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2005 21 August :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: calm
update for today, and yesterday
So yesterday- sick like woah (thanks Charlie)
Today- much better, I can breathe outta both sides!
Yesterdays activities- Laundry all day long and trying not to die.
Todays activities- Tanning then lunch with Ashley. Then I came home with intentions of cleaning that again didnt pan out. So I watched my dance DVD. My trio turned out great!
Last nights activities- Loved em. I was drunk like woah and had some good talks with a good person. I quite enjoy spending time with this certain someone, always makes me smile. And still comes over when I'm sick and when I look like I havent gotten ready. It's nice when someone tells you that they like you and theyve never even seen you make an attempt at looking cute. So obviously I'm not getting liked on my looks... unless he's just weird, which is possible.
Tonights activites- Havent happened yet but I have some expectations. Boy from last night must do homework then come over. Well, doesnt have to come over, but it'd be nice. If that plan doesnt work then yes I will prolly just lay around the house.
Work tomorrow and I'm not excited. Early morning work. 7hours of it... gross.
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2005 19 September :: 5.55pm
:: Mood: mellow
Almost nap time
Well, woke up early today. Why? To go to Muskegon. Why? To find a place to live. What happened? We are still homeless.
So I've decided Muskegon is a grumpy and dirty town. I'm not excited to live there, but at the same time I am, maybe it'll be fun to be someplace new. At the same time I'm leaving friends and I'm starting to make some interesting friendships that I'd like not to hurt by moving away. Ya know how friends youve had forever are willing to work at friendships, but new friends not so much. I wouldnt expect that any of my new friends are willing to drive out to Muskegon to hang out. Well, We'll see what happens, but I thought of all that good stuff while I was out looking for an apartment today.
So here is the story about the apartment. We looked at them, and found one we liked. We actually liked the one bedroom more than the 2. Weird huh? So we were gonna fill out our apps but found out that mom and dad needed to be on the lease since we're too poor to get an apartment. Well, if they sign it then we have 3 people on a lease and cant get a 1br apartment. Dumb huh? Yes. So either Ash and I are gonna fill out apps and get rejected then they will need a co-signer thats not on the lease. Or we are gonna make our moms go get an apartment and we're just gonna live there. Either way this has set us back a little bit in the apartment process. So BLAH to Glenn Oaks!
Also out there I looked for jobs. I talked to Best Buy and they sound like I can just transfer. Which is different than what my manager made it sound like. But I still looked around at jobs. Instead, I bought lotsa stuff. Got a fun new purse outta the deal!
Ok, now I'm tired. Hope somethin fun happens tonight cuz as of now I've got nuttin and I'm pretty sure my roomie is gone for the night. Should work on cleaning but now that shes home she can help. So prolly another night of ick house left.
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2005 18 September :: 9.42am
:: Mood: groggy
Just woke up
Wow I needed sleep! Might try a nap after work too.
So unexpected turn of events last night. I thought I was doomed to this boring home by myself night, but the exact opposite happened. Someone came over and we went to do some star watchin' and some swing swingin'. That was nice, got to learn a little more about a certain someone. It's always nice to know more about people.
Then we walked back to the apartment and watched movies... well, he watched, I tried. I was so sleepy. But hopfully my sleepiness was entertaining. :) So my night turned out to be a great one.
Now I'm up to go to work. Short shift, only 5 hours. I'm out by 4 and I work with my 2 favorite girls. Then my 3rd comes in mid way through my shift. So rock on best buy!
Tummy still hurts from last night. I thought it was the tons of milk I drank but come on folks, thats gotta be over by now. Throw in there too that I have a massive sore throat and I'm not lookin too hot. So after work I think I'm gonna take a little nap and try and get ridda the ick feeling. Hopfully I find plans for tonight though.
Well, to best buy I go!
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2005 17 September :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: better
Just thought I'd let the world know that I am not so grumpy anymore. I'm doing much better, so don't be afraid of me.
I am,however, very tired. One of those nights that I think someone should come cuddle up on the couch and watch a movie with me. Then we can retire to bed. Nothing gross about it, just nice innocent sleeping with some cuddles.
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2005 17 August :: 12.46pm
:: Mood: grumpy
Went out to Grand Valley Last night. It was a blast! Supposed to have had a girls night with Kiara, Kristi, Margret, Nikki, and Linda. But instead we had a normal kick ass party. Met the people from across the hall, mostly because they are 21, but they turned out to be super fun. Some of the Theta Chi crew came over, as did my former roommate miss towns. It was fun! Definitley miss my gvsu gang.
So this morning I woke up and watched the Brittany Spears wedding, pretty pathetic but I didnt know where the remote was. Then I came home, got lost on the way, and not the good lost, the bad kinda lost. Came home and talked to Brad, boys are dumb. I'm sticking with the me being single thing but boy oh boy do those dumb boys know how to screw with a girls head. I think I should just become a nun, except that I can barely go a month without being grumpy about no sex so how would I live the rest of my life without it? Besides maybe I could just be single for a litlte bit, but thats dumb cuz I've been single long time now, the enjoyment is over. Throw in there that wheels have already started turning about the next guy. No one in particular in mind, but I think about potentials anyway.
Now I should be in the shower getting ready for work but I havent decided to do that yet. I tend to wait till the last minute then jump in and am stressed while I drive to work afraid I'm gonna be late. I get there 15 minutes early all the time cuz I'm weird about time, so if I actually showed up at 2:30 I might have a heart attack!
Need some plans for tonight... gimmie ideas!
Bye bye
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2005 16 September :: 11.25am
:: Mood: meh
11 o clock is not bad
Well, I'm kinda proud of myself today, for a few reasons...
The first one being that its 11 (well it was 11) and I woke up. Had a fun night last night with a new friend and was out kinda late and I still got my butt up by 11. Thats big doins for me.
the 2nd reason is that I got a call from Best Buy and didnt cover the shift. It wouldda been physically possible to cover it, but it wouldda made my friday a little stressful. I wouldnt have been able to do laundry and wouldda been late to go out with my GV girls. So yeah for me for not saving their butts for once in my life.
Hmmm I should have a 3rd reason. Yes, that I am going to do my laundry, and really try to clean Lolas little box. It's kinda gross and I think she needs it to be clean, and I need it not to smell so much.
So yeah for me!
Last night- Good night overall. Decided to not do this Brad thing (although all the guys in my life seem to tell me to cut him some slack). Had some really good french toast, not even kidding about that, go to Ihop! And had some good talks with a friend. Talks are always good. They are even better when you can manage whatever time of the morning it was till we shut up. Yep, overall, it was a good night.
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2005 14 September :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: accomplished
Rant
Let me start by saying that I am becoming more and more computer literate... Some people may even call me a computer genious!
Ok here is a rant for yall
I think that there is no hope for a real relationship. Why? Everyone is a cheater. Gotta say first off that I do not consider myself a beautiful girl, just average. Nor do I consider myself a phenominal lay, just an ok one. So when in one weekend I have 2 married male friends and 3 serious relationship friends ask me if I'll screw around with them and just not tell the other person, I tend to loose faith in relationships. I mean, come on, ya dont cheat, thats not cool.
Throw into all of this that the first serious bf of my life cheated on me, then invited me to the wedding. And the most recent serious relationship cheated on me, yep he knocked a girl up and decided it was time I knew. So that doesnt do much for the faith either.
Yep thats my rant, not anything super great, but its a rant all the same. Hope you enjoyed!
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2005 14 August :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: nerdy
New start- day 2
Well, today has been pretty uneventful. Mitch came over last night and it was a normal night, made some food, watched some movies, then slept. Nothing spectacular to report... still not feelin it.
Today Ash and I went out shopping. Bought all my halloween stuff... yeah its really early, but oh well. I'm pretty excited about this halloween business. I love getting all dressed up and going out into the world looking like woah and not having people care.
Yep, thats all to report, more to come later... oh yeah I promised a rant, that'll be later too.
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2005 13 September :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: chipper
I like the word chipper
I've been inspired to write in my journal again. But things should be better than previously.
Recap on me:
I've figured out a lot of stuff in my life. I am single and embracing it. I dont worry about guys anymore, basically they are dumb and I just deal with it (although later I'll have a rant about cheating). Also in the world of guys I no longer am iffy about what I want. I've decided that I need to grow up from the boys and start dating nice men. I dont need to be an on and off girl for some guy. I need a nice man who cares about me. (weird that it took me this long to come to that conclusion).
Also I've focused my schooling. I made the smart decision to leave Grand Valley to get my degree faster and since it's a new school I start over again at a 4.0! Also with this move I've left the roommate drama. Kate is definitely no more and Mal and I are still friends but we definitley had our drama too. So I think this works out for everyone. My new roommate Ashley is just a nut and rarely hear so as of yet there hasnt been time for drama.
So, I guess you can say life is much better. Hopefully this journal wont be as full of bitching as the previous one. Life is much happier now and I've changed a lot!
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2005 9 September :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Cher 2005 Almighty Megamix
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Well its officially been forever...I got my wisdom teeth today and have been catching up on misc. stuff here online.
If you want to see a journal that I update more, visit my website at http://www.crazything.us
TTY All Laters!!!
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2005 13 April :: 4.55pm
Anthropology Blog
So my last entry was christmas and I thought I would write something here that was more recent so that when I use this for my example in my anthropology class there is something more recent.
So TADA! Here ya go Thursday from 6-9 Ant 204 Kids!
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2004 24 December :: 10.26pm
good
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
Home for the holidays and thats leaving me with mixed emotions.I like being home cuz I feel like I should be home and spending time with the family. But at the same time... grrr who wants to be home?
Been hanging out at Sands like a mo fo lately. Not complaining. Mal and I go and we have fun and its cheep. Plus Mal got hit on and it was cute. My little girl is growing up. And the guy wasnt creepy or anything. I mean we get hit on about once a night there but we brush it off cuz the guys are creepy but this printer kid... cute. lol.
New Years- gotta find something to do. Whos got plans for me? Anyone? Gimmie a call we'll work somethin out. :)
Yeah thats all for now.
Oh yeah, I like this new look for woohu... much brighter... happier.
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2004 16 November :: 9.22pm
its been awhile since I\'ve cried
There is so much to write but right now I am too frazzled to write it all... maybe after dance. Maybe after a few drinks.
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2004 15 November :: 12.40am
hmmm
Well, I dont really know whats going on lately. I've got some thoughts in my head. But for my own safety I'll keep them to myself.
I told my parents that I hated living here. I guess they told Dena that I was moving out at the semester... news to me. So I guess we'll see what they have in mind. Maybe they just misinterpreted what I said. I dont know. I guess we'll see.
Lets see what else I got goin on? Hmmm. Yeah, still kinda pissed about hearing that my supposed friends talk about me. I dunno. I'm not gonna bring it up because then it just causes more drama. But still its sucky. Ya just shouldnt do that. It sucks. Makes them a sucky friend...
Chris came over last night. Made me see exactly how much I dont like Mark. Now how to explain that to Mark. I like to think that I can just stop calling and stop talking and making plans. But I'm pretty sure that makes me a bitch. But how do you break up wtih someone that you arent dating? So yeah, that was a good thing to have happen right? I'm pretty sure Chris isnt for me either. I dunno, he has done nothing wrong. but constantly asks when things will go further... dude I'm not gonna sleep with you right now. LOL. So geesh boys are stupid.
Then there is a thing that is on my mind that again I wont bring up. But there are thoughts that I dont think I should think. And there are things that I am nervous about. I definitely need to think about some things before this week is over with...
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2004 1 November :: 9.46pm
Oh the drama
Well, its been awhile since I've written. Which either means that nothing bad has really happened that I've needed to talk about. Or I've been holding it all in. Well my vote is for the 2nd one.
Well I guess I write now because things are getting kinda shitty. Like more so than usual. I dunno its to the point where I dont even wanna fucking be here anymore. I dunno there is all this tension. Not to mention that the past few months I've been holding so much back. I mean do people think I'm that stupid that they can lie to me about so many things and I'll never know? Or how about the shit they say about me? Do they think that no one will ever tell me? Do you think that I'm stupid enough not to HEAR when you say things and I'm fucking right there? I mean, come on!
Fuck!
I dunno. I dont want to be here anymore. I just want to be somewhere else where things are way less filled with drama. I mean pretty much everyday someone is coming to me and saying something.
"Did you know....."
"I think you should say something..."
"I'm kinda worried about...."
Did yall know that you guys can say things too so that I dont end up being the only shitty "friend"? Not to mention no matter what I say gets dismissed. My opinions mean jack shit!
Well ok here is my offical answer to all of that. I dont care. I have tried to care and all that happens is that I end up feeling like shit because apparently I'm wrong about everything. I really havent cared since the beginning. But extra now I dont care. I dont want to hear anymore stories, I dont want to hear anymore concerns. Whatever happens fucking happens and its not my fault and I will NOT be there when shit happens.
Why care about someone who is going to do nothing but twist what you say, lie about you, and lie to you? See... ya dont, it just isnt logical. And thats where I am right now. I dont fucking care. I just fucking hate it all.
Oh theres more. But for now I think I will take a shower and go hang out with people who actually care about me.
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