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Jessika

:: 2004 10 July :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: mom

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

WOW! If I remember right, I was in the 5th level last time...I have gotten eviler or something in the past few months. Like....2 whole levels eviler.

Alone
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
brought to you by Quizilla



DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --




These have made me feel very low today.....:-(. Oh well! I have chicken!!!!!!!!!!!!! *happy happy joy joy!!!*

1 Heart | Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 8 July :: 12.44pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Stupid fucking puppies

FUCK YOU!
I decided to not go on the camping trip, but right now I am on the edge of a decision. Persausion can do wonders.
Top 4 reasons for me not to go:
1. I wouldn't feel wanted.
2. Another person could go in my place or
3. There would be more room without me.
4. I don't really want to.
That is that.

Lately I have been getting some "vibes" from some a bunch of people. It seems I have been making your life too hard. I have been contributing to the hell your life currently is. And guess what? I don't fucking care anymore. I gave up caring for your emotions just recently. I realized you could care less how often you make me want to cry. It is just a game to you. What are friends for? Not this. So I give up on caring. If something about me is funny, then why not laugh about it? Nobody you don't get hurt in the end, right? Right. I wish I could gain some courtesy. But..Oh Jessika, you had something on your tooth so we sat their laughing about it instead of telling you...THANKS. The best years of my life, right? Of course.

The best part about this is that nobody will know what I am talking about. Figures.

13 Hearts | Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 6 July :: 12.20am

Curiouser and curiouser...
What HTML codes work here?

This one?


How

bout

this


one?

strikeout?

Eh?


BIG!

That's all for now :-)

Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 5 July :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Ballroom Blitz

Subjects suck.
Though Mishelle has an imagination that takes her a little ways (She goes over there --> ...no...more...more....keep going..THERE), Taco Boy sure was hot......

I am offically sick of rain. Quite amazing.

We need to go downtown. Tiphani is coming with. How about this or next week? I am forever free now.

I was at the museum this morning. Got up at 7:30. Left at 8:20. Arrived much sooner than I thought I would at a few before 9. Followed a tour. Played with chalk and crayons. Found out the preschoolers cancelled. Waited outside for about 20 minutes. 20 minutes too long. Went home. The end.


I want a grilled cheese sandwich. No breakfast is not good.

Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 4 July :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: allergic
:: Music: people talking

Happy 4th of Jooliiie!!!!
Merry day of independence! I could go off about the irony of that, but I choose not to. :-)

Yesterday I took my driving test. It was funny. Mr. Ekert totally cut Annie massive amounts of slack...so un-Mr. Ekertish. First, she could not remember her birthdate due to nerves. She forgot to signal 2 right turns and ran a yellow light instead of stopping. She did not SMOG, either. Mr. Ekert missed one of her not singalling and not smoging. She totally should have failed :-p. I thought I ran over the curb on a sharp turn (Automatic fail), but I just tapped it. Whew. I ended with 16 on the district and 6 on the state. 7 was successful. Therefore, I had a pass with a point to spare. Weeeeee!!!

Today I went to the parade. It was rainign through out pretty much the entire thing. The baton twirlers and the Republican float things equally sucked. They were terrible. I wanted to kick the stupid elephant. Stupid thing. I liked the Footloose (being put on this sumemr by Summer Musicale! I wanna see!), and karaoke (sp? O_o) flots most. Where did you come from, where did you go? Where did you come from Cotton-eye Joe? Most hick song I know, yet I completely love it.....
After that we went to the park and had lunch with the Set-Free people. Tonight Mishelle's. My hair shall be sacraficed. And now I have to take out the puppy. BOO. stupid dog. :-/

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Jessika

:: 2004 1 July :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: pounding

;_;
Some people are stupid. I think they are intentionally trying to piss me off..figures.


I don't want to get flamed right now. I don't think anybody reads any of my journals, but just by the miracle chance they get bored I will not say anything. I have so much I can say...And this is why I get anger management problems on rare occasions.

Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 1 July :: 12.31am
:: Mood: not well...sickish
:: Music: people bouncing

horoscope!








Gemini - Horoscope for June 28 - July 4


This week you are likely to be headstrong and rash at times.



Wild and daring physical activities (or just plain recklessness and impatience) can put you into dangerous situations.



Your drive for freedom, independence, and absolute authority over your own life is quite strong.



You tend to be very abrupt and inconsiderate of others.



It's best for you not to try to cooperate or slow down your pace to suit other people too much.



You need to follow your own rhythm.



You are likely to actually act on some of the more unusual or "crazy" impulses you feel from time to time: you crave excitement.



You may not feel free and can resent others who you believe inhibit your freedom and originality.



Take the time to explain your position and others may be better able to accommodate you.



This horoscope provided by Astrology Source.
Learn about your inner self, friends, and lovers.




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Gemini - Your Love Profile


Your positive traits:



Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.

You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.

You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.



Your negative traits:



You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.

You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.

Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.



Your ideal partner:



Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.

Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.

An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.



Your dating style:



Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.



Your seduction style:



Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.

Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.

Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.



Tips for the future:



Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.

Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.

Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.



Best place to meet someone online:



Match.com - enough sexy singles for you to find a new playmate when you get restless



Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow



Best day for a date: Wednesday



Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 26 June :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: Modest Mouse

Cookies! Like...Cookie Monster!
Guess what I'm making!!! MORE COOKIES!!! This time Chocolate chip. = ). I love to bake. Tomorrow: enchiladas. Oh Hellz Yeah.





It hasn't hit me yet. I love my slow reactions to life. It'll finally come in a few hours, I am predicting.



*Hurt so good...come on baby make it hurt so good..sometimes love don't feel like it should, make it hurt so good..*

14 Hearts | Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 22 June :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: *sizzle*

-_-








Gemini - Your Love Profile


Your positive traits:



Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.

You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.

You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.



Your negative traits:



You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.

You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.

Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.



Your ideal partner:



Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.

Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.

An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.



Your dating style:



Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.



Your seduction style:



Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.

Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.

Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.



Tips for the future:



Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.

Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.

Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.



Best place to meet someone online:



Match.com - enough sexy singles for you to find a new playmate when you get restless



Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow



Best day for a date: Wednesday



Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

2 Hearts | Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 21 June :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: none

I don't think my opinion matters much.
Wow. I suck. Like, big time. Boo for me. And once again I am not sleeping when I should be.

1 Heart | Love?


Jessika

:: 2004 20 June :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: stupid radio..."Amazed"

Decided I would post this one


How to make a Jessika
Ingredients:

5 parts pride

5 parts silliness

1 part leadership
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy!



Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com


Whatever.

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Jessika

:: 2004 18 June :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: *whine* of the new puppy.

I need sleep at 9:30 at night.
I have a new puppy. I also have to drive at 7:30 on the highway tomorrow.

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Jessika

:: 2004 16 June :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: warped wednesday-muse - time is running out

Warped Tour!
I skipped driver's ed today!!!! I am totally a rebel!!! I still have another absence to use as well.

Warped Wednesday is on. Muse is going to Warped??? I wanna goooooooo!!!!!!!!! ;_;
I wish they played the live performances instead of videos, though. Everything is Warped!! NOT FAIR!!!!!!!

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Jessika

:: 2004 15 June :: 12.36am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none

tired.
I am so tired. I don't want to take a shower tomorrow morning but I realized I really do need it. Poo. Gwen is home. Yay Gwen!!!!! :-D ....I want to go to bed, but the puppy is still outside. HURRY PUPPY! Yaya she is in now. Gwen decided she is coming to California with us and we can drive in that state with our license even though we are not legal there. This will go in lj now too.

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Jessika

:: 2004 12 June :: 12.22am

WHOA! Jimmy's bday is TOMORROW!!! The 12th!!! Happy birthday Jimmy!!! WEEE!!!!!!!!!!

I hope you get what you want..... >:-)

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