Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

 

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poisonedxlove

:: 2004 17 June :: 12.31pm
:: Mood: creative

alright i'm ready to work
i'm really set on redoing my journal completely... i'm gunna be working on it for a couple hours though lol... but i'm really ready for it.... yay!

¿Hey did you get some?


poisonedxlove

:: 2004 16 June :: 12.42pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: seether & amy lee - broken

ITS FUCKING SUMMER!!! YES!!
well its been a few days since i updated... on saturday... i went and hung out w/ courtney and ashley... as usual... then on sunday i went to the big music geek pool party w/ ashlee... it was alot of fun... we went swimming for a little while w/ katie puche... and yea.. that was cool..


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then on monday i had the last of my finals.. THANK GOD!... and after them, i was talking to andrew besica, kate moroz and jess... andrew is so fucking hott! lol... anyway... my dad came and picked up me and jess and brought us here.. then we were talking to ashley o and she wanted to go to the movies, so we all went to the movies to see harry potter... yea well... we got an extra large popcorn and the biggest size drink to share between the 3 of us.. and ashley was carrying them.. and she was the first one into the theatre... and up the steps to the seats, she tripped and popcorn and soda went flying EVERYWHERES!!! omg it was sooo funny lol.. so she went back out and told them what happened and got more stuff... and we watched the movie.. we sat all the way at the top... and we were loud as fuck lol... and after th emovie.. we stood up and put our hands in front of the projector lol... then we went home... ashley left... jess left...

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then kristen and kevin came over... we hung out in my room and me and kristen mutilated barbie dolls and had ALOT of fun with that lol... then ashley, courtney and will stopped by... and when they were leaving, me, kristen and kevin left to go to the mall... we had some fun there... then we came back here... and they left...

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tuesday, i didn't have anymore school so i planned on sleeping in late... but my mom called and told me i had a doctor's appointment to get a physical for work... at 11:15!!! so i hadda get up at 9:30, get ready and leave here at like 10:00 cause it was early and there was no way i was walking fast... plus i had to find the place! so as i was walking, i passed by jess barton, and courtney... well i finally got there... took a while in there.... got home by like 1:30... and i took a nap for a couple hours...

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then at about 5:30, maritza called from work asking if i could come in cause they were short on people... so i had will drive me and i got there at like 6:15ish... clocked in and went right to register... well it was my first time on the register alone.. last time, maria was there w/ me... so i had some trouble.. but maritza, nichole and meghan were all around to help... it was great.. i love working there so much cause everyone is so nice and very willing to help me... so yea... i got off work at 9:30, called my mom to pick me up.. and saw these 2 REALLY hott guys... one named bryan and one named bill who work there.... omg they're great... lol.. anyway... i got home and sat around online... talking to sutton... and i wanted to try and stay up as late as possible so i'd sleep in late... but i ended up going upstairs at like 12:30 and going to bed at like 1... then i woke up today at 12:45... and now i'm just sitting around beng a lazy bum... i'm still unsure of what i wanna do today... vince wants to hang out, and boden wants to hang out.. but i haven't chilled with court and ashley since saturday.. and its wednesday.. so idk yet...

¿Hey did you get some?


sk8erch1ck23

:: 2004 15 June :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Angels with Even Filtheir Souls - Hawthorne Heights

You wont be comin' back
and I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye
and I'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
I hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
I hope that I find you in heaven
cause I'm so lost without you down here
you won't be coming back
and I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye

mommy<3

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sk8erch1ck23

:: 2004 15 June :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Vindicated - DC

This is love. This is murderous.
i am vindicated...
i am selfish....
i am wrong....
i am right.....
i swear i'm right....
i swear i knew it all along......
& i am flawed.....
but i am cleaning up so well...
i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself....


So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...


2 days of school left =).
then having the best
summer of my life, b/c
it will be spent with my
wonderful friends & my
future fucking husband<3

¿Hey did you get some?


poisonedxlove

:: 2004 12 June :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: hoobastank - the reason

in need of a severe update
well nothing exactly interesting has happened lately... i just been chillin w/ the same people every day... courtney and ashley... just doing the usual... wednesday was my last day of classes... so happy for that... thursday i didn't have any finals so i worked from 12-4... wasn't hard at all... i'm still in training though... then on friday i went into school w/ ashley for my english final... scott picked us up at 11:30 and i went home... chilled around for a while, then went to jess's around 1:30... hung out with courtney jess and laura... ashley came and picked up me and court and we chilled... sutton, boden, doug, and john odonnell *shudders* came over for a while... then they left, and then ashley and courtney went out to eat and i came home and called jessica and we went to the mall for like 10 minutes, saw gabby there, called john, and went over johns to hang out with steve, dave, frank, mangels, john and ashlee... it was alot of fun.... then i came home around like 12:45 and passed the fuck out cause i had detention this morning... and hopefully if i don't have work today i can go out and actually do something... like not chill in the shed all day but go OUT somewheres... but idk... it depends on how i feel in a couple hours... eh... i really need to get a new layout for this.. but i've just been really lazy lately..

¿Hey did you get some?


sk8erch1ck23

:: 2004 8 June :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Hear Me Out - Silverstein

follow your heart this time...

it's easier said then done. i'm out of things to say, i'm out of answers.

i wish i could have one more conversation, i would give absolutely anything for it. it will never happen, & i can't do anything about it. somethings can't be changed..so i'll cry myself to sleep for another night. hoping that your help will come in my dreams, somehow.









Fragile leaves hit the ground. the cold air drifts into my lungs. I see your face through the fog. reminds me of the dreams you lost. I can see it in your eyes. you’re broken down; your hands are tied. I can feel it in my side. over and over and over I’ve tried. you’re broken down; your hands are tied. and I know you cannot hide. over and over and over I’ve tried. it broke my heart. it felt so good to see you. I’ve never been one to put my trust in. when did I become so weak, or have I always been? I can’t put all this back in place. this gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit. I fear that all my cries fell upon deaf ears. I caress flesh with severed nerves. I go veiled in darkness and disease. this november swallows me whole. and this may be the closest thing that you’ll ever receive to an apology. I close my eyes and I can see you dead.

¿Hey did you get some?


sk8erch1ck23

:: 2004 7 June :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Seven Years - Saosin<3

hey honey hold my hand & hope for heaven....

well,not much has really happened lately i've got about 8 days of school left, which is awesome. i didn't do much this weekend, i worked then i went to rians because ashleys car broked down & we couldn't hang out, but this sunday we'll attempt it again. i'm glad i got to see my baby tho cause i hadn't seen him in 5 days. but i dunno its a good thing we don't see eachother everyday, cause when that happens we usually get in little fights because i guess we get agitated with eachother, but when i saw him yesterday there wasn't any of that...we were just happy to see eachother.

i'm so tired of school it's the lamest thing ever...i mean it just got so ridiculously gay. period. i mean we got gangs, one with emo kids, & one against them? & this name they have for it...the "monroe hustle" can't you people find anything else to do, besides going around talking shit & carrying bats? & not to mention beating girls with skateboards? if you're gonna fight, then fight like you have some balls, fight with your fists not bats, & not by going to jump people. but then again some of those pants are a little too tight for you to even have balls in the first place.

don't get me wrong, some of you guys are cool, & shit... wear whatever you want, hell if i care. but uhmn, starting a gang is a little drastic & taking it this far is even more ridiculous, so i mean if i were you guys i would just stop, quit, & get out while you're still alive & not in jail being someones bitch.
anyways, when all is said & done i'm tired of hearing about this shit.

summer will be here soon & set me free. i can't fucking wait.




you can make any girl feel like they own the world?
yeah well, I can make any guy consider suicide. <3

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poisonedxlove

:: 2004 6 June :: 11.19pm

i'm addicted!!

adopt your own virtual pet!



adopt your own virtual pet!



adopt your own virtual pet!

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poisonedxlove

:: 2004 6 June :: 3.02pm

this is what happens when you get really bored
Spell your name and see what it says about you!
A - you can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - you are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - you definitely have a partier side in you. Don’t be shy to show it.
D - you have trouble trusting people.
E - you are a very exciting person.
F - everyone loves you.
G - you have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - you are not judgmental.
I - you are always smiling & making others smile.
J - jealousy.
K - you like to try new things.
L - love is something you deeply believe in.
M - success comes easily to you.
N - you like to work, but you always want a break.
O - you are very open-minded.
P - you are very friendly and understanding.
Q - you are a hypocrite.
R - you are a social butterfly.
S - you are very broad-minded.
T - you have an attitude, a big one.
U - you feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - you have a very good physical and looks.
W - you like your privacy.
X - you never let people tell you what to do.
Y - you cause a lot of trouble.
Z - you're always fighting with someone.


Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post more than once, if you'd like. Then, put this in your journal to see what your friends have to say.


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poisonedxlove

:: 2004 6 June :: 2.47pm

awww she's so cute!

adopt your own virtual pet!







1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
2.) (Eliminate the asterisks)
3.) See what color you are


poisonedxlove

¿Hey did you get some?


poisonedxlove

:: 2004 6 June :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: none..

life's starting to look up... kinda
well... i start work next week at toys r us... training is on tuesday after school... that's cool... and my cousin works there too so i'm happy... dude... friday night was awesome... at like 5ish, i walked over to courtney's... jess ashley and dave were there... then around like 6:45 me and jess left and went to her house... then we went up to the mall.. hung out w/ a bunch of people, but then people started getting kicked out like whoa... all of our friends... so me and jess found ross thayer john and ashley, and we went over towards loews, cause that's where we figured everyone would be... so of course, people were there... not actually at loews, but by the steps across the highway leading up towards the silver diner... so we all chilled there... important people there that i knew included samm, ross, robbie, thayer, ashley, john, jessica, drew, mike, vince.... umm.. i can't remember who else.. but oh well... it was fun... we ended up walking over to the movies... chilled there for a while, marlin came and picked up jessica.. and then ross, thayer, samm and john all came home w/ me... we chilled outside and went to the park... i got molested by ross numerous times, got i got pinned on the slide with thayer and samm like on top of me tickling me so i couldn't move.... very uncool lol... ross and thayer got picked up at i guess 11:30ish... and john and samm stayed til like midnight... then i came inside and chilled... then went to bed...


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on a completely different subject... i been thinking alot lately about stuff... and as much as i want to hate him and pretend he doesn't exsist, i can't... i think about him too much... and i miss him alot... but things are really confusing right now... i don't even know what i'd tell him if i were to talk to him.... but blehh... idk i guess i should give it more time...

¿Hey did you get some?


poisonedxlove

:: 2004 3 June :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: starting line..

this is what happens when you get really bored
What is your favorite..
gum:winterfresh
restaurant:silver diner muahahaha
drink:vodka & orange juice <3
season:spring/summer
type of weather:warm and sunny
emotion:feeling cared about
thing to do on a half day:take a nap, and go chill with people
late-night activity:wander the streets with all my friends
sport:i hate sports
city:anywhere but cherry hill
store:eh... idk
When was the last time you..
cried:tuesday night.. big fight w/ mommy..
played a sport:in gym class
laughed:today
hugged someone:today
kissed someone:idk... not recently
felt depressed:right now
felt elated:not recently
felt overworked:tuesday after cleaning my room
faked sick:last week
lied:today
What was the last..
word you said:"shit!"
thing you ate:mac n cheese
song you listened to:ataris - boys of summer
thing you drank:water
place you went to:toys r us
movie you saw:at the theatre? mean girls
movie you rented:spy kids?
concert you attended:umm... idk
Who was the last person you..
hugged:hmm... mike?
cried over:kevin
kissed:kevin
danced with:erica
shared a secret with:samm
had a sleepover with:sam, kristen, bridget, rian, jr, jordan.. not really a sleepover though cause we didn't sleep
called:don't remember
went to a movie with:erica
saw:manager at toys r us
were angry with:some guy who keeps ignoring me even if he doesn't realize it
couldn't take your eyes off of:the new kid
obsessed over:kevin
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yea
kissed someone:mhmm
done drugs:unfortunatly
drank alcohol:of course
slept around:no
partied 'til the sun came up:hell yea
had a movie marathon:yep
gone too far on a dare:uh huh
spun until you were immensely dizzy:hasn't everyone?
taken a survey quite like this before:yea

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!

¿Hey did you get some?


poisonedxlove

:: 2004 3 June :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: avril - don't tell me

i feel like dying
blehh... nothing exciting is happening right now... monday i went to my grandmothers for a while and sat around... boring stuff... tuesday i went in late to school... after school.. sat around like usual... took a nap... watched the season premere(spelling) of summerland... pretty good... got into a fight with my mom cause she's got a stick up her ass... then i went up to my room to clean... it took til like 2 in the morning, but i cleaned it, moved my shit around... not finished yet.. but it looks good... wednesday i skipped 1st w/ ross frank and courtney... we went to 7-11 and then to the park... ross attempted to write words in the ground... went back to school... boring... came home.. sat around on my ass... and today... went to school... it sucked.. as usual... left 6th period w/ tc mike and thayer... that's not a big surprise... came back for 7th... and during VW we listened to ourselves sing from the very beginning of the school year... and omg it was horrible.. other than that, i came home, went right to an interview for toys r us which went good except that they said if i get hired, i can't keep the purple in my hair and that it has to be a natural color cause they're under new management... yea.. can you say GAY... anyway... that's my week short and simple... summer is coming so quickly... i'm excited for it... cause i can't stand school anymore... another thing i can't stand? being ignored by people... yea... it sucks big time... i'm starting to think i fucked up... and that i made a mistake... but lets just keep it at that.... i've got finals on 2 days... next friday, and the following monday... i've got a pool party coming up next sunday for music... other then that... life sucks...

¿Hey did you get some?


sk8erch1ck23

:: 2004 1 June :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Anxious Arms - The Jealous Sound

won't you be my answer?

wow, when i said i wanted drama just for things to change, i didn't think it would come so hard. i think everything is done now, the drama i mean. thank god. now i hope things can just...happen...without me helping it along making things worse. i dunno i guess i feel somewhat relieved...i do know that i'm not gonna turn my back & walk out on love...not with the way things are now, it's just not worth the loss & the heartache. & believe me if that loss were to have happened, a very big peice of my heart & who i am would of been lost to, i can guarentee it. i don't think anyone could know how it feels, unless you're truly in love with someone. some people think they know, but those are people who've never been in love. its easy to tell someone what to do, when you're not the one that has to do it & suffer from it. i mean how would you feel when everything you've ever known gets thrown aside? & then suddenly, the impact of reality hits you, but you have nothing & no one to hold on to. its one of the most frightening feelings ever. i'll admit i'm young & dumb, so i'm gonna mess up..but once i make a mistake once, i'll never do it again. i just don't like empty promises, cause they can bring us to an end...

¿Hey did you get some?


poisonedxlove

:: 2004 30 May :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: usher - burn

i wish it was summer already
hmm.... this week kinda sucked.. i don't even exactly remember what happened... monday kinda sucked.... tuesday i had an interview after school... i got the job, but i needed to pass a drug test first..... wednesday umm...i left after 6th period to take the drug test which i don't know if i passed yet.... went home to get changed n drop off my shit, went back up to school.... went home w/ megan... we hung out at her house for a while, then we went to mike's... then robbie came over.. and me and meg were sitting in the street cause they let the dog out on the deck, and we were being ignored, so we just kinda left... robbie followed... we played bitch and ignored him for a while, ross came over, me and megan went on the playground equipment and went to sleep, then ross n robbie came up to bother us... then ross left, then robbie walked me and megan back to meg's... me and megan went out to eat w/ her daddy... then i came home around like 8:45...


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today sucks ass... like majorly... nobody is home... and there's nothing to do.. just a boring sunday... and even better, there's still ANOTHER boring day to come before i go back to school... i'll probably sit on my ass in front of the tv all day tomorrow.. or maybe i'll clean my room or something... idk...i took a nap today... went to sleep at like 1... meant to wake up at 3, but when my alarm clock went off, i turned it back off and slept til 5 instead.... eh.. oh well.. not like there is anything to do today anyways... ugh... this sucks

¿Hey did you get some?


poisonedxlove

:: 2004 28 May :: 11.39pm
:: Mood: shitty
:: Music: none..

took this from samantha lynn hehe
*Put an X next to every movie you have seen.*

1. CryBaby
2. The Craft [X]
3. X2
4. Swimfan
5. Fellowship of the Ring [X]
6. Finding Nemo [X]
7. Peter Pan [X]
8. Home Alone [X]
9. Aladdin [X]
10. The Ring [X]
11. 10 Things I Hate About You [X]
12. Not Another Teen Movie [X]
13. Spiceworld [X]
14. 8 Mile
15. Bambi [X]
16. Pirates of the Carribean [X]
17. Edward Scissorhands [X]
18. Stepmom
19. My Best Friends Wedding [X]
20. 101 Dalmations [X]
21. Scream [X]
22. Scream 2 [X]
23. Scream 3 [X]
24. Big Daddy [X]
25. Billy Madison [X]
26. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets [X]
27. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone [X]
28. Heartbreakers
29. Dumb & Dumber [X]
30. Two Weeks Notice
31. Scary Movie [X]
32. Look Who's Talking [X]
33. Blade
34. Blade II
35. O [X]
36. Titanic [X]
37. Carrie [X]
38. Carrie 2: The Rage [X]
39. Daddy Day Care
40. Legally Blonde [X]
41. Austin Powers [X]
42. Storm of the Century [X]
43. Oliver and Company [X]
44. Two Towers [X]
45. Return of the King [X]
46. Mighty Ducks [X]
47. Fast and the Furious [X]
48. 2 Fast, 2 Furious
49. A Walk To Remember [X]
50. XXX
51. Beauty and the Beast [X]
52. I Know What You Did Last Summer [X]
53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer [X]
54. Sound of Music [X]
55. Mary Poppins
56. Tuck Everlasting [X]
57. The Patriot
58. The Wizard of Oz [X]
59. Killing Ms. Tingle [X]
60. Crossroads [X]
61. Now and Then [X]
62. Pearl Harbor [X]
63. Just Married [X]
64. Cast Away [X]
65. Radio Flyer
66. Final Destination [X]
67. Lady and the Tramp [X]
68. Shallow Hal [X]
69. 40 Days and 40 Nights
70. Bring It On [X]
71. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory [X]
72. The Outsiders [X]
73. The Matrix [X]
74. Perfect Storm [X]
75. Cruel Intentions [X]
76. Never Been Kissed [X]
77. Clueless [X]
78. Bruce Almighty [X]
79. Remember the Titans [X]
81. Girl, Interrupted [X]
82. SWAT
83. Sixth Sence [X]
84. PhoneBooth
85. The Lion King [X]
86. Urban Legends [X]
87. Nightflier
88. Lion King 2 [X]
89. Little Mermaid [X]
90. American Pie [X]
91. Center Stage [X]
92. Scooby Doo [X]
93. Bedazzled [X]
94. Mrs. Doubtfire [X]
95. Save the Last Dance [X]
96. My Girl [X]
97. American Beauty
98. Romeo & Juliet [X]
99. Lost World [X]
100. Casper [X]
101. Miss Congeniality [X]
102. The Rock
103. Face Off [X]
104. Moulin Rouge [X]
105. Sleeping Beauty [X]
106. Alien [X]
107. Tombstone
108. Lake Placid [X]
109. The Recruit
110. The Shining [X]
111. Pocahontas [X]
112. French Kiss
113. Pretty Woman
14. Dirty Dancing [X]
115. Italian Job
116. Love Actually
117. Identity [X]
118. The Mummy [X]
119. Drumline [X]
120. Finding Forrester
121. Monster's Inc. [X]
122. League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
123. Spawn
124. All I Want
125. Mallrats [X]
126. Dogma [X]
127. Rat Race [X]
128. Stigmata [X]
129. Eye Of The Beholder
130. To Die For [X]
131. Gangs Of New York [X]
132. A Clockwork Orange
133. Chicago [X]
134. Big Fish
135. Donnie Darko
136. Chinatown
137. There's Something About Mary [X]
138. National Security [X]
139. What Dreams May Come [X]
140. Lilo and Stitch [X]
141. Selena [X]
142. Les Miserables; Tenth Anniversary Concert
143. Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat [X]
144. Oliver [X]
145. The Haunting [X]
146. Jane Eyre
147. Monty Python and The Holy Grail [X]
148. Annie [X]
149. Pleasantville [X]
150. The Goodbye Girl
151. Evita [X]
152. How to Deal
153. Drop Dead Gorgeous [X]
154. Waiting for Guffman
155. The Breakfast Club [X]
156. Best In Show
157. The Matrix: Revolutions
158. The Matrix: Reloaded [X]
159. The Princess Bride [X]
160. Robin Hood Men In Tights [X]
161. Blue Streak [X]
162. Under the Tuscan Sun [X]
163. Star Wars: Episode I [X]
164. Star Wars: Episode II [X]
165. Corky Ramano [X]
166. A Night at the Roxbury [X]
167. Shanghi Nights [X]
168. Wild Wild West [X]
169. Men in Black [X]
170. Men in Black II [X]





wow, i've seen alot of movies.. lol... weird... anyway.. i'm too lazy to do a real entry tonight... maybe tomorrow i will..

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poisonedxlove

:: 2004 27 May :: 3.39pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: matchbook romance - my eyes burn

lol thought this was funny
murder
You're goin' down! FOR MURDER!
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sk8erch1ck23

:: 2004 26 May :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: emo
:: Music: Sunsets & Car Crashes - The Spill Canvas

& in case you were wondering, you are everything to me

in one week i got a demerit & a 1 day suspension, it's like new to me the first time for both lol. i'm excited, i get to sleep in tomorrow, & rians sleeping over tonight. i cut gym, i got a pass from my ss teacher to go to the library the next pd & i didn't go to gym, just straight to the library. well i got written up for cutting, & so here i am. the demerit is nothing it's pointless, it was for dresscode violation, my shorts were too short, but i was too hot to put my jeans back on after coming in from gym & like 20 other girls kept their shorts on but i got in trouble by one of our vice principals. its was bullshit, but thats expected from my gay school. i have two years left them i'm out of that ridiculously hipocritical school. "rules are made with all intensions to break" so whats the point of punishment? people are always going to do what they want, just because you get punished doesn't mean anything, obviously they don't care about punishment so your not affecting them. i mean its a day off from school excused, when you get suspended. i mean its a pretty redundant punishment if you ask me. but hey, what do i know, i'm a niave teenager, who thinks "i know everything". what i do know is that school can suck a whale dick. i don't care i just wanna graduate.


it's late afternoon. & the last remnants of the day are fading. the sky is slowly changing color, & as i was watching the sun go down, i remember thinking aout that brief, flickering moment, when day suddenly turns into night. dusk, i then realized, is just an illusion, because the sun is either above the horizon or below it, & that means that day & night are linked in a way that few things are; there cannot be one without the other, yet they cannot exist at the same time. How would it feel, i remember wondering, to be always together, yet forever apart?

Our souls were one, if you must know,
and never shall they be apart;
with slplendid dawn, your face aglow
i reach for you & find my heart.

God is with you, he must be, for you are the closest thing to an angel that i've ever met.


Who am i? & how, i wonder, will this story end?

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sk8erch1ck23

:: 2004 25 May :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: The Tide - The Spill Canvas

he can't understand, how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends...
The Tide

And there's three, count 'em three
children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
as she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
and he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end

And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now

And there's three, count 'em three
children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
as she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
but he's not coming back

And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)

And there's three, count 'em three
children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

But the sad thing
is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
as the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless

No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
and live for the moment now



So Much

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
they could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
so I'll sing it in a song

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one

How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
when I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt

Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down

Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready
I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me

Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home

If I had to choose a way to die
it'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face

How does it feel?


The Night Will Go As Follows

In a romantic fashion
I will experiment with my fear right before her eyes
And every smile that's unveiled will be soaked
in my nervous charm

Then I'll say
"Is everything alright?
there's been a few things I've been meaning
to let go of tonight"
And she will say
"Everything's just fine
so you can put an end to your worrying mind"
And then our lips will collide

The August sky will then bare witness
to a brand new chapter with torn up pages
When the planets align, I can feel the gates opening
to my courage
As I proceed to run my fingers through her hair
And forget everyone who's jaded, 'cause they don't matter
and I don't care

In a confident fashion
I will admit my deepest and darkest to her
And every gaze across the table
Will send my unsuspecting body into shock

Then I'll say
"Would you like to go inside?
and forget the world and the rules
by which we are to abide"
And she will say
"There's nothing I want more"
As we step into the room, turn off the lights and close the door

The August sky will then bare witness
to a brand new chapter with torn up pages
When the planets align, I can feel the gates opening
to my courage
As I proceed to run my fingers through her hair
And forget everyone who's jaded, 'cause they don't matter
and I don't care
No, 'cause they don't matter
and I don't care

Brash and hopeful
That my luck will not perish tonight
When the overcast tries to kill me
It's your slow motion rain
that falls warm on my neck that keep me alive

Brash and hopeful
That my luck won't perish tonight
And when the overcast tries to kill me
It's your slow motion rain
that falls warm on my neck that keep me alive

Brash and hopeful
That my luck will not perish tonight
And when the overcast tries to kill me
It's your slow motion rain
that falls warm on my neck that keep me alive

Consider this song a testament
of my devotion to your sacharrine scent
And to be completely honest
you're not like all the rest
You're not like all the rest

Consider this song a testament
of my devotion to your sacharrine scent
And to be completely honest
you're not like all the rest
You're not like all the rest
Oh no, you're not like all the rest
You're not like all the rest
You're not like all the rest



All Hail the Heartbreaker

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
you are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
"All hail the heartbreaker"




"Could somebody show me the kind of that you only see in the movies, you know what I mean"


just a bunch of the spill canvas lyrics because i'm so obsessed now.

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poisonedxlove

:: 2004 25 May :: 3.12pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: matchbook romance - my eyes burn

this is all i have left to say

after this, nothing more. you said to me that you still want to be friends, but the truth is, i don't think i can be just friends with you. we've been together for so long and so that's all i know... it would be really hard for me to be around you and just act as if the past year has been an illusion, that it was nothing. i don't know how to act around you and how to be just a friend.. so i guess what i'm saying is that i think this is it.. the end. because i can't just be friends with somebody i care this much about and watch you be with somebody else... because i know that's what is going to happen. i care about you more than anything, no matter what, i always will because of the impact you've had on me. i'm trying to get on with my life and trying not to dweel on this but it's kinda hard if you want to still be friends. okay so i can still go out and have a good time, but you're almost always on my mind.. but i guess for many reasons this could turn out for the better... for one, we're still young, not even out of highschool yet, so it might not be the best to be with somebody for such a long time... we need to live a little... i said that the distance thing wasn't such a big deal, but its not that easy to be with somebody that i only see a few times a month... and that sucks majorly... so i guess now i have to let you go, for good this time, because the sooner i can forget, the sooner i can move on with my life.. goodbye, and i'm sorry.

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