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2003 15 August :: 6.08am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: CNN Daybreak
WE'RE GONNA DIE!!!but this sucks ass
ok......new york has had a blackout....the entire state and some of the surrounding areas.....by now 25% of it all is fixed but it was out for like 12-13 hours and subways and nuttin would work....ppl gotted stuck in elevators....and i keep tryin to fix my damn computer...i have the worm that is attacking alot of windows xp so if you have one of those beware kuz its gettin all it can...i am very computer illiterate and this is the second time i THINK i have gotten rid of the bug and then my computer tells me it needs to shut down and i get a countdown....i was talkin and suddenly its gone...poo.........
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2003 15 August :: 3.34am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Blink(the one dance song)
YaYs it was
YaY i listenin to Jacko's radio and it's the Monsters! they are great =D and the bestest montanan band i have heard yet and sad that jacko is going away and the last show is on the 23rd:( but you all should go since it is the last show and all.....
i also have imernet back
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2003 9 August :: 7.04am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Do you needa ask?
i go home in.....like 5 hours!!! no sleep tonight!
If you were any spiffy cool MSI song, you would be
BACKMASK... Congrats.
Which spiffy cool Mindless Self Indulgence song are you?
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nifty......i have been havin troubles doing ANYTHING kuz i keep gettin logged outta stuff and its pissin me off!!!!!
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2003 7 August :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: less than jake
haahaaa...bryce is cool...he has nfg in his lil picy thing....
Oh My GaWtH!!!!I aM So HaRdCoRe aNd PuNk AnD GoTh!!!!!!!!!!!yupyup i am whilest i sit here in my shiny poiple pants with the stars that are totally awesome and listenin to my old ska(its Losing Streak) and wearin my less than jake shirt(ironic..i didnt even notice till now) but omg my shirt is red and black so that makes me all the more goth!!! and readin Grapes Of Wrath...and fuck i gotta hurry with that im on page 34 of 581 and i have like 2 weeks to get it done:( i am SUCH a fuckin procrastinator*tear* and i dunno if i posted this b4 but i got my warped pics back and was VERY disappointed kuz hardly any of my live pics turned out kuz i am short and kept gettin pushed so i just put the camera over my head and clicked..it sucked..pics that DID turn out(not live)....lars from rancid....tim from rancid(i gotted there autographs)...half of lars from rancids face...jacko(he has coool clouds in the background also)....hairy andrew and jeanine(i swear andrew like stalks us or sumtin..i see him EVERYWHERE)...bailey and deejay....and carl(the dude that was sposed to be a fatherly figure e_e)and the best BY FAR....a pic of me and the lead singer dude from less than jake(i also got autograph)...damn...today seems to be a less than jake day^_^..i spose ill leav u all with sum great (less than jake) lyrics
107(im only puttin a verse or so so as not to bore u thoroughly=))
Unless you could see inside my head,
You couldn't possibly understand
I'm happier when things are falling apart at the seems
And you'd never know just by looking at me
And i'm strung out on the future
And burnt out on the past
Sometimes i'd rather just burn this place right to the ground
ask the magic 8 ball(cool ass beat)
What the fuck
The fuck have i become
I've become the product of the sum
Caught in an endless circle
I've become the stupidest man in the world
"chalk another one up to experience"
Y'know it doesn't make any sense
To do it all over again
And then again
Then do it all over again
bye bye all u hardcore rebels:)
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2003 7 August :: 5.02am
:: Mood: enraged
:: Music: Through Our Bleedin We Are One!!
WTF!?!?!??
http://www.godhatesfags.com/main/index.html
what a terrible site........no wonder i dont believe in God.....even tho it was at an antiflag site still......damn...go to purpose page
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2003 6 August :: 5.28am
:: Mood: uhh....unstraight..?
:: Music: AFI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its 3 30 in the mornin and i am updattin and cant type worth shit
i REELLY feel like goin and makin out with a chick or watchin too guys make out or SUMTIN........any of u guys wanna volunteer?!!??!=D=Dill be happy...........i havent been happy for a while and i wanna be......any chicks wanna make out with me?!?!?=D
CHANGE OF SUBJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AFI is comin to montana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!well not for sure but there is an EXCELLENT chance they are=D=D=D=D^_^ aaaaaa wtf was thast!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!?thundr maybe i dunno but skurreed now yes very very!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was a rumble/vibration and i have headphones on and i still heard it aaaaaa........but afi may come with pennywise or so a source tells me
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2003 4 August :: 11.31pm
:: Mood: singin
:: Music: it never felt so good it never felt so right
meatloaf(not food dipshits)
he is SUCH a horndog...when he will do anything for love..is he meaning LOVE or SEX???he sounds like its sex....he is a great musician tho....very catchy 10 minite songs he does have...*kuz we were barely 17 and we were barely dressed*then there is orgasmic almost sounds and the announcer like at a baseball game with bases and all *did that hurt u?*he cant even think if he really loves her until they fuck..i luv meatloaf..........*i will luv u til the end of time* prayin for the end of time so i can end my time with u.....* pure genius=D
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2003 4 August :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: pissy
:: Music: Zumiez-Vendetta Red-Shatterday
no need for one
somebody fucking stole my damn razor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was soo fucking pissed and that did not help fucking matters at all. last night i kept tellin random ppl to fuck off and if any of u were one of the ppl i did that to dont take offense and hate me or anything even tho u prolly will any how but fuck i am soo fucking pissed and it doesnt help that they keep walkin in and openin the door and walking away or try to deliberately piss me off
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2003 3 August :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: for no lack of searching i cant seem to find cant seem to find one
lil fuckers!!!!!!!
they are:
An inside out vagina dipped in crisco
faglilies
cockmittens(thanx shane)
assmonkies
buttfuckdicksucks
chicken mcpickle
pricks dicks penises and pussies
monkeyfuckers
anal kunt
dousche bag
asshole/ass
bitch
fuckernut
nimrod
dickanus/bitchanus
whore/slut
cocksmoker
idiot stick
Dorkus Malorkus
dickbag
dicklord
whorebag
and..once again i lost my train of thought....anyone wanna add to my list?
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2003 3 August :: 12.16am
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: damn comuter
This is not usually what i look for in a guy/girl...but whatever the quiz says i spose
You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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the lil ppl get a fucking bday party. 2 in fact. one up here and one at home. i did not get one. i didnt clean the house to my mothers requirements so there for i do not deserve a bday party. typical. me and her got into an argument today and my lil bro was "standin up for me" but the parental unit would not have it so he had to "butt out now" and she would not hear of any way but her own...blah blah....all the regular stuff...cept i cant leave.
the insanity begins
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2003 30 July :: 3.57am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: olp in my head
screw u leave me alone!!!!!!!asshole
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Visionary, revolutionary, vigilante - these descriptions all fit you well. You are thoroughly disgusted with society and humanity as a whole, and you have several rather diabolical plans to reshape it to fit your designs. You're probably a loner, and most people think you're crazy. That's just because they don't understand, though, and you'll show them someday anyway. Heh heh heh. You are known to become very passionate about many causes, have torrid love affairs, and be seen as a either a demagogue or a hero to the proletariat masses.
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2003 30 July :: 2.51am
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: me singin to my song..*purple headed yogurt slinger*
Trallalalalalalalllaaaaaaaaaaa
la dee da dee da dee daaaaaaaaaaa!!! anyhow,....this is a poem me and tiph put our brainpower together to write...not completely done yet but o well who gives a fuck
I shall drown u in my tears
Suffocate u in my hate
I'll strangle u with my fears
dont try to change now, you're already too late
now the trust is gone
for now i can see
your ignorance, disblief
all strains of your conterfeit personality
for these emotions are vindictive
scratching at the walls of my soul
begging to be freed
their strength i no longer control
my dove of compassion is dead
now completely im desensitized
never to feel again
for the lies in your eyes
i shall drown you in my tears
the hate will pour like rain
to smother your stupid little world
so i'll be free once again
ya know what??? itd be cool to make this into a song.....too bad its not gonna happen kuz why in the fuck would i need a song!??!?! and i have no musical abilities so yah guess that sucks!!! o well!!!!!!!!! doo be doo be dooooo dobedobe do be do be doooooooo!!!!!!!!
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2003 28 July :: 5.16am
:: Mood: u tell me
:: Music: and i hope to god i figure out whats wrong
DEATH.....just another part of life
*and if i dont make it know that i loved u all along just like sunny days that we ignored because were all dumb and jaded*
i was thinkin about stuff and i have my suicide/funeral song..i spose i have for quite a while now...and that got me thinkin...what would my funeral be like for when i do commit suicide?
*walked around my good intentions and found that there were none*
it will prolly be very small and i dont know where and i know who will be there and for what reasons and who would actually sad
*then a phone call made me realize im wrong*
who i would dedicate my song to...nobody has actually wanted to think...
*and if i dont make it know that i loved u all along*
why do i even attempt to bore ppl with my life? they shall not have to be bored with my death kuz if they are(i know who they will be) they just pay no attention...no harm done there...
*and i hope to god i figure out whats wrong*
its kinna like i saw it all like i was ghostlike and nobody could see me but i could see them all and i know my mom would be more ashamed than anything of me kuz suicide is a sin so she cant let anybody know the truth
i have to go now i cant type
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2003 25 July :: 2.39am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: love stories
im leavin in 2 days *cries*
find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
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2003 23 July :: 12.58am
:: Music: afi in my head and ac
and just to let u all know i am an outsider stereotype
Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype at mutedfaith.com.
You are Dark. The name says a lot, you enjoy the
nightside of things. You might be prone to
depression, but if you are, it's certainly not
to the degree that everyone assumes. You have a
wry, if sometimes morbid sense of humor and a
deep appreciation for fading beauty. You focus
on death a lot, but only because you have a
facination with change and passing, and the
unknown. Plus- black is pretty.
Art Thou? -Your Art Style Personality
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