet of coures i got up at like 6:30 and showered and that junk then sat around the home and was REALLY bored and thought that the extra hour seemed like 4 hours and well then after i got to school it was just as long.... the only fun was at lunch standing with Shaina and Tater Tot..... So What Shaina i am a whore lol YAY i admitted it lmao... you are too tho so im guessing its ok...... (for you guys that didn't know we are joking we aint really whores).......... welps then after school i went with Mrs Schoon to pick up Aria then we was gonna go back out to the school for my all state practice and the band boosters meeting......... and yea well on the way to get Aria we got in a wreak like thing.... like it was almost right in front of my house on that bridge.... this guys tire decided it didnt want to be on his truck no more so it jumped in our lane....... and yea well it hit Mrs Schoons van bounced off hit a trunk....... Thank God it didnt bounce up cuz it would have went thru the front glass and i might not be sitin here typing i might be in the hospital or something....... God must have been watching over me and Mrs Schoon....... but anyways Alan was the first on the wreak................. there was 13 valley fire men there and 2 fire trucks......... so what they didnt have anything better to do then sit around at a car wreak ... oh well............ there was only 3 of them that did anything... Luke and Alan got the gravel off the road (from the truck thats tire came off) and Jamie did all the paper work stuff..............the rest just stood there but oh well...... mom was pulling in the drive way and i stopped her and she was like Kim get in the car now cuz she thought i had just got off the buss and knew someone down there and stopped and i was like well mom i pretty much cant get in the car and she was like why not and i told her i was with Mrs Schoon and what happend and she went over to see if Mrs Schoon was ok and everthing and there was 2 people from her work that was there cuz they are on Valley and yea one of them hit on me but he was just joking cuz he has a wife and a few kids but it was funny at the time......... and there was this old man and he kept on acting dumb it was pretty funny too.... that was the most fun i had all day bad to say but it was lol ..... Jamie's kid was in the car and yea i was like uhhh someone is knockin on that door cuz i didnt know that the little boy had got in here and he was like yea thats my rottwaller (i spelled that wrong) and Mrs Schoon was like i thought your son was in there and he was like oh yea we couldnt aford a dog so we just had a kid then was like Kids arent as hard to train and dogs are.. you dont have to put down as much news paper...... it was funny stuff im telling ya ..... anyways..... it took 45 mins for the cops to get there and then there was only one and yea he was a little dumb anyways but thats beside the point........... and yea well like after he had everything from Mrs Schoon we was getin in the Van and he was you you mean you was with her and i was like yep thats what it looks like and yea he needed my name and age and where i live and when he asked where i lived i had to be a smart ass and be like well right back there not 100 feet away.... and he gave me a dirty look but oh well................. then he was like and your name would be..... so i told him Kim Saunders..... even tho i should have told him Kimberly i didnt feel the need to at the time lol ........ so then we went to Mrs Schoons home and got Aria and then went to my house and got my Baritone and went back out to good ol Hannan High and had Practice and watched Aria run around....... she loved that band room im tellin ya..... dont know why cuz its pretty gross looking but oh well its Hannan what else do you expect lol............. but anyways after practice was the booster meeting.. where i sat and talked to Tater Tot and Patty.............. first i was talking to Tammy but then Tater tot came so i had to go talks to her lol............ but yea after the meeting when i was getin ready to leave Kevin ran up to me and we talked for a few mins cuz i havent seen him since the basketball games a while back...... but then mom made me leave so i drove home and complained bout school.... like Mrs Butchers Class lol Right Shaina we have to complain bout in there cuz its DUMB! but yea then after we got home i eat and went and showered and went to bed.... i was suppost to call Chris sometime...... well not actually suppost to but i really wanted to............ but yea i didnt get to ........... anyways then this morning when i got up i didnt want to get out of bed cuz yea i was still tired even tho i went to bed at like 9:15....... but yea 1st period was boring well not really but at the same time it was cuz yea i was somewhat confused bout the dang on stuff oh well...... then in Mrs Butcher i got my grade in there and i bout died right there im telling ya i have a 56 F..... i thought i was doing some what good in there beside i have to turn in the big project thing........... so what if i have alot of stuff to do tonight...... and tomorrow night lol............... but yea then in 3rd they was taping something and me and Brittani didnt get to do it cuz yea we didnt do the project... oppz lol but i wasnt there friday and she wasnt there yesterday so we couldnt work on it at all cuz we didnt know what the other person wanted to do it on lol......... then in 4th it was kindof boring too lol Mr Barr thought i was gonna go to sleep so i had to stand up and flap my arms like i was gonna fly away or something..... it was funny stuff.............. but then some people went to a meeting thing so there was only a couple of us left so the guys and Barr talked bout football and i tryed my best to understand it but it didnt work out to well lol...... oh well.......... then i went to after school for Alg. 2 and then went to Mrs Schoons room and home with her for All State band practice once again............oh yes im not going to All State Tryouts by the way.... cuz i am soo not even ready yet and its on Saturday....... but im still going to Morgantown to watch the All State.... and NEXT year in gonna get it cuz im gonna keep on practicing and i will make it next year even if its the last thing i do lol.......... anyways then i came home at like 6:55 and no one was home and Mrs Schoon wanted to take me back home with her but i told her i would be ok and i would be on the phone anyways so i wouldnt actually be by my self lol and she was like "OHH talking to a Boyfriend huh? how come i dont know about him" and i was like "well hes not a boyfriend yet but i sure am hopping he will be" hehe so yea im suppost to tel her as soon as we start dating.. if we start dating which if i have anything to do with it we will be lol........ so yea then i came in the house and tryed calling him..... no answer....... then i ate me something and finished writing a paper for Mrs Butcher one of the many papers lol then tryed calling again.... still no answer......... then i got online for a few mins then went and got the mail then watched a movie with the Mother and then back in on here online for a few mins then tryed calling Chris one last time at like 9:45 but im guessing someone was on the phone cuz it went right to the answering thing..... i guess if he wanted to talk to me so bad he will get online cuz yea i have tryed 3 or 4 times now and no one has answered ..........welps im guessing that is my life of the past 2 days so yea Bye Much Love and like always God Bless *Kimbo*

OH YEA!!! i almost forgot something and it was like one of the best parts of these 2 days lol... i asked mom if Chris and his friend could stay the night on the night of my birthday party thing so they didnt have to drive all the way here and all the way home in one day and plus so i could see him more..... and she said she would think about it..... which is a big plus for my mom who usually will not even let me leave the house alone with a guy let alone let any come over here besides Taco (Shawn) cuz yea hes like a brother anyways so it dont really count him coming over here lol......... im really excited i hope and pray it will be a Yes.... i loves him to death so he better be aloud to come down here unless mom wants me to take her car and go all the way up there and stay a while then drive all the way home... which im guessing is not a good idea lol........ welps anyways leave me some comments no one ever dont besides Shaina and shes getin forgetful lol loves ya anyways Shaina