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Jessika

:: 2003 30 October :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: To Be or not to Be, that is the question.

Let's start our own popular crowd!!!
I went to an abstinance rally last night. It sucked. It pissed me off. It was very biased.

I am home right now. Not at school. I am cold. Hence the mood. Cold. My doggie got spayed and came back yesterday. I do not have a coat. My mom is buying me hair dye. I stayed home kuz everything was all dreamlike and I could not concentrate and was groggy beyond belief. Plus my stomach hurt.


Tommorrow is Halloween. The high went from sposed to be 7 yesterday to 20. I hope it is like 40. Better yet 60. But let's be realistic, man! I want hot food. It is almost 2.

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Jessika

:: 2003 28 October :: 8.44pm

Anybody wanna come to haunted houses with me on Thursday? Please Please Please! Leave a comment and I will call you to work stuff out. Then you all wanna come to my house Friday, right?


Dedicated Davey
You're DEDICATED DAVEY! You're all about the music.
After starting out your career with no real
future in mind, you managed to work your way up
the musical ladder.. and gained yourself a
cult-like fanbase while you were at it! Could
things get any better for you? The only other
way to go is up..


Which Davey Havok Are You?
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And Roxanne, if you read this before I see you, I do not care if you 'pop' up at my house. Just not too early, k?

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Jessika

:: 2003 26 October :: 2.27am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Grease

Damn I suck.
Got home from Butt, America at 12ish. I was sposed to be in at 10:30. I had to get up at 6. On bus at 7. At school at 7:30. First round 8:30. LOTS of sitting around. Sore ass. Tired feet from high shoes. Ouch.

GREASE LIGHTNING!!!!!


I bought an AFI poster, a fuzzy glowstick, a bracelet with glowy skulls, and pop rocks!



35-12 35-12 35-12...WHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! That is right I did not even have to be in town to know how good Great Falls High is next to cmer. We made a big sign for everyone to see ^_^!!!!! And I also would like to bring up Lawrence from CMR's aff case slightly. The resolution: In the U.S Judicial System, truth-seeking ought to take precedence over privileged communication. Value: justice; criterion: Truth-seeking.
NOT RIGHT!!! That is so slimy! I KNOW You are supporting the resolution, it does not need to be a value also! Jackass. He is a cool kid, however. He won. STUPID.

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Jessika

:: 2003 19 October :: 6.31pm

The scientific name for stinky feet is Bromhidrosis.
The stupid page kept closing, so I got more than 1 result...the very first time I got Goddess which I think seemed pretty accurate...but apparently not since I could not get it again. Oh well.


dra
You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver.

"And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility."


Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian).
The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood.
His sign is the crescent moon.

As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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uni
You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."


Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Jessika

:: 2003 19 October :: 4.06pm
:: Mood: irate
:: Music: Whole Lot BIGGER!!

Ok..I do not know what irate means but to a low extent...I just clicked a random word.
Last night my doggie puked. It was like HUGE balls of hair. It was very disgusting.

This morning like ten minutes after I woke up, I had a HUGE chunk stuck in my throat. I got it out and spit and it was the biggest, most yuckiest chunk of whatever it was that I had ever seen.



I now have Chocolate Macadamia(sp) nut coffee and it is good.

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Jessika

:: 2003 18 October :: 10.47pm
:: Mood: Confused, Pissed, Restless, Sad....
:: Music: No, not this time

gfdrentviort!!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!!
I am feeling as if I am about to go insane. I can not go anywhere and I actually have places to go. I could go to Tiphy's house, for instance. I do not have a ride kuz my mom refuses. I can not walk kuz my mom is a bitch. I NEED to do something tonight. GOD DAMN FUCK IT ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!
I even wanna do my debate research!!!! But we have no DAMN paper and my mom will NOT buy any!!!!!!!!
Everywhere I COULD walk has an outta town person.

Ok...I am now sobbing unstoppingly and unbearably.


And Nick....We are possibly going to the movie tommorrow. BE THERE DAMN YOU.

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Jessika

:: 2003 17 October :: 1.29am
:: Mood: My head hurts.

Stick your finger in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
erm..I did not mean to update my journal...but oh well since I have not in a while anyhow. This morning I woke up and coughed up a shit load of blood. I wanna know who called me at 8 this morning also. I am in Woohu chat. JOY. Luckily I had Lindsey go with me so SOMEBODY talks. Darkness Falls is rather unscary. And Life of Brian is great. My mom would not buy me damn printer paper so I had to put my research on hold and it stinks. I am getting so nervous that my cases will not be done by when I leave. I think that is all I have to say. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! all.



P.S.- I think I may be gay, what do I do?

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Jessika

:: 2003 12 October :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Cypress Hill...uranium

The damn flies will not leave me alone. And this tuna my mom is eating smells TERRIBLE..........
I am soooo jealous of Gwen!!!!!! Next weekend she is going to Missoula(I think) to watch Rocky Horror the play!!! GRR and she will not take me!!!! and anyhow.....If anybody is interested....a bunch of us may be getting together 2 weekends from now to I dunno hang and watch movies and stuff. Nick...you can't come though kuz Gwen is mad at you ^_^. HaHa! I need somebody to come to the library with me!


My doggie pup is cute = )

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Jessika

:: 2003 11 October :: 9.15pm

Have I taken this yet?
You Are Beauty
You are Beauty.

You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the
outside, or both. People are drawn to you as
strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the
world around you.


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Jessika

:: 2003 11 October :: 8.52pm

Just trying something....
What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?:?
Is not Jon Stewart great?: nope
What song are you listening to?:Reel Big Fish - She has a girlfriend now
Best face wash/acne fighting product?:Noxema creme stuff
How loud do you sneeze?:loud.
Do you like your handwriting?:sometimes
Ugliest color you've ever seen?:puke green
Does having matching socks matter to you?:yup
If you were in band, what would you call it?:Natral Disazter
Last time you were on a plane?:2 summers ago
Have a digital camera?:nope
How big is your TV?:32 inch
Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?:yup
How many pillows do you sleep with?:1
sXe.. good or bad?:good
Most annoying commercail ever?:cant think now
Lamest pick-up line ever?:nice shoes. wanna fuck?
Dumbest song ever?:barbie girl
Worst way to die?:alone with nobody knowing
Who's the funniest comedian?:dunno
Ever been in a car accident?:nope
Ever had braces?:nope
Do you know HTML?:uhh..?
What's the most useless class in school?:swimming
Best Jones Soda flavor?:havent tried em all
Something you collect?:band pins
Something you're allergic to?:surf soap
Something you wish would die?:family

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Jessika

:: 2003 11 October :: 2.28am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: action

Homecoming.
All in all it sucked pretty bad. Terrible theme. Not too great of a game or dance. Powderpuff was rather boring (cept cheerleaders...GO FRESHMAN!) and yah. We won the game. I felt so distant from everyone and it prolly didn't help that they all rotated away from me constantly. Bailey was in a pissy mood and would not believe me that anybody could come to the dance. I read the sign and heard announcements. I am not stupid. She decided after I ditched her that I was a bitch and so she wanted to give me hypothermia. She took the sweatshirt I was wearing. It was below freezing. BRR. I am still cold. I was locked out of my house when I got home. Andrea gave me a ride. I woke my mom(and half the neighborhood too) and got in and now I am cold hungry and bored. The book I am currently into is at Bailey's. My lil blanket is also at her house. I am sad for these reasons. And I am sad for the fact that I guess football games are not my thing and something always happens in some way and I was almost in teard at this game as well as last.

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Jessika

:: 2003 6 October :: 10.38pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Reel Big Fish

3rd entry todayy!!!!! wooooooo!!!!
YUP. I am hyper and not wanting to work on my English homework. It is a paper that is due tommorrow and I have not started yet. WOOOHOOO!OO!O!OO!O!OO!!!!! WoW that looks interesting. I was just in a convo with nick and bailey and yah I dont think nick was enjoying it but ya know you cant please everyone all the time. I am currently helping Mark with his Pronoun homework. woohoooo for me being a nice procrastinator! I wanna watch Rocky Horror!! And the dream that is Labyrinth!!! AHHH YUMMMY David Bowieeee in that movieee!

and Nick be smart and go back to my entry that has my case so you CAN help me retard = p HIIIIIIGGHHHPPPERR!!!!!!


but not high kuz that is BAD for you!!!! *coughbaileycough*

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Jessika

:: 2003 6 October :: 10.35am
:: Music: Linkin Park - Crawlin

OO YAH I GOT MY TIME TO BE RIGHT!!!! BOOYAAAHHHHH!!!!!

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Jessika

:: 2003 6 October :: 12.26pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: ya know Im not sure...I'll see in a sec..Here Without You..3 doors down? Yah

woohoo nother update
I am at home today. Not school. I woke up by Bailey calling me at 7 this morning. If she had not called then I woulda never waked up. I got all frantic and bitchy and BEGGED my mom to let me stay home. It took her forever to oblige. I am yucky and need a shower. I should prolly find mad evidence for LD right now. I still am needed to pay dues also. BOO.


I like this Switchfoot song.

Umm....no more to write.

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Jessika

:: 2003 5 October :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Save The Last Dance

I have a film review duuue.....FUCK!
Mishelle has convinced me to go on to Geometry. Tommorrow to the counselor I shall go. Lewistown math is funny. I was told it goes like algebra 1 to al 2, pre-cal, then ap cal if you keep gonig. That seems to be skipping an extrenious amount.

My mom is being mean to my doggie pup right now = (. oo The church people are so fucking punk it pisses me off. god damn black nails and a zero shirt does not mean you are fucking punk.


Homecoming has such a stupid fucking theme. Oh well I will just be Frank-N-Furter and everything will be ok. Mishelle forgot to call me for the shirt thing and did not even notice I was not there. Bitch.
I shall have fun on clash day. = D. Nick I will be very angry if you are needed to go to Bozeman *angry face insert*


I want the damn African American Heritage Knowledge Bowl to start!!!!!!!!!

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