just another day in the life of a loser

is the world drab because i make it that way?
because i see it that way?
is this all my fault?

someone once told me that happiness is 90% perception. am i choosing to be unhappy? is it really possible to wake up and say "i'm going to be happy today" and actually feel it?

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:: 2004 22 April :: 7.20 pm
:: Mood: bored

if con is the opposite of pro, is congress the opposite of progress?

today wasn't fun. no no, not in the least. though, the old lady is awfully sweet and i enjoyed bitching with her. ahh.

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:: 2004 20 April :: 8.43 pm
:: Mood: bored

the world is crap and i don't like spiders in my house

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:: 2004 10 April :: 10.40 am
:: Mood: exhausted

oh man. i never want to move again. how a girl accumulates so much shit in so little time is beyond me.

but enough of that.

i love the apartment, and we got such a great deal on it because the apartment lady is a dumbass. and it's so nice not having to drive out to bfe, although i need to drive back out to kim's today to pick up a couple more things i left there. other than that, i won't have to drive back out there until the cinco de mayo party. yay =)

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:: 2004 7 April :: 7.53 pm
:: Mood: tired

what is $2?

$2 is 20 soda cans.
$2 is 20 minutes of work at a $6/hr job.
$2 is borrowing a quarter from 8 people.
$2 is change in the sofa and car seats.
$2 is spare change from your lunch money for a week.

gee, how will we all manage?

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:: 2004 6 April :: 8.00 pm
:: Mood: tired

today was semi-good.

the 28 year old girl from work that likes to moo got a talking-to today. my boss told her if she doesn't speed up by the end of the week, she's gone. thank god!

on the other hand, i had to work with her alone today. that was sad. so much to do and so little common sense to do it.

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:: 2004 5 April :: 9.01 pm
:: Mood: working

i'm tired of working. these 12 hours days are not fun, but the money isn't bad. in fact, the money is good. i like money. and frankly, i hope it likes me too.

i got my tax refund check the other day. ooh buddy, i'm excited. $1183. that's like twice as much as i was hoping for.

anyways, i'm SO tired of working, i'm going to try to take a vacation in may. i haven't been in michigan since november, so we'll see how that goes. it's rough trying to get vacation time with two jobs.

anyways, i'm excited to move on thursday but these 12 hour days i have ahead of me are just going to exhaust me. lucky for me, andy is bringing us pizza at the new place. go andy.

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:: 2004 3 April :: 8.44 pm
:: Mood: excited

i'm moving =)

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:: 2004 6 March :: 10.08 am
:: Mood: tired

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:: 2004 2 February :: 7.02 pm
:: Mood: amused

my life really isn't boring, it only feels like it. weird.

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