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2004 29 April :: 11.35pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: *broadway night music ringing in my ears*
opening night..
WOW we sucked! like hardcore man... one of the songs got fucked up and had to restart it... none of the mics were working right.... they were either too loud or too soft, the speakers were like screeching... UGH... and we sang like shit.. got some of the movements mixed up... yea... and somebody pulled the fire alarm... GREAT SHOW eh?! ugh.... and on TOP of that.. fuckin after the show, after i seen julie and was with her, starke tells britt n julie that she doesn't like me and ashley and that me and ashley can't come out with them... and then she made up a fuckin excuse as to why we couldn't come.. i was SOO pissed off... but happy cause i did see julie... and right after school today, i went to megan's house... had an orgy in the back of the bus.. lol... and then met up with ross and robbie then played at the park... then yea... show... but ehh... today was supposed to be better than this...
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2004 28 April :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: mischievous
:: Music: none
i'm in school
yea well.. i'm in 7th period right now... sooooooooo boring... lol i really need to stop cutting class... its becoming a bad habit again. i know that i shouldn't cut especially cause of culligan... if he catches me, i'll get suspended... but i just can't help it... its nice out, and i just don't feel like being in classes... especially fuckin history... i hate him so god damn much... yesterday i cut 7th, today i cut 6th... i went to lunch and hung out with thayer and mike.... it was deffinatly better than going to class and dealing with mello's shit... he needs to fucking retire already... ugh... i've got rehearsal after school today until like 5:30 which totally sucks... i'm debating on if i should just skip the friday night show so i can hang out and what not.... and sutton is going to south street on sunday... i wanna go with him... but idk if i can.... i'm supposed to get all kinds of shit done... ugh! so i figure.... i go to rehearsal after school... go home by like quarter of 6... hopefully talk to somebody of importance... my show comes on at 9... then tomorrow i have broadway night... friday i'm gunna skip it, and saturday i have broadway night... then maybe go to south street on sunday with sutton... but idk yet... god i'm sooooo bored.... i'm gunna like... take some quizes or surveys or something to keep me occupied til the end of the pd.
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2004 27 April :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: trapt - echo
normal entry? i think..
yea well... now that i've got my layout done, i can actually type... lol... i went to school today... had my mom bring me in early cause i was going to go in early to watch some science video i missed last week... well she dropped me off.. and i just didn't feel like going... so i saw ross, chilled with him for a while.. then saw thayer.. got my bookbag.. then figured maybe i'd go to science... but then i changed my mind.. put my shit in homeroom and went to find sutton... he got in trouble for all the latenesses to homeroom hahaha.. i thought that was SOO funny.. anyway... first period i found out that i'm failing gym right now.. OH WELL.. cause it was only football.. and now we're done football, so i'll actually participate.. anyway... second period we had a science test, that i totally FAILED... i'm gunna go in early tomorrow to finish it... i have to! then uhh... 4th pd me and erica and charlene sat in lunch singing all period lol... we looked so stupid, but oh well... 5th period wasn't anything special... we were talking about the term "chicken head" cause chet wrote it in his poem lol... funny stuff... 6th pd i had to go to guidance to pick up papers... so i convinced mr mello to gimme a pass... so he did and i stopped through the lunch room cause i haven't been in 6th pd lunch in a long time.. thayer and mike were in there so i stayed and talked... ended up staying almost the whole period and never went to guidance... mr mello was pissed but oh well lol... then 7th period, i went w/ thayer and mike and we went to 7-11... broke a mailbox along the way... but ehh.. shit happens rofl... got there.. and mr mecca was there! it was soooo funny... i asked him to give us a ride back to school.. he made us walk.. but oh well... we left 7-11... and went to the playground in the uhh... gazebo thingy.. chilled there for a while.. then walked back to school... 8th period we practiced in the auditorium with the mics and all.. lame.. i was like 10 minutes late.. but nobody said anything, so oh well... lol... got home... and just chilled... did a bunch of chores.... thats about it... found out that one of robbie's friends doesn't like me cause i'm a bitch or something.. but ehh... its not my fault... lol.. i don't even know who the kid is... lol... well i'm extremely tired... so i'm going to BED lol
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2004 27 April :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: frustrated
ugh!!
okay.. i'm in the middle of redoing my journal.. if anybody knows how i can get the table background to be clear instead of black, so you can see my background picture, PLEASE let me know before i go crazy and stab my computer!!!
Edit:
okay so its 9:30 at night, i JUST finished the new layout... took forever trying to get the table to be transparent to see the background.. but i did it! everybody comment and tell me how it looks!!!
Last Day Of School: 36 days
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2004 27 April :: 5.50pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: none...
got really bored.. filled out a survey
Name:: stephanie
Nicknames:: stephy, kissy
Birthdate:: o4.o7.88
Location:: cherry hill
Sex:: girl
Height:: 5’3-5’4
Current Bands/Artists:: too many to name
Clothing:: right now? striped pants, blue top
Accessories:: samm’s bracelet lol
This or that...
Nice smiles or nice eyes? :: eyes
Jeans or shorts? :: jeans
Boots or sneakers? :: sneakers
Restaurants or fast food? :: restaurants
Italian food or Chinese? :: italian
Dark or light eyes? :: doesn’t matter
Streaked or dyed hair? :: both
Vampires or Gods? :: vampires
Shakespeare or Greek mythology? :: shakespeare
Milk shakes or floats? :: shakes
Drugs or cigarettes? :: neither
Football or cheerleading? :: football
Cake or pie? :: cake
How...
Do you want to die? :: not sure yet…
Do you brush your teeth? :: every day
Much time do you take to dress up? :: depends on how I feel
Do you like your life? :: sometimes
Well do most people know you? :: my best friends know me better than I know myself..
Common or original is this survey? :: ehh idk
Often do you smile? :: only when I’m with people I like
Many times a week do you eat junk food? :: every day
Often do you sing? :: every day.. I love singing
Dance? :: depends…
Laugh a lot? :: if I’m in a good mood
Like spicy food? :: no
Prefer bagels over yogurt? :: no
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? :: yes
Want one? :: already got one
Think babies are cute? :: some babies
Children in general? :: I hate kids
Believe in fortune cookies? :: no
Believe in life after death? :: no
Believe in life after love? :: sure
Believe that anything is possible? :: sometimes
Believe that everyone has a purpose in life? :: no
Know what yours is? :: no
Are...
You a girl? :: yes
You a comedian? :: no
Your friends true friends in your opinion? :: of course
You bored? :: always
Describe...
Your heritage :: Italian/irish
Your usual outfit :: whatever is comfy.. usually jeans n a tank
Your hair :: red/burgundy/orange/brown etc… soon to be purple
Your eyes :: brown
What you'd like to change about yourself :: a lot of things
Your perfect mate :: sweet, funny, mature but can still be immature and childish sometimes, taller than me, understanding, good listener… fun to joke around with.. and he has to be the type of guy I can just hang out with…
What...
Are your weaknesses? :: when my friends are upset, and I can’t help them
Are your fears? :: spiders, not graduating
Does your perfect pizza consist of? :: cheese
Is one thing you would like to achieve? :: as of right now, get a job and get my permit
Who...
Do you love the most? :: my friends
Would you like to meet that you know online? :: nobody
Is the one person who makes you laugh the most? :: Kristen and laura
Could you not live without? :: my friends
Doesn't like you though you like him/her? :: don’t know.. don’t care
Is...
Hate too much of a strong word? :: nope, I hate almost everybody
Food from other cultures good? :: idk
Your mood calm at the moment? :: actually, yea
**LAST**
book you read? :: some stupid war book for english
movie you watched? :: panic room w/ Thayer n Sutton lol
time you got drunk? :: uhh.. new years
time you woke up w/ someone elses underwear on? :: never.. that’s just creepy
stupid thing you said? :: idk…
person you cuddled w/? :: idk?
person you knew in jail? :: jay
time you were naked in public? :: not any time recently
time you fell down the stairs? :: when I was drunk at monica’s party lol
time you had to take medicine? :: this afternoon
**TIME TO PLAY FAVORITES**
muppet? :: elmo
color?? :: black and pink
shoes? :: don’t have a favorite pair?
drug? :: none… cause I don’t do drugs anymore
country? :: mexico
weapon? :: a knife
artist? :: idk
male vocalists? :: idk
female vocalists? :: probably Mariah carey… her voice is amazing
instrument? :: drums
beer? :: I don’t really like beer
food? :: candy.. duh! lol
perfume/cologne? :: I don’t wear perfume
fabric? :: uhh…?
sight? :: sunset
actors? :: idk.. don’t really have a fave..
actresses? :: Sandra bullock
person? :: all my friends
place to relax? :: my room
place to be pissed off? :: my room
state? :: florida
city? :: anywhere but cherry hill
**WORST**
place to relax? :: school
place to be pissed off? :: in public where people piss me off more
hospital? :: uh..
state? :: new jersey
city? :: cherry hill
country? :: the us
male vocalists? :: Justin timberlake
female vocalists? :: britney spears
musical genre? :: jazz
food? :: idk
weird smell? :: idk?
fabric? :: uhh,,,
sight? :: myself
**WHO**
screwed your life up the most? :: tim
made your life better? :: kristen
are you afraid of? :: nobody
do you hate or just dislike a whole lot? :: too many people to name
do you love? :: kevin
was the last person that bought you something? :: my mom
was the last person you got in to a fight w/? :: umm… idk
was the last person you hit? :: mike or thayer
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2004 27 April :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none
took a quiz
What Psych-Ward do you belong to?
so true!
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2004 26 April :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: ataris - boys of summer
yay for manfa!
sammi paid for my account for me cause she loves me... awesome! hehe... anyway... i haven't really updated lately... i haven't really been doing anything fun...
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friday night i went to robbie's house.... i met up with samm at west, and we made our way up to ellisberg... chilled with sutton at his work for a while, and robbie met us up there and we went back to his house... mike was going to come over, but he's stupid and got himself grounded by failing one of his classes or something... so he's grounded like.. harshly... not allowed to do anything... until the end of the school year... so gay... oh well, its his own fault lol... yea.. then ross came over after he got home cause he couldn't find his key and we all just chilled.. it was fun... then robbie's mom took me home around like 11ish maybe?
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saturday, i pretty much sat around the house all day... i got up at 7 in the morning to watch my brother, my mom got mcdonalds for breakfast... and i just chilled around like a lazy bum.. it sucked though.. cause i really wanted to do something... but robbie was in brigantine, and samm was at a party.. erica was at crystal's wedding, mike was grounded, and ross was doing the same thing i was doing..
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sunday i slept til like 12... sat around... did chores... i found $20 so i was tempted to go to the mall and spend it, and i did.. i took my brother up to the mall and got him a toy, and got purple hair dye, and silver sparkles... now i just need hair bleach.. and i'm dying it purple... i'm excited lol... it'll be my summer colors lol
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today, i went to school looking mega preppy... had a blue shirt with sleeves that went over my shoulders... and blue jeans w/ white faded in them... and my hair straightened.. wow i was like SUPER preppy... and well me and sutton decided we didn't wanna go to classes today, and we saw thayer and he wanted to cut too.. so after homeroom, we all left... we wanted to go to thayer's grandmothers house, but for some reason... she had decided to go into work later than usual... so we just walked around for a while... we walked past a church, and there was an exit sign on a wooden post there and i was like "whoa omg!! i want that sign!!!" and so me and thayer tried hitting it to loosen it off, but it wasn't coming off, so i told him to back away and i kicked it really hard, and it came flying off... so i took it lol... well we ended up going back to school 4th pd, put my exit sign and my book bag in thayers locker.. and chilled in lunch til the end of 5th, then heather took us to thayers grandmothers house.. cause she had left by now... we watched panic room, ordered pizza which turned out to be a problem lmfao... well around like 2:10, me and sutton left there and started to walk back to school... got a little lost, but found our way lol... then he left, and i left... and came home.. and yea... i've got practice tonight which sucks.. i feel like shit so i might call lisa and tell her i can't come tonight, that way i can also catch up on chores. yea that deffinatly sounds like a good idea.
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2004 20 April :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: April Left With Silence - Hopesfall
loves no stroy book, loves an excuse to get hurt...
Sometimes i can have the worst moments. like when i mailed the $2 to Andy to be able to keep this journal....& i put his adress in the return adress space so i basically mailed it to myself. yeah i thought that was funny you can tell i was really not thinking when i did that. as i'm sitting here waiting for rian to get home from work with his brother for the day, i'm reading my aim logs with people they are quite funny, especially the ones in which loser ex boyfriends grovel at my feet, god i love the power to step on them mwuaahha. hrm, i had a lot of fun this past weekend, lets see...
friday - went to the show with rian to see solen, when these days end, a sense of belonging, heartbled ending & uh before i burn. there was also this irish band with a bag pipe player in a kilt rian just loved that. we chatted with some of my idiot friends who i love tho. then we went home rian left then i went to bed cause i had to get up for work.
saturday- went to work, it was pretty gay like 250 people there it was a big reception, and the people were assholes. took a shot of peach snops which was like fucking awesome & when rian turns 21 i'm definately keeping a bottle of that shit at his house. got home at like 10 got a shower then rian came over, i was too tired & too sore to go out so i fell asleep.
sunday- me & rian went to pick up chris & ashley<3 & rian wore my clothes, yeah he wanted to make chris feel happy, & maybe turn him on. i dunno all's i know is one day chris & rian are gonna leave me & ashley to run away together i swear they are gay sometimes. lol. we'll see when sam gets her pix developed. anyways we go back to sams & we chill there & sam makes us hot dogs & hamburgers then kevin & stephy arrive & we're all on the trampoline & rian & chris are humping eachother as usual & anyway we stay out there then go in & we act like retards with the karyoke machine then we play hide & seek in the dark. well since it was in the dark there was a clothes line tied between two trees at about throat & eye level that you cannot see. but of course chris literally runs into it & falls backwards on his back, while me & everyone else are laughing histerically he was cut under his eye. so he had ice the rest of the night. it was funny but i felt bad for him. after that i took chris & ash home around 10 then i got back at 11 & went to sleep or at least tried.
my alarm clock never went off so i stayed home monday, score.
i have lots of plans coming up with the people whom in which i love. its a weekend with kristen & laura which will be "wicked cool" oh yeah we are definately watching hold me thrill me kiss me, that movie is too kinky not to want to see....then of course more time with my sammie lynn & ri-ri. & god damnit we will go to the shore one day. maybe when kristen gets her license which shouldn't be much longer yay. plus summer & warmer weather equal more fun ! ( i want smileys on this thing damnit )
well anyways theres this band i'm listening to now, The Beautiful Mistake, they are rocking my panties ;)
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2004 20 April :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: bored
haven't updated in a while
yea its been a while since i've updated... probably because of the whole paying for it thing... but whatever... i'll just get a new journal hehe... not sure where yet... if i must, i'll just resort to xanga while i'm searching... i'm in school right now... so i'm pretty bored... oh well... when i get a new journal... i'll let you all know where...
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2004 13 April :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Where the Highways End - Hidden In Plain View
My Wicked Cute Poem ;)
yeah so uh, i had this assignment in english to write a narritive poem blah blah blah, & well i liked how mine turned out..it's about the first night me & rian met...
A Night Under the Stars
“The look in your eyes,
sparkle like the stars in the sky.
Everything about you drives me crazy,
I can’t even think straight it’s all hazy.”
As she was absorbing everything he said,
the stars like her eyes shimmered overhead.
He touched her cheek and brushed away her hair,
she was entangled in his intimate stare.
It was as if their hearts had collided together,
they wished this moment would last forever.
The emotions inside her body were rushing,
the love that was trapped in her heart was now gushing.
With every word her heart increased in beats,
with every caressing touch she felt her knees get weak.
Around them were the sounds of a summer night,
unheard by ears was the sound of two hearts take flight.
“I already care about you so much,
it’s the feeling I get and it comes from your touch.
I promise I will never cause you pain,
and I will always be here, snow, sun or rain.”
oh uh, don't steal it, because i'll fucking kill you, have a nice day :)
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2004 12 April :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Lover I don't have to Love - Bright Eyes
school tomorrow :'(
hmm, i really have no desire to go back to school, in fact this break has been great & i don't want it to end :( So yesterday was Easter, it was alright me & rian & my dad went to my cousins house there was a lot of food which was really good & there was a lot of my family...but the only thing that ruined it was when my cousin Michelle took me into Kayla's room & told me about when her my dad & her mom went out on the boat & they thought she was sleeping, she heard them talking about me & rian. they said that they don't like that he doesn't have a job & that they were happy when i broke up with him & they didn't like when we got back together....they said that I'm gonna grow up & make all the money, & that they hope i learn soon. rah that makes me so mad to even think about, because they don't even have the guts to say it to my face they have to sit there & act like they like us. the rest of my family tells me if they like the fact that we're together or not, but i really don't care what they think, they aren't as close or as important to me as my father & godmother are, but whatever, i DO plan on comfronting them the time will come again when its just the 3 of us & i'll be the one whos not afraid to say something. But anyway...whatever they say is no news to me i'm not as stupid as they think & i have thought about those things, but i also know the reasons why rian doesn't have a job, which are completely understandable & those reasons are unknown to them so therefore they shouldn't speak without all the facts. i'll worry about my own life, they already fucked up thiers by making their own decision which were bad ones, but i have one thing going for me i may be young but i'm not stupid like they were nor am i going to get married right out of highschool, & i know what i'm doing with my life, that will make good money & will be something i like, not someone who works in a supermarket stocking shelves or someone who is a maintenence man for apartment complexes. yeah i will go to college, & i won't drop out. i know what i have to do to survive in this world & i'll do it no matter what. so let them think i'm a fuck up like they were & still are becuase they are suffering the consequenses of their stupid decisions everday of their lives, & that is enough for me to look at & say thats never gonna be me.
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2004 10 April :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Miss You - Blink 182
Spring Break
well...it's spring break currently but i only have 2 days left after today :'( but anyway...
tuesday - rian came over we went out..but i have a bad memory & i can't remember where? lol uh i know we stopped by my work to see if i was working saturday which i'm not so that made me happy..then we went to sleep
wednesday - i got up at like 11 & got in the shower then so did rian at around 2:00 we left to go to my aunts house, of course we were going to go to applebees but my stupid cousin didn't come home right after school again & we had to look for her...so we ended up going across the street from Headlights at this pizza place to eat lunch. then me my aunt michelle & rian went to my appointment to get my tattoo for my mom :) it took like 2 hours & it fucking hurt like a bitch it was PAIN. i tore up rians arm by squeezing twisting & biting it. i suggest that unless you can handle the pain don't get a big tattoo on your lower back. so after that we went to my cousin Anns sat there for like a half hour then we drove back to my aunts then me & rian went home & he left later that night after he helped me clean up my tattoo & put vasoline on.
thursday - i woke up with shit all over my sheets from my tattoo :x but its okay it's only the smurfs. i got a shower then got packed to go to kristens for girls night a.k.a CMA night. i drove to kristens since rian couldn't take me becuase it was raining. i got there without getting lost & i was proud of myself. so we watched like maybe 40 minutes of dream for an insomniac then like skipped to the end. after that we walked to get movies we got like 8 then to wawa for ciggs for kristen. we got home & we watched the slums of beverly hills in the kitchen while we ate the mcdonalds that poppy got us. it was funny he ordered 3 20 piece chicken nuggets & all these sauces with it 0:) then we went in the living room & watched momento then we went back downstairs & watched gothika which i've seen before but still scared the shit outta me so there was like the 5 of us on one couch & sam kristens sister was on the chair & wasn't scared the whole movie so i felt like a bitch lol. but it was fun then we put in house of the dead while eating like all the candy they bought earlier & the day before & then turned it off like 10 minutes into it because it was soo fucking horrible. then we watched May....which was the most fucked up movie i've ever watched...no wonder kristen loves it so much. that this was funny too me & laura were like in hysterics. but we'd both decided it wasn't a movie we wanted to see again, it was too wierd & fucked up lol. then we put in Cecil B. Demented but i fell asleep then woke up at the end & went upstairs with everyone but sam was sleeping on the chair & didn't wake up so she got left down there.
(good) friday - yeah so me sam & laura woke up at like 10 & laura got a shower & me & sam went upstairs on the computer we came downstairs as laura was getting out & we ate breakfast then sat & talked for like 45 minutes then we watched Kids downstairs..thats the greatest movie, but scary reality wise. then we went outside & jumped on the trampoline & then we decided to walk to the park & we did & we swang on the swings then we were gonna go to the other park but me & sam said that we were cold & sam needed different shoes so in an attempt to get to kristens faster me & laura decided to cut thru peoples yards, but in the process we got lost becuase we forgot that there was a street between the park & kristens street so i think our short cut went to shit. we got back & kristen & stephy were up so then after they cleaned & played basketball we decided to walk to wawa but rian got lost & went north instead of south so he wasn't coming to get me anymore so then stephy said that kevin was supposed to come anyways to take everyone home & sam had to be home before 6 anyway. but we got back from wawa & kevin called & there was a mess & then laura had to tear down kevins confidence that he suddenly has now & then we all got home yay. when i got home rian was there sleeping on the couch i woke him up then got in the shower then packed again to go to his house for the night. because we were gonna rent movies then just chill at his house. on our way there rians mom called and said that don was making dinner & kim was there...now for those who don't know i hate kim shes a slut & she flirts with my boyfriend, whether she still does it i don't know but i know for damn sure she did at don & lees reception because i know what i saw & i know what the fuck flirting is i wasn't born yesterday i'm a girl too & i know how to flirt & she was fucking flirting....ah, so anyway rian tells me & i get all mad that whores gonna be there & so i change my mind & tell him i wanna go to the movies to see the whole ten yards because i don't wanna be there with that slut. so i asked rian since like the last time i went to his house she was there again too with her boyfriend who she thinks is gay apparently because i said to rian you look gay because he crossed his legs & she says "oh is kenny here?" & kenny is her boyfriend. so i asked rian if she has ever been there when i wasn't there. & he said yeah once or twice before. & that makes me mad cause i know that she would flirt with rian & him flirt back just because hes stupid & doesn't know he's flirting. but yeah we got there she was a slut like always & me & rian couldn't go to the movies till 10:40 cuase that was the next showing & it was only like 9 by the time everyone finished eating. so i sat on the chair..but it fits two people. & rian was on his couch & don & lee sat on the other one & fucking slut sits next to rian, & so i lean back & wait for rian to move & come sit next to me & see how long it took him & lucky for him he got up & sat next to me. so the after her stupid comment about i guess how she turned her boyfriend gay we went to the movies & saw the whole ten yards & it was definately really fucking funny. then we got back & good thing the slut was gone cause i really didn't wanna see her anymore. so i fell asleep right away as soon as i hit the pillow & rian finished watching uhm Kill Bill.
saturday - i woke up at like 12 at rians & i woke him up too cause he had to take him mom to her moms house later that day & i didn't want him sleeping in too late. so we got up & talked to him mom for a while then he went to the store then he came back then we left & now i'm here typing this yay. & tomorrow i hope to go see my mom at the cemetary before i go to my cousin anns for easter. & right now my tattoo is iching RAWR ...must..not...scratch... ahhhhhh!
ok i need to get my mind off of the ichiness so uh, i have pics i need to get developed from getting my tattoo & CMA night, CMA night there isn't that much cause uh we were too busy having our orgy to take any lol . well i'm going i'll write later
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2004 10 April :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: blah
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my spring break..
sunday: kristen and kevin got here at like 1ish i guess... we chilled here for a while... then to my grandmothers for the party... fun stuff... got madd money for my driving.. score? yes... then we left there and went to sam's house... chilled there for a while... then before we left, kristen and i asked sam's parents about letting her to kristen's house from wednesday til friday... it worked! we were shocked..then we left... got to kristens house... and just chilled til like 4 in the morning then went to bed.
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tuesday: slept in again... chilled around the house... walked up to acme.... bought candy land.. score! played like 4 times... kevin called saying he was coming over... he stayed til like 11... then me and kristen watched identity... great movie.. but scary! ahh.. lol... then we went upstairs and chilled around til like 4ish...then bed.
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wednesday: my birthday! yay... kevin went to pick up sam and they got to kristen's at about idk.. 2ish... woke up me and kristen... then i got ready to go and me and kevin went to pick up his sister.. chilled around his house for a while... took his sister to uhh... dance i think... picked up his brother... and a bunch of stuff like that... then we went to the park... i had fun! we stayed there til the sun went down... then went to pick up laura. well first we picked up kristen and sam... then kenny. i was nice and let kenny sit up front with kevin too! sam kristen and i sat all the way in the back... kevin and kenny were being assholes... typical guys.. ugh... lots of hostility in the car and kevin yelled at me! *sad face* anyway... we met laura and jordan at the bowling alley in lindenwold.. i had lots of sugar so when we stopped, i got out of the car and started running around... and everyone else ran around with me.. pretty much acting like 10 year olds.. it was fun! then laura and jordan got there... we all went inside.. then laura and kenny came out first.. and yea... they went into kevin's soccer-mom van... need i say more? i think not lol... anyway... sam kristen and i walked to 7-11 since there wasn't a wawa in walking distance. kevin, laura, kenny and jordan met up with us there... then jordan went home and we went to kristen's... laura, sam, kristen and i all stayed up late... wawa run... finally fell asleep in the living room.
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thursday: girls night! yay... laura, sam and i woke up at like 11ish... made breakfast... ate... kristen got up... she ate ice cream for breakfast lol... we cleaned up... bridget came over... we all hung out... started to watch dreams for an insomniac but skipped like 80% of the movie to the end... it was funny... then we went to get movies... we got 8.. got back... started watching them at like 6... poppy went to mcdonalds for us... we watched slums of beverly hills in the kitchen first.. which completely sucked... then momento in the living room.. then downstairs to watch gothika... AWESOME movie! lol.. then we started to watch house of the dead but like 15 minutes in, we turned it off because it sucked hardcore.. then we turned on may.. YAY! then cecil b demented... then we went to bed... fun girls night!
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friday: we didn't really do anything... me and kristen slept til 2... the others got up at like 10... did whatever... me and kristen cleaned up downstairs and went to play basketball.. then we all went to wawa... came back and just chilled.. kevin called saying his work schedule got fucked up for that day... lots of hostility
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2004 3 April :: 9.55pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: all 4 one - i swear
chores before fun
ehh... well i got home from school yesterday at 11:30... i still had the entire day ahead of me. and all i had planned was to clean. do laundry, pack, clean my room etc... get it all out of the way so i had it all done and over with and so i could start my spring break. well i decide to sit around for a while.. and then i take a nap... don't really get up until like 7ish... chill around for a while more... clean out my closet a little bit.. and that's ALL i did! talk about being fucking lazy. ugh...
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so now i'm sitting here... saturday night, 10:00 pm.. and what have i accomplished? i cleaned my closet... put in some laundry that's my own for next week. i've been putting so much shit off til the last second. i always do it. it sucks. but i WILL get it done. when i talk to kevin tonight, i can tell him that he has to be here no later then 1 in the afternoon because the party is gunna start or whatever at 2... and after he gets here i have to get ready to leave... and actually get there by 2.. with time to spare.. since its MY party.. i'm already tired though! i figured that if i went to bed early tonight, i could wake up early around like 8:30ish and get everything done tomorrow.. but theres always that risk that it won't get finished.. then i'd get in trouble. that would suck. oh well.. i'll get it done.
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i figure... finish my laundry.. get it all in a bag and ready to go... and get that done tonight.... then tomorrow wake up early and do the other laundry... then hopefully kevin and kristen will be here by 1... we'll go to palmyra... and just deal with my family for a few hours... and since sam isn't allowed to come (*cries*) we're going to see her after we leave palmyra.. and she wants me to get her a thingy of ginerale too... and since we love her.. i'm gunna make kevin stop to get it lol...
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my dad has been driving me fucking crazy about getting him codes to beat his god damn video games. i look for them, they're not there, and he gets mad at ME! ugh.. he's fucking weird... but whatever.. i'm so happy that its saturday night... i'm excited for tomorrow.
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i miss monica so much. according to thayer.. she had a 24 hour leave.. i wish i could see her, but i can't. and i wish i could just talk to her. i wish there was a way for me to be able to get in contact with her and tell her how much i love her and miss her and can't wait til i can see her again. i wish i would have stayed in school yesterday so i could talk to thayer and give him my number to give to her. i don't know if she still has it and all. god what i wouldn't do to see her again.
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2004 2 April :: 12.31pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: none
spring break!
whoa dude i'm so happy its finally here.. i've been waiting for it for so fucking long! so here's the deal for my spring break this year
tonight i'm probably just cleaning and packing clothes and shit...
tomorrow, hopefully sam comes up and stays the night
sunday is my family party for my birthday, kevin kristen and sam are coming..
then i'm going to kristen's til like thursday or friday...
i gotta find some time to chill with boner this week too.... probably next weekend.... yea...
bev drove me home today from school after 7th period. i didn't feel like going to VW.. not like we'd be doing anything anyway. lol anyway i'll write later when i've got more to say.
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2004 31 March :: 2.26pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: staind - epiphiny
yea so i didn't go to school today... and i had like 3 tests... oops? oh well... anyway... monday i went to the hamilton mall with jordan and laura... fun stuff... jordan picked me up at like 5:30ish... we drove to lauras to pick her up and then to the mall.. i got home around like 10:30... it was fun... something to do... anyway
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tuesday... went to school... talked to erica during lunch and realized that theres like about 5-6 people at school that i'd actually call my friends.. and the rest of them could drop dead for all i care... sad and cold hearted, but true..
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lifes been pretty boring lately... but i've only got 2 days until spring break.. so i'm lucky for that... hopefully... my plans up until i go back to school are as follows:
wednesday: finish english essay... study for tests... chores til 9... OC...
thursday: school early... books from lee... more chores... start sucking up to parents...
friday: more sucking up... finish chores... clean room.. hopefully sam comes over...
saturday: sam's over.... keep up with laundry.. keep living room clean... hopefully sam stays...
sunday: kevin comes up... get stuff for the week together... kevin takes me to kristen's
monday through like friday: over kristen's yay!
i'm not sure about all this.. but i hope it goes as planned... i still gotta talk to sam about if she can stay.. and suck up to my mom ALOT....
Birthday Countdown: 7 days.
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2004 29 March :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Sick Sad Little World - Incubus
summer needs to come
well today was a good day over all, i went to the mall to get warped tour tickets but stood in line behind these fucking crack heads who kept talking to us then the lady whos like in her late 40s asks me if that's my boyfriend...& i'm like WHOA thats my dad! yeah they were FUCKED up. scary people in this world man. but yeah i'm hoping that stephy & kevin can come with me & rian...& well anyone else who wants to join is welcome :) but anyway i get my check this week i'm so happy i got like $160 for 2 nights of work...i make the money my friends make at their minimum wage paying job in 2 nights that they work for in like 5 working days. & i'll be getting a raise soon :-D but yeah the money from this weeks check is going towards the tattoo i wanna get for my mom. i'm not sure exactly what it will be something meaningful for her maybe i'll get something like Mommy & LoveBug i dunno yet i don't know exactly where i wanna put it either....i'll think of something soon...well i'm gonna get off to bed i'll write later <3
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2004 28 March :: 8.43pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Obvious - Blink 182
WEEEEEE!
wow hyper? yes very. strawberry milk rocks? most definately does. good fucking weekend? hell fucking yeah. i went to work & there was this pretty hott drunk guy who wouldn't leave & kept asking for whip cream so that he could do whippets LMFAO then he touched the no smoking sign & it fell off the wall, he was tap dancing to...we were beginning to wonder if he needed medication. But after work i went to sammie lynns house<3 & rian was already there cause i didn't get off work till like 10 something then i went home & took a shower then my dad let me drive across the lake to sammie lynns by myself, i felt cool. then i hung out with sammie stephy kevin & rian & we took pictures outside on the street & they got outta hand but it was all fun & peachy. Me & Ri went to walgreens & got the pix developed, & you can view them on www.picturetrail.com/reverdevousx alright i'm out peace peace chicken grease!!!
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2004 28 March :: 1.02pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: dashboard - hands down
best friends
well okay.. friday i was hoping to go see rachel.. so my mom picked me up after school and took me to palmyra... well she had plans so we decided that she'd call me today, and we might hang out... but umm.. anyway... so me and evan took my brother to the park at like 4 to go see krystal practice for track... we met her coach.. walked back home.... jr started using the potty too... he's on his third day.. yay! lol... well we just hung out most of the night... watching tv, just playing around like kids... and then we went outside to play tag with the kid down the street who's my brother's friend.. he's like 7... so we all played and all... then the kid had to go home so we all just chilled outside since it was so nice out... and so i was like "yea i wanna go to the movies" and krystal agreed so the plan was that we go to the movies, she stays over and my mom or kevin can take her home the next day.... well then evan wanted to come too... so i asked my mom and they asked their parents and they ended up coming home with me.. we stopped in williamstown to see my other grandmother.... hung out there for like an hour... got home at like 10:30ish... then we just kinda chilled out.. playing video games and what not... will stopped over so we were hanging out... then i got in the shower and will left... got out, we went upstairs and played clue... and at like 2 in the morning, my phone rings... i'm like who the hell can this be, and its jake.. so i pick up and jakes like "come over i'm all fucked up" and i'm like "jakes its 2 in the morning, and i've got my cousins over" and he's like "so what? leave them there... come over" and i was like "they're awake, i'll get in trouble..." and he was like "okay fine, bring them..." and i was like "okay fine..." so i ask them if they wanna go for a walk to meet my friend and go to dunkin donuts... so we all get ready and jake meets us at the corner of his street... we take a long way to dunkin donuts, get in there and get food... and we're sitting down and jake lights up a ciggarette.. i'm like "uhh jake you can't smoke in here!" and he's like "oh they won't care blah blah blah" lol it was soo funny... and he got like 30 straws and was spitting spitballs at other people in there... omg it was too funny lol... then we leave and seperate from jake and come back here and fall asleep around like 3:00-3:30...
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so the next day(saturday) i wake up nice and early and evan does too... then we wake up krystal at 11:15 and i straightened her hair... and put make up on her.. she looked cute! lol... her hair was still poofy though... so she ended up putting it into a stupid pony-tail
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well we got to sam's at like 7.. chilled for a while... ate... kevin had a little episode where he didn't see the ketshup that was right in front of his face lol... but yea... we just chilled... then we went to the park at like 8:30-9ish... went exploring in the woods... because i wanted to look at the stars... and get lost.. lol... sammi picked up a stick and kept poking us with it.. it was funny... then we left the woods and went to lay on a picnic table... and she kept attacking me with the stick? so i broke it into like 43564623934853 pieces rofl... and we played on the swings, and ran around... and it was fun... rian called to tell us he was coming over... so we left the park at like 10 and went home... rian got there like 10 minutes after we got home... and then bridget came over... and we all hung out... then we went outside and played outside... we all sat in a circle and talked lol... bridget ran back to her house and got her camera and took a bunch of pictures to finish off the role of film in it... lots of funny... interesting pictures there... but yea... me and kevin ended up staying til like 12... got back to my house... and he ended up staying here until like 3 in the morning lol.. i hope he didn't get in trouble... that would suck...
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sammi got me a pretty charm necklace... i'm wearing it as a bracelet though because it's not gold... its a blue heart locket that says "best" on the back... and sammi's says "friends" yay! its so cute.. and wow... sammi also got me a tiara... thats pink and has pink fuzzy on it.. but i left it in loser's car.. but oh well i'll get it next time i see him.. heh..
Birthday Countdown: 10 days.
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2004 26 March :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Belly Full Of Kerosine - Hidden In Plain View
quizzes again?
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Nemesis
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is really
shy, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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