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2003 6 September :: 11.37pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: killing
I shall TRY to figure out what to do
Big surprise. same thing as Nicko and Mishellio.
Quark -- You are subtle and mysterious and people
know very little about you. You like hanging
out with small groups of friends (usually 3)
who you are very close to. You are usually
friends with other quarks like yourself.
What kind of subatomic particle are you?
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I also forgot to say that i am in the wardrobe department for the play. If any of you have ever seen me dress myself, you should realize how much of a mistake they are in for. I hope there is no sewing involved.....
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2003 6 September :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: AFI and commercials
we are living in a world of smoke
fuck you, you asshole.
Last night the show was amazing. I went with Bailey and Jodi and when we got there we found Raab and Roxanne and then Beth, Cari, Val, and the boyfriend came and they all went to Raab's. They came back and Shane was with them. Jodi then went off with a senior from CMR for a long time. Nobody could find them. I still do not like the CHUDS but they are fun to watch people to. Beyond Nothing was better than I expected and I almost liked them alot. I had never previously heard Noise, Noise, Noise, but they are prety damn good. The emo sitdown was fun. The Monsters were great like always and they are going away for a long time so I am sad. Ummm...I forgot....
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2003 3 September :: 12.23am
:: Mood: my eyes hurt
:: Music: i have no clue
stupid people!!!
Tiphani, Mishelle, Shane, i spose i shall count Lindsey, Nicole, Kyle, Beth...yah...all so sad it is ruining my happy period of my life. all because of the opposite sex. welll...i dont think i would classify shane as "sad" or say whats up with lindsey is guys, but just generally. so now i am off to understand even though i know i never will and do my homework. I wish to do tech. It shall be fun.
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2003 1 September :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: none
i getta stay the night at schylars though it is a school night and the mom was pissed!
this brings my nifty list up to nine off the top of my head not including school. i will not say what the list is i will just feel special ^_^ and i am just sitting here experimenting with underscores and letters to make faces
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2003 1 September :: 8.37pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: abra catastrophy
ya know....all these i take tell me i am water
You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
turmoiled but pull off peace.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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last night me and bai went over to see raabs and scotts place and then today she was being a BIG bitch and i went home crying.
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2003 31 August :: 3.49pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: duh duh duh!
i took it last night and got christina ricci
You charming girl, you're Rose McGowan.
What sexy girl are you
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Last night I stayed the night at Schylar's house, main purpose being to practice, but we never did that so need to tomorrow. We have oranges and sunkist so YaY!!!!!!! ok That Shall Be all Kiddes, byuebye!!!!!
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2003 29 August :: 7.43am
:: Mood: fuck i ogtta get ready for school!!
:: Music: dumbness
coffeee with nilla ice cream is VERY yummy.
Thanks for the quiz lindsey!
Protector
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2003 28 August :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: hey arnold from lil person
First Day of School
sucked balls. science was ok...boring and we got homework but ok. I think my science teacher is gay. Math is ok and so is English i spose cept my teacher for english is VERY annoying and i have fifty papers to be signed for math and homework in english. history was quite good. then choir. we have a messed up schedule kuz the orchestra is using the room that period. I had E lunch with roxanne, gwen, and lots of freinds like that. in order to be in choir, i have to change my lunch to c and completely mess my schedule up. i am very happy with e lunch so i guess no choir=(. that would mean i would have NO electives and 2 study halls. in study hall i was so bored i decided i dont even want one study hall. they just suck and are VERY long. i also go from honors math to honors english which is alot of brainwork for 2 periods :-/. so i shall now go to sleep...it will be grand.
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2003 26 August :: 4.51pm
:: Mood: I think I have athritis in my right hand
:: Music: leather moving from the chair and stone temple pilots
I got a doggie pup on right side and a kitty kat on left
I am still working on Grapes of Wrath and school starts in fucking 2 days!!!!! i am on page 520 need like somewhere between 5 and 7 entires and need an essay. I found a great page that Gwen gave me...it has the exact answers to the essays!=b Mishellio needs to resond to me please!!!!!!! I am bored so decided to bore you all with my homework and burdens. Shane just left so now there is nobody on worth talking to. I think they should get smileys for journals. That would be nifty.
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2003 25 August :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: bitch bitch bitch! im singing to meself I LIKE CHEESE!!!!..The Leaving Song
im gonna drink me some coffee!!!!!
I had a strange dream this afternoon. It goes as follows.
I was at a Monsters concert in a big arena thing and they had played so I was wallking around. The next band up was AFI. I went to get a good seat and I got the best I could which was with the band completely UNDER me while I sat in the stands. I had a camera and I was taking pictures(that were actually good) and I realized I was almost outta film. I looked and it was only 7 exposure film. Davey was dressed as a Chinese chick and kept changing makeup and outfits every song but it only took him like 5 seconds to do it. Bailey was suddenly there and she offered to go get me more film since it was only 77 cents. She left with this chick and then I found Alysha Hauer and sat with her. I then woke up.
I have not done much of anything AFI related lately. I do not like the number 7. I do not have anything against the number 7. Why is Alysha Hauer in my dreams? Why am I in a questioning mood today? I shall go take shower soon kuz bailey wants me to go with her to get her shirt back from Jana. Love, Peace, and Prosperity to like 2 people that read this, or i spose anyone that does kuz they ARE reading this....
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2003 24 August :: 6.28pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Victoms. Aren't we all?..Suddenly i heard a tapping, a gentle rapping a rappin at my chamber door
FUCK I AM PROCRASTINATING!!!!!!!SCHOOL STARTS IN 4 DAYS!!!4!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to the Monsters! show on Saturday with Bailey. All of the bands sucked except the Monsters! in my opinion. I didnt like the guy that looked like a Latino popstar wannabe though. The Circle of Glee was gleeful. There were some stupid people sitting in chairs that were not gleeful and should be shot. Roxanne, Raab, Shane, Schylar, Andrew, and Beth were there. They were stupid. I was about to slap somebody on numerous occasions. hmm...wonder who that wouldve been kuz it takes sooo much to guess....Bai and I decorated Shane's car with flowers but I don't think he appreciated it kuz he's and ungrateful fuck. yep. The Monsters farewell show is on the 5th. Everyone should go. They rock. I have to go read GOW now. I have a LARGE amount left =(
EDITING TIME!!! i got sick of typing before. i was kinna stranded at the show after it. we used Scott's cell phone and called but bais ppl would not answer their damn phone. We finally(like ten minutes later) used Jacko's cellphone and called the grandparents and got a ride home. Then we got high and baked cakes for the stepdads bday.
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2003 21 August :: 5.57pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Weezer...Ataris
orientation.
i went to bed at like 4 and got up somewhere between 7:30 and 8 so i was in a hyper tired mood and i ended up laughing all through the dudes(class prez maybe?) speech. schylar and bailey have the same pink in their hair. i also laughed at that. i dont have many classes with friends..actually only math with kim and english with gwen. what fun this year will be. i am not sharing a locker with bailey. i dunno if i AM sharin a locker. it's right next to schylars. i gonna try to get outta study hall and i wanna be in drama DAMNIT, but i know that's not possible. ill try for debate. now i want orange ice cream. yuuuummmmmmmmm
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2003 19 August :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: Ataris-Prom Night...AFI-Synesthesia
Today i scrubbed out.
i just got home kuz Lindsey and Krista came to my house and we went to the mall for a lil while after being at my house shortly. My house is boring. They were cool from what I could tell the lil time i was with em. I hate bbsittin. Krista is quiet. This AFI song is great. Which reminds me that i REELLY need to get STS and such...mainly sts. I have AOD, but it's burned =(. The doggie pup is unusually hyper today. My hands smell good. I put warm vanilla sugar lotion on and it's like the best scent. I Love Lucy is on. Now it's over.
Every body should go to www.woohu.com and find the nifty site that deletes every virus or whatever yoou may have and update periodically...it works great.
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2003 18 August :: 10.43pm
:: Mood: depressed and bitchy
:: Music: spongebob and lil kids bitchin
yah well so??
"and if i dont make it know that i loved you all along..."
i was thinkin who exactly i could say this for. there is only like four people. i have not felt close to hardly anyone in so long.
then i started thinkin the opposite....who could say that about me? whos life has actually improved since they have known me? who actually thinks of me as a friend? i can think of one person. Bailey. my best friend and the only one i feel actually enjoys me being around. but then again she "loves" so many people. it may be so with tiphani, but i never see her...just imernet contact. i suppose it is better knowing all this...it shall make everythnig so much easier........
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2003 17 August :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Dick Van Dyke Show
i feel funny
holy fuck like EVERY possible person is coming to gf on tuesday!!! it is actually rather strange.....but will somebody PLEASES come see me?
Bailey's hair is blonde. it looks sooo fake. kinna like shakira's. good thing it's only temporary.....
October Avenue officially sucks by me. bai made me listen to the cd. they have excellent musik. it is all very good till joey starts to sing. they desperately need a better singer, the whining is terribly annoying.
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