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2004 23 January :: 10.54 pm
omg i love this song...wow
Ruthless
by Something Corporate
This is the only lonely picture
waiting on my floor
littering my shore
this is the last true burning letter
given to a girl
written by a boy
living in a world created to destroy
but if I built you a city, would you let me
would you tear it down?
but there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
that I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
but there you go and I’m not done
you're waving goodbye, but at least you’re having fun
the rising tide will not let you forget me
forget me
this is the ghost that kneels before me
raises on her tongue, a body full of oxygen
it wont be the last time she'll ignore me
the thinning of my skin, without the strength to go
the winter's setting in, to cover you in snow
but if I built you a city, would you let me
would you tear it down?
but there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
that I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
but there you go and I’m not done
you're waving goodbye, but at least you’re having fun
the rising tide will not let you forget me
forget me
forget me
forget me, yeah
ill raise towers and cloud them
rivers and walk them
oceans to drown in
you won't make a sound
but there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
that I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
but there you go and I’m not done
you're waving goodbye, but at least you’re having fun
the rising tide will not let you forget me
forget me
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2004 22 January :: 8.20 pm
i hate valentines...i hate people...i hate you.... :-p
i want to go swimming....
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2004 21 January :: 5.57 pm
im listening to last train home from lostprophets...man im ahh...hehe...i feel for some reason im getting fucked with...man i hate feeling like this...arg i hate having feelings in general...feelings suck ass...
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2004 21 January :: 4.08 pm
eh...i dont know...i feel like im a ghost going through the day..i dont know its weird...i go through school like im not there like im in a cloud and watching down on me...i dont really talk to anyone anymore...i just dont feel like it...oh wellz...sorry...i love my 2nd period...i just walk the halls doing nothing and its such a relief...i see no one and i have no one to bug me...i love it...and i just think that im gone and somewhere else...yea thats good...well im goin to go mess with my guitar...
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2004 20 January :: 8.41 pm
You Can't Hurry Love
by Supremes
I need love, love
To ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
But mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But It's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
You got to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes
But how many heartaches
Must I stand before I find a love
To let me live again
Right now the only thing
That keeps me hangin' on
When I feel my strength, yeah
It's almost gone
I remember mama said:
You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But It's a game of give and take
How long must I wait
How much more can I take
Before loneliness will cause my heart
Heart to break?
No I can't bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I, I can't go on
These precious words keeps me hangin' on
I remember mama said:
You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But It's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes
No, love, love, don't come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
To hold me tight
I keep waiting
I keep on waiting
But it ain't easy
It ain't easy
But mama said:
You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes
You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But It's a game of give and take
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2004 20 January :: 5.42 pm
i dont want to go to school tomorrow...i really hate everything right now...like olivia says donna really needs happy pills...oh yes they are really needed...but w.e...life is a bitch ill just deal till im dead...sounds good to me...i cant wait till im 30...life of hell will be done and everything will be set...that kicks ass...arg i think i got people mad at me...oh wellz...
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2004 19 January :: 11.46 am
okay fine...got it...everyone cares...just right now i dont know anything...i just seriously need a break from everyone i dont know...its just lately people are seeming to piss me off and make me feel like shit...they dont realize it but some of you are...i just dont know what to do cause i dont want to hurt anyone...i dont know what people want from me...its getting kinda annoying...i just dont really want to talk...i just want everything to go back to normal...everything is okay...
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2004 19 January :: 9.21 am
i'm so sick of people acting like they care...like they actually understand you as a person...people are full of shit...they only act like they care cause they feel like they have to...okay lets say they actually care and you tell them whats wrong...next min they make you feel like shit or just say oh okay...like they really fucking care...most people just end up hurting each other out of fun...its annoying..
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2004 18 January :: 10.04 pm
i just dont want to fuckin talk to anyone...just leave me alone...okay...
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2004 18 January :: 9.46 pm
arg i hate this...people suck ass...i dont care...fuck...w/e...ill write later...
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