♥ Tabitha + Bradley ♥

:: 2005 24 May :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: [Mariah Carey ... We Belong Together]

I haven't actually updated lately so I guess now would be a good time to do it cause i'm not busy. Nothing good has been happening lately, just been countin down the days til i'm a senior. I can't wait to get out of Hannan! Been there wayyyy too long, lol. I didn't go to school today, I had a dentist appointment at 10 and then we went and ate. I actually thought about going back to school around one but in spite of some things that happened I decided against it. In my case I am always wrong about certain things. I swear, nothing I do makes anyone in the world happy. Someone always bitches. I just wanna be happy! If YOU care so much, wouldn't it make you happy just knowing that I am? Guess not, I don't know WHAT you want me to do, just tell me! PLEASE! Anyway, it's really flipped up. At the dentist today I found out there's something wrong with one of my teeth and I have to go back to get it fixed. I get ta miss another day of school! lol. I know, i'm such a slacker. Well I know I didn't really say much but oh well, i'll try to update if something good happens.

:: 2005 22 May :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie - All is full of Love

Important dates
Graduation Practice - May 24th, 25th and 27th at 10 to 11:30am
Snake guy out to Hannan- May 26th
Wahama's Graduation- May 25th (I think not sure tho)
Hannan's Graduation - May 8th at 11am
Points Graduation - May 29th at 4pm
Huntinton Highs Graduation June 4th at 11am ( i think)
Saunders' family reunion -June 4th at noon
Band Banquet -June 5th
Last day of School - June 7th ( I think)
4-H meeting- June 13th at 7pm

Those are the only things I really know is going on with in the end of this month and start of the next month

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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Spellbound11

:: 2005 18 May :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: calm

Havent updated for a while. Not much going on really, hoping for a job so i can get out lol...People in my house are going crazy, I mean REALLY nuts. Its annoying, other than that things are cool. Time has been going by SLOW, and so far my break has been extremly boring. Oh well, maybe someone will come along and save me lol...bye everyone

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:: 2005 18 May :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: [Gavin Degraw ... Chariot]

Hey everyone...it's been a few days! Nothin much has happened, i've been prettybored lately! Sunday was the athletic banquet, it was yummy! Well I don't really have much to say and TRLs bout to come on and Gavin Degraw's on today and I have GOT to watch it hehe =] I loves him!!! Hottness! I'll add more later if I can think of it!
<3~Shamarie

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SpeLLbound11

:: 2005 11 May :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: Confused/Sad

This has been the worst day of my life, i seriously mean that. I wish the next few weeks would go by faster than usual. It has to get better, time will tell. Its cool tho, ive got this under control. I dont really have anything to look forward to anytime soon. Im going to get a hold of Chris and TJ and see if they want to do something this weekend. We've been friends since we were baby's but lately we havent seen each other much and that really sucks. So i hope i get to spend some time with them this summer. Well ima go now...bye everyone.....God bless

I love you

:: 2005 11 May :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: [Sugarland ... Something More]

I had a really hard night last night...it pretty much sucked. I'll be okay tho I guess. Just gotta give it time. Everything is kinda crazy around here right now. We are lookin around everywhere for a pig for the fair. I have to have it by Saturday for tagging...and we're tryin to figure out how everythings gonna work out with the camper and such. Dad's not too fond of having to drive up here every day for football practice but...there's no other way to do it. I guess he'll carpool with Mark. Also, I applied for a job at Old Navy and Jenn referred me so i'm praying I get it...cause I really need money, and I need something to do with my time this summer. I am always so bored...on top of that, we haven't decided if we're going on vacation/where we're going! So! I gots Nashville in June. I'm gonna have to take alotta days off of work if I do get it....
Kenny Chesney & Gretchen Wilson are coming here August 10 but I can't go...cause Billy Currington will be at the fair the same night! I can't miss him, lol. Oh well I saw Kenny last year, and Billy's still single so! haha. I can't believe Kenny got married to Renee Zellweger. They soooo don't make a good couple. Oh well, I guess if it makes him happy...i'm happy for him, lol. Angie's not too happy bout it either haha. I believe she's plotting out ways to steal him =] she came today and brought us pizza. Got us outta 4th period! YAY!
Well i'm outta here! <3~Shamarie

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SpeLLbound11

:: 2005 10 May :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: complacent

Well, not really much to say. Today was a long day, now that schools out all i have to do is watch family matters, step by step, boy meets world, than full house. YEAAA, a lot time on my hands to think, and I did to much of it. My head and heart hurt now lol. The past year ive learned a lot about myself, I have a lot of flaws that I really need to work on. AH well, hopefully i get some help from the man up stairs. Ive been stupid, thats all im going to say. Anyway...i had a nice cigar taste in my mouth this morning, it was nice let me tell you. I brushed my teeth yesterday after i took a few puffs, but still it was there this morning. I cant imagine what full time smokers go through every morning. I bet its a wonderful aroma lol.....i dont see me doing it again for a long time. Althought the peach tasted very nice. Well ima go now, ill update later. later everybody

:: 2005 9 May :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Ryan Cabrera - True (Ben's journals got me listenin!)

So...PROM was awesome. I had a really good time. It was much better than i'd anticipated. A few parts of the night sucked but I made it through that...lol. Mosta us girls danced the whole time. It was kinda hard with the dress, but I managed...lol. Funness =] Took loooots of pictures, but I didn't really mind. It's not all the time you see me dressed up all pretty like that. haha. Everyone looked sooo amazingly gorgeous! We all left prom at like 10:30 even though it was 'jumpin' lol. Lotsa people was leavin so we thought we'd better so that we wouldn't have to wait forever for a lane at the bowling alley. Once we got there it was fun for a bit, but got boring cause we paid for three games and there was like 8 people in our lane...so we only really played 2 games. We left from there at about 1:30 and was on our way to Tabi's. Tab and Brad went to sleep at bout 3:30 and Cody and I were up til like 5....I was so flippin tired. The next day we came home at like 11 and I basically slept all day. We were gonna go out to eat for Mothers Day but mom was kinda sick so she didn't wanna go. I had a not so good day at school after lunch today. I soooo wanted to hurt someone. I got home and got my bitchin' done, then I was gonna go with Sarah, Ben & Alan to town but we ended up not bein able to go so I was screwed. I just went with Cody to get prom pics developed. We left at like 5 and got back at bout 8. It didn't make things better or worse, i'm still pissed...I just tried to keep my cool, so things would go good.
I dunno....well i'm gonna get outta here, I might add prom pics if I can get photobucket to work for me, it never wants to cooperate.
<3~SHAMARIE

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SpeLLbound11

:: 2005 8 May :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Keith Urban- Your Everything

I went to the prom last night, i had a really good time. There was about an hour of the actual prom that was a bit confusing, dont know how it got that way. I really dont, but than after that it was cool. Everybody that i talked to had a really good time, we went bowling afterwards. It was fun but it took to long, and i never actually won a game. Came in second and tied once, oh well. Shamarie was my date of course, or should i say i was hers lol...she was beautiful, Honestly she looked amazing. She would tell you something different of course but she doesnt know what she's talking about. She takes my breath away!! The wonderful evening ended at tabi's, a few of us stayed all night. Im really glad i got to go, it was really fun, i wish i could do it again tonight lol

The first time i looked in your eyes i knew, that i would do anything for you. The first time you touched my face i felt, what id never felt with anyone else. I wanna give back what you've given to me, and i want to witness all of your dreams. Now that you've shown me, who i really am. I wanna be more than just your man!!

I love you shama

:: 2005 7 May :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: anxious/nervous

Today is prom! YAY! Less than 8 hours away. That is flippin awesome =] Got my nails done Thursday, Me, Tabi, Brad & Cody went out to eat at The Outback last nite. Bradley bout had an orgasm cuz he got a 20 oz. steak. When I say that i'm not jokin the least bit, lol. I got a 12 oz. Tabi got a 9 oz. and Cody got a 16 I think. They were really good! Other than that I had to pick up some last minute stuff so...glad that's all done. I didn't get up till 11:30 and I just got outa the shower. I'm leavin at 12:30-1ish to go get my hair done. I am soooooo excited to see everyone lookin all pretty. I'm praying prom isn't boring! I hope we have some VERY good DJ's! Well I gotta get outta here and go dry my hair. See y'all tonight!
<3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 5 May :: 4.39pm
:: Music: sublime - wrongway

thingy
>>Basics<<
>Name: Kimberly Saunders
>Gender: female
>Age: 16
>Location: WV
>Mood: Tired
>Height: 5'9 or 5�10
>Status: single
>Job: no job at the moment

>>Love and Crap<<
>Are you single? yes
>Do you want to be single? It don�t really matter
>If your single, do you have a crush? Not really
>Do you think he/she likes you? I don�t know
>Ever been in love?: I think
>Ever thought u were in love: sure have
>Your sexuality?: straight
>Believe in soul mates?: no
>you believe in love at first sight?: not really

>>Friends<<
>best friend: I cant pick just one
>known longest: known all of them just as long but been friends with Keshia Price the longest
>Smartest: well Tabi and Jenn are both pretty much the same smartness
>Tallest: Daniel (f.e.s. from Norway)
>Shortest: either Allison or Tabby not sure
>Most Random: can I pick myself? lol
>Weirdest Conversations: don�t know I have weird conversations with all of them
>Prettiest: cant answer
>Hottest: not sure cause there�s a few
>Funniest: All of them are funny
>All around best: not to sure about that

>>Fill in the blanks<<
>I am ... The Pope
>I need... a nap
>I can't ... spell
>I'm SO ... tired
>I will never ... bit the duck
>One thing you should know about me is .. I�m very random
>I wish I had more�. animals
>One thing I would change about myself is ... me being soo tall

>>>Music<<
>In your CD player: a mix from Keshia
>Favorite Band: have way to many to pick just one.
>Favorite Type of music: I love any type of music
>Favorite song: i have a lot of favorites
>Play any instruments?: yeah (baritone, trumpet, drums and learning then guitar and somewhat play piano)
>In the school band?: sure am (field commander)
>Do you wish you were a band geek?: I�m fine with being a band geek J
>Do you like to dance? Yeah only the retard dances tho

>>Favorites<<
>Color: Baby blue and orange
>Kitchen Utensil: Sporks (does that count?)
>Animal: Piggies
>Breath mint: I don�t know what they are called
>Gum: I like all gum
>TV show: Gilmore Girls
>Radio station: 106.3 or 107.3(oldies) or just 100.5 depends on how I�m feeling that day
>Word: BAM
>Number: 84
>Greeting: Hi-ya
>favorite food: pizza or Chicken
>School Subject: music
>Thing: not sure

I'll actually update later... even tho it will tell you i didnt update till tomorrow cause im dumb and like to wait till after midnight cause thats when people stop talking to me lol.. Much Love and God Bless

Kimmy!

:: 2005 5 May :: 12.33am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Big and Rich - Deadwood Mountain

today
today (wednesday) got up and went to school even tho i didnt wanna at all i felt awful this moring... then in 1st Mrs Shaw left and was crying for some reason......... and then came back and didnt wasnt herself she said she was just having a bad day........... but yeah i worked all of 1st i did like 30 vocab and wrote down 8 questions..... be proud cause i know i am lol..... then in 2nd i slept. to much working in 1st lol....... but Mrs Shaw let me sleep cause i told her i didnt feel well.. cause i didnt...... but then at lunch i was with Keshia T. Most of the time and we was laughing and such and she was makin fun of me cause i wanted to Poke Dan in the head lol.........then in 3rd me Shaina and Kesha was talking all funny it was Great.... then we had clubs and i directed the band.. made me feel special lol.......... Jeff was in there too and i thought he quit the band....... oh well tho............. then after clubs i was looking for Kesha cause i walk with her to 4th every day and Shaina told me they had already left so i walked with Shaina and like after we got out of the main building here comes Keshia Keshia and Melody lol....... 4th was GAY like always Mama Pyles is being a big Jerk lately.............well then after school i had band practice which i directed most of lol and i felt special once more lol....... and i hung out with patty on the breaks and went and petted the donkeys lol.............. then i called Mel to get out to the school at like 6 for the DONKEY BASKETBALL GAME it was sooooooooo much fun i loved it.i sat with Mel on one side and Bobby on the other it was fun im telling ya........ seeing Andy and Billy on the "broken" donkey was worth it all lol and Mrs Shaw talking to hers...... Petter going over the neck of his............ Mr Wallace running with his after halftime.... and doodles with the tiny one haha..... all great stuff... if you didnt go you REALLY missed out on some fun lol....... then i drove home and mom yelled pretty much the whole way home cause shes GAY and told me ive been very grouchy lately....... and i havent been grouchy I've just been thinkint about stuff since monday and she dont want to deal with me not wanting to talk to her.... and she askes soo many questions and 90% of them are about Robert and i dont want to talk about it with her............... i mean its been one week and it seems like everyone has already forgotten oh well theres nothing i can do about how everyone else acts.......... welps now im gonna go shower and go to bed......Much Love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

:: 2005 4 May :: 12.14am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Lynyrd Skynyrd- Mississippi Queen

well sunday night i stayed the night at Keshia's home and so did Shaina and Tabby but tabby dont like us to well cause she went to bed really early.... then we got up the next day (monday) and went to Roberts viewing it was really sad.... and i felt like i was gonna cry the whole but it was like i dont have any tears left anymore... if that makes any since at all.... well then we went to the truck stop after the veiwing and got some chips cause i was really hungery and so was Keshia so basically we just ate Chips..... but yeah at the truck stop Aaron (my cousin) attacked my shiny shoes and said he could cause hes always mean to me anyways..... Mean ol Aaron lol.... well then we droped Tabby off and then went back to Keshia's and Shaina left shortly after we got there....... then me and Keshia ate beans........ and was watching some gay movie with Kenny.. then we went to Keshia's room and was watching the same gay movie and i was trying to sleep while she was talking to Jacob but it didnt work out to well cause mom came to get me..... so then mom tryed talking to me on the way home but i still didnt really want to talk about it.... so i was quiet most of the time and she talked.... then when i got home all i wanted to do was go to my room and think..... so i did and i ended up going to sleep... and woke up at like 11 and was really hungry so i ate something Grace had fixed which wasnt as nasty as it looked lol.... then i got on here for a while a fought with Chris cause he is Gay and feels the need to lie to me about dating Rae Rae..... i mean it dont bug me that he is dating her so he dont have to lie and say they are "just talking" cause i know better......... im guessing he dont care about her all to much or he would have actually told me they was still dating... but hey what do i know......... well then he got mad at me so i went to bed cause i was tired of it......... welped i ended up sleeping in moms room cause i was bored and wasnt tired yet so i figured i could wake her up and talk for a bit lol.......well then as i was talking i feel asleep..... Then this morning i didnt want to get up at all........ even tho i slept all day monday i was still tired lol......... but yeah i ended up getin up and going to school and in 1st we did nothing really a Test which i got a 100% on by the way i was proud lol..... then in 2nd we didnt do much..... we got told to stop talking about Robert that we should move on or something like that..... ticked me off Cause Mrs Shaw had no right to say it........ wel then at lunch we all had to stand outside and Keshia Price made a new friend lol cause i thru her shoe cause she tryed to Kick me and her friend brought it back to her lol then asked Mel for gum later.......... hes gonna be a life long friend.............. then in 3rd i actually did my work.... once again i was proud of myself today lol.... then in 4th Mama Pyles yelled at me and told me she was calling mom .... she never did but oh she said she was lol......... welps then after i got home i watched some tv and took a small nap and got up at like 4:30 or so cause mom called and i had to talk to her and then i almost was comfy and Grace called so i said screw it and got up and went down to the pigs and they was being as lazy as ever........ welps then i came back up to the home and got back to the couch and mom walked in the door and then Grace came.... and Grace sat on me.. Mean grace.... and she was yelling at me cause i was touching her... it was funny cuase i was just touching her cause it was getin on her nerves welps then i went out on the 4wheeler to help mom with a fire thing which didnt burn i might add..... then me and her went for a walk to that old house and she STOLE some flowers from there and coal on the way back........ shes a theif lol......... then i watched a movie on lifetime called "A mothers worse fear" or something like that it was pretty good.... then i came in here and talked to Meat and now i actually know what im doing on the day of prom YAY lol and then i went to shower and now here i am updating at 12:14am lol..... but now im going to bed so Much love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

:: 2005 3 May :: 1.33am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You

Sad!!!!
friday after i updated i went to church cause i had to be around someone i couldnt stand staying at the home no more cause all i was doing was crying....... so i went down to the church and hung out with patty and tater tot..... and tater tot made me braclet (spelled wrong) thing that says in memory of Robert J. 4/27/05 but i think im gonna go have actual braclets made that say........... in loving memory of Robert A. Jeffers 4/27/05.......... if anyone wants one you have to tell me so i can know how many to order...... after i find out how much they will be i will put that on here too.................. anyhoo..... me and Patty left the church at like 9 something and came to my home cause i needed cheering up.... he actually made me a little happy till he left..........then after he left i looked at the paper... it made me soo mad........... later i tryed going to sleep in my room but with it dark it made me soo scared..... i have never been scared of the dark but like now my heart starts racing and i feel like someone is there.... please tell me there is others thats feeling that way? and im having the worse dreams of my life it makes me not want to sleep at all...................today nothing really happend i cryed alot and mom yelled at me for not feeding the dogs and then Grace went off on her.... she took up for me i was soo proud ...... then Grace came in my room and i made her cry cause i was talking about the good times with Robert and everything...... i broke down i couldnt take it anymore it was soo bad..... then mom came in my room adn told me she was sorry and told me she knew what i was going thru...... even tho she has no clue no one does Cept the 10th graders finally i left with Grace and went to point thinking i could get all this off my mind... it didnt work i went to Walmart and started crying while talking to Reane cause she asked me how school was................ i really cant take this anymore............... welps thats all i can say.... Much love and God Bless!!

Eric- thanks soooooo much for always being there for me you always seem to help you dont even know how much it means to me for you to be there.......love ya lots!

has anyone even noticed in life when you are extreemly sad it rains?...... or at least in my life it does... anytime i am like really really depressed it rains

Kimmy!!

Friday, April 29, 2005
monday nothing besides taking Grace to the ER in the middle of the night.... tuesday slept cause i didnt get home from the ER till like noon or so... Wendsday Went to Marshall and toured it .. it was dumb but at least we all had fun..... then i had band and then went to Church with Tater tot... then stayed the night at her home....... Thursday i had to get up way to early cause she has to get on the buss at 6:30. and things was boring as usual at Hannan then at lunch there was the biggest Shock of my life...... i didnt believe it till about 3rd sometime.... i was told Robert Jeffers Died.. i really didnt want to believe it at all i wanted to think it was just people saying Horable things..... but then i realized it was true........ im not going in to details of what happend but i will say him and lucy are both gone............ in 3rd and 4th all i could do was cry... cause our graduating class is soo close i mean we will not even date anyone in our class cause we are like brothers and sisters....... we would do anything for any of us....... and Robert was one of the nicest i knew..... he was always there for you no matter what.......... me and robert didnt talk alot this year but we always have b4........... its not only we lost a friend yesterday but we also lost a brother... one of the best there was too.............. it was just soo unreal the way things happened..... big will showed up and told some people and then it was just awful after that.......... ....... i seen the CSI crew go down the road during 4th and i lost it i couldnt take it anymore..... last night all i did was Cry and Cry i couldnt help it.... i didnt want to talk to anyone i just couldnt do it..... i would much rather be with friends but i couldnt go.............. last night i had the worst dream of my life..... i dreamed i was there it was soo scary i woke up screaming at like 3:30 this morning.... today at school was just as bad..... i couldnt take it i was fine till Mr hughes talked to us.. hes not good at talking about it at all...... there was alot of conclers there too.......... well i cant talk no more im going to church ill update later maybe..... Much love and God Bless!!!!!

Kimberly Dawn

R.I.P Robert & Lucy Jeffers!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2005 3 May :: 1.31am

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

What Would You Do If:

I cried?
I said I liked you?
I kissed you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I ran away from home?
I got in a fight and you
were there?

What Do You Think of My:

Personality?
Eyes?
Face?
Hair?
Voice?
Humor?
Choice of Music?
Mannerisms?
Family?

Would You:

Tell me the truth, no matter what?
Lie to me to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret that i told you?
Tell me if someone was talking bad about me?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?

:: 2005 2 May :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: [Diamond Rio ... One Believer]

In Loving Memory - Robert Allen Jeffers
So....today was the viewing and funeral. It was pretty harsh. I cried much worse than I thought I would. There were sooo may people there and everyone was just soo emotionally torn. It was terrible to see everyone like that. It went the same way most do, he didn't look anything like himself. They didn't even put his glasses on him. Ugh...I just keep thinking of the way he looked walking down the hallways and the smile on his face when he would laugh. I had Art and Health with him last year and when I think hard about things I can hear his voice and his laugh. That cheers me up a little. When we were drawing the big house in Art, he always got mad cause I begged him to help me cause him and Lance were just about the only ones who could do it half way right...lol. Alotta people cheered me up today, so i'm really thankful to have friends and family who are there for me through the good and bad times. I have had a headache all evening, I suppose from thinking about all this so much. I guess you never know how much you will miss someone until they're gone. We were gonna go to the cemetery after the funeral but we got mixed up in traffic and couldn't find it.
A little advice for everyone - Love with all your heart, don't hold grudges, and live life for all it's worth because it can be gone in the blink of an eye.......He was only sixteen.....

There are some roads you must walk yourself,
Just you and your own Faith: nothing else.
And on those dark days you're bound to go through,
Here's something to hold on to.

You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

This world's gonna try to bring you down,
But don't you let it: you just stand your ground.
Whatever happens, never forget:
Wherever you are, as long as I live.

You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

One
Believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

Oh One
Believer.

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sweetiepie2006

:: 2005 30 April :: 5.40pm

WHOA!! haha...hi...me and Shama are in the grand ol' Embassy Suites Hotel ma-jigger place...I feel rich when i come here...lol...I've had such bad luck lately...i can't begin to explain half of it...last night, we were eating ordervs downstairs and after we were done we went back up to the room....i noticed i couldn't find my cell phone....i was pretty depressed...me and shama like hurried back downstairs to where we were sitting and my cell wasnt there...and then this girl that was exactly like yulia...or however its spelled...lol...came up to me and gave it back...i was happy then...haha...and then a lil after that...there was a major embarrassing elevator experience for me and shama...let's just say it involved hot guys and gas...LOL....whoa...if u wanna know...ask...and yeah later that night, we ordered pizza..and it has this garlic sauce stuff to dip it in...well i was walkin to the couch with it...i just changed into my pjs...i thought about bringin two pairs of pj pants...but i was like ohh no..ill only need one....right about as i was sittin down it poured out all over my pants AND my shirt...omg...i have never smelled something so awful in my life...lol...i have such freakin bad luck...i like gagged becuz i stunk so bad...lol...i had to sleep in jeans...it wasnt the worse thing...but it was pretty bad...also...i found out that joe isnt gonna be able to come here next weekend..pretty depressing....everythings sad...i don't know if ima go to prom now...i might see if my family can go to Columbus and stay with my aunt and go shopping in tons of malls...that sounds fun to me awww and yeah i could watch my lil cousin Zack...i wanna kid that looks just like him...hes so awesome......i dont know tho...i wonder if mrs mabry will refund my money....i mean i know i can take my dress back...i think i'd rather go shopping neways...cuz yeah...i mean theres always next yr...its the most important one...well i'ma go...hopefully me and shama will have tons of fun...lol...and yeah i wish mom would add more flippin minutes to my cell phone...i feel so sheltered....ugh!! I hate pre-paid plans....i guess my life could be worse...i could not even have one...i'm so sad...I can't believe what happened last week really happened...i just don't see how someone who acted like they cared so much for a person...could kill them...and then kill herself...thats so messed up...that makes me think about how easy ur life could end...i'm so lucky to have the friends and family that i have...I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Well, we have to go eat...bye bye!!

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