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2003 24 December :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: My nose is running
:: Music: A Christmas Story. 24 HOURS WORTH....
Yumm potatoe.
Another happy thought......AFI got #4 on the best of Hard Rock Live!!!! YaYYYYY AFI!!!!!!!!!!!!
...I had something else....I forgot......*shrug*..Oh well.
I remember now!! From my brother, we each get 50 bucks! That is alot for me! That is $200 just on this portion of the family! WoW I will be happy = )
Happiness shortlived. As usual. My mom says I can not stay the night with Roxanne after the holidays. Or ever again. FUCK. I hate her sometimes.
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2003 24 December :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Lizzie maguire!
I got Rocky Horror! I got Rocky Horror! I got Rocky Horror! Who got Rocky Horror? I GOT ROCKY HORROR! I got awesome toe socks. AND ROCKY HORROR!!!!!!!! If I could only find the DAMN REMOTE so I could play with my ROCKY HORROR DVD, then live would be GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *angry face insert*\
FUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2003 24 December :: 12.53am
As I was laying down, I had a sudden flashback of one of my weirder dreams. It was when I was not obsessed with AFI, yet I had dream about them....2 in one night both having to do with flying platform things..The one I flashbacked is when I was a bellboy in a hotel and the elevator flew and there was infinitely many rooms and I lost AFI and I had their bags...I spent the entire dream getting more and more panicky for fear that I was going to be fired....it was weird...
Just thought I would share that with you all.
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2003 23 December :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Let's do the time warp again!!!! It's just a jump to the left......
And it's the pelvic thrust that really drives em insaaaaaaane!!!
Your the Green Lady. Not exactly a Fairy, more like
the Gardian of the forest. You care the plants
and belong with the trees. Elegant and
Beautiful. Please vote 'cause I worked so hard
on this!!
Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics)
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Sweet Transvestite......Don't strung out by the look, Don't judge a book by its cover....I'm not much of a man by the light of day but by night I'm one hell of a lover.....
It is amazing what gets started by the simple muttering of the 7 words: It's just a jump to the left....
Why don't you stay for the night?... Or maybe a bite? I could show you my favorite obssession....
So! Come up to the lab. And seee what's on the slab. I see you shiver w/ antici..................................PATION!
So I'll remove the cords...but NOT THE SYMPTOM!
Well thast was fun. Tata.
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2003 23 December :: 2.43am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: There's a light......... To find the truth I've even lied. But down inside I'm Bleeeeding
I am bored. So I dled Rocky Horror songs. Nifty, eh? ^_^ So far I have Science Fiction double feature, There's a light, Sweet Transvestite, Time Warp, Touch me, Meatloaf's song, and Super Heroes. But goddamnit I can not find Super Heroes in my list of songs *angry face insert* and it is my Favorite song! GRRRR
Computer messing up.......
Ok Better. I was nearly about to die due to losing all my death!!! *GASP*!!
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2003 22 December :: 10.10pm
Though I am not too much of a fan of chocolate :-/......
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
Which kind of candy are you?
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2003 22 December :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Exsanguiation - guess who sings it.......Now..God Called in Sick Today.
FUCK CJEFKJJFJSDM!!!!!!
My fucking mom is irritating me and putting me in a bad mood. God damn it. And I can not leave today because she hates Roxanne.
I walked very far today. I suppose it was not THAT far,.....but as much as I get out it IS far :P 4 Miles. You determine how UNFAR that is to you : p
I should slap you and your mom Nicko.
I have 3 obsessions: RHPS, AFI, and Pop Rocks!!!!!!! ^_^
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2003 21 December :: 5.29pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Remember when we were all so beautiful?..all by myself I'm alone in such poor company
*gasp*
I am downright CHEERY at this precise moment. ok. My spirits were dampened. I was running after my puppy. I realized how much my boobs flop and are fucking huge still. Damn.
Earlier today, when my mom was (once again) ranting about how my friends are weird but she does not hate them. Just strong dislike. I told her she does not even know any of them. I got 'grounded' to my rooom but never went. We were arguing some more and I called her Christian beliefs stupid. As they well are. Not all Christian beliefs neccessarily, just the branch that she happens to trust. I got grounded again.
I do not see why she says I am in trouble so send me to my ROOM. I spend almost every waking(and sleeping too!) moment in this house in my room. Or on the computer. What great punishment, eh? Righto mate. Righto.
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2003 20 December :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: bored
I am SOOOOOO fucking bored.
Active Mask
You are very active you like to do almost anything.
You like theatre the most and you would be good
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Someone come rescue me?
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2003 20 December :: 3.09am
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: *breathe*
Lindsey in town tommorrow
Mixture of feelings: anger....sadness....hate...and a bunch other...none happy at least. I feel like slapping one person and shooting another. Well.......brutally stabbing. I don't like guns.
I feel like going out and intoxicating myself, messing up a bunch of stuff, and defacing public property. Then running in front of a car while fucked up and calling it homicide. Woohoo sounds fun. I must now be off. Tata.
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2003 19 December :: 1.17am
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: click click....type type..
As I have read journals, I must agree. I currently have nothing against Xmas, but it is just not the right time. It is almost impossible trying to believe that tommorrow is the last day of school for the year.
I went to the debate xmas party today and it was mad fun. Charades with Korey is hilarious. me and Stacey(weigum) were on a team and we did apple pie w/ whipped cream. I gotta whip her ;). Me and Gwen will soon go in business with her at Stacey's Street Corner. Guys dig chicks like that. Good money. WOOHOO!!! I got (coincidence?) Korey's present. It was a little Hulk bottle with juice in it and aweseome little cars. Sylvia stole one kuz I disgraced her present by saying it reminded me of Neiffer :(. NEIFFER!!! GAA!!!! HE IS SCARY!!! He chopped off his beard! Buzz cut! He reminds us of Cartman! AHHH!!!!
I have 50 pages to read. I did not even procrastinate!(very much). We only had like 2 days for 80 pages.
I wish I coulda gone to Colin's little 'afterparty' thing at Cattin's. I like Colin. He has a fun personality. And he is a stoner. Everyone holds it against him and it is funny.
Tiphani no like me no more.
I can't send emails. ;_;
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2003 18 December :: 7.28pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: Xmas specials
Dreams DO come true!
Bailey is a bitch and her 'anger' makes me giggle lots. Pathetic.
I had a dream this morning about 6:15 and it is WEIRD....and it will "without a doubt" come true!!! (I asked, not Christie) HAAHAAAA Sorry Nick ;)
I getta go to the Xmas party tonight for speech/debate.
I have cheese popcorn.
Tommorrow I shall bring packages of sweets for presents. Woohoo.
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2003 16 December :: 7.44pm
:: Mood: down.....just...down...
:: Music: Fucking mom bitching
Mehhhh?
I asked people today and everyone said I would be better at SOI than HOI. Cept Gwen. SO......
I found an SOI piece I think I will do. It is called Prozac Nation. About depression and such. Appropriate, eh?
I also found possible duo pieces. 2 in fact. One from MAD magazine and one is a fractured fairy tale.
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2003 15 December :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: ouchie eye
Quiz time
your aura is pain
you have been hurt a lot, haven't you? cutting
yourself, pushing everyone away from you- these
are the things you do habitually. you don't
truly believe that anyone could ever love you.
you're a masochist, you're in love with your
sadness. you are so used to your pain that by
now, it has become enjoyable.
what kind of aura do you have
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You are a WATERFALL. You are a person full of
passion and opinions. There are times where you
prefer to be alone and like gather up all the
troubles and thoughts in your mind. You can be
tense at times since so much is usually on your
mind but rest assure that the drums of the
waterfall will soothe you.
What Form Of Water Are You?
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You are "Sweet T"!! Go you!!
Which Rocky Horror song are you? (Rate me!)
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Because I am just a sweet transvestite....from transexual, Transylvaniaaaaaa!!!!
wow...your one of the better fans ive seen. feel
free to email me @
skittleZGirl64@hotmial.com...i always like to
talk to fellow fans.
are you a big afi fan?
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I had too. It has a picture. I am finding interesting quizzes tonight.
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2003 15 December :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Buffy!!!!
DAMN PINK EYE!!!!
Welp I came home early again. I got out around 12:30 to go to the litttle people's concert. Got home around 2 with them. I am getting pink eye. FUCK.
I'm going to bed.
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