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2004 10 July :: 4.22 pm
:: Mood: bad
:: Music: avril heh heh
last night was fun....woohu is fucking stupid.blah whatever. heh. heh...
i love youuuu
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2004 26 June :: 2.07 pm
:: Mood: boredom consumesssss
:: Music: chicago
no words, none
Stormygurl732 [12:40 PM]: da bear was playin in da water wit a ball and it was silly.
ListenToMARLEY19 [12:41 PM]: and you found yourself unusually aroused? yes, yes?
Stormygurl732 [12:42 PM]: ew. do you know how wrong that would be? being aroused by a large brown bear?
ListenToMARLEY19 [12:42 PM]: bitch why you gotta hate?
Stormygurl732 [12:42 PM]: cuz dat how we roll up in herrrre
ListenToMARLEY19 [12:42 PM]: dont hate the playa hate the game
Stormygurl732 [12:43 PM]: psh, i hate you. and you aint a playa or the game. so whatchoo gots ta say about that?
ListenToMARLEY19 [12:44 PM]: i say......
ListenToMARLEY19 [12:44 PM]: HALLELUJAH MOTHA FUCKAS I'M FREEEE!!!! FREEEE!!!!!
Stormygurl732 [12:44 PM]: whateva
Stormygurl732 [12:44 PM]: shyt
Stormygurl732 [12:44 PM]: we used to be tight, man...i aint even know what happened to us. shyt dude
ListenToMARLEY19 [12:45 PM]: we used to be tight like an asian, now we like christina aguilera
3 mug of juices |
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2004 12 June :: 9.42 pm
:: Mood: mysterious
:: Music: fifty cent trade
theres not a whole lot to say today...or lately for that matter...so, here goes my lyrics.
...or not, i cant find any to really fit my mood...huh. oh well
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2004 4 June :: 10.10 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: no
Realize that I've lost control
Impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside
Take up all my life inside
Why would I let them make up my mind
And be mislead
Go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
Leave me alone
This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away
Go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
Leave me alone
Realize that I've lost control
Impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside
This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away
This pain inside I can not live with it
It feels like no one really understands
It's always killing me
The problems I face daily
It's always things that I have always take in vain
I'm sick of you judging me
I'm sick of you judging me
I'm sick of you judging me
This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away
This pain inside I can not live with it
It feels like no one really understands
It's always killing me
The problems I face daily
1 mug of juice |
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2004 3 June :: 5.10 pm
:: Mood: weak
:: Music: dashboard
i think from now on im just going to use this journal to put lyrics in, ones that reflect how im feeling that day or somethign like that...here goes
its just like you to contest
weat it like a label on your breast
dont you see what this takes of me?
a certain callousness complies with your charm
and in your pride a hopeful look draped in despise
i want to give you whatever you need
what is it you need?
is it what i need?
I want to give you wahtever you need
what is it you need?
is it within me?
its hard to explain
how i am getting by on so little from you
its hard to believe that i would let myself
get so wrapped in you
theres got to be something
that would be worthwhile for me to give to you
we need a connection
but you seem to push me far away from you
the harder i push the further i fall
well you dont mind being headstrong but you dont want to sing along
maybe its trite but i can always be wrong
try not to be wrong
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2004 1 June :: 11.54 am
:: Mood: alhblhabhlasf
:: Music: less then jake- black lung
gah im so fucking hyper!!!!! yayyy danis coming over yayyyy wooooooo
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2004 31 May :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: hyper whatttttt
:: Music: dashboard-the swiss army romance
its cool to fake romances
anddd what???
im hyper as anything, ecspcially dem crackwhores.mmhm
went to barnes and noble today with my danison we uh...studied? minues the studying part. it was amazing. :)
not to self: LAMO is lamo LAMA is lama. that is all
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2004 30 May :: 8.58 pm
:: Mood: high
i dont want to fall to pieces i just want to sit and stare at you
well tonight was boring as anything.
the most entertaining part of today was poking the bubble on my leg full of baby ants ready to hatch at any moment...at least thats the conclusion i've come to.
ashlie is funny, she was my entertainment for the night.
2 mug of juices |
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2004 28 May :: 12.37 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: avril
i dont want to fall to pieces i just want to sit and stare at you
hi dears. cHARLIE looks a little scary right now, with the fro like hair and waving hands all about but its cool....
last night was hot. today will be hot. tomorrow, hot. and the summer. BURNING.
im rambling, its cool. kisses to everyone.
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2004 26 May :: 6.20 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: avril-fall to pieces
i just want to cry in front of you
gah. my friends are amazing. carrie, milly, dani, and ashley all went to barnes and noble after school to do chem and moby dick for me. it was amazing. im so hyper from the coffee and blah. i just love days like that.
i'm a little confused about certain things, and my feelings again....falling in love with love again
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2004 25 May :: 8.57 pm
:: Mood: alone
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
3 mug of juices |
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2004 20 May :: 3.16 pm
:: Mood: calm
mmm carrie smell
today was relaxing and funny...funny cuz of 7th relaxing for the rest.
bear played with my hair in yearbook and i was wearing charlies sweatshirt and mmm it made me so happy, i could have fallen asleep. yay
3 mug of juices |
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2004 17 May :: 7.00 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: tv
i'm completely torn between two things that haven't even happened....
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2004 15 May :: 11.16 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: dashboard in my head lala
tap dat shit
im so confused tonight, and last night was...well. confusing to say the least. i just dont know....
gah! something funny did happen though, charles and.... did....and it makes me laugh really, really hard. woot.
2 mug of juices |
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2004 14 May :: 11.28 pm
oops. so i lied to myself again, oh well.
i'm really over everything with everyone. i dont know what started anything thats happening. im just as confused as anyone else...cant it just be over?
*i can feel your waves coming can you please speed up your current, time is expanding once again. i need you, i miss you, as you yearn for me*
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