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hey everyone.. long time no talk i know.. i just haven't been in the journal updating kinda mood.. so yea today was another uneventful day... i was gonna hang out wit chris from work and a few of his friends but it didnt work out .. that's cool though .. i wasn't much for goin out anyway hehe ... i gotta work tomorrow blah... from 11 to 7 .. that's a long ass fucking time... and chris doesnt' work tomorrow so i purdy much have no one to talk to at work.. oooh ima try and get shilpa and vanessa to come see meet the fockers wit me.. cuz that movie looks fuckin hilarious.. and i member i loved meet the parents.. haha ... cuz i know that like if colin's allowed to go out and we do end up goin to the movies.. well let's just say we wont watch the movie.. not that i dont like that haha dont get me wrong.. but im just sayin i wanna see that movie! .. ima call shilpa manana and ask her if she wants to go friday... thursday ima go christmas shoppin ... haha i was talkin to michael earlier and he was like what do u want for christmas. .and i was like dont bother gettin me anything cuz i mean how r u gonna give it to me .. and he was like oh yea ur rite.. it would be kinda hard to send a pony thru the mail.. hahaha i thought that was fuckin hilarious! haha that's like the boy meets world episode where like eric asks his mom for something and she says no so he goes COME ON MOM! U NEVER DID GET ME THAT PONY! haha.. sigh.. good times good times hehe. i talked to my baby today :D .. hooray! .. i get to see him in 8 days.. and our anniversary's manana ... woot woot! i really miss him .. like this shit just gets harder every day.. i just wish we could spend time together like normal couples.. sigh... hmm what else was i gonna talk bout in this entry... ooh yea so woohu looks kidna diff... it's weird but .. i guess it's not bad hehe.. i kinda like it the old way but oh wellz.. serves me rite f or choosing a cheapy ass journal company :P .. but w/e i've had like fifty gazillion entries on this journal so i wanna keep it .. i tried changing a while back.. i even deleted all my entries... which kidna sucked cuz now i can't get em back.. fuck i shouldn't wear this tank top anymore.. haha i looked down and like half my boob was hangin out! oh my.. haha. ima get my homecomin pics tomorrow.. i wanna see em.. i hope they came out good. . i want colin to see me in my dress :) .. i liked my dress.. it was purdy :D ... hha omg chris the retard woke me up at like 9 o clock this morning ... i dont know wtf he was thinkin.. i think it's kinda funny though cuz my family thinks any guy that calls is automatically colin... like chris calls ... oh thaimi it's colin... michael calls.. oh thaimi it's colin.. and the whole time i know it's not cuz hello the boy's on a cruise haha ... but still .. i mean their voices r pretty different .. i mean michael has a pretty deep voice.. and chris's voice.. well.. his is just diff .. i dont know how to splain it hehe ... but yea ... haha chris has the coolest bird! it like cusses ppl out! he said that like whenever he wakes up in the mornin.. the bird always says some sort of obscenity to him haha ... that's great! it's kinda weird that he knows where i live cuz like.. now he could show up at my house at like any given time.. haha that's kinda creepy... im such a lazy bum man.. i STILL have yet to do any latin hw.. i feel really bad bout that but .. honestly.. i just .. i can't seem to find the energy to sit my ass down and do some latin hw.. w/e ill get to it eventually... ooh u know what i fuckin hate?! takin a shower when it's cold outside .. and having to wait like a fucking hour for the water to get hot.. only for it to get cold again after 10 minutes! that's such bullshit! haha.. stupid shower.. haha wow cesar is such a dork.. he just said the dumbest thing to me .. like.. too dumb to even repeat.. oh my haha... aww i feel so unloved.. no one's called me tonite :( .. those big poopieheads... dont wanan tlak to thaimi.. i see how it is... chris said he would call me back and never did.. shilpa said the same thing.. michael said he'd call me during his lunchbreak and he hasn't yet... hmm oh wellz alritey well this has been a very boring update.. and for that i apologize.. haha.. i promise the updates 'll get more interesting once my baby comes to town :D .. nite everyone. sweet dreams :).

tonite's song: je t'aime by patrick bruel... gotta love french guys :D

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