im sick and tired of this bullshit
wtf! it's like no matter how hard i fucking try i can't get away from her.. and wat she represents. i mean the day of senior send off i was so happy that i would never have to see her again.. and since then i've seen the bitch twice already... i just wish she'd go away... for good. god and when we ran into her .. ehhl.. u should've seen the fucking hope in her eyes.. so excited to see him again.. she sickens me. its like wtf.. move the fuck on .. he has... i just dont get it. and like ... its awful.. but when i see the way she looks at him.. i can almost picture what happened that night.. just thinking about it makes my insides turn to mush... i hate her. i've never hated anyone so much in my entire life. i dont even know her and i hate her. well.. so much for taking advantage of the victoria's secret sale... psh u can bet ima be going to citrus a whole lot less now.. ok well i just needed to vent a little bit because i've been really irritated and upset all day. i hate that she has that fucking power. but anyways.. i'll update some other time.

tonite's song- maybe i deserve by tank

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ooh, yeah, yeah (well,well,well,well)
do you mind if I tell the truth for a second ya'll (tell the truth)
Hey,hey
No,no,no

Verse 1:
Maybe I deserve,
to wonder who's callin so damn late
for you to say I'm trippin,
just a homie from up-state (said it's just a homie)
Don't he know, it's one o'clock in the mornin'?
Say it's cool, baby it's cool

Maybe I deserve,
For you to say he's comin into town (later on this
evenin')
and he was just wonderin' if you and him could hang out (oh ho ho)
I don't like it
I know I gotta trust you
It ain't cool, 'cuz I know it's true

Chorus:
Maybe I deserve
for you to go out and find some other guy
maybe I deserve
for you to stay out with him all night
maybe I deserve
for you to do all the things I did to you
Maybe I deserve (oh yeah)
maybe I deserve (oh yeah)
(Repeat 2x's)

Verse 2:
Maybe I deserve
for you to put on, a sexy dress
for me to ask you, who the hell you tryna impress ( who the hell you tryina impress)
for you to laugh it off, like it ain't nothin'
I know it's it's somethin, maybe
Maybe I deserve (just maybe yeah)
to sit at home and wonder where you are
is he kissin' you, touchin' you, holdin' you, what
to take a drink to help ease my mind
i wanna be mad after all those times

Chorus (Repeat 2x's)

verse 3:
Maybe I deserve
for me to ask you, where you been (where the hell you been)
Maybe I deserve
for you to say I betta stop trippin (oh oh I'm gone trip)
Maybe I deserve
To grab yo neck, until you let me know
Maybe I deserve
for you to run cryin', cryin' out the door
Maybe I deserve
to grab my coat and chase you down the street
Maybe I deserve
to say it's not you, it's my own insecurity's yeah (is it yeah)
Maybe I deserve
for you to say, yes I cheated on you
Maybe I deserve
I won't care 'cuz after all I put you through maybe I
deserve-serve girl oh ho
to be mistreated sometimes
Maybe I deserve
to even be lied to sometimes (yeah,yeah,yeah)
Maybe I deserve
(maybe), maybe you should go cheat on me
Maybe I deserve
ooooh
(maybe I deserve)
(maybe I deserve)
(maybe I deserve)
Maybe I should sit and wait by the phone
Maybe I deserve
'cuz I done paged you about three or four times
Maybe I deserve
girl I know, girl I know I done put you through it baby
(put you through hell)
Maybe I deserve
wanna know can I, can I know can I maybe I deserve

See we men can't take
another man praisin our woman
ooh no,no
we can't even stand waitin by the phone (uh)
but we do the same shit
oh damn, oh damn, oh damn
I know I deserve it
but right now, I hate you so much right now
but i should hate myself instead

Crush ME