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babaloo181

:: 2004 25 September :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: hero by chad kroger and that other dude...

stole this from yarita
1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT
-hmm... there's this one on my finger that i've had for the LOOOOONGEST but yet i have nooo idea how it got there.... still boggles my mind..

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
-boyband posters.... wow i should really get around to taking those down hehe

3. WOULD YOU RATHER PLAY FOOTBALL OR WATCH IT?
-is neither an option?

4. WHAT SPORT WOULD YOU SAY YOU ARE BEST AT?
-hehe next question <-- i agree

5. WHAT WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE?
- the one where i was walkin down this meadow... and all of a sudden this HUUUUUUGE bunny starts chasing me... and then i woke up.

6. HOW DO YOU EXERCISE?
-going up and down the school stairs and stuff... other than that im a bum

7. APPLES OR ORANGES?
-ehhl neither... cept for apple sauce! i luuuuuuuuuv apple sauce!

8. GRAPES OR WATERMELON?
-watermelon... haha donna

9. WOLVES OR TIGERS?
-tigers

10.WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
-i listen to a lil bit of everything

11.HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN POETRY?
-yea... silly me i actually thought i was good at it ... funny how many words rhyme with sky

12.DO YOU REMEMBER BIRTHDAYS?
-only the important ones

13.DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
-8 20 ish

14.DO YOU HAVE A BIRTHMARK, WHERE?
-yep in my eye lid... weird i know hehe

15.WOULD YOU CALL YOURSELF A ROMANTIC PERSON?
-yea

16.WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
-hmm ... way to many to pick the WEIRDEST but the one that comes to mind... is when i was at donna's house and i decided to use my boobs as laser guns and shoot at her while aiming my boobs her way... haha... u really had to be there :P

17.WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU STARTED FILLING THIS IN?
-watchin law and order: svu

18.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GUM?
-green extra or winterfresh

19.FAVORITE CHOCOLATE?
-milky way... but that's like asking me how many of my limbs i'd like to keep...

20.FAVORITE CANDY (NON CHOCOLATE)?
-hmm... ruling out chocolate? well that's just madness... but... reese's pieces i guess... hey there's no chocolate in those!

21.CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA ICE-CREAM?
-haha let's be real...vanilla never stood a chance

23. DO YOU OWN ANYTHING LEATHER
-yea a skirt.. i rarely wear it though.. mostly cuz im not a whore... minor detail

24. FAVORITE COLOGNE?
-old spice... cawen uses it .. yummo

25. FAVORITE PERFUME?
-it's from bath and body works... it's called warm vanilla sugar

26. DO YOU OWN AN INSTRUMENT?
-well colin always used to pat my legs as if they were drums when we listened to music... does that count? hehe

27. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON SOMEONE (OPPOSITE SEX)?
-sense of humor... then eyes

28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
-chocolate

29. FAVORITE SOUND THAT YOU HEAR OFTEN?
-colin's voice..

30. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW?
-please hit melbourne please hit melbourne...

31. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
-it depends who im with... if it's someone kinda creepy... then hell yea.. but if im in a small room wit someone i feel comfy wit.. then no

32. COULD YOU EVER SEE YOURSELF MOVING FROM WHERE YOU ARE?
-psh hell yea...ny here i come

33. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE OF ALL TIME?
-umm... that's a toughie...is finding nemo a disney movie? i think it is... well if it is then yea! i love that movie!

34. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME?
-iris by the goo goo dolls

35. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WHEN YOU WERE TEN?
-baby blue

36. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
-chestnut brown :)

37. HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
-yep.. i do so every nite... colin's moose :D

38. IF SO WHAT WAS/IS IT'S NAME?
-...moosy? hehe i dont know but i used to have a puppy named chantal.. and then i had a froggy named mr. froggy... im not very creative hehe

39. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
-the earliest one i can remember? .. his name was joel lopez and he had the most beautiful blue eyes i have ever seen... ::googly eyes::

40. MOST EMBARRASSING CHILDHOOD MOMENT?
-umm.. i think i peed my pants in the middle of sears once when i was like 5... psh i told my mom i had to go! but did she listen to me?! noooooo! psh.. she learned HER lesson....

41. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
-short, soft, spiky's cute too... the kinda hair i can play wit :)

42. WHAT ATTRACTS YOU TO SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
-sense of humor... confidence... not to be confused with arrogance mind u... and a really nice smile

43. WHO OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS (SAME SEX) HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST?
-umm .. prolly yara

44. NOW THE OPPOSITE?
-psh i dunno ... some chick i met at work today?

45. WHAT IS THEIR MIDDLE NAME?
-well yara doesn't have one i dont believe.. and that chick... i barely know her first name

46. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
-Sunset

47. WHERE AT?
-at the top of a hill... cuddled up in a blanket with someone u love.. drinkin something warm

48. (FOR THE LADIES, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
-at our apartment... i kinda wanna live wit the person before i marry em... i can see myself walkin in and ... following a bunch of lil notes all around the house finally leading me to him.. wearing a tux... as he gets down on one knee and says the sweetest things to me... followed by thaimi.. will u marry me?
49. (NOW THE GENTLEMEN, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
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50. WHAT ARE YOUR FIVE FAVORITE MOVIES OF THIS YEAR?
-the notebook and fifty first dates

57. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON?
-venice, italy

58. CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?
-Inot anymore but in the fourth grade... man i played the recorder like nobody's business! and well the piano last year but let's face it that was a waste of time hehe

59. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
-yep spanish.. and im learning french and latin.. and i will learn italian in the near future

60. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
-umm... a rose

61. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER?
-lead singer of the goo goo dolls or the lead singer of staind

62. FAVORITE BAND(s)?
-goo goo dolls, matchbook romance, dashboard confessional

63. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ?
-i dont have time to read books that i wanna read cuz im too busy readin the ones they make me read...

64. DO YOU LIKE POETRY?
-i love love love poetry...

65. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE?
- french vanilla cappuccino... yummo

66. WHAT's your favorite PHRASE to use?
-babalooo

67. DRAGONS OR DINOSAURS?
-wat kinda question is that? weirdo...

68. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
-leaving as in... leaving the city/country... or leaving as in dying? ... either way i dont think it's something i could control...

69. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
-by not hurting them... and by being honest

71. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
-47

72. BLONDES REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
-redheads... granted im a brunette but redheads have such cool hair!

73. WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ICE SKATING OR ROLLER SKATING?
-neither.. call me crazy but i dont exactly like falling on my ass 99 consecutive times...

74. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
-no one's anymore... used to be colin's

75. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
-when ppl break their promises or when parents spoil their children..

76. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
-haha yep

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babaloo181

:: 2004 25 September :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: song in my head

aww fuckerdoodle
long time no talk... sorry.. i've been quite the busy bee... lots of hw... not a lot of time to come online... sowwie yara i know i've kinda been neglecting u lately.. i dont mean to it's just hard to balance everything and everyone.. today was my first day at work.. i felt so self-sufficient driving myself there and everything.. it was cool... everyone kept telling me how much i look like my mom... weird... hehe ... well this hurricane's gonna hit melbourne apparently but i looked at the site and FAA isn't evacuating .... that sucks... hopefully they will... i need to see him.... he called me on our 7 month anniversary... and before that i hadn't talked to him in a week... and it's been 3 days since... agh... i should be doing latin rite now but w/e... ima go back to watchin tv... or i may just lay in bed and sulk... in either case... nite nite.

tonite's song: this one's for the girls by martina mcbride... kinda corny but cute nontheless :)

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 21 September :: 8.43am

no one understands her love, her passion. she looks through the magazines, tryign to capture out the beauty of the models. their eyes emotionless. they look at her weird. make funof her. call her things she isnt. she wonders if it is so wrong to want to collect beauties? collect them and hold them since she knows she can never have it herself.

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x0whitney

:: 2004 19 September :: 8.15pm

Hey y`aLL!! I just wanted to drop in `cause I came here to get something I had saved to a private entry & thought I might as weLL make one.. Mmm, anyways, how`s life treatin` ya? Mine is amazing; I`m honestLy happy & I`m loving it. I`m so thankfuL for my baby, my family, & Justin`s famiLy! I`m on top of the worLd right now & I reaLLy don`t wanna come down. Of course, I`m having quite a few BAD days because I`m just not one for schooL, so I just live for the weekends & then never want them to end! Uhhm, I`m deaLing with those bad days though & life is fab. I spend every waking & sLeeping moment possibLe with Justin. He`s stayed the night here a coupLe of times & the we stay the night other pLaces together too. He hasn`t had to work the past 3 Saturday`s & it`s been so great, but it starts back up this weekend. He work Wednesday through Sunday this week!! =l He has Monday & Tuesday off & I have games on b0TH of those days!! Yeah, voLLeybaLL is going fab too. I`m a starter & I pLay m0st aLL the time.. I`d actuaLLy like to come out a lot more than I do! Mm, yeah, weLL this was just a reaLLy quick update, but I`m gonna go. <3 &hearts

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 18 September :: 11.06pm

<<,,/`hiding takes too much`\,,>>
she felt the remorse of the day seeping throughout her hatred. a hatred for people, but the strongest, for herself. she was a bad, bad girl. no one could doubt it. it was written across her forehead as she stared at herself in the mirror. she could see the blood dripping down, contrasting with the paleness of her skin. she only imagined it. the desire to see it was too strong. grasping her head, wanting to tear it apart... wanting to make the voices stop as they keep echoing in her head. stop the noise... the noise... the screaming... she hated herself and she couldnt hide behind her mask anymore.

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 15 September :: 7.11pm

help me!!
how can i add a freakin background to this thing??? i have been trying and trying and i cant get this cool image for the background!!! help?

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 14 September :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: looking up

...::`` past the clouds and into the spacious sky ``::....
she looks in the mirror, trying to be beautiful. the days change her apperance. she smiles, because she is happy. sadness seeps in behind her eyes. she looks at everyone else. she wants to be different. everyone else is sad. she will be happy, because everyone else is not. they laugh at her because she is different. she closes her eyes to block it out, and then continues on. outside, the sky is spread across the horizon.

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babaloo181

:: 2004 11 September :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: good- isn't that new..
:: Music: accidentally in love by counting crows

hey everyone
wats up ppls? man i haven't had any time to go online lately! so much hw and everything..agh. i was like over a week behind in latin man... but i got all caught up today ..well kinda i gotta finish one assignment tomorrow and then ill be rite on track...now all i gotta do is finish my reg hw... no school monday hooray! im realy scared bout that hurricane though... it's a strong ass hurricane man! and our house isn't that strong.. i mean i know we're not gonna stay here if it hits but im just really scared that we'll come back and all our stuff will be ruined... cuz it's not like we can afford that kind of disaster... but anyway let's move on to a happier note. today was a pretty good day. i went to westshore mall wit my friend rachael whom i met at usf... i hadn't seen her in forever and it was so nice to spend time wit her ... omg we laughed like crazy. haha we passed by this incense place and they had one that was called "pussy" we couldn't help but smell it ... it smelled like baby powder to me... haha .. i was like where's the penis-smelling incense?! hehe ... and then there was one scent called viagra plus.. haha i was like hmm... we smelled that one too hehe .. we're such dorks... but other than that all we did was eat and talk.. omg did we eat ... haha .. we passed by this cookie place and bought two fudge brownies.. and then we walked around and we ended up passing by the food court ... and there was this mexican restaurant... omg the food smelled so good... we had to stop there haha ... omg it's so funny cuz whenever me and her hang out we always end up eating like pigs hehe it's great... but yea we bought this huuuuge grilled chicken burrito and split it ... omg it was so yummy! i was full as hell though haha ... and after that we went and hung out wit her mommy who was there gettin her nails done at the salon ... her mom is so nice .. haha she's so cool too ... everytime i'd say something stupid she'd give me this look like "wat the hell..." haha and she'd just laugh at me hehe .. she reminds me so much of rachael it's so funny ... but yea it was a pretty good day... then i got home and colin called me ... im so worried that the phone bill is gonna be off the charts man ... cuz my grandma's gonna have a fit since she's the one who pays for the phone bill ... so im scared as hell... but hopefully it wont be too bad.... haha that comment i made bout wantin a hurricane to hit melbourne came back to bite me in the ass didnt it?! i wanted it to hit melbourne so that colin would have had to evacuate to tampa ... but instead god sent one to tampa haha .. i guess he's tryin to show me that i shouldn't wish harm on a city just so that i can be happy for a few hours... which is very true ... but still. .. haha i find the irony kinda funny. i've been in a lighter mood lately which is nice ... i like being happier for a change.. i think it's cuz i hang out wit rachael... like honestly when i hang out wit her i dont even think bout how much i miss colin cuz she just keeps my mind off things.. it's nice... i think that if me and her went to the same school.. omg we'd be like inseperable cuz .. i dunno she's just so laid-back .. there would never be drama wit her cuz she doesn't get upset about anything .. i want more ppl like that in my life.. ppl who dont stress ... ppl who just dont sweat the small stuff and are just fun and easy to get along with ... i wanna be more like that ... but i can't help but get mad at shit...oh wellz... still though it doesn't change the fact that today was a purdy good day.. well as good of a day as it could have been without my baby. i miss him so much ... aww man i would give anything just to hug him rite now ... it's hard ... cuz im an affectionate person and not having him here to hug and kiss ... it just sucks... and this year i was so excited about goin to homecoming cuz i knew i would have fun... and i'd have someone to actually dance the slow songs with ... which i've never had before at any dance... but now it's ruined... cuz i dont wanna go and watch all the couples dancing to slow songs and wrapping their arms around each other ... agh it would just depress me ... i really wish things were different though...

tonite's song: beethoven's moonlight senata-- i've been getting into classical music lately... which is weird cuz it's never been a fave of mine .. but i listen to it while im doing latin hw just to drown out the noise from my house ... it helps me focus... i just love the sound of it .. it's so relaxing ...

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 9 September :: 11.22am

She puts her head down and stares beyond to an open space. Her thoughts were confusing and you could read it upon her face. A bit of sadness made her frown. Her hair perfect, perfect and maybe too wild. Chaos of a mess, yet oddly something she favored.

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 9 September :: 9.10am
:: Mood: meh

the who what now?
Save a horse, ride a cowboy?

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